amberandmarisa1011

Status: Ice Capps are my life.♥
Joined: February 2, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 150800
Gender: F



STATUS: I fell so hard for you and you didn't even notice.
I'm Amber, From NewYork, and currently in love with a guy I have no chance with. The struggle is real. I have never seen my real father, ever. He ran away once my mom was pregnant.. But my mom is one of my role models. She can be a total sweetheart and a total in a duration of 5 to 10 minutes. I have 2 brothers and 1 sister. They mean a lot to me. I wouldn't be who I am today without a little of their advice. I can only call 4 people my real friends really. Dealing through depresssion, counceling, anxiety attacks. 4 people stayed with me. Katie, Marisa, Mike, and Brian. I love them so mucuh and do anything for them. Uh, I am a very educated person when you're depressed. Believe me, I might be ondepression pills for life. Again, the struggle.xD but if you ever. Like EVRER need someone to talk to, I'll help you. Or atleast try.<3



Quotes by amberandmarisa1011







She gets called "stupid" & "dumb" for being with a guy who mistreats her
& every time she does manage to leave him, she always changes her mind
& comes right back to him. What you guys don't understand is this; it's not
like he mistreats her all the time, it's not like he's an a.sshole all the time, it's not
like he causes her pain all the time. Yeah, when he does hurt her, it sucks but there
are times when he knows how to treat her right, there are times when he knows
how to be a gentleman, there are times when he makes her feel so happy. No one
else can hurt her the way he can, but no one else can make her happy the way he can
either. Can't expect him to be perfect, so stop judging her for sticking with him.






He told me straight up.
"Meet me at the feilds, I miss you."

So i WENT THERE. 
And I didnt see him.

My phone lit up.
"Sorry babe, I'lll be there in a few."

So i sat at a picnic table and waited. 
*30 minutes later*

Phone lights up again.
"Give me a couple more minutes."

I'm just sitting there thinking. 
"He's with another girl, He blew me off, as$hole."

Ignoring the text.
I walked home, 5 miles.

Now today;
He saw me in lunch with my friends.

He took me away from everyone, With frustration saying:
"What the hell? Your phone was off and everything."

I just looked at him. 
His eyes just make me speechless and wan to kiss him so softly.

I said sorry.
We hugged for about 5 minutes and He asks me why?

I said looking down.
"You were probably with another girl."

He held my chin up and we made direct eye contact.
He said,
"Sweetheart, now why would I do that? You're the most beautiful girl I've touched."

Remembering yesterday still I go on..
"You can do better than me, I doubt I mean anything to you."

He walked me out to my table after that. 
We hit the lunch room and started holding my hand.

It was like sparks flew.
I felt so damn happy.

He sits me down then and infront of everyone says:
"Meet me at the feilds today at 6."

His friend from the other table overhears. 
He goes: "Did you get her those tickets? I heard you were downtown."

Guess who got tickets tonight?
This girl


That's so funny, the last time
I heard that, I fell of my dinosaur.
~amberandmarisa1011




*Waters the plants with my tears*




 
I really think that there should be a law against clowns. They scare children, teens, adults, and senior citizens. This is a serious issue and can be terminated. Clowns being found in sewers, dark places, nightime, movies, and haunted houses should be banned. I don't even remember the last time I heard a little kid go up to their parents and say "Mom! Dad! I want to go see the clown over there! He looks cool!" Like seriously, who came up with clowns? They are the most scariest things ever in history. I just, I can't.
I don't usually ask, but any advice?

Hi. I'm falling for this amazing guy, and each day I see myself falling harder and harder for this one guy. Him and only him. I'm always in a constant battle with myself depending on how I should feel torwards him. He wants sexual favors and says once we go "all the way" then we can date. Well I actually thought about this and I told him I trusted him. He still has not asked me out yet, and says between baseball, him moving, and problems with his parents, there is no time for a relationship. I'm just wondering if this is even normal. Who does this?!

 
I have had no control over my life.
I have lived in a complete bubble.
They found me and picked me for the part.
And now I'm desperately trying to find my way through it.
 
~Emma Watson

/CAN WE PRETEND THAT AIRPLANES IN THE NIGHT SKY WERE LIKE SHOOTING STARS.
I CAN REALLY USE A WISH RIGHT NOW/
I honestly don't care about you and your


stupid face antymore.