amh97

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It's hard to swin
in a world so shallow
Hey!!!
Hey!!!
So if you’re here I love you. Just saying. Haha welcome to my profile.
I'm amh97.
I'm 14 years old. I turn 15 on April 24th.
I'm a freshman.
I LOVE music. Like, with a burning passion haha.
Yea, maybe this will make me sound like a nerd or whatever but I love reading and writing. Not like Essays but legit stories and poems. Maybe I'll start putting some up here...
I pretty much suck at all sports. Well, I'm okay at Cross Country/Track. I'm on that team anyway.
You can always talk to me I promise I'll listen.
My witty friends are:
efanwick97
hanifb99
So,....yea. That's about it.
You Are Beautiful. Today is a Miracle. Live, because your alive.♥


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Quotes by amh97

I'm breaking
But this time, there won't be enough of me
to pick up the pieces
and put myself back together again.

If you’re thinking about suicide, please read this:

Are you thinking about suicide? Thinking about how, if you killed yourself, nobody would care? Think again. If you kill yourself you will change somebody’s world. That’s right. They will see everything differently. Just hearing your name will burn their mind with memories. They won’t be able to go near where you lived, even your town will hold memories. Listening to the radio, they’ll hear that song, remember, that song you sang with them once? They’ll step past your locker every day and wonder why you are not there. Why are you not there? Do you want to be responsible for your family members, the people who love you, crying every night? For your sister’s or brother’s losing part of who they are? Your suicide is going to effect most deeply those who care about you most. That’s not right. One of your friends may break down, and just like you, their world will be dark. The pain you are in is awful, but why pass it on to hundreds of people around you, when you could try your hardest to work through it? Your family will be paranoid. Suddenly everyone will be talking about them. Do you want to be known as “the kid who killed themself?” People you never knew will be crying when they hear what you’ve done. Yes, they will be effected. Everyone around you will stop and think, “Was there something I could have done?” Suddenly the people of your world are dying with guilt. All those little hints you gave, they’ll remember them. Oh yes, and it will torture them all the time. Your friends will think of suicide. Your closest friends are likely to go into a depression like the one that claimed your life. How will they cope without you? This will break them, for the rest of their lives. And let’s not forget the people who will plan your funeral. Your closest friends and family picking out songs for you, photos of you. Crying all the night before, and all the day of your funeral. And all the night after. In fact, they will cry now more than you ever did. Could they have saved you? They’ll be angry. Oh yes. Why didn’t you tell them? They loved you. And now it’s too late. They’ll be angry with you because they know, they know you could have gotten through it. Then they’ll be angry with themselves because they may have been able to save you if only they knew. And one day, one day years from now, they’ll remember you. They will all still remember you. The girl that sat up the front of your class; she’ll remember you. The bus driver you saw every morning; he’ll remember you. That little girl you sat with on the bus once, The kid you lent money to at the shop, all your siblings friends, the people that you don’t see, but that see you everyday they will all remember you. And every single one of them will wonder; why? But imagine your family. You are part of them. Without you, something is missing. If you killed yourself, then part of them dies, too. They are incomplete. Every family gathering will be missing something. The photos on the wall are suddenly all cold reminders of what you did. Who goes through your bedroom? Who cleans out your locker? Who calls the school to tell them one of their students has died? Who tells the students? Who calls the funeral directors? Who arranges a coffin for you? Who calls your best friend to tell them you’re dead?? Who finds you? Please, there are other ways out. I know sometimes the struggle is very, very hard. But it’s not worth giving up on life. Life is all we have, life is everything. Its the beautiful moments, and the sad ones. Please, don’t give up on all those around you. You can make it through. My teacher said this about her father, who committed suicide, “I understand that the pain is overwhelming, but I will never forgive him for the pain he has caused others. It was just selfish. If you kill yourself you spread the suffering among thousands of people. It doesn’t only affect those around you but everyone who has ever come in contact with you.” Please, keep fighting. You can get through this and see that there is life after what you’re facing now. It may be hard, but you’ll get there, and when you do you will appreciate it so much more. I understand that most people know that suicide effects others, but please keep this in mind if you’re ever feeling so low. Give people the chance to help you.

"Love the life you live
And live the life you love."
-Bob Marley


My favorite quotes are from Dr. Suess:


"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter."



"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened"



"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because your reality is finally better then your dreams."


“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go...” 


“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living.” 


“Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.”


“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.” 


“A person's a person, no matter how small.” 


“Why fit in when you were born to stand out?” 





(nmf)

credit: confessions_of_a_cutter
 They'd never know how fake her smile is.
 They'd never know how broken she truly is.
 They'd never know how much she cries.
 They'd never know she lies,
 (every time she says "I'm fine.")
 
 They have no idea that underneath her sleeves are scars.
 They have no idea she feels like she is behind bars.
 They have no idea she wishes her death.
 They have no idea of how much she regrets every breath.
 
 They can't guess why she hates herself
 (Something she barely understands.)
 They can't guess that she hides behind her laughter
 They can't guess the times she's "felt better"
 (only to realize it was merely the placebo of a good day)
 They can't guess at how low she is.
 (Because when you fall down so much, then you wonder why you would climb up in the first place) 
 






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ARE THE FIRST FIVE AFTER THE WEEKEND




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Sometimes I just feel invisible.

You know you're a 90's kid when you remember:


Watching one of these shows:
-Kenan and Kel
-Doug
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rocko's Modern Life
-Animaniacs
-Courage the Cowardly Dog
-Hey Arnold
-Clarissa Explains it All
-The Simpsons
-The Fresh Prince of Bel air
-Nickelodeon Slime Time
-Family Feud
-Phil of the Future
-That's So Raven
-Suite Life of Zack and Cody
-All That
-The Amanda Show
-Rugrats
-Wild Thornberrys
-Power Rangers 
-Rocket Power
-Transformers
-Zoey 101

When you used to use these to settle everything:
-Bubblegum bubblegum in a dish
-Rock Paper Siccors
-Eeenie meenie miney mo
-Skunk in the barnyard

When the scariest threat was "I'll tell mom!!!!"
When Yo-Yos were cool.
When EVERYBODY had a Webkinz or Neopets.
When Nintendo Gameboys came out and they were super-cool.
When cool meant COOL!!!!! and not cool.
When YO was really gangster.
When all of your school supplies were Lisa Frank or Five Star
When you had a Tamagotchi or Giga pet.

When people used to collect:
-Beanie Babies
-Pokemon cards (the original 150) or Yu Ghi Oh
-Coins with the states on them
-Carebears
-Silver dollars, which were cool to have

When saying things like "Talk to the hand" or "Don't Make me snap my fingers in a Z formation!" were cool.
The macarena. By heart.


You know your a 90's kid if one or more of these things made you smile when you read them.

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You make a quote and you think it's amazing but because your not one of those people who ALWAYS gets top quotes so your quote gets like two faves.

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