I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because
when everybody else thinks you're fine,
sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.
-not mine
Have you ever been
alone?
Truly alone. Kinda like, you can be in a crowd of people and
just
feel....empty, in a way. The superficiality of
it all just dawns on
you, and you realize these people just don't care. They won't
be
there for you, won't be your shoulder to cry on. You can't
seem
to talk to [anyone], even people you've relied
on for comfort. You can't
seem to speak. You
just
can't seem to let out the
feelings that have been
bothering. You
feel like no one understands, no one
cares.
It's at that point where you want to curl up into a tiny
ball on
you bed, and just sleep f o r e v e
r. Stay that way.But you
can't. You need to leave, but you remain
emotionally alone. x//
It's a terrible feeling.
May you never steal, lie or cheat But if you
must
steal, steal away my sorrows
If you must lie, lie beside me all the days
of my life.
And if you
must
cheat,
cheat death.
Because I
could not
live a
single day withoutyou
i don't miss. . telling you all
my secrets; i miss trusting you.
alll our inside joke; i miss being able to laugh with you.
the late- night phone calls; i miss knowing that you'll take
them.
you; i miss who you used to
be.
&&every
once
in awhile, you just have
to break down and cry.
each little, insignificant, bad thing that has happened,
builds up to where you just can't take anymore.
and you just have to let it all out,
and start over again.