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Please read!
I haven't asked for anything from Witty, but today I am:
My friend and I have been making beauty videos on Youtube for a little while now and we have 10 subscribers and almost 400 video views, but we have a goal set for the end of July.  Our goal is to reach 150 subscribers and 1,000 video views.  I am begging all of you to maybe watch a couple of our videos and subscribe to us, it would mean the world to both of us.  You are not obligated to watch our videos or subscribe, but if you did that would be dandy.  If you want, you can just watch our videos and not subscribe, or subscribe and not watch our videos, or watch and subscribe.  But this is the trickier part, we have another goal, we want 300 subscribers and at least 2,000 video views.  So please subscribe and watch our videos!  If you do leave me a comment and I'll make sure to favorite your quotes and follow you. So thanks for taking time and reading this! (:
This is the link to our channel:http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsk2Ee3UxQYiJLtyvJJJMKQ?feature=mhee  
p.s. I have already posted this on my quote account, VousSontBelle.

Can we stop

on my own
part one
I remember the day my mom kicked me like it was yesterday, I was doing what a regular teenager would do on a summer night, I was with my friends.  I don't know what happened next, everything was a blur.  After I took a drink out of my cup peoples voices bounced off the walls, their words were slurred and I couldn't understand a thing they said.  At one point I stood up and ran all the way home.  Next thing I knew my mom was in my face, her voice frantic but angry, she was telling me to pack my things and get out of her house right now.  I laughed for some reason.  But when I woke up I was on the curb with a blanket and my suit case packed.
* * *
From that day forward I promised myself I would never go back to my mom or ask anyone for help with anything.  I took a job at the Starbucks in the city, the things I saw were amazing, people with weird tattoos and piercings, I loved it.  It was a foggy, slow day the day everything changed, a lady walked in with 10 shopping bags hanging off her arms, and a phone glued to her ear.  "Welcome to Starbucks," I said giving her a million dollar smile.  She looked at me and stared for what seemed like 10 thousand years.  "Hey, Donny, call me back later." she said flipping her phone shut.  "What are you called?" she asked me, "Chandler Rhodes," I said sticking my hand out for her to shake.  She ignored the gesture and instead reached over and touched my face, "You're beautiful, do people ever tell you that?" she asked.  "No," I said looking down at my worn Nike free runs.  "How old are you?" she asked with a smile on her face, what was with all these questions?  "I'm 16, but can you just order?" I said smoothing out my army green apron.  "Chandler, how would you like to make 20 times the amount you make in a year, in 2 days?" she whispered.  "I would love to but we all know that's not going to happen," I said getting flustered.  "It could, if you just come with me." she winked. 
Next thing I knew I was in an office talking to an agent, they told me I could become an actress or model or something huge!  If I got money, I wouldn't share a penny of it with my mother or my friends after what they all did to me.  
But after all was said and done, I was still on my own. 
 

Skinny
part one
It's something everyone wants to be, even I wanted to be skinny.
Me, the captain of the cheer squad, the track star, prom queen, straight A student with the biggest house in Westchester.
Even me, the girl that had it all.
It started as a joke between me and my friends, "Maybe we should just stop eating!" Kelsey said smiling.
"Are you nuts?" I asked laughing.
"Come on, Elle, we could do it!!" Jenny said laughing and taking a swig of her energy drink.
"Guys, that's just crazy! Crazy I tell you!" I say giggling and tickling Nikki who hadn't said a word on the subject of never eating, she didn't even flinch as I tickled her. 
"Whatev's guys, I have to get going!" I said grabbing my duffle bag and started off for home.
When does a joke become real? 
It becomes real when you give it too much thought, which is exactly what I did.

* * *
"Elle! Get up, you're not going to have time to eat breakfast!" my mom yelled from the kitchen down stairs.
"Coming!" I said looping my braided belt through my belt loops. 
I was taking extra time to avoid just that, eating breakfast.
I looked at the time and ran down the stairs, "I'm not going to have time to eat! Sorry mom, I'll ask Jenny to give me a bagel or something!" I yellled running out the door with my tote in my hand.
I had been doing this same thing for the past 3 months, avoiding any contact with food.
During lunch I would leave school and stay in my car until it was over, I would tell my parents I had already ate dinner somewhere else. 
Why am I doing this to myself, I sometimes ask myself.
But then I rememember, to be skinny. 
"Dang, you look hungry, do you want something to eat?" asked Jenny as she stepped onto her porch.
"No! I'm not hungry! I just ate a minute ago.." I lied. 
"Okay, fiesty! Soooo, Adam said he wants us to sit at his lunch table today and tomorrow and all this week!!" she squealed walking backwards in front of me.
"Jenny! You know that I go to my grandparents house for lunch," I lied again.
"Yeah but just this week!! Please! You-know-who is going to be there!" Jenny whispered.
"Fine, just once!" I said smiling.
Yay!!" she said smiling.

* * *
My classes went by slow, I was dreading going to lunch. 
They're going to notice, I thought walking into the cafertia. 
"I think it's hot when girls eat!" said Nick, my dream guy.
Today, I'll eat, for him.
I sat down between Nick and Jenny, "Hey!!" I said smiling from ear to ear.
"Hey, you want some cheese fries?" he asked putting the plate up to my nose. 
"Uh, no thanks! But um.." I said trying to think of something revolutionary to say, "I'm having a pool party, on Friday. Everyone is invited so tell everyone you know!" I said smiling as they started chattering.
"Hey, can we talk outside?" Nick whispered in my ear. 
"Sure!" I said.
He led me to the back of the school, and into the middle of the woods.
"I know what's going on, and you need to stop before it gets to serious!" he said grabbing my arm with lots of force.
"What are you talking about, Nick?" I asked trying to wiggle out of his grasp.
"You're not eating. At all. I know that you aren't. You're at least 10 pounds less than you were before!" Nick said quietly, his eyebrows knitted together in worrisome. 
"It's none of your business if I am or if I'm not!" I yelled.
"I want to make it my business, I really, really like you. I hate seeing you like this," he whispered kissing my cheek.
I got out of his grasp and made a run for it. 
Someone knew, not just someone.
Someone I was in love with.

you know the difference between promises and memories?
we *break promises*, but memories break us. ♥

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