I'm a hypocrite,
I tell my friends
that they have to eat, when I don't.
I tell them that
they shouldn't listen to what others say,
when I
do.
I tell them that
they shouldn't cut, when I do.
I tell them that
life is worth living, when I've considered ending
mine.
I tell them to be
happy, when I'm battling
depression.
I tell them that
I'll never leave, when I know that I probably
will.