I
constantly wonder how my life looks in other people’s
eyes.
Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have
nothing going on for myself? Or are the fascinated with who I am?
The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story. No one will
ever know all the things I’ve had to overcome. Not even my
closest friends, not even my own family. The thing is that people
are so quick to judge now a days. You only see a person from what
they allow you to see. I always try to look as put together as I
can, and I guess that’s my way of hiding from the truth.
It’s just that way everyone will assume that everything in my
life is okay. That I never go through anything. If only everyone
knew how broken I am, and how I’m holding on for dear life on
this one last strand that’s become very delicate. The truth
is that no one really knows me, and sometimes that scares me,
because no one will ever know why I am the way I
am.