angelsparks

Status: I'm in a continuous state of confusion about everyone and everything
Joined: November 7, 2013
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 374438
Location: Slipping through the floorboards
Gender: F
I'm just a girl in her early teenage years trying to survive her first year of highschool. First year of public school, in fact, for I have been homeschooled since kindergarten and this year I decided to venture into the world only to already have my heart broken by a boy I thought was wonderful and I still do. I know you will say I am too young, but I love(d) him.

Basically, yeah. I try to be deep and everything but I don't always succeed.

I used to have a profile on here but I forgot what it was and haven't honestly been on Witty in like three years. So yeah thanks for coming to my profile I guess?

Quotes by angelsparks

well on the plus side
maybe wherever we move, we'll get good internet
and eventually my mom is going to get me a phone because if we're on uncertain times we don't want to be without contact of each other
which will make me feel safe k that's literally the only reason i want a phone (there's other factors that would be good but not necessary)

i'm just trying to be optimistic okay


oh crap i texted him
but he won't respond, watch...
and well, why would he? he pushed me out of his life, he doesn't need me
i just need someone to talk to and i though maybe he could do that much </3 be there for me in a crisis

and i never actually called your number
in all the times we were together
but right now i'm stressing out and I just need to hear your voice telling me everything's going to be okay
and your name on gmail is taunting me
and I might cave in and call you or text you because i need someone and i know at one point you would listen to me and i'm scared but you'll probably brush me off like i'm nothing if i do
today I learned that within the next three days, I'll be leaving the house I've lived in since 3rd grade, forever

and not because we're moving... we're getting kicked out....
can you name 13 boys off the top of your head?
1. Corey
2. Preston
3. Ethan T
4. Andrew
5. Ethan C
6. Trey
7. Eric
8. Tyler
9. Auxilius (<that's his real name)
10. Bridge
11.Jacob R
12. James H
13. Joey


How did you and #12 meet?
Haha... he's friends with my ex and he acted like he couldn't stand me at first??? But then like... he told me he did that just to tease me and now we're good friends (but we didn't start being friends until after Corey and I broke up? oops)

Have you ever seen #4 cry? No

Would #11 and #2 make a good couple? Um... no... haha that's a really weird thought... I'm gonna go bleach my mind now

Are you really good friends with #13? Eh... we're pretty good friends? He was there for me through my Corey drama and he and my friend kind of have a thing? He's a really good guy. :P

Do you think #5 is cute? eh, not really... He's a bit nicer on the eyes than some of the guys at my school... but nope

Something about #1...? Oh god um he's really sweet sometimes and has really good taste in music and nice hair but he got it cut so i guess he doesn't have nice hair anymore

What's #7's favorite color? idk like blue

What would you do if #6 confessed that they liked you? haha he kind of already has??? Whoops... um but Idk he says he likes me but he likes this other girl who he's had an on-and-off thing with for like five years more so idk I've kind of thought it through and don't really have an interest in dating him anymore because I don't think it would work out? Maybe in the future but

Fact about #8? Oh idek him that well... he plays football and trombone??

Would you ever live with #9? No!! I barely know him xD

What's the worst thing about #10? Pfft there's nothing wrong with 10... ;D JK um but I really can't think of anything wrong with him oh geez... probably that he's friends with #11 who isn't always the nicest guy??

Who's going out with number 13? I don't think anybody?? But he asked my friend out so maybe soon she'll be going out with him? idek

What do you think about #3? Well I mean he's cute and sweet and I wouldn't mind being his gf???

Who is your favorite guy on the list? Like 2 and 3 probably but more of just 2 (sorry Ethan!! <3) if I had to pick only one haha (maybe 1 as well? even though technically I shouldn't put him on my 'favorite guy' list but he really is sweet... what he's been doing lately is so out of character for him idk)

Can you name 13 people off the top of your head? 1-7boys, 8-13 girls;

1. Trey
2. Corey

3. Ethan
4. Eric
5. James H

6. Preston!!!
7. Bridge

8. Anni Mae
9. Angie
1O. Bailey H
11. Julia
12. Destiny
13. Jessi
How did you meet 10?

Um band? She's a saxophone player and during like our summer band thing I went to Subway with her because she didn't want to go alone she's pretty cool I guess

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Not really but I've seen him really sad? D:
Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHAHA they hate each other so no. Plus my best friend wouldn't do that to me :/
Are you good friends with 13?

Not really... our personalities kind of clash... she's a good kid but I only tolerate her prescence :/
Do you think 5 is cute?
haha... yeah a little

Something about 1...

He plays trombone?? He's considered really weird but I think he's pretty cool
Whats 7s fav color?

I literally have no idea xD Probably blue he wears it a lot??
What would you do if 6 confessed that they like you?

I would ask him if he'd like to go out because I like him too? But he's dating #13 so I don't think that he'd ever do that...

 

1 fact about 9?
She's a really amazing clarinet player! (1st band, 4th chair!! And she's always 1st chair in our clarinets)
Would you ever live with 4?

Um probably not? I mean he's cool but I wouldn't want to live with him he's a lil weird (plus he likes me and I have NO INTEREST in him so)
Is 2 single?

 H*ll yeah... by his own choice. He'd have a gf right now (me) but for some reason he decided nope
 
If you wanna see what your answers would be... Copy and Paste and find out your true feelings :)

RULES:
1. Put your music on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.


IF SOMEONE SAYS ''ARE YOU OK'' YOU SAY?

The Ballad of Mona Lisa - Panic! At the Disco

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Without Love - Bon Jovi ??

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL/GUY?

Brick By Boring Brick - Paramore

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Picture Perfect - Every Avenue

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Swear It Like You Mean It - Go Radio

WHAT'S YOUR MOTO?

Up and Up [Acoustic] - Relient K

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Ready To Go (Get Me Out Of My Mind) - Panic! at the Disco

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Be Still - The Fray

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Oh Marjorie - Set It Off

WHAT IS 2+2?

Give Me Novacaine - Green Day

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Brand New Colony - The Postal Service

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Yellow - Coldplay

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOUR GROW UP?

To Be Loved - Michael Buble (this is probably the one that makes the most sense)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Cheatercheaterbestfriendeater - Never Shout Never (huh???)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

The Bird and the Worm - Owl City (I love this! but how do you dance to it? haha)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Let it All Out - Relient K

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Harmony - Never Shout Never

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Anyone But You - Hawk Nelson

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Desperate Measures - Marianas Trench

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Underdog - You Me at Six
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Weightless - All Time Low

A - Available? As single as a pringle and ready to mingle!!
B - Birthday? February 14 (yes... yes, I know but it's really nothing special)
C - Crushing on? This guy I know who plays trombone he's pretty cool but idk
D - Drink you last had?  Sweet tea
E - Easiest person to talk to? Uhm probably my friend Julia???
F - Favorite song?  Your Birthday Song by Go Radio because idk it sounds nice in my ear
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms? Gummy worms!! especially the sour ones
H - Hometown?  lolnope
I - In love with? My ex, Corey :/
J - Jealous of? anybody that he ^^ talks to that isn't me, people with confidence and pretty faces
K - Killed someone? ... Well, it hasn't been legally acknowledged that I have... jk I really haven't
L - Longest car ride? idk really but longest one recently would probably be the 4 hour car ride to my grandparents house or maybe the one (but that was on a bus) for band which was around the same amount of time idk which was longer so heyy
M - Milkshake flavor? Banana heh.
N - Number of siblings? 5
O - One wish? For Corey to take me back but since that will never happen idk maybe to date Ethan?? (do i sound like a hoe)
P - Person you texted last? I don't have a phone D:
Q - Question you are always asked? "will you just shut up already???" jk maybe like "are you okay?" because apparently i look depressed all the time idk
R - Reason to smile? well God remembered to wake me up this morning??
S - Song you last listened to? idk listening to music right now but it's the radio so I don't really know what song just played
T - Time you woke up? ... like 11:00 whoo Christmas break :P
U - Underwear color? white?? that's a really personal question...
V - Violent moment you had? haha i don't really get violent? like I get playfully violent with people (but I don't think it seems playful? oops) but i'm never really mad except maybe in geometry with this d.ck in there
W - Worst habit? procrastinating/biting my lip
X - X-rays you had? never had one
Y - Yoyos are? Really cool but I never really figured out how to do them lol
Z - Zodiac sign? idk
Freer than a butterfly
but lonelier than the moon
praying that my right guy
will arive here soon.

Maybe he got stuck in a
tree;
maybe a monsoon
maybe he'd rather be f r e e
or he's hiding in his room.

Hopefully he'll fight for me,
climb up this huge
tree
searching for the best apple he can find
knowing he'll forever be on my mind.

I hope he'll be so happy
I hope he won't be
blue...
And I don't mean to sound sappy
but I think he might be
you


angelsparks
It all started when I tripped; falling backwards, with no one behind me to catch me (or so I believed). My heart flip flopped; a small flood of panic entering my chest at the feeling of falling. God, I hated the feeling of falling; why do I have to be a klutz? But then I felt your arms under mine, catching me before I hit the ground. I didn't even know you; definitely had no idea what your name was. All I'd ever said to you was "watch, I'm gonna fall" (and I was right). And I thank you for being there, because that would have been a nasty fall.

And then so many things happened, so very fast: I learned your name, recieved your number (which I still have yet to call) and we talked. We talked about so much for what seemed like so long. And I fell in love. We began to date and it was so great. We held hands; you were my "man". But then I was "clingy" and you became distant.

Our story ended similarly to the way it began: with me falling. But this time, I ended up spwarled on my back on the cold, hard concerete, no warm arms to fall back on and my body broken as badly as my heart.


angelsparks