anilevex3lisav

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Joined: May 13, 2011
Last Seen: 1 month
Birthday: October 20
user id: 173824
Gender: F

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somehow i randomly remembered this website and came on here to read some of the old stuff i had posted, and boy oh boy 😅 this was basically my online diary 😂 happy to report that I'm happily married to my best friend (going on 3 years now) and we have 2 beautiful babies & i can't wait to have more with this wonderful man ❤ my childhood (bc that's really what it is, i was 13, i was a kid) love is engaged to his girlfriend of what seems forever (plot twist, she's the one he cheated on me with) but no hard feelings bc homeboy had a glow down and i got my prince charming and my beautiful babies ❤❤❤
and of course she got you. she got you while we were still dating, why wouldn't she get you after? 
and now you're with her, and i'm here, alone, stuck on you
and now she's the one making you laugh and smile, and i'm here, alone, with tears in my eyes.
because no matter how hard i try, you just don't seem to realize-
i still love you
right from the start you were a theif, you stole my heart.
i miss him like crazy. i thought i was over him, and then everything came back and i couldn't stop the feelings. but what hurts the most is that he's picking her over me. he told me that as soon as i wanted to get back together, he'd be here waiting. so where is he now?
Going back and rereading all my old quotes about you made me realize how much I miss us and what we had.
Wow, I haven't been on here in forever, but I need to vent. So I'm happy Kris is moving on, but I'm also kind of upset I guess. Just thinking about all the stuff we did, all the good and bad times, and all the memories. I guess I'm just upset he'll do everything we did, with her. I'm afraid he'll forget about me, and completely replace me. Oh wow, I didn't realize I cared so much about this.. I'm just so upset what we had is over. He was an AMAZING guy, and I wouldn't trade the one year and one month I spent with him for anything in the world. But I guess since we won't work, we've got to go our seperate ways and just try to be happy. I still love and care about him just as much as I did since day one, and that'll never change. I'm not showing that this is hurting me because I'm happy that he finally found someone else, and I don't want him to feel bad. Well I just hope all goes well for him and this girl can make him happier that I did..

30 Day Self-harm challenge

1. How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.
2. What part of your body is most affected by it?
3. What is your motivation to recover?
4. Do you consider yourself “addicted”? why or why not? 

5. What part of self harm do you dislike the most? 

6. What about it do you enjoy?

7. list 10 activities that help you calm down.

8. What the most supportive thing anyone has said to you about self harm?
9. Have you ever taken pictures of your wounds? Discuss.

10. How do you feel about your scars?

11. Strangest place (school, park, etc) you’ve ever injured yourself?

12. Where do you keep your ‘tools’? (Your room, in a box, disposed of them?)
13. What is the biggest realization about self harm you’ve had?

14. Is there anyone you consider to be an inspiration in your recovery?
15. Do you visit any websites about self harm? If so, what are they?

16. What advice would you give to someone about self harm?

17. Do you know anyone else who injures themselves? 

18. Write a letter to the future (recovered) you.
19. List 3 reasons that recovery is worth it.

20. What is the most vivid memory you have of self harm.

21. Have you tried to stop in the past? What are you doing differently this time?
22. Where do you feel the most calm?
23. What is your favorite inspirational quote?

24. What are some of your main triggers? Why? 

25. Do you know any statistics about self harm?

26. What is something that makes you the most happy?

27. Discuss any and all progress you have made.

28. What short-term goals do you have?

29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?

30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.


6. What about it do you enjoy?

The relief it gives me.





I just lost my bestfriend.
because of my cutting.

30 Day Self-harm challenge

1. How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.
2. What part of your body is most affected by it?
3. What is your motivation to recover?
4. Do you consider yourself “addicted”? why or why not? 

5. What part of self harm do you dislike the most? 

6. What about it do you enjoy?

7. list 10 activities that help you calm down.

8. What the most supportive thing anyone has said to you about self harm?
9. Have you ever taken pictures of your wounds? Discuss.

10. How do you feel about your scars?

11. Strangest place (school, park, etc) you’ve ever injured yourself?

12. Where do you keep your ‘tools’? (Your room, in a box, disposed of them?)
13. What is the biggest realization about self harm you’ve had?

14. Is there anyone you consider to be an inspiration in your recovery?
15. Do you visit any websites about self harm? If so, what are they?

16. What advice would you give to someone about self harm?

17. Do you know anyone else who injures themselves? 

18. Write a letter to the future (recovered) you.
19. List 3 reasons that recovery is worth it.

20. What is the most vivid memory you have of self harm.

21. Have you tried to stop in the past? What are you doing differently this time?
22. Where do you feel the most calm?
23. What is your favorite inspirational quote?

24. What are some of your main triggers? Why? 

25. Do you know any statistics about self harm?

26. What is something that makes you the most happy?

27. Discuss any and all progress you have made.

28. What short-term goals do you have?

29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?

30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.


5. What part of self harm do you dislike the most? 

The scars, and the fact that it disappoints my boyfriend and best friend and it hurts them.


30 Day Self-harm challenge

1. How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.
2. What part of your body is most affected by it?
3. What is your motivation to recover?
4. Do you consider yourself “addicted”? why or why not? 

5. What part of self harm do you dislike the most? 

6. What about it do you enjoy?

7. list 10 activities that help you calm down.

8. What the most supportive thing anyone has said to you about self harm?
9. Have you ever taken pictures of your wounds? Discuss.

10. How do you feel about your scars?

11. Strangest place (school, park, etc) you’ve ever injured yourself?

12. Where do you keep your ‘tools’? (Your room, in a box, disposed of them?)
13. What is the biggest realization about self harm you’ve had?

14. Is there anyone you consider to be an inspiration in your recovery?
15. Do you visit any websites about self harm? If so, what are they?

16. What advice would you give to someone about self harm?

17. Do you know anyone else who injures themselves? 

18. Write a letter to the future (recovered) you.
19. List 3 reasons that recovery is worth it.

20. What is the most vivid memory you have of self harm.

21. Have you tried to stop in the past? What are you doing differently this time?
22. Where do you feel the most calm?
23. What is your favorite inspirational quote?

24. What are some of your main triggers? Why? 

25. Do you know any statistics about self harm?

26. What is something that makes you the most happy?

27. Discuss any and all progress you have made.

28. What short-term goals do you have?

29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?

30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.


4. Do you consider yourself “addicted”? why or why not? 

well kind of, because I cut a lot, and over everything randomly. its like i crave it.