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The worst pain in the world; feeling like the person you love with all of you, that you have put so much time and effort into, that they are going to break up with you........
and there's really nothing you can do

 Dear kevin/ boyfriend/ love/ babe/ best friend/ homie,

Every night i go to bed wishing you were laying next to me. Wishing i could kiss you goodnight and feel your warmth as i fall asleep. Feel your chest rise and fall with the tempo of you breath. Hear your heart beat in tune with my own and know that you're alive and you are mine.

Every morning i wake up wishing you were laying next to me. That i could turn over and watch you sleep like an angel for a moment before waking you up by kissing you.

I long for the day that we own our own apartment and i feel you hug me from behing as cook breakfast.

Most of all i just want to be next to you everyday. Just to hold your hand everyday of my life and be able to look into your eyes and run my finger along your skin feeling every scar, freckle, mole, and imperfection and make it my own.

You are my favorite person in the whole wide world and to to see you every day would be a dream come true. Norml couples don't know how easy they have it. How much i wish we could be like them. I am so in love with you and you live half way across the world.

Long distance sucks but I am never ever giving up on you. Its been the best year and a half of my life from the day i met you to no and i couldn't ask for a better human being to call my everything

I dated you in 7th grade and then again in 9th grade and now 2 years later i still love you.. I am still extreamly in love with you and i dont know how not to be.. To be quite honest, you have kinda ruined my life

You should have took into concideration the fact that when you texted me an got my hopes up, that after that day you would never text me again.. you could have told me bacause i would have been smart and not answered.. i have a bad habbit of letting my hopes get too high especially with you

so today my ex boyfriend texted me for the first time in a year and a half. My heart started racing and i was happier then i had been since the day we stopped talking. Were having a normal conversation which was pretty weird since we haven't spoken. I asked him why he left and he said that i made him. I asked if we could start over and he said probably not.This boy is the love of my life so obviously i was crushed. "well whyth hell not?" i asked him. And 2 minutes later i got a text back saying

"Because all i've been thinking about lately is dying"

.....My heart sank into my chest and i curled up into a ball and just started crying so much. More than i've cried in a long long time.. its been a year and this boy still has all of me and now i just don't know what to do
 

I've been in love with you since 7th grade..

I dont know what it is about you but its so hard for me to let you go

even though it seems that it was pretty easy for you

YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME:
(“The” + your favorite hobby/craft + favorite weather element + “Tour”)
The soccer leaf tour

YOUR COUNTRY MUSIC STAR NAME:
(first name of famous actress/actor +favorite month)
Chelsea August

YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:
(favorite color + favorite animal)
Blue snow leopard

YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(middle name + city where you were born)
Nora Jayne Peabody (I have 2 middle names)

YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first three letters of your last name + first two letters of your first)
Ril Ta

SUPERHERO NAME:
(“The” + second favorite color + favorite drink)
The Purple Lemonade

NASCAR NAME:
(the first names of your grandfathers)
Loriano Thomas

STRIPPER NAME:
(the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent + favorite candy)
pink chiffon nerds rope

WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(mother’s and father’s middle names )
Constance Thomas

TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME:
(Your fifth grade teacher’s last name + a major city that starts with the same letter)
McGlaughlin Middleton

SPY NAME/BOND GIRL:
(your favorite season/holiday + flower)
Fall Lily

CARTOON NAME:
(favorite fruit + article of clothing you’re wearing right now + “ie” or y)
peach shortsy

HIPPIE NAME:
(what you ate for breakfast + your favorite tree)
Cereal Burch

Vampire Name:
(Name you want + Cullen)
Juliette Cullen

i just miss you more than anything and it's like that doesn't mean a thing to you

I just want to fall asleep to the sound of the rain

Im happy with my new setup of my profile :)