anonomously

Status: the status update
Joined: January 12, 2015
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 389079
Location: i still don't know
Gender: F
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anonomously's Favorite Quotes

my family: skinny people are gross
my family: fat people are gorss
my family: self harm-ers are gross
my family: suicide is gross
my family; mental illnesses are gross
my family; eating disorders are gross
my family: oh, but we wont judge you hunny you can tell us anything
 
me: lol no im fine thanks.
I'm falling even more in love with you


Letting go of all I've held on to


I'm standing here until
you make me move


Just hanging by a moment here with you 
 
 

 
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wanpersowho
comes into my life by 
accident,
& stays on purpose.



We met in kindergarten. We were best friends.

She always told me she loved my eyes. I didn't quite know why.

I was in love with her, so of course my face lit up immensely whenever she said it.

She was beautiful, kind, and extremely funny.

We'd be talking about nothing, and she'd turn to me and whisper,

"I like your eyes."

One day, I was playing basketball,

waiting for her to drive over to my house to have a game with me.

Suddenly, I got a phone call.

It was her mom. She was in a panic.

I couldn't quite understand what she was saying. It sounded like,

"Aaron, come quick! Kelsey, accident, Main Street! Blood. Come now!"

I had no clue what happened,

so I ran to Main Street with my basketball shorts and a tee shirt on.

I saw Kelsey's mom helplessly crying, waiting for the ambulance to arrive.

I saw a totaled car, blood everywhere.


Then I saw her, Kelsey.


My heart stopped as I frantically ran over to her.

"Kelsey? Kelsey!" She was unconscious. I started crying.

I know it isn't very manly, but I couldn't help it.

Before I could say anymore, the medics took her away,

the main source of blood coming from her head.

I went to the hospital that night,


I went every night.


in fact, the only time I left was to go out to eat, but that's it.

The doctors tried getting me to leave, but I refused.

It was all my fault.

If it wasn't for me, wanting to play basketball with her,

she wouldn't be going through this.

It was already four days, and she hasn't woken up.

On the fifth day, I saw her eyes gently open.

"Kelsey?" I called.

She wasn't quite awake yet.

Suddenly, doctors came rushing in, telling me I had to wait outside.

I did, for a few hours.

One of the doctors finally came out saying,

"I understand that you're Kelsey's friend, Aaron?"

"Yes," I whispered.

He bit his lip.

"She woke up, she's fine,

but I'm afraid she has long term memory loss."


"Are you serious?" I almost shouted.

"I'm afraid so."

I didn't meet his gaze. I couldn't.

I wasn't going to say anything, so he spoke again.

"You can go see her if you want,

but she doesn't remember anything, not even her mom."


I walked in, trembling in horror.

I saw her. She looked helpless as she slept.

I waited a few hours, until I saw her eyes opening gently again.

I expected doctors to run in, rushing me out.

Instead, she looked me straight in the eyes, and whispered,


"I don't know you, but I like your eyes."


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BOY SURVEY

What color is his hair: Dirty blonde.
Cute smile: Yes, it's quite perfect tbh.
Braces: Nope.
Abs: Nope, but he doesn't need to have them for me to like him.
Height: 5'6". Yes, he is short but I love short guys c:
How did you meet him: He is my friend's almost step-brother/school.
How long have you known him: Almost 2 years
Does he play any sports: If you count snowboarding, dirtbiking, and playing airsoft as sports then yes.
Can he play the guitar: Nope.
What about any other music instruments: Drums.
Do you guys ever text: Yup, every day actually.
Describe something he would wear on a typical day: Sweatshirt, T-shirt, shorts, and Nikes.
What's your favorite thing you've see him wear: Either his big baggy sweatshirt or black and white Nikes. Or if you count his cologne, that is my absolute favorite<3
Least favorite thing: I can honestly say nothing.
Do your friends know that you like him: Everyone knows..
Do your parents know him: Yes they do.
Do you think they would like him if you were dating him: They love him, I know this because I am dating him c: We have been dating for almost a year and four months.
Have you met his parents: I have met his amazing mom c:
What would you do if he saw your witty: If he saw my witty, I wouldn't care to be honest. There isn't anything on here that I would tell him to his face so yeah.

 


The Cutter's Lullaby;
Go to sleep, close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
You know the pain they have endured

                           « « «
Silver metal shines so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickeling down
And waking just before you drown

                           « « «
Moonlight shining off your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears
Tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutter's lullaby;

                           « « «
Hushabye baby, you're almost dead
You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red
Your family hates you and your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause that's all you need

                           « « «
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
You didn't know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain you hid so well
and down you go baby, straight back


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catr3day free trial obeing dead?




 
We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.