Vent #5
I know this is long,
but please read.
As you
can see, this vent is a little different than the normal
vents posted on this account. This one was one of the
hardest ones to post, because it's mine...
I need to
come clean about something.
I'm a
lesbian.
It has
taken me a while to come to terms with it, but I have
finally accepted it.
I want to
come out, if not to my friends at school (and definitely
not my family - I'm not ready to do that yet) I want to
come out to my Witty family. Everyday is like a war, and
I'm sick of fighting. I just need to tell someone who I
really am.
The thing
is, I'm scared to post this on my personal account, as
there are a few people on there that I have somewhat lied
to.
I told
them I had an ex-boyfriend and that I missed our
relationship...
The truth
is, I had one but I never had feelings for him. I just miss
being friends with him. I was still in denial about
my sexuality at the time and I wanted to keep up the
illusion that I was sure of who I am.
I really,
really want to post this on my personal Witty and come
clean but first I need to know that you will all be
supportive of me. If I face rejection on Witty, I'll
never be able to come out at school...
I'm also scared of how the few people I decieved will
react. They're some of my closest friends and I know I
hate being lied to, I don't want them to think I
don't trust them.
I'm
NOT doing this for faves in the least bit. This is one
hundred percent true.
I'm
honestly asking for support. NOT a top quote.
If you
took the time to read this whole thing,
I
absolutely love you.