anorexia

Status: 2weeeeeks
Joined: July 7, 2012
Last Seen: 5 years
Birthday: October 5
user id: 315461
Location: in marcus's bed.
Gender: F








hi i'm mia and i'm sixteen years old and loving it because of this boy who happens to be the love of my life








 
                                                                         

Quotes by anorexia

Depression does not always mean
Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists
A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity
Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye

Sometimes depression means
Not getting out of bed for three days
Because your feet refuse to believe
That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor

Sometimes depression means 
That summoning the willpower 
To go downstairs and do the laundry
Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week

Sometimes depression means
Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours
Because you cannot convince your body 
That it is capable of movement

Sometimes depression means
Not being able to write for weeks 
Because the only words you have to offer the world
Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying

Sometimes depression means 
That every single bone in your body aches 
But you have to keep going through the motions
Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed

Sometimes depression means
Ignoring every phone call for an entire month
Because yes, they have the right number
But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore







I love being naked, but I hate how I look naked.






You want them when they don't want you,
soon as they do feelings change.




IF YOU WERE A BURGER AT MCDONALDS
YOU'D BE A MCFINE. 




 


i am just so tired
all the time all i
want
to do is lay
in bed a listen to
music 


 





















everything is
getting bad again



 









I can’t help but think that maybe if I were a little bit skinnier,
then someone would take an interest in me.
maybe if I was a little prettier, then someone might notice me.
maybe if I was a little more that and a little less this,
someone might fall in love with me.











 







when people think depression or an eating disorder or self

harm 
will make them quirky and exciting or will make boys

want to kiss 
their scars and all that dumb sh.t i want to

punch someone in the  
face also fuc.k you


 





i'm strong on the surface,

not all the way through,

i've never been perfect,

but neither have you,





 








i just need someone to vent to.