(HATRED - 11:24AM)
If you apologized
i think i'd be furious
if you said i have your eyes
i think my heart would light on fire
and you would mistake it for curious
if you said, 'im sorry, i was in a bad place'
I think i would probably slam my door
ten times for clarity, until the world shakes
the whole f_Cking world would shake
under your droning words, what a bore
the little people would fall
backs full of ache
cities full of crime
pockets full of drugs
and you would tell me anyway
that you're sorry
because in the scope of the whole universe, my universe, full of
WONDERFUL CULTURES AND ARTISTS AND OPPORTUNITIES, POSSIBILITIES,
PEOPLE WHO WOULD LOVE TO SIT DOWN WITH ME AND
TALK ABOUT HOW I'VE BEEN, WHO CAN GIVE ME SO MUCH MORE THAN
YOU EVER DID,
you thought it would matter to me,
if you were "sorry".