antonia2014

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So you found me. Fine....creeper.
JK :)
 
Hey I'm Amanda/Antonia. welcome to my profile. Its not pretty or anything but i like it. my quotes arent pretty but i like them to. 

here's a little about me:

1. I LOVE MUSIC!!!!! if it wasnt for music i wouldnt be here right now. my favorites are My Chemical Romance, 30 Seconds to Mars, Hollywood Undead, and Paramore

2. I LOVE WRITTING!! i love to write my own stories. its one of my escapes. i love how i can watch my characters come to life and become people themselves.

3. I LOVE READING!! its my other escape. i love being taken to different worlds in every book. they're like movies in my head.

so if u just want to talk or anything commetn and i'll try to get back to u as soon as possible :)

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30 Days Of My Chemical Romance

Day 6 (sorry about missing day 3-5)- Favorite MCR Music Video

Hmmmm thats a hard one. it would have to be either Ghost of You or Sing.
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If there's a place that I could be
Then I'd be another memory
Can I be the only hope for you?
Because you're the only hope for me


21 Days MCR Fans!!!!!!!!!

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30 Days of My Chemical Romance
 
Day 2: When you became a MCR fan.

8th grade year before x-mas break i bought Welcome to Black Parade because I had heard it somewhere but it wasnt until April of 8th grade that i became a true fan. I had just broken out of and abusive relationship and was more than heartbroken. i wanted to die so i was going to kill myself. but the part of Black Parade came on that goes :We'll Carry on, We'll carry on!" it just kinda struck me and well im typing this so it saved me. thats why im such a fan
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30 Days of My Chemical Romance
 
Day 1: Welcome to the Black Parade :)
 
Day 1: First song you ever heard by My Chemical Romance?
Day 2: When you became a MCR fan?
Day 3: First video you watched on their youtube page?
Day 4: Favorite quote by Gerard Way?
Day 5: Favorite song by My Chemical Romance?
Day 6: Favorite MCR music video?
Day 7: Favorite performance by MCR?
Day 8: Favorite lyric?
Day 9: Favorite album?
Day 10: The day you saw them in concert?
Day 11: Favorite picture of Gerard Way?
Day 12: Your least favorite album?
Day 13: Someone who you would want to do a duet with MCR?
Day 14: Something that you miss about MCR?
Day 15: Your least favorite My Chemical Romance song?
Day 16: A My Chemical Romance song you wished that had a music video?
Day 17: Your favorite hair color on Gerard?
Day 18: Least favorite album?
Day 19: What you love most about Gerard?
Day 20: Have you ever met Gerard Way? If so, tell the story :D
Day 21: Something that both you and Gerard Way do (common interest, habbit...)?
Day 22: Do you perfer Gerard's hair long or short?
Day 23: How long you've been apart of the MCRrmy?
Day 24: How has Gerard impacted your life?
Day 25: # of times you listen to My Chemical Romance's music a day?
Day 26: Number of songs you have on your iPod by MCR?
Day 27: My Chemical Romance song that you're sick of hearing?
Day 28: Your reaction if you won tickets from a contest to go see them?
Day 29: Most played MCR song on your iPod (&how many times?)
Day 30: What you would say to Gerard Way if you ever met him?
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Killjoy Names!


Amanda-Adrenaline Danger Heart

 

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 Terrified of what I’d be
As a kid from what I’ve seen
Every single day when people try
And put the pieces back together
Just to smash them down
Turn my headphones up real loud
I don't think I need them now
‘Cause you stop the noise

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RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
 
IF SOMEONE SAYS ''ARE YOU OK'' YOU SAY?
Thank you for the venom
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Hang 'em high
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL/GUY?
Paraniod
 
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Your song
 
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Hello
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Bleed it out
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
careful
 
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
misguided ghosts
 
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
my hero
 
WHAT IS 2+2?
wake up call
 
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
kings and queens
 
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
its not a fashion statement its a deathwish
 
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOUR GROW UP?
demolition lovers
 
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 
the mission
 
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
whats my name
 
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
whoa
 
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
monsters
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
love lockdown
 
BIGGEST SECRET?
rooftops (a liberation broadcast)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
dont want to think about you
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
im sorry
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I wish I could tell her everything. I wish I could tell my mom my true issues. I wish I could tell her how I struggle with my cutting issues or how I don't want to be alive. I wish I could tell her that without being afraid of what she'll say. I wish that she would notice the pain I deal with and the depression i still face from the divorce 7 years ago. I wish my mom could read my thoughts so she knows what's going on. I just want my mom to love me and her to realize that I do love her. Yea, I have an attitude but I'm 15 for Pete's sake! I wish she could see that her and my friends and family are the only reasons I'm still alive. I want to be dead, I want to cut myself, I want to runaway, but I don't because I know how much that would destroy my family. After our fight a few minutes ago she think that I hate her because I didn't say one word. I didn't answer any of her questions and I didn't even look at her, I looked past her. 

I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect daughter you want but I wish you could just understand.

Sorry.

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I lost HIM. HE didn't think that I trusted him enough. but the thing is, I have trust issues. Too many people have walked into my life and destroyed me!! How can YOU expect me to trust you after only 3 months? I love YOU I really do but now I see that YOU aren't the one for me. I'm sorry that we had to fight like that to realize it. Yea I'll miss YOU but I'll be stronger for it.
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If you're still reading this....Thank You!!

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Pottermore!!
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