ashleyx08

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if today was yours last day
-Would you have left  this world
with someone mad at you?

-Would you have left  this world
with someone proud of you?

-Would you have left this day
with your life fully filled?
Each day is a gift, not a given right.

the world keeps moving,
while i stand in place watching.

days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months,
months turn into years.

but i with in this time period,
i will never forget you, or what we had.
and i know you wont either.
we broke up a long time ago.
but my feelings for you have yet to erase.
every time i pass you in the hallway i glance
at you to make sure you look happy and are still
in one piece. you were the first person i loved,
you showed me what love was, how to love.
and no matter how much pain you have caused me,
i will still love you in one way shape or form

the jokes we made, the long talks we had,
the sentences you complete for me
the weird conversations we had, the times we spent
together, the good the bad, everything
 they will never be forgotten no matter
how many days, weeks, months or years pass.

having your heart broken has to be the worst feeling alive.

but  you have to move on, you have
to get the strength to go on with your life.
no one else can do it for you.

its all you

i find valintines day pointless

its the " day of love"

but should you love them just as much
ever day& express it just as much...

Have no fear For giving in
Have no fear For giving over
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Then never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open wide
 
say- john mayer

i woke up today
& finally realized that
noone can help me
i have to do this myself



& i cann! :) 

letting go,
giveing up,
faceing the true facts
amd accepting them

so much easier said then done