Because sometimes there's
nothing beautiful about the truth
I LET YOU MAKE ME BELIEVE I WASN'T WORTH A THING
AND I TRUSTED YOU BECAUSE I HAD LET YOU SO FAR IN
I LET YOU BREAK ME AND CONTROL ME THINKING THAT YOU CARED
SO IT MAKES IT HARD TO SAY BUT ALL THOSE MEMORIES WE SHARED
THEY WERE JUST PART OF YOUR PLAN, AS WORTHLESS AS I USED TO
FEEL
I HATE ADMITTING THAT I FELL FOR IT AND THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP
WASN'T REAL
I LET YOU TAKE MY HEART, TAKE MY HAND, TAKE MY INNOCENCE
IT'S BEEN A WHOLE YEAR AND I HAVEN'T BEEN QUITE RIGHT
EVER SINCE
NOW I KNOW IT'S NOT MY FAULT; I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT YOU HAD
PLANNED
NOW I'M JUST A LITTLE BROKEN BUT I'LL NEVER HURT LIKE
THAT AGAIN
BUT I GET IT NOW, I'M OKAY NOW, SO NOW I'LL LOOK YOU IN
THE EYE
SO LISTEN GOOD WHEN I SAY I'M THE STRONGER ONE THIS
TIME
Now I'm a survivor, not a victim of abuse
Now it's
"poor me" "why me?" "oh
me.." BORING
the
same old, worn out, blah blah
story
THERE'S
NO GOOD
EXPLANATION
FOR IT AT ALL
Ain't no rhyme or reason, no
complicated meaning
Ain't no
need to overthink
it
Let's go
laughing!
Life
don't go quite like you planned
it
We drive slow,hard to understand
it
Irrefutable, indisputable fact
is:
IT
HAPPENS
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What would
you do if you knew what I did when I was alone?
What would you do if you knew what I thought about?
Would you try to stop me? Would you deny it? Would you laugh?
Would you help? Or would you leave me alone
again?
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I'm
done hoping that
we can work it
out,
I'm done with how it
feels,
spinning my
wheels
L
E T T I N G
Y O U D R
A G M Y
H E A R T A
R O U N D
And I'm done thinking
that you could ever change.
I k n o w
m y h e a r t w i l l
n e v e r b e
t h e s a m e ,
BuT
i'm
TeLLiNG
mYseLF
i'LL
Be
oKaY.
E v e n
o
n m y
w e a k e s
t d a y
s I
g e
t a
l i t t l
e b i t
s t r o n g e
r