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If your reading this, I love you[: Haha :D If you ever need to talk, I'll be here, don't feel alone:) ♥Hey beautiful(: I'm Ashlyn, Ashlyn Logan. I live in New York. I LOVE PARIS<3 And yes, I have been there before. I'm single, and a forever alone cat lady,  but I don't care, because I can still count on my amazing friends, and family. My best friend sadly doesn't have a Witty, but her name is Alyssa. Bieber? Eh, he's alright. But I love his best friend, Ryan Butler. Alyssa loves the Biebs, so she showed me Ryan. I'm 16 turning 17 August, 14th. I have naturally straight dirty blonde hair, and I'm one inch taller that Bieber. I don't do any sports. I'm not boy crazy, as much as my friends are. Well, always remember, your beautiful(: I love Taylor Swift, and my favorite color is green, as you can tell... (: Well I have 4 best friends, their names are, Alyssa, Danielle, Shaunie, and last but not least, Summer. I love them SO much. It's not even funny. I also LOVE Avril Lavigne, and The Band Perry. I know, I know, my profile picture IS NOT me, I found it on tumblr and thought it looked really cool, so I stole it! Teehee (:  I LOVE One Direction<3 and I write poems, I would love your feedback! Well, I love you guys so much, and your all beautiful(:
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I never thought it would end like this.





 

Don't Forget Her
Chapter Five


*Harry's POV*
I felt tears running down my face as I sat on my bed, packing up. I heard a knock at my door so I opened it and saw Emma. Right away she jumped into my arms. I held her as tightly as I could, we sat down in complete silence. "I- I missed you..." She said, I looked at her and smiled. "I missed you too Em." "You don't deserve to be taken off the show." She said frowning. "Thanks Emma." I gave her a hug. I stood up. "I should probably continue packing up..." "Yeah... Do you want me to go or-" "Stay.. I mean. If you want to." She laughed. "Of course I'd like to." She sat on my bed and asked if I needed any help. "No. I'm fine." I said. "You sure?" She replied "Yeah" I smiled. "Thanks anyways." She laid back onto my bed and stared at the ceiling. I looked at her and smiled. "What?" She asked smirking. "Nothing.." I replied also smirking. "Tell me!" She said sitting up. "Its just your... your so beautiful..." I replied. She looked into my eyes, and then looked down. "I-I um. I need to go to the bathroom..." She got up and walked out the door. God I'm stupid. 

*Emma's POV*
I got up and just left, not knowing what to do. Harry just called my beautiful. I saw a boy in the hall, near Harry's room. "Hello, are you okay?" He said in a very heavy irish accent. "What? Oh.. Um.. Yeah. Thanks" I smiled and started to walk away when the boy spoke again. "I can tell your not. Wanna talk?" I stopped and turned around, um.. Okay. I'm Emma" I replied. "Niall, now why is a pretty girl like you crying?" We sat down and I told him. "Ah... I'm sorry, we just met, that was very rude of me..." "Its fine" He smiled. We said our goodbyes and I took about three steps, "Hey um.. I know that we just met.. But do you want my number? Like we could talk later." He flashed his smile again. "Um... Okay." I gave him my number and he gave me his. We said goodbye, once again, and I walked into the bathroom. I saw some girls talking "Okay, that Harry kid?" I hid in the corner not visible to any of them, I assumed they were playing a game many girls in my old school used to play. Hot or Not. "Oh my god. He's way more than hot. But I hear he has a girl friend." "WHAT? Oh my god. Who?!" Another girl squealed. "I think her name is Emma? I don't know, but I saw a picture of her on his phone, and wallet, and she's UGLY." The second girl replied. I then stepped in. "Hey girls!" I said and smiled. Kill them with kindness. I heard one whisper. "Oh my god. Thats her!" and another one replied. "Do you think she heard us?" I couldn't hear anything else but the door closing, they must have left. I stepped out, and washed my hand and left. When I stepped out the door I bumped into someone. "Oh my god! I'm sorry love didn't mean to hurt you!" It was another boy, but this time he had longer hair, but it was straight. "Its.. Its okay." I said smiling. I turned around and walked over to Harry's room. I stood outside the door, took a deep breathe, and then opened the door. "Hey Emma... I didn't mean to like make this situation awkward.." I ran up to him and gave him a hug, "I'm sorry Harry, thank you" I flashed him a smile when he got called down to the stage. "Good luck Hazza," I said as he went onto stage. I went into the room with a bunch of strangers. I saw the three girls from the bathroom and stood in the middle of the room. I was so nervous. What was happening with Harry? I noticed that they had a small television showing what was happening on the stage. I stepped a little bit closer, I saw Niall standing next to Harry, and the boy I bumped into standing next to two unfamiliar boys. I then noticed the group of girls next to the boys. "We've thought long and hard about it, and we've thought about each of you as individuals, and we just feel that your too talented to let go of, we think it would be a great idea to have to separate groups," Then Simon began to speak  "We've decided to put you both in" I then felt tears of joy run down my cheeks. I looked at Harry, and Niall, they looked to happy. Simon spoke some more, but I just blocked it out. Oh my god. Harry! I saw him smiling. They all gave each other a huge hug, and everyone began to walk out, I walked back into my former place in the huge group of people. I then saw the door open. Harry ran as fast as he could over to me. He picked me up and twirled me around. When he put me down we slowly leaned in. He kissed me. Harold. Edward. Styles. MY BEST FRIEND. Just kissed me. 

Don't Forget Her
Chapter Four


Emma's POV
I sat on the bench, not knowing WHAT to do, or where to go. I could always go home, but then I'd have all of the stress from everything thats at home that had belonged to Harry. I got up and decided to just go home, because my family would be worried. I arrived at the door. "Hello, Emma!" I just replied my burying in my mothers chest crying. She shut the door and held me. "What's wrong sweetie?" She asked, I told her everything. I had to. She pet my head. "Aw baby..." She didn't know how to handle the situation, just like me. My father walked down the stairs, with boxes. "W-What's going on?" I asked, feeling like I swallowed a brick, and it was sinking to the bottom of my stomach. "Honey... Your father and I... We're... We're getting a divorce," A huge lump was stuck in my throat. No... This couldn't be happening... I began to ball my eyes out, and run to my room. I walked in, buried my face into my pillow, and screamed on the top of my lungs. The words I had said to Harry two months ago replayed in my head. 'Goodbye forever..." It couldn't be gone forever. I remember telling Harry about when my father and my mother were fighting, and my father slapping me. I was crying, and my cheek was still red because I had just came from my house. I felt my cheek, it was a habit, there was nothing there, but when it had happened, it hurt so much. I grabbed my phone and slowly dialed Harry's number, when I got to the last digit, I wasn't sure if I wanted to call him, but I pressed the little green button. "Hello?" A familiar voice answered. "Hello?" I said. "E-Emma?" He whispered. "Hi Harry.." I replied. "I missed you." He choked out. I could tell he was crying. "I miss you too..." I said. I soon let it out. "There getting a divorce." I blurted out. "What? Who?" He asked. "My parents." "Emma... I'm so sorry," I didn't reply. What could I say anyways? "Simon said hello." He managed a laugh, to break the silence. I laughed, "How's the X-Factor?" I asked "Okay.." He said, "It would be better if you were here to cheer me on." He whispered. "I might not be there, but I am cheering you on." I smiled. I could tell he was smiling on the other end. "Have you been watching?" He asked. "Not really.... No" I laughed. He laughed too. "I got kicked off... I'm um.. Packing now." He said, I could tell he was crying. "Oh Harry!" I said. I jumped into my car, with my money. I had told my mother where I was going and she said it was fine, but to tell Harry she said hello. I arrived at the airport and took out my money. I paid, got my ticket, and boarded the plane. 
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It took no time at all to arrive. I ran in, with my pass that Harry sent me over the mail to get in, and ran into his room. I knocked on the door. "Hello?" He said while opening the door. I jumped into his arms crying. He started crying too. "I'm so sorry Harry, I love you." 

Don't Forget Her
Chapter Three


Emma's POV
I was done. Done with Harry, that is. I wasn't putting up with all of this bull anymore. All this 'I love you' crap, then he goes and does it with a 32 year old. He called me back, and the first time, I answered and said one little thing. It killed me inside "Goodbye forever Harry." It pained me to say it. My heart felt like it was taking up every space in my body, like it would soon explode. I began to cry. I didn't want to leave Harry, but I had to get over him. I don't want to just be fooled, into thinking he loves me, and then on the day of his wedding, he'll totally forget about me. I stared at my phone. My wallpaper was me and Harry, on Harry's phone it was me smiling. I remember that day perfectly. I turned around and he said something, so I laughed, and tucked my hair behind my ear, I was smiling, and it was on the beach, I personally thought it was a okay photo, but Harry loved it. He said I looked beautiful in every photo, but that one was his favorite. Mine was of Harry, he was chewing gum, and I caught it when he was off guard, but I still thought he looked adorable. I didn't have the guts to change it. I flipped my phone over so I wouldn't have to look at it, and I picked up my jacket. I left my phone on my bed, I needed to go for a walk and not be bothered. I started walking to the beach. It was right by my house, but it wasn't a real beach, like the one that kids go swimming in, and the one that EVERYONE goes to on a hot summer day, it was one of those polluted ones, that no one goes to. It looked like it was about to rain, so I was wearing my rain jacket, but when I walked down the little path, I went on the broken dock, there were still sturdy poles, and sturdy wooden planks. I jumped on it, and took three steps when all of a sudden the sun came out. I threw it on the picnic table, and just continued to walk. The water got deeper as I walked. I reached the end and just looked at the view, when we were little and this beach WASN'T littered, I would climb all the way to the end, and Harry would push me in, and jump in after me. That was after the dock got taken down. I remember running down the dock with Harry holding his hand. That was before the whole "cootie" thing. We would get teased for being best friends, because of "cooties". I remember they called me a nerd, when I first got my glasses, and Harry punched one of the kids. I had been crying in the classroom, without anyone knowing, and Harry walked in, he gave me a kiss on the cheek and said "Don't worry Emma, you're beautiful just the way you are, with or without glasses." That didn't mean much at the time, but now, I realize it meant the world to me. I snapped out of the past when I heard noises. I ran off of the thing, and grabbed my raincoat. I jumped into the bush, and tried to see what was going on. I saw a boy, and a girl. They were little, and a mother followed "Remember guys, only five minutes" "Okay mum!" The little girl squealed. The little boy put his toes in the water. "AHH! ELLIS! IT'S SO COLD! FEEL IT!" He screamed. I'm guessing Ellis was the little girl. She walked over. "I'm sure it's not that bad Decklyn. You're just a scaredy cat!" She took off her shoes and dunked her feet in. "SEE!" She said motioning towards her feet. They were so cute, and reminded me of Harry. I hadn't realized how awkward it would be if I just walked out of the bushes, so I quietly got out of the side of the bush and ran. The last thing I saw was Ellis pointing at me, and whispering to Decklyn. They probably thought I was homeless. Great.

Don't Forget Her
Chapter Two


Harry's POV
I shut out everyone until the audition, I sang my heart out, and the last thing I rememebered cleary was before I walked off the stage with two 'yes's', was saying "Simon? My best friend Emma told me to say hello" He nodded and I left. I missed her so much. I wished that when I stepped off stage she would give me a hug and kiss my cheek. I hugged my parents, and they congratulated me, but at this point, all I cared about was Emma. I had to say goodbye to everyone, because they had to go back to Cheshire. "Tell Emma I said-" "You love her." My sister Gemma interuppted me. "What?" "You LOVE her Harry. We all know it, you've just been too stupid to realize. I'll tell her" She gave me a hug and walked away as I stodd there in astonishment. Was it that noticable?

Emma's POV
I missed him. Too much. Why did he have to leave? I grabbed my iPod and put on my favorite album, '+' by Ed Sheeran. My favorite song was by far Small Bump. I immediatly began to cry. I remember singing every lyric to his album with Harry. We were extreme Ed Sheeran fans, and both Harry and I had met him. He used to live down the street from us, and we would visit him and help him write songs. I remember walking in one day, and he was singing this. I thought it was beautiful. Why hadn't Harry called yet? I heard a knock at the door, I wiped my tears with my long sleeve shirt, and got up. I answered the door embarrased. "He made it." It was Gemma. I jumed into her arms and cried. She was like my big sister. "He told me to tell you something though" Her smile dissapeared and turned into a concerned look. "What?" I asked my eyebrows scrunching. "He said; I love you." Then the tears began to come much faster. "It's okay Emma, cheer up" She gave me a hug. When she left, I ran down my street. I needed to see Ed. Please tell me he was home... I knocked on the door, and a teenage boy answered "Um... Hi.." He said awkwardly. "Hello, is Ed here?" I asked "No, he moved. I live here now... What's your name, I can contact him and tell him-" "No its fine. Bye." I turned and ran. I couldn't forget Harry, no matter what. I just kept on running until I came to a halt, I couldn't run anymore, I had been a very big runner and swimmer, very athletic and I have to run a long way to be tired. I figured that I ran two miles or so. I took out my phone and dialed Harry's number. "I need you back. Harry, I miss you too much. I- I- I love you." I left a voicemail. I called Ed, and he answered "Hello Emma!" He said. "Ed..." He could tell I was crying, "Are you okay?" "No.... I -" "I'll be there soon, where are you." I looked at the street sign right by my side and told him the street. In about three or four minutes I saw his car approaching. I got in and told him everything. It felt good to let everything out.
*2 weeks later*
I picked up my laptop and clicked on Safari. "Harry impregnant 32 year old woman?" Was the caption for the AOL homepage. "What?" I said aloud. I clicked on it and read the article. Caroline Flack. I looked at the pictures and realized it was HIS face that had been caught leaving her house at 6 am. "Bloody hell" I murmered. I had an incoming call. I picked it up. "Did you?" I asked trembling. "Emma...." "DID YOU?!?!" I screamed, while tears rolled down my cheeks like a stream. "I didn't impregnant her" He whispered. "But you has s*x with a 32 year old woman. You're 17." I said way past angry. "I know," He whispered. "I'm sorry." "And how is 'I'm sorry' going to help. It won't help me being mad at you, and it won't help you timetravel backwards." I angrly said. "Emma.. Please... Don't be mad at me I-" I then hung up.

Don't Forget Me
Chapter One

 
*4 years old*
Harry's POV 

I walked away from my mum, and went over to the playground, I saw my best friend, Emma, holding a swing for me, so I ran over, "I saved it for you" she said. I sat down and said thank you. We just swung, for a while actually. Our mothers were sitting talking. Emma and I have known each other since we were born, our mums have always been best friends, and we shared a crib when we were babies, and our mummy's were talking. We got off, going to the seesaw when I saw Emma fall on the ground. "Emma!" I ran over, she was crying so I kissed her better. "MUMMY!" I screamed. "What's wrong sweetie!?!" She ran over, worried. "Emma fell!" I was so worried. Her mum came over and gave her a bandage. Soon she was better and we played on the slide. "Time to go Harry, Emma!" 

*11 years old*
Harry's POV
"Try and get me!" I called to Emma as we were playing dodge ball in P.E. We were leaving our elementary school next month, we were in fifth grade. We were on opposite teams, and we were both very competitive players. She was the best player I've ever seen, so it was easy for her to get me. She didn't even try, so I figured she didn't hear me. Ah.. What ever. I hit a couple of people, and I was aiming for Jason, when I felt a hard impact across my chest. I turned and saw Emma smirking. I laughed, and sat down. There were only two players left, and I knew who would win. "C'MON EMMA! YOU CAN DO IT!" She easily got Dianna out, and she won. She got a drink and high fived me. "Good job loser" She said winking. "Thank you" I replied while bowing. "Not too bad yourself freak" We laughed and grabbed our water bottles. "I can't believe that were finally leaving this place. We've been here since Kindergarten, and at the beginning of this year I was beginning to think we'd NEVER leave." She said laughing "Right?" I turned and smiled. 

*14 years old*
Harry's POV
I picked up my books and met up with Emma. I followed her as we spoke about stupid things. She laughed at something herself. I loved her laugh. I can't deny it. I started to realize that I loved her last year, I knew I loved her ever since that day on the playground. "Harry?" She snapped me out of my train of thought. "You're not gonna follow me into the bathroom right?" She asked. I laughed "Oh, yeah, sorry" I laughed too. "Hold my books Haz." She threw them into my arms and I managed to grab them without them all falling to the ground. I didn't realize I was singing until Emma walked out. "You know you sing really well , Harry?" "I know, you tell me every time you hear me" I laughed. "But you sing too much." She winked. I gave her, her books and we continued to walk. "I have to go to Science, what are you going to?" She asked, "Um... Science too I guess" I replied, looking at my paper. "Cool. LEGGOOO" She screamed. I loved that about her. She was outgoing. VERY outgoing. 

*17 years old*
*Harry's POV*
"Y-You're what?!?!" Emma screamed. "I'm auditioning for the X-Factor." I said "That's GREAT Harry... B-But... I'm gonna miss you..." I saw tears rolling down her cheeks so I wiped them off. "Thanks Em... I'm gonna miss you too, but don't cry.. I'll be back.. Hopefully" "WHAT?" She yelled. "Joking! Calm down." I smiled. "Harry. I'm going to miss you so much.. We had a bunch planned for the summer too..." She said. She was making me sad now. I felt tears gathering in my eyes. "I-I'll miss you too..." I replied, the tears finally coming. 
*Day Harry's is leaving.*
"I can't say goodbye Harry.." Emma whispered. "Then don't..." I said wiping her tears. I gave her a long hug, and started to walk away. I couldn't look back, but I had to, to tell her that every thing's gonna be alright. "Emma..." "Yes Harry?" "I love you." I walked away, that was by far the most painful thing I've ever done. "Please Harry... Call me when you get there, and know I'll be cheering you on."  I heard her call.

 

Okay, I'm going to completely STOP my last two stories, and start a new one(: 
I don't have any ideas for a name(Pleas help)... But its going to be a One Direction fanfic.... THANK YOU(:

Who Cares.

Chapter Two

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Decklyn's POV

I gave Ashley a small kiss, and walked outside into the courtyard holding her hand. Everyone was laughing. Oh sh*t. I remembered Ella taking my clothes. "Hey babe, um... You.. Might wanna look up." Ashley said. I looked up and saw the flag right above me. "WHAT THE F*CK?" I screamed. There were my clothes, for the whole school to see. Thank god they wouldn't know they are mine- "Ladies and Gentlemen! Here, in our presents, is THE Decklyn Prout!" I turned and saw Ella standing at the main level, hanging out the window with an extremely loud megaphone in her hands, everyone was listening intently to see what she was going to say. "As you can see, these clothes up here" She said as she pointed to the flag, "are Decklyn's, If you'd like, you can tell ALL of your friends that they are his, and now an exclusive video of Decklyn dancing and singing to Britney Spears, Womanizer." I totally forgot about that. She took that of me when we were dating, as a joke. Everyone's out here now.
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Ella's POV
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Step one, make sure he regrets getting on my bad side. ✓

Who Cares.

Chapter Two

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We have one more day of school left. The next day Ashley came up to me. "Why are you such a sl*ut?" She asked, in her normal annoying tone. "Hmm. I don't know? Why don't you ask my ex- boyfriend?" I said. Her reaction was priceless. "Aw, sweetie! You didn't know I dated him before you?" I walked away, she was still just standing there. After health, I was talking to Jocelyn. "Oh my god El. Everyone knows you now! Ah! Were like high school celebrities!" She squealed. The bell rang "See ya at lunch!" She called walking away. I walked to my next period. It was nearby, and the teacher was cool, so if I'm a few minutes late she doesn't care. "Hey El." I heard a familiar voice behind me. I turned around to see Decklyn. He approached me. I stopped to see what he had to say. "What do you want?" I asked frustrated. "You." He replied. "What?" I backed into the wall. "You know, you're really s*xy when you're mad." He grabbed my waist. "WHAT, do you think you're doing?" I yelled. "This." He leaned in to kiss my neck. I felt nervous- but I liked it. I missed his kisses. He leaned in to kiss me. I let him... I can't believe I just did that. I felt sparks. I missed him.  I kissed him back. I couldn't think straight. "Come here." He grabbed my hand and we went into the janitors closet. "Oh sh*t" I thought. He started taking off his shirt and his pants. He had been working out. I leaned in for a kiss- and pushed him down, took his clothes, and ran. I stuffed them in my bag, and ran to class. I got there late and came up with some excuse that I forgot my books because I was in the bathroom. She believed me of course, and just told me not to do it again. 

Sweet, sweet revenge.

Who Cares.
Chapter One
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I grabbed my books from my locker, and turned around seeing Decklyn and Ashley making out against his locker. I totally lost it. "ARE YOU SERIOUS? AGAIN. EVERY DAY I TURN AROUND SEEING YOU TWO THIS CLOSE FROM STRIPPING- AND TRUST ME, NO ONE WANTS TO SEE THAT." I screamed. Everyone was staring. I just stomped off into the fairly clean bathroom, which is on the top floor. That was the only place Jocelyn and I could talk. I heard the door creak open. "El?" I heard Jocelyn say. "J-Jocelyn..." I said. She came over and looked at me. "Ella-" "I'm sorry Jocelyn. I'm sorry." I said still crying "For what?" She asked "For having that huge scene... I don't know what came over me-" "Ella, listen! Its fine-" "No. Thats not all. I'm sorry for ruining our friendship. Between Decklyn, you and I." "How'd you ruin it El?" "We were all best friends, and I fell for him. I had to ruin it by dating him. We were the best of friends... I never thought this would happen. I miss him." I said, wiping my tears. "I miss him too Ella, but its not your fault. He left us for them. I'm sure every day he regrets leaving us for them." Jocelyn said winking. She always had a way to cheer someone up. I laughed. "C'mon lets go, and you made everyone else's day, TRUST ME." She said grabbing my hand and pulling me up. We walked downstairs and got to the main level. "Here we go." I mumbled under my breath. Everyone looked, I looked around for Decklyn but I couldn't see him anywhere. We walked down the hallway. People were highfiving me and shouting "Good job girl!" One girl that I see around the school came up to me laughing "Oh my god. That made my LIFE. Thank you so much! I hated seeing them like that too." I laughed. "By the way- I'm Charlotte." She said. "I'm Ella, and this is my friend Jocelyn." I replied. She waved to Jocelyn and walked away. "She seemed nice." Jocelyn said. I went to English and sat down. Decklyn was next to me. "What the f*** was that you b*tch?" He leaned over and whispered. "What do you think it was?" "Why do you have to be such a snob El?" "Its ELLA. El is was my true friends call me, and I don't recall you even being my friend." I said. "Thats what I mean." "Oh I don't know, why do you have to be such a d**che bag?" I asked not even looking his way. He didn't reply after that. I finally got out and went to tell Jocelyn everything.

Payback is a b*tch.