GOODBYE.
aspenn_x3 is gone. maybe just for the summer, but
i think i've become WAY too obsessed with this site.
so i need to break away. this isn't somewhere i want
to spend my teenage years. i need to live a little, &
just get out there and do something--other than
sit on the computer writing sad love quotes. see ya!
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whoa!
this must be a dream. i did not let go. not yet.
its just not possible! really;; i must
be. its just not possible. it's not even slightly probable!
last time i checked, i was
in deep love with him. til' now, i guess? it was just too easy.
i just decided that
it was totally pointless. i barely even know him.
we barely even talk! in fact, i
have never had a full-on, face to face conversation with him.
ever. so like i said;
it was totally pointless. so what i did was i let
go. i admit... there is still a special
place for him in my heart. not a big one, but its
there. so now, i have to tackle
my fear of completely letting go. so now just answer me
this;; how does one let
go of something, when honestly, she never even had anything
in the first place?