aspenn_x3

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GOODBYE.
aspenn_x3 is gone. maybe just for the summer, but
i think i've become WAY too obsessed with this site.
so i need to break away. this isn't somewhere i want
to spend my teenage years. i need to live a little, &
just   get  out  there   and  do something--other than
sit on the computer writing sad love quotes. see ya!
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Quotes by aspenn_x3

you  know  how  when  you  were  a  little  kid and you believed in fairy tales?
that fantasy of what your life would be... white  dress,  prince  charming  who
would  carry  you  away  to  a  castle  on  a hill... you would lie in bed at night
and close your eyes,  and you had complete and utter faith.  santa claus, the
tooth fairy, prince charming;;  they were so close you could taste them... but
eventually  you  grow  up.  one  day,  you  open your eyes and the fairy tale
disappears. most people turn to the things and people they can trust.  but  the
thing is... its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely. cause  almost everyone
has  that  smallest  bit of hope, of faith... that one day they'll open their eyes,
&& it will come true

-- Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
&& it has been this way for months now
the cycle keeps repeating. for a few weeks, im in love. then i hate him.
then i love him. then im hurting over him. then im over him. then i love
him. then i hate him. then i love him. then im hurting over him. then im
over him... then i love him. im done with this cycle. i dont want to love
a boy i dont even know.   i just dont wanna love a boy who hates me.
its like a neverending rollercoaster of emotions;; & i wanna get off now.
i dont want to hurt over him anymore! so then i let go. but then surprise,
surprise! i love him again. its so retarded! i can't  > stand < how much i
love him! why wont it stop? what'll it friggin take for me to realize;; we
werent meant to be together!  and what is it about him that makes me
keep coming back?  i just want it to end. im not even me anymore. im
a cliche; just another silly girl who has fallen too hard too fast for a boy
who will never ever ever love her back.  no matter how hard she tries,
she just cannot get up
this is the story of two girls who were desperately in love.  with the same boy.
the difference between these two girls,  is  that one girl had the boy.  the  other
one didnt. now this other girl,  she was brave enough to stop loving,  and  start
living. because she realized;;  she doesn't need a boy to be happy.  she  didn't
wanna  waste   the best years of her life dreaming about a boy who will never
dream about
her. so today;; she let go. this was the day she became real.  she
came alive, and she became herself again. that was the first day that she really
LiVED HER LiFE
³²±
M U S i C ;;
is really truly magic

if it can help me get
OVE HiM.

whoa!
this must be a dream. i did not let go. not yet. its just not possible! really;; i must
be. its just not possible. it's not even slightly probable!  last time i checked, i was
in deep love with him. til' now, i guess? it was just too easy.  i just decided that
it was totally pointless.  i barely even know him.  we barely even talk! in fact, i
have never had a full-on, face to face conversation with him. ever. so like i said;
it was totally pointless. so what i did was i let go. i admit... there is still a special
place for him in my heart.  not a big one, but its there.  so now,  i have to tackle
my fear of completely letting go. so now just answer me this;; how does one let
go of something, when honestly, she never even had anything in the first place?

not even his girlfriend saw
that she still looks at him like he is the world.
like he is the greatest thing she has ever laid
eyes on.   & she still thinks every single thing
that he does is magic.   even when he's acting
stupid.  or  that  she  still has a sparkle in her
eyes when she looks at him.   that  she's at her
most beautiful state when he's near her..  she
still  hasn't noticed that her feelings for him
simply never changed. n o b o d y n o t i c e d .
she holds her head high
and  walks into the room. she keeps her eyes focused
on  the  handsome  groom. in the blink of an eye, she
is at the end of the isle, and the people in church pews
begin to smile. happy tears roll down her cheek as she
approaches her man. he tries to hold in tears--if he can.
this  is  the  day they have been dreaming of, the day
they marry their true love

love is amazing.  when you love someone, they are your world.
they are your whole life.  nothing && no one else even matters.
nothing and can stop you, and nothing can tear you apart. you
never even consider loving anyone else. it's just them. & when
you look at them,  and everyone dissapears. you're home. &&
you can't possibly imagine your life without them.  & when you
aren't with them, nothing is right. everything is wrong. t h a t ; ;
      that is what love is
suck it up ; and move on already!
girl, you can do way better. how do i know this? i know this from expirience.
it always happens like this;; us girls fall for the wrong guy, cause in fact,
theres a different one waiting for his shot at your heart. he's a great  guy,
but the thing is, your busy wasting your time with the other boy, and you are
too blind to realize this poor boy over here, just dying for youre attention.
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