aspenn_x3

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GOODBYE.
aspenn_x3 is gone. maybe just for the summer, but
i think i've become WAY too obsessed with this site.
so i need to break away. this isn't somewhere i want
to spend my teenage years. i need to live a little, &
just   get  out  there   and  do something--other than
sit on the computer writing sad love quotes. see ya!
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Quotes by aspenn_x3

darling; fate happens.
whether you like it or not. fate has decided for you, that maybe you and him aren't supposed to be together.
and it's just not your job to try to change that. because fate has re-arranged a special time and place where you
will meet that ( special someone. )  just not yet.  so at this point? hunny, you just need to get over him.  cause
i know from expirience, that the longer you wait,  the more fate is going to hurt you. && it doesn't help sitting in
your room crying, either. if you want some happiness,  you can't just wait for it to come to you.  you  have  to
find it. and sweetie, maybe you could if you weren't so busy  [ [ s t a r i n g ] ]  at him 24/7. but let's cut to the
chase here, alrighty?  here it is;; short and sweet;; dayyyum, girl! >> G E T   O V E R   H I M   A L R E A D Y !
once upon a time; *
i was happy. i enjoyed living,  and  laughing,  and  smiling.
i actually knew how to live without regrets, without  being
too serious, or too cautious. i actually used to be fun to be
with. i used to smile and laugh [ so ] much that my cheeks
hurt permanantely. i used to be happier and more cheerful
than a toddler at the park. i used to love life. i used  to be..
i used to be happy.
hunny, do you honestly think
i carve all those hearts into the front of my notebook becase i feel like it?
and that i doodle smiley faces and hearts in my notes cuz they look pretty?

they're all there for a reason.
       should i smile
ra because we're friends? or should i cry,
             because
thats all we'll ever be?ra
 


 
  
make cookies.
not________________________war.
the truth?
oh, god.  who even knows what the truth is anymore?
is  anyone  ever  going  to  tell  the  truth  again?  will
middle  school  continue on like this?   just,  lies,  lies,
lies? mm, && did i mention lies? ooh,  don't  forget  the
rumors! && drama caused by rumors.  rumors  started
about drama.  drama caused by lies.   and rumors that
are lies. remember preschool?  when lyers were bad?
frowned upon? what a wonderful time that had been!
lemme tell ya girl; id give anything to rewind to the
lie-less,  rumor-less,  drama-free younger years.   and,
so, the truth is. . .  the  truth  isnt  the  truth anymore.
sometimes i wonder;             
did  you ever care about me in the first place?
did  you actually mean everything you'd said?
all the 'i love you's', all the hugs.. cause dude,
i know for a fact that they dont mean anything
to you anymore. now, im just some ( kid ) who
still has a cute little crush on you. && >> hey;;
who needs me? you've moved on to  a  better
girl  now.  a prettier girl.  a nicer girl.  a funnier
girl. a girl who has more of  everything i have.
i mean, shes my friend, too! maybe, you were
using me to get to her, for all i know! [[ b o y ]]

                  i just need to know..
        did you really ever care at all?
so today at home i was sitting around home      -----  >> all alone. a  comforting
feeling of protection | [ o v e  r w h e l m e d m e . ] |  i instantly thought of you,
and then i  realized, that right now, you are watching over me.  i  love  you.
R.I.P.  Daddy
              
my guardian angel 
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for mmeerreeddiitthh, my best friend.  please dont steal this;; its an original.
 mer, i didnt know whether you wanted it just like sam's so i made it this way.
like you know, same quote, same colors. idk, just let me know. i can change it.
ar  summer 2oo9ar
late nights -------------------------------->  stupid fights
hanging out -------------------------------> sneaking out
tank tops ------------------------------------------> flip flops
fresh air ------------------------------> chlorine filled hair
on the beach ----------------------> sunkissed cheeks
lemonade -------------------------------->  in the shade
ice cream cones --------------------------> sandy toes
no  school  --------------------------------->  in  the  pool
super hot guys ------------------------------> butterflies
staying up for ---------------------------> hours on end
spending    every    second   with   your    friends;
summer      oh      nine      is      going      to    be    fine
now you have two choices.
| [ you can be optimistic. ] | you can be glad you had him  at  one  point.  you  can
cherish  the days you spent together, and be grateful you  even  had  any  at  all.
you  can  keep  the memories of those months in the  corner  of   your  mind.  the
brightest corner,  with all your other sacred memories.  yeah,  that  first  kiss  you
shared? it can still be wonderful[[ y o u . c a n . s t i l l . l o v e . t h i s . b o y ]]
or, you can be pessimistic. you can mourn over the fact  he isnt  yours  anymore.
you  can  abandon  the memories,   the smiles,  the laughs,   and  the  love.  you
can try  and  forget  this  boy,  and  you  can  keep  him  in   your  most  darkest,
forgotten  corner  of your mind, and live as if you and him ------>> never happened
which will it be?
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