averageemily23

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HEY LIFE.
What's up!
Oh, don't feel like talking.
That's cool.
Wooooooooooow.
I have serious problems.
What am I doing with my life.
Lol.
I came on this computer to write a well thought out book report for English, based on two characters from the book Summer of my German Soldier by Beth Greene.
Oops I meant Bette Greene.
Typo.
I was reading The Lucky One earlier, and the main character's name is Beth Green.
Weird.
Must be my subconscious.
Is that how you spell it?
Jesus I hope nobody's reading this, lmfao.
HEY TOM! Why didn't you call today? We were, uh, suppose to hang out. You know, makeout on the couch or something like that...
Just us two.
Alone.
And you know what both of us have?
Lips.
Cats have liiiiiiiiips?
Heeh, excuse the inside joke up thurrr^
Jk, I hate when people say that.
Like you'll just be talking and then they'll start laughing, so you'll be like "What?" and they'll be all "OOOH IT'S AN INSIDE JOKE. YOU WOULDN'T GET IT. LOLL!"
Awkward.
Mad awks.
Ha. Awk looks like hawk. I saw a hawk once.
It was large.
You know what else is large?
A large fry at McDonalds.
I love those things.
I don't care what people say, McDonalds is delicious weather it is made with artificial potatoes or cows or whatever.
I love it.
Maybe if I eat enough I'll gain some weight. I'm too thin.
What kind of teenager is only 85 pounds?
Nastay. I can like, see my bones and junk.
Heheh this is so fun, just like typing out my mind. Every irrelevent thought. OMG I'M LOUIS TOMLINSON! Jk, I'm not in stripes. This is so pointless.
Please please don't let anyone be reading this.
Oh look at that, 6:58. I want to sleep.
Is 7 too early?
Psh no.
Not when it's a school night...right?
Whatevs. Sleep is good. Dreams are good. Especially dreams about Tom. I love Tom. He's like, everything that makes my happy wrapped up in a human.
And he's cute.
And funny.
And smart.
Smart-ish.
Whooo, don't even get me started on those kissing skills.
He pressed me up against a tree the other day and kissed me.
It was pretty hot.
I almost died.
On the floor.
Or the ground, rather. We were outside...cause trees are outside.
Most of the time.
Who am I talking to?
Lol, myself.
You loser.
Should I even add this quote?
Probably not, it's a waste of space.
YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL, LIKE A WASTE OF SPACE. YOU'RE ORIGINAL, CANNOT BE REPLACED.
Sorry, Katy Perry moment.
Katy Perry is the reason Niall Horan got to stay on X-Factor.
Katy Perry is now the reason I live.
And so is her music.
And her songs.
And her lyrics.
Which are in this quote.
THEREFORE, THIS QUOTE MUST BE ADDED.
WOOOOOOOOOOOPS GOTTA PREVIEW IT FIRST.
Should I leave it black and white?
Yeah, I like black and white.
Good combo. Tom has black hair, you know. And white teeth.
I AM TOO OBSESSED WITH HIM OMG. They should put me in a home.
Like, those spongy rooms on tv. THAT'D BE SO FUN THOUGH I COULD LIKE BOUNCE AROUND.
Haaaaa.
What if Tom read this? Lmfao, yeah, I'd probably get dumped.
Oh dear.
I hope he doesn't read this.
That would be bad.
Woah, 7:05.
Got me there clock.
You win this time.
Guess I should start that book report.
Weyaaalll. Goodbye everyone. Or noone. Yeah, probably noone, lol.
BUT IF THERE IS SOMEONE READING THIS, one direction, I LOVE YOU. CAUSE THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOOOOOR! Wait what. Why did I include one direction in that sentence. Oh right, they should be included in everything.
<3
Alright emily.
Time to start procrastinating.
Post this quote.
Now.
Go.
For Katy Perry.
For Niall Horan.
For Tom.
.
.
.
With that, I post this quote. Agh, gotta preview it first.
WAIT! What do I categorize this as? Probably....vent. Yes.
Okay.
Done.
I LOVE YOU TOM! THIS IS FOR YOUUU
OMG 1048 FAVS. MIRACLE.

Just realized how miserable it is to not fit in. Why can't I just be like all the other pretty girls?

So confused with myself.

Reasons to stay with him:
- He's cute
- He's funny
- He's sweet
- He respects me
- He respects my friends
- He gets me
- I don't want anyone else
- When he's around, nothing else matters
- He's the highlight of my life
- I can't imagine being with anyone else
- He's nice
- He's honest
- He looks into my eyes
- He comforts me
- I can be myself around him
-I love him.

Reasons to break up with him:
- I never get to see him

...Point made?

30 days, 30 letters-

Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you

Dear Ethan,

Hello again. I know I've apologized a lot and you always SAY you forgive me, but I don't think any number of apologies can make up for what I did. I liked you, quite a lot. You liked me to. We went out. Not for long, though. I broke up with you cause I THOUGHT I liked someone else, haha, not true. I was just scared to date you, maybe? You were my best friend, and I really didn't want to ruin that..but of course, I did. As always. You must've really hated me. I had no good reason to dump you at all, and I still did. Over the freaking phone. What is wrong with me?! Eventually, we became best friends again. Cause that's what best friends do. They forgive eachother. Right? I started liking you again, we went out. Again. I figured since Tom was all wrapped up in Julia that I should just give up. So what happens the day after I said yes to you? Oh yeah, Tom breaks up with Julia. For me. Unfair. Everything was complicated..You weren't being so nice to my friends, you live far away, you go to a different school, your a year older than me, I barely see you..So there I go again. Break up with you. Even though I still liked you, I convinced you I didn't. I hate myself for all of that. And I'm sorry. You say it's fine but it really isn't at all. If I could apologize a million times over I would, believe me. </3

Emily

30 daysm 30 letters-

Day 12- the person you hate the most

Dear Julia,

Hi, sweetie. Right now I'm really wishing that Steve wasn't on our backs about swearing cause swears are really the only words I'd like to use to describe you. How could you even do something like that to me? We used to be really good friends. Well, we were in the same circle and we were close, but you were never my favorite friend, and I was never yours. Why is that? I didn't like how close you were with Kendall, and I also didn't like how your so straight up honest, without even thinking about how your words can affect somone. Sometimes its good to tell the truth, when other times it's good to just keep your critical mouth shut. You're ignorant. I still tolerated you, we hungout, I always thought you were on the b-word side, but I ignored it for the sake of our friends. Then what? You decided to like Tom. He was one of my closest friends and you just go on and put your hooks in him. I'm not saying I owned him or anything, but still. We had something going, I think. He liked you back, I know, but I don't know why. So there. You guys are a couple. You ditched all of us to go be with him, and instead you started hanging out with the girls we all hated. They must've convinced you or something, but from then on I wasn't even allowed to look at him, let alone speak to him, without earning my self a death glare or a confrontation. Sure, I liked him a lot (as always), but you didn't know that. No one did - cause I knew it would start trouble. Then you had to bring Tim into it, so that now he didn't have any guy friends around, what with Cooper moving away. Great. I don't want to say it's Tom's fault cause he didn't put his friends first, because you wouldn't let him. Hell, I don't know what he was thinking. Probably just psyched about you. Gross. You guys lasted forever and continued bugging me until I couldn't stand it. But I did, cause I didn't wanna be the girl who starts fights over some guy. Instead, I continued hating you guys and liking him. Free country. So schools over and you guys are still together, I don't know how, but it was really stupid. The day I found out he kissed you...that hurt. Bad. Not only is it the guy that I've liked for just about a year then, but it was also that I didn't want his first kiss to be with some stupid girl like you. I truly do feel bad about your breakup, that was harsh. I didn't want him doing it over the phone, but what choice did he have? You took away some of his closest friends, and in return you get dumped. Took him awhile to realize it though. You still continue to hate me, but I'm over it. I'm perfectly fine without acknowledging you. But still, you'll always be the girl that practically ruined my life for a little bit. And for that, screw you. Rot in hell.

Emily

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