I always wanted to grow up.
I never pictured being grown-up
like this. I never pictured myself
like this. A sad, depressed,
self harming,self hating, anorexic,
anti-social, atelophobic, scared,
pocrescophobic, anxious, lost,
suicidal, self concious, ugly,
girl. A girl who cries every night
and has to hide her scars and
pain. A girl who has so many
scars on her body from herself
that they're all impossible to
count. This little girl everyone
used to know grew up into this
thing that no though she would
ever be. I never thought I would
be.Look what happens when you
have depression and get made
of. your life goes down hill and
you just stop caring all together.