babygirl12090
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my name is shelby im 16 and im going through some really hard times right now i ended up with depression two years ago and im still fighting it i got out of it and started to become happy again and then as everything got better it all just got worse and everything feel apart and i ended up depressed again.. the only thing that will never phase me is being called names or bullied i know its hard not t fight back but if you dont pay any attention to the bully or whoever is being mean to you it may seem worse but if you think about it your being the stronger and bigger person out of everything remember dont let anyone get to you or being you down<333. the only thing i hope for right now is for everything to get better and to get out of all my depression and its been hard for the past two years but ill make it throught everything.. . and thats what i look for on witty and id like to find some other people on here who understand me and sometimes i also wonder if realationships are really worth the pain.. so thankyou to all who read this.. and im here for any one who needs advice or any help just comment on my profile or follow..
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i am so sick of being hurt
Is anybody on here, here for me anymore? because
it doesnt feel like it i feel alone even when i sit here and
vent.
Depression can change a person forever. My depression has changed
me so much i dont ever wanna smile i dont ever wanna get out of
bed i dont even wanna be around anyone and when i do talk to
people i feel like im a berdon. My depression has made me a
different person its made me face pain in so many different ways
and its made me fake a smile so many times. alls i ever think is,
I WANT TO BE HAPPY
Sometimes i just dont know
what to do.. whenever i sit down and think i just dont know who to
go to for advice anymore.. i feel so alone no matter where i am.. i
feel like i have no one to vent to or i feel like i dont have
anyone to go to for advice anymore</3.. sometimes i just feel
like no one cares anymore.. i am so kept to myself and whenever i
break i just cant stop crying i feel like ive reached the point
were i will loose my mind and were i am going to just going to
completely shut myself out of everyones lifes.. witty is the only
place were i feel like i can be excepted or where i can vent and
feel like no one will judge me and i feel like everyone on here
knows me better than my own personal friends do.. i only wonder
what my friends and family would do if they saw my witty.. this is
my only place to vent and knowing someone is there keeps me going
strong.. Witty is my release<3.
sometimes i just dont know what to do </3..
i mess up so much </3, alls i wanna do is cry all night :'(.
and right now all i feel like i deserve to do right now is
cry :'(
i wish things would go back to normal. i know ive made mistakes but
it just makes me feel worse when you bring it back up..
everytime you tell me were ok i believe you. then we start to fight
again. and stuff happens but sometimes when you say stuff to me
that hurts me sometimes it doesnt make me feel like you really love
me and i know ive made me own mistakes and i know ive screwed up
our relationship more than once and i know ive lied to you</3.
but when you bring up stuff that ive done it just makes me feel
like im nothing and that you just wanna hold that over my head and
just taunt me forever and i wish i could tell you how i feel.. its
soo hard trying to hold back all these feelings from you and i am
sorry for all the times ive hurt. you and my biggest fear is
loosing you and watching you walk away and i dont wanna watch you
walk away from me.. my biggest fear feels like its coming true even
thought i know you say its not but sometimes i think your wrong. no
matter what happens i will always be by your side.. everything is
falling back into place and now i feel like we are falling back
into love and i hope i never loose that love for you<3.
i dont know anymore </3