I'm always torn between wanting to
tell
my
story to someone and let them know exactly
what's in my head, or keeping it to
myself.
The problem is, being outwardly unhappy
and
consistently so it pushes people away,
no matter
if they say they'll always listen,
there's only
so much your friends can listen
to.
On the other hand, to pretend that
everything is okay
is
to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who
you
are and to lose
yourself.
So which is better?
To have friends think your
melodramatic, seeking attention
and pessimistic, or to drown in
your own mind?