basketballcheer

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Joined: January 9, 2010
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Taylor Grace[:
seventeen
-9.1.94-
-single<3
 -Northwestern senior high
-Varsity cheerleading<3
-adore football season
-uhm pretty straight forward
-easy way to get to kow me?
read the quotes i write.
it explains alot<3

theres always that someone who makes you smile. who makes you cry. tears you apart an builds you back together. the sad part is it always happens to be the same person<3
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Quotes by basketballcheer

its going to be nights like tonight that i miss you the most.
the nights i have something important to me going on & youre not there.
the nights i search the crowd trying to find you then realize you wont be found.
the nights im as happy as ever& want to share my joys with you, you wont be there.
Dad, ive realized you wont be here anymore& thats alot to take. i realized tonight as i went to my LAST cheerleading Spaghetti dinner  to start up the events leading into my SENIOR year and you werent there neither was mom. YOU are the one person who supported me through EVERYTHING even if you didnt agree with or like it. & i really realized that tonight when noone was there.
i wish you weren't gone,Daddy iloveyou!


Daddy,
its been two weeks since you left me.
i love you more then anything.
i would do whatever it took to have one more day, and hour a minuete with you.
Just so i could say "goodbye, i love you<3" but i didnt and wont ever get that.
there was NO warning signs that anything was wrong, it was a regular day... 
you were supposed to go to the dentist and come home not go to the dentist and have a heart spasm and die.
dad you're supposed to be here with me.
i need you a little more then god does, im still only seventeen, theres so much left in my life for you.

 
awkward moment when.
the guy you hadsex with  is your bestfriend.
going through my notifications
clicking on the link
reading the quote
remembering the feelings that go along with it.
&& just start crying:/
the tears, let em out.
the wounds, let them bleed
the food, throw it up
those screams, let em out
sometimes thats the only way to feel okay
lets start the count.
its been two weeks since i spoke to you.
after all the things you've done to me
all the pain you put me through.
the "iloveyou's" "ihateyou's" & "i cant do this"
funny. happy. sad. times i wont forget
no, not one of them. they replay in my head daily.
your kisses so tender, hugs so comforting.
days i didnt want you to leave
others i couldn't wait to be away from you
with everything we've been through in 2years
i can finally say. IM DONE.
so far gone to the point where you can't hurt me anymore(:
&&i couldnt be more proud of myself.


-some days i miss you
more then words can describe
-others i hate you
more then you could even being to fathome
-But most days i love you && i dont know why.

sometimes i cave.
i find myself falling into old routines.
coming home. going straight to the bathroom
ridding myself of the days "toxins"
then to my room.
grabbing my ipod
ridding myself of the days "pains"
&& i find myself crying along the way
</3
so im outside tanning(:
its only march<3
ill take itt(:

mattt- "you Dtf?"
me- "what?"
 matt- "you down to facebook?"
me- "ahaha i love you"

-i love lunch<3