Hi, Mommy...I' m your baby. You don't know me yet,
I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me
soon, though, I promise.... Let me tell you some things about me.
My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black
hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born.
I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your
one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We' ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a
doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You
were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you
could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a
beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my
life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it
already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to
tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got
angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started
to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and
stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy,
though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit
you. I could feel you fall backward , and your hands flying up to
protect me . I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were
crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry
after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm
not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why
would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy. Finally, you can see
me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of
me ! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were
so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful
voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I' m
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just
wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you.
I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart. I
can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I
love you, Mommy. Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really
scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He
said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's
what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow
up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect
you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if ... you think that he is a
good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he
didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like
me, Mommy? You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything
okay? It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't
talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you
still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The
only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of
curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms , and I feel
safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're
awake, any more? I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy.
Aren' t
you proud of me ? We're going somewhere today, and it' s
somewhere new. I' m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I
want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I
hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait. ...Mommy,
I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I
don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you.
I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really,
really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me . Then I
will feel safe again. I love you! Mommy, what are they doing to
me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy,
please please help me! Make them stop! Don't worry Mommy,
I' m safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me
what you did , and they said it's called an abortion. Why,
Mommy? Why did you do it? Don' t you love me any more? Why did
you get rid of me? I' m really, really, really sorry if I did
something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of
my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what
they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really
hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't
I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to
live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and
be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me
again! I' m really really really sorry if I did something
wrong. I love you! I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just… One more heart that was stopped. Two
more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never
touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will
never speak. fave If you’ re against abortion ! </3