nicolešŸŒ¹*

Status: i don't know why my picture is sideways but it me and my love /// how am i a junior in college help
Joined: March 7, 2012
Last Seen: 18 hours
Birthday: April 10
user id: 281725
Location: Connecticut, USA
Gender: F


Nicole/20/CT
(+) cats, Taylor Swift, winter, Harry Potter, Parachute, rainy days, Tumblr, the sky, reading, history, waterfalls, bows, my friends, the color purple, Sarah Dessen, roses, Coldplay, The Fray, poptarts, making people laugh, desserts, rollercoasters, anything aesthetic, puns, Fetty Wap, How I Met Your Mother, Friends, Saved By The Bell, New Girl, Spongebob, sleep and you

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nicolešŸŒ¹* 17 hours ago to Zooey
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Nah. I don't mind too much when people leave me on read, since I do it to my friends all the time! Thanks girl. I literally just messaged him like "so how's it going finding your 2019 queen?" I don't know if I told you but at the beginning of the month he posted "need me a queen for 2019" on his Instagram story. So this is my lead into a pickup line I guess! Yes Zoya get that Snapchat! Snapchat is basically the equivalent to asking for someone's number these days. I get weird cravings like that all the time. I usually get them during the day though, and not at 2am! I worked on Saturday, and I was supposed to go in today but the weather was bad so I didn't show up. :p
I have tomorrow off anyway though, and we're apparently getting an ice storm!
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 2 days ago to Zooey
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It's alright! I'm not too worried about Randy leaving me on open, I might just need to be super direct with him. No problem.*hugs* Aw you poor thing. You might have caught a stomach bug or something! Oooooh girl maybe if you're lucky you might run into him again! Maybe get his Snapchat or something so you can keep in touch. ;)
I always seem to run into people from high school when I look the worst!
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Crazy girl* 1 day ago to Zooey
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Well thats good you're not too fussed with Randy leaving you on read. Its one of my pet peeves when people leave me on read:p haha good luck with being direct with Randy. *hugs* Maybe I did but I'm feeling slightly better today thank god:) Well I know he used to live like 2 minutes away from but I think he may have moved. I dont know, if I do bump into him again we'll have to see if we can exchange Snapchat or whatever:p right now I'm not interesting in anything even though I got flustered lol;p Its so weird how when we bump into people we look the worst, why does that have to happen *palms face* I'm craving cold soda so bad right now and its like 2am! What are you up to this weekend?
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 4 days ago to Zooey
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It actually wasn't a selfie, I thought it was because I wasn't wearing my glasses, but it was actually a baby picture! I swiped up and was like "omg you were so cute as a baby" and he sent me laughing emojis, and then I said, "not to say you're not attractive now" and he left me on open. You're totally right! The teachers that I know through family friends love it, despite all the hard days! Oh that's good! You definitely need some kind of training to deal with topics like these. No problem. Yikes that is no fun, usually water helps me when I have coughing fits. Oooooh girl, spill more on this guy you went to school with! Sounds like you got a little flustered! ;D
I probably would have reacted the same way if I saw someone from high school who immensely glew up.
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Crazy girl* 2 days ago to Zooey
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Ahh I see...the conversation would have gone better if he hadnt left you on open; what a bummer:/ Thanks! See they all love it and I know you will too. When you truly enjoy something, the hard days will be easy to overcome. I agree. Well I had a really bad cough yesterday so I left work ar lunchtime and went home. Today I called in sick as I had a coughing fit and threw up in the morning which was horrible:( Haha well there's not much to tell sadly as I only spoke to him for like 30 seconds. We just asked each other how we were and what we do for a living etc. He works in security which is pretty cool. He has such a cute smile too and I think he was kind of happy to see me as well:p He really glowed up alright and there was looking like trash lmao:p
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 5 days ago to jimchrom
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Cool. I get it though, Saturday seems to be a social day. No problem at all. Just looking out for you man. Thanks for saying that! I get all giddy when someone says things relating to me being a good teacher someday! :)
Did I tell you that my student teaching orientation is next Wednesday?!
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jimchrom 5 hours ago to jimchrom
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I know youā€™re a sweetheart like that ^~^. Nope, you didnā€™t. I can only imagine your excitement lol. What grade is it? Hiw was your weekend? Did you weather the storm? We got more freezing rain here than snow. I fell and tore a nice gash just below my knee. It hurts haha. My buddy G said it looks like I was stabbed or something. Which makes senes since I landed on ice that was sticking up and thatā€™s how I got cut haha. Any plans for the week besides your orientation?
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 5 days ago to Zooey
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Oh thank you Zoya! Randy posted a selfie on his Snapchat story just now, haven't viewed it yet, but once I do, Imma swipe up with a flirty comment. I think I will enjoy my student teaching experience, but I'm sure some days will be stressing. I will keep you posted on my journey with it of course! Oh wow, and I thought your last job was pretty intense too! Maybe it's just something you have to learn to get used to? Aw I'm so sorry you are feeling so unwell. Drink lots of water, that's my doctorly advice for your situation! :/
*hugs for you*
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Crazy girl* 4 days ago to Zooey
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You're most welcome Nicole:) ooh was it a cute selfie;p omg did you really send him a flirty comment:p I mean there'll always be stress but when you truly enjoy something, you'll find a way to overcome it! Please do girl. Yeah my last job wasnt as intense as this one. But with this job I'm getting proper training which is good cause I never got that at ny previous job. Well I'm gonna have to get used to it as I'll be here for the next 6 months. Thanks girl..I've drank so much water today but it isnt really helping as I'm still having annoying coughing fits which sucks:/ Tomorrow I will try some remedies. *hugs* When I finished work today I bumped into a guy I went school with and it was a nice little 30 second catchup and nice seeing him too plus he has glowed up alright;p *blushes*
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 6 days ago to Zooey
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I will keep you posted on Randy. I just have to get the guts to ask him out! I better! But for now, I have been rewatching Gilmore Girls on Netflix! That's great! But I feel you though: it sure can be a hassle trying to find the perfect dress for something. Yep. I guess we won't know how Klauss dealt with it until him and I talk again! Thank you so much, aaah! I can't believe I'm actually student teaching next semester. I don't think it's going to sink in until I'm at the orientation. Oh no, that must have been a rough day of training! Those are uncomfortable topics for sure! :/
But wasn't your last job dealing with the same types of topics, correct me if I'm wrong?
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Crazy girl* 5 days ago to Zooey
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Good luck with trying to ask Randy out:p Well thats good as I know you like Gilmore Girls. Oh gosh yeah it definitely is a hassle alright! Thats true I guess. You're most welcome:) Well you best believe it, how exciting! Dont worry, once you get there you'll be fine and you'll enjoy it too. Yeah some of the topics are really uncomfortable and give me anxiety:/ yeah my last job was similar but this is more intense. I've got such a bad cough and headache so it doesnt look like I'll be getting good sleep tonight:/
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to jimchrom
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That's amazing! I would like to write a book someday myself, that would be so cool. Aw, I'm sorry you have been so lonely lately. It's not a good feeling usually when all your friends are in relationships, it's normal to feel a little left out! I totally understand! Patience is a virtue, my friend. I have been told I have a lot of it. :)
That's why I'm going to be a teacher, duh!
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jimchrom 6 days ago to jimchrom
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Yeah, it's fun having a story and putting it down on paper. It's basically just on Saturdays. Most other days I'm fine :). Thanks though, *hugs*. Yesterday I had to do a lot of running around to get my application for my gun permit filled haha. It took about 4 hours to get all the copies and paper work properly filled out xD. In PA all you do is bring $20, Id, and wait twenty minutes for a background check them you walk out with a gun permit. That's why you'll be a great teacher Nicole ^~^.
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Okay so this co-worker's name is Randy, he's twenty-three, just graduated college, and we're friends I guess! He's always been really cool and nice to me, and has bought me coffee on more than one occasion. It is very annoying. Curse you Netflix, I just want to know what happens at the end of my shows! I'm waiting for the ending season of New Girl too! No problem! *hugs* Oooooh, wedding shopping sounds fun though. That's pretty exciting that Homer's sister is getting married. I had a pretty successful shopping day! I bought five new shirts and they are very cute if I do say so myself! I mean, I miss him a little bit, but for the most part I don't really think about him. I still wonder how he is taking all of this though. :/
But in other news, I have an orientation for my student teaching next Wednesday, eek!
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Crazy girl* 6 days ago to Zooey
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Ooh wow Randy sounds pretty cool and nice too..he's the same age as me:p Keep me posted on this Randy girl. Well thats Netflix for you:/ hopefully you'll get to catch up on both your shows on Netflix soon. *hugs* It was pretty fun although it can be kinda tiring too as finding the perfect dress is tough. It definitely is exciting and her sister is really happy!:) Glad to hear you had a successful day of shopping. I'm sure those shirts are cute:p Its okay and normal to miss him a bit. Hopefully Klauss will get through it and is doing okay. Omg no way! Good luck with the orientation next Wednesday, you got this girl! I had training on r/ape and s*xual violence today which was so intense and overwhelming. I dont know how I feel about this job:/
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to Lil_lamb
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Oh that's awesome! Those are both good choices to study, but hey, you still have your whole life to find your passion. Don't sweat it too much. I'm not too bad. I don't remember too much of where we were last time we talked, but I graduated high school and I'm in my third year of college, studying early childhood education, and I'm student teaching this coming semester! I'm excited but very nervous as well. :P
What year of college are you in?
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to jimchrom
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Yep. I know I'm not going to contact the numbers, but I like having them, if that makes sense! Isn't it funny, the effect people can have on us? Relationships are a scary thing man. My weekend has been alright. Worked yesterday and today, but nothing too crazy, it's been quiet at our store! :p
Had a really rude customer tonight right before I left, but other than that, I'm all okay.
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jimchrom 1 week ago to jimchrom
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Yeah, it makes sense. I can't wait to get back to work. I've been busy getting my clearances. I've written some more of a book. I'm up to about 22,000 words on it. However, I still have too much free time. Without any single friends I spend almost all my time alone. Which makes me feel bored and at times lonely, but I just try and stay busy. It's only tough during Saturday evenings. Once I get established financially I really am looking forward to going out on some dates :P lol. There always seems to be at least one ride customer regardless of how kind or patient you might be smh. Relationships are scary. I'm glad your days have been good enough :). I really try to be patient, but when I really want something is so hard :P.
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Nah. I'm currently trying to peruse my hot co-worker! Yes, it was a good dinner on Wednesday night! Also didn't reply last night because my friend Maddie came over for dinner and then we drove around for a while and I got home late again. I am so shook that Criminal Minds got cancelled! I'm not even caught up to the end, still waiting for them to put the next two seasons on Netflix! I hope you enjoy your weekend. I have tomorrow off, and I am going shopping with Julia and Sam. :D
It has officially been a week since Klauss and I started our break, and I am honestly doing perfectly fine!
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Crazy girl* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Oh my, get in there Nicole;) so tell me more about this hot co-worker? Thats good to hear. Thats okay, no need to apologise. Yeah I think a lot of fans are upset that Criminal Minds is coming to an end. Thats one thing I hate about Netflix, some season air too late which is so annoying! Thanks girl, my weekend has been busy surprsiningly. Yesterday I went to my uncles house for dinner. Today I went with Homer and her family to do some wedding shopping as her sister is getting married. It was actually quite fun. Then I had a nice hot bath afterwards and did my laundry which is annoying. Monday comes by so fast:/ ooh that sounds fun, hope you had a good shopping trip today:) Well I'm glad to hear you're doing great! Thats the spirit girl!
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to gabikk
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Hey Gabi. Popping in again to leave you a comment! :)
Hope all is well with school and stuff, love you, text me, all that stuff.
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to baublefaery
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set your past on fire and leave
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to Lil_lamb
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Oh my gosh, Megan. It's been years! I don't think we have spoken since I was in high school. Wow, wild! Thanks for saying that about me though, that made my night. Witty is still such a good escape for me, I don't see me leaving any time soon. :P
How have you been though love, I say it's time for a reconnection!
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to jimchrom
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I bet! Having money is very nice! No, I totally get it! And it's worse when you don't really get any closure! I do the same thing! I put in so much effort, even though the other person won't, and I know it's not fair but I do it anyway because I care too much. No problem! That's a good thing to do by the way, get rid of all the photos, and especially the number so you aren't tempted to contact her. :)
I couldn't bring myself to delete my ex boyfriend's numbers though, so I still have them, "just in case" I'll ever need them!
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jimchrom 1 week ago to jimchrom
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That makes me feel better knowing you still have the numbers xD. I can honestly say until Deanna I feel like I've never true been in love with a girl. Even though there was a girl before Deanna that I almost asked to marry me xD. It's still crazy to me how much Deanna ended up making to me. I literally felt complete with her lol. I definitely feel different now. How's your weekend going?
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Ah okay. Sham is a good friend for saying all that though, I'm sure that is what you needed to hear! Exactly. Love isn't always the answer, even though it's great! I do feel better, I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. I miss him a bit, but for the most part I am just fine! :)
Sorry for the late reply by the way, I went out for dinner last night with Julia and Lorena and didn't get home until like 10:30, and then I was up for a while watching TV with Sam.
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Crazy girl* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Yeah Sham is definitely a good friend and always gives me good advice:) Exactly it isnt and it doesnt solve a lot of things either! I'm glad this weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Well thats okay and hey at least you're not totally cut up about it. Thats okay girl, you dont have to apologise. I hope you guys had a lovely dinner:) Speaking of TV shows, how'd you feel about Criminal Minds coming to an end? I am so glad the weekend is here cos it has been one long busy week!
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to jimchrom
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What a cute picture! Looks like you're a favorite uncle! No problem. *hugs* Nah. Just sticking out at my store still. Interesting! That's one theory, but don't get your hopes up until you hear from Deanna herself! I heard, isn't Alabama usually really good though? My stepsister goes there and my family talks about them all the time and how they beat almost every team they play. :p
That Tua guy is super good I hear!
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jimchrom 1 week ago to jimchrom
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yeah, it was a fun trip :P. Yeah, it's a good idea to stay at your job until you have another one lined up. I sometimes do that if I'm staying in the area. I have my guard card. After tomorrow evening I'll be able to apply for my guard license and gun permit which will allow me to them start looking for a job Saturday :P. I'll be really glad once I have steady income again lol. Yeah, that's the crazy part is normally they are really good. I can't get over how they just fell apart. He is good. He just made a couple of bad throws and their defense was terrible. They were leaving guys wide open down field. It was pathetic lol. You are right. By this point though I sent the letter more for my own conscience sake. I hate losing people I consider a good friend. I typically try for times to make things right. This was the fourth time so after this it just is what it is. I've already deleted all the pictures that had her in them, and I've deleted all her contact info. I'm whether she answers or not :P. Thanks for the concern though *hugs* ^~^.
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Well I didn't expect you to fall in love with this job right away. It's going to take a lot of adjustment and time, but I am sure you will get into the swing of things! Did you tell Sham how you feel? Well okay! As long as Kathleen is sweet, but she better not replace me. Me too. And the worst thing is, whenever I'm on my period, I get super super hungry so I eat a lot, and then I get really nauseous after and it's no fun! It was not a good time, thinking about it, and breaking the news to Klauss hurt me so much! I felt a lot better once I told him, but when I think about how he looked when I told him, I get sad, you know? I love him and I know he loves me, but that's not enough if the problem isn't fixed! We'll be using this break to see if we can go without each other as well, I guess. Maybe over the break he'll come up with a solution, or I will, and we can go from there, or the inevitable will happen. Thank you though! I will keep you posted on us! :)
For now I don't really miss him much, I was more upset before I told him all this and now I feel free in a way.
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Crazy girl* 1 week ago to Zooey
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You're right it definitely is gonna take a bit of time to adjust and for me to get used to it. Yeah I did tell Sham how I feel but she said its normal to feel like this as she felt the same. She also said I need to be more confident and believe in myself; and shes totally right about that. I've struggled with confidence and self belief for so long:/ haha dont worry Kathleen definitely wont be replacing you as I doubt I'm hardly going to see her. Girl I feel you, I love to eat a lot on my period but then I get so bloated so I try not to eat too much. Aw, I bet it did hurt telling Klauss as its not something easy to say:/ Yeah I know what you mean as sometimes you'll always have that persons look in the back of your mind and how they felt and then it makes you upset..I know that feeling all too well:( Sometimes it goes deeper than love so if theres something missing then its better to take the time to figure it out. Well hopefully one of you will come up with a solution and things will get sorted out. You're welcome and please do girl! Wow I didnt expect you to say that but hey savage Nicole if you're feeling free and relieved that you've told him then I suppose its a good thing. At least you're not stressing out too much about this:p
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to jimchrom
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Aw your niece is so cute! Also, I was so taken by surprise when I didn't see your usual profile photo. Ah, cool. Welcome back to Connecticut then man. My weekend was alright. I literally worked all weekend, and today too! So happy I have the next three days off! Alright, you do you! I guess you feel it's only right, and then will you close the chapter once you get some kind of closure? :o
Hope for your sake though that she responds, even if it's something you don't want to hear.
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jimchrom 1 week ago to jimchrom
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Haha, yeah. I'm not even sure if I still have that picture lol. This was my second favorite picture. Thanks :). At least you're making money :P. Hear anything about another job? Yup, I was talking to my buddy's wife, and she said it sounded like she may have liked me, but I want picking up the signals. That's why she probably cut me out so abruptly. It made sense when she explained it. I hope she does to, but even if she doesn't respond I'll still feel better knowing that I tried. I'm watching college football with some of my buddies. Alabama is doing so bad smh lol.
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nicolešŸŒ¹* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Oh man really? I'm sorry to hear that the building made you feel uncomfortable! But you're right, you're probably just really nervous. It's going to take you some time to get fully comfortable with this new job, I am sure. Haha, so I have a twin? Is Kathleen as cool as me though? Oh nooooo, we out here both struggling on our periods! My back was hurting a lot at work today and I had no motivation to do anything. Honestly, I don't know what was wrong: I just had a feeling that something was missing from our relationship, and I couldn't put a finger on it, and he didn't know either, and I didn't want to keep feeling weird and I didn't see a solution so I proposed a break for a few weeks! I felt so bad telling him that though because he was genuinely so upset, I really did hurt him. :/
But this will give us time to think about what we want from each other, and it the problem isn't fixed, then we may have to go our separate ways!
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Crazy girl* 1 week ago to Zooey
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Yeah its a dark and closed building so I dont like it:/ Yeah I'm really nervous and my anxiety the best right now. I'm supposed to be happy in this new job but it seems im the opposite which really sucks. At one point today I just wanted to go back to my old workplace. But you're right it will take me a while to comfortable in this place. Haha yeah you do have a twin:p Kathleen is sweet but not as cool as you my friend:D ugh yeah seems like it..my periods are so heavy right now ew! Girl I feel you as my thighs and legs have been aching since morning:/ Oh no thats weird, I wonder what it was that you felt was missing:/ Oh gosh I can imagine you must have felt terrible telling Klauss you wanted a break for a few weeks. But it must have been very upsetting to see Klass upset as he probably didnt see it coming or think anything was wrong. I think its good you've come out with it as otherwise you'd just feel on edge the whole time whereas now you may be able to figure out what was wrong and you can move forward with it. I'm sorry to hear about this whole situation but I hope you guys can make a go of it again soon! *big hugs*
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