beadhrogtyrant

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Quotes by beadhrogtyrant

whenever I see you it makes my whole day
I want you so badly, please don't go away
but you are not mine, so how can you stay?
one day you will be, I hope and I pray
i know that i'm just looking for a reason to cry
when i dream of you & me
'cuz i know we'll never be
and everyone knows why

and it kills me honestly
because you will never see
what i'm dying to show you
i wanna know you

& if you feel me too
let me know it fast
'cuz my heart's just like glass
it shatters easily

sweetie, please
i can beg on my knees
but i'm too busy lying in bed
dreaming about you
and what i'd do
if i knew
there could be an 'us'
with one look into his eyes, i'm cursed
and my heart has a new reason for beating
i can't get enough, i'm a woman possessed
and when i close my eyes at night,
his face is all i see, his voice is all i hear
and i shudder at the pleasure it gives me
yet cringe at the pain that means he may almost never be mine
he lives in my fantasies, my thoughts, my dreams
from the minute i open my eyes to the second i close them,
everything i do is through thinking of him & wanting to be everything he would want
looking at him, my heart races & about a million butterflies fill my stomach
i can't sit still, i can't contain nor control myself
he's my idea of perfection
staring into his beautiful hazel eyes, i silently ask myself why i feel this way,why does he make me feel like this?
i feel a constant urge to run my fingers through his hair,
to get lost in his arms, & an indescribable need to kiss those tender lips that speak to my soul
nothing i can say can touch how i really feel
there are no words that can explain my love
i've completely lost myself in him
i don't know how to act anymore
i go about my everyday life as if he's there watching me, haunting me
if we're meant to be, we will be but as for now, i can only imagine his soft, gentle touch on my skin
his moist lips merging with mine
his embracing arms wrapping around my body, shivering with every touch
until my fantasy lover becomes my reality, my every breath will continue to call his name........
I miss you.
I remember all the little things you did for me to make me smile.
I can honestly say that you complete me in a way
that i cannot explain.
'cause no one understands or understood me like you did.
You made me feel cared about. You watched out for me.
And for all this and more, I love you and consider you one of my best friends.
I'll never forget you.....
-:~dedicated~:-
I'm so confused
Why do I think about you all the time?
I thought I knew all the answers
But now I have questions running through my mind
I don't even know if I can trust you
How do I know if its real?
Back when I thought I knew everything,
I'd only tell you how I'd feel
Now I'm searching for a reason
A reason as to why
Every night when I lay down to sleep
I feel like I'ma cry
My friends keep on suggesting
reasons for my strife
they guess it is apparant that
I need you in my life
the words you say are unnecessary....don't you think you've hurt me enough?
This has happened too many times, It's brought too many tears, broken too many hearts and we've been down for too long. Now is the time when we decide whether its life or death to us...... it's all up to you.......................
I try my best to be there for you whenever you need me but now it seems like you don't need me anymore so what am I supposed to do? So now I feel worthless ....I just wanna know what happened and when things can go back to the way they were before because we've tried so many times. No matter what we seem to do, it never changes and if it doesn't.....i guess if you won't let me stay by your side..........I'll just watch over you from a distance.
it breaks my heart how the same people I welcome with open arms, the people who cry on my shoulder when they're hurt, the people who claim to love me, the people I give my all and everything to, the people I love with all my heart can turn around and either stab me in the back with their harsh words or leave me just when i need them the most........why?
i love you and i hate it.

i hate coming to school everyday just so i can see your face. i hate it so much that i try so hard to keep myself away from you.i try avoiding you. it doesn't work because the next thing i know, i either hear your voice or see you walking down the hall toward me. and i try not to, but i end up staring, wishing you were mine, watching your every move, freezing where i stand, daring not to move, wanting you to notice me, and most of all, thinking that i wish i didn't feel this way about you because you play it so cool. looking at me with no feelings whatsoever. you see me but you don't really see me. i hate it. loving you and everything you do. when you look at me, i get butterflies. when you come my way, my heart beats faster. i love how you say my name, even though you may have only said it once. you make every word you say sound so beautiful. i can't stand it. i wish i knew what to say to make you impressed, to make you fall for me. just looking in your eyes, i can see everything you are. i just want to be a part of your life. i feel honored to even have had a conversation with you. i'm so glad that i met you and yet you probably don't ever think of me.

that's why i hate loving you.