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Hello Wittians! My name is Mikayla, and I'm 15 and blow out the candles on July 2nd! I live in the little state of Rhode Island! 11 years of dance. In a relationship :) I've always been a shy, reserved girl, but I've grew a bit more confidence.. I love summer, the warmth, the friends, everything about it. I'm not much of a girly girl or tomboy. I love Coldplay, the Fray, the Script, and Aj Rafael. I've been diagnosed with Anxiety, and being watched for Asperger's. I've been bullied since 1st grade, and it still hasnt stopped. I've been standing strong and independent for most of the year, with my close friends by my side. I've lost some and found some. I believe that everything happens for a reason. Before I go, all you girls are beautiful, inside AND out. You WILL find someone. Just be yourself, not a copy of someone else. I love giving advice to you all and I will help best I can.
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"He
is bad news..."
Chapter 40
I was at the nurse’s office when I woke up. She was looking at something and had her back turned to me. My lashes fluttered before opening wide. I took a look around before speaking.
“Why am I here?” I murmured, voice croaky.
She turned to me. “Hello, dear! I can see you just woke up”.
I glanced over at my body. “Obviously. Why am I here, though?”
“You fainted” she explained. “They brought you here. Finally, after two hours I thought you weren’t gonna wake up”.
“Two hours? I have to go home!” I said, trying to get up.
She helped me up. “Okay, but I want you to do something when you go there”.
I blinked, walking to the door. “What’s that?”
“A few questions first. Have you had any other symptoms other than fainting? Like, throwing up let’s say? Or having headaches and not wanting to eat?” she questioned me carefully.
I closed my eyes briefly, trying to remember. “Yes, yes I think”. Headaches have increased lately and I just couldn’t eat lunch without getting this weird taste in my mouth which was a sign of an upcoming vomiting.
Her glance was cloudy as she looked at me. I gave her a questioning wide–eyed look, which seemed to drag her attention from me. She turned around and I was facing her back for a couple of minutes. I was about to go when she turned around and handed me a box. “Do this at home. Don’t tell me the results” she whispered, narrowing her eyes slightly.
I casted an eye on the box, before choking on my own saliva. A pregnancy test?
“Y–You m–mean…I might be…pregnant?” I stuttered.
Her look was harsh and rough. “We can’t know. You might be sick too. We just need to be sure. Don’t tell me the results; I don’t need to know”.
I blinked, before twisting the handle of the door. “Thank you” I whispered before going out of the nurse’s office and running towards the exit. I threw the pregnancy test inside my bag and walked home, almost running. I must tell no one. If my mother finds out I’m pregnant, I’ll have so much explaining to do. Oh, wait. I might not be pregnant. I might be just sick, which will save me from lots of things.
I unlocked the front door of my house and entered the building fast. No one was there except for Sally. Sally is our maid who’s sometimes here. She’s not always here though; she has her own family to take care of. She’s not the exact definition of maid, but never mind.
I greeted her and ran upstairs. I burst into my room and locked the door behind me. I fished the box from my bag and pulled it out carefully. I threw my bag across the room and walked to the bathroom. I closed the door and took the test. Then, I walked outside again, stopping in front of my beauty parlor. I looked at the mirror and I could see the worried look on my face. I started pacing back and forth, waiting for the results. I read the instructions and it said the results come out in ten minutes max. I should wait.
I looked around, then shyly at my hands. No results yet. Oh Lord, if I was pregnant, what would I do? I’m 100% sure it’s Everett’s baby and now he hates me. Even if I did talk to him, he would reject me and push me around. I would be completely alone.
No bad thoughts. You have to stay positive, Evelyn. Yeah, just like my pregnancy test. Ugh, why am I assuming things? I might be just sick after all! I really need to calm down.
Ten minutes passed. I inhaled deeply and my eyes turned shyly to the test in my hands. I uncovered its surface and saw what I had to see.
It was positive. I was pregnant.
*DUN DUN DUUUUUN*
Chapter 40 ladies and gentlemen! Who would have thought ahahaha
I'm so sorry for posting every week or two, exams are next week and I have to study like crazy :( Plus my depression and all those problems have gotten so big to even influate my grades so I'm getting constantly yelled at, and as a result they take my laptop away... So yeah.
As always, comment below if you wanna be notified! I'm so sad I'm losing readers but its fair since i'm not even posting that much anymore. Oh well.
Love you all my chicken wings! Xoxo, Fay (:
Chapter 40
I was at the nurse’s office when I woke up. She was looking at something and had her back turned to me. My lashes fluttered before opening wide. I took a look around before speaking.
“Why am I here?” I murmured, voice croaky.
She turned to me. “Hello, dear! I can see you just woke up”.
I glanced over at my body. “Obviously. Why am I here, though?”
“You fainted” she explained. “They brought you here. Finally, after two hours I thought you weren’t gonna wake up”.
“Two hours? I have to go home!” I said, trying to get up.
She helped me up. “Okay, but I want you to do something when you go there”.
I blinked, walking to the door. “What’s that?”
“A few questions first. Have you had any other symptoms other than fainting? Like, throwing up let’s say? Or having headaches and not wanting to eat?” she questioned me carefully.
I closed my eyes briefly, trying to remember. “Yes, yes I think”. Headaches have increased lately and I just couldn’t eat lunch without getting this weird taste in my mouth which was a sign of an upcoming vomiting.
Her glance was cloudy as she looked at me. I gave her a questioning wide–eyed look, which seemed to drag her attention from me. She turned around and I was facing her back for a couple of minutes. I was about to go when she turned around and handed me a box. “Do this at home. Don’t tell me the results” she whispered, narrowing her eyes slightly.
I casted an eye on the box, before choking on my own saliva. A pregnancy test?
“Y–You m–mean…I might be…pregnant?” I stuttered.
Her look was harsh and rough. “We can’t know. You might be sick too. We just need to be sure. Don’t tell me the results; I don’t need to know”.
I blinked, before twisting the handle of the door. “Thank you” I whispered before going out of the nurse’s office and running towards the exit. I threw the pregnancy test inside my bag and walked home, almost running. I must tell no one. If my mother finds out I’m pregnant, I’ll have so much explaining to do. Oh, wait. I might not be pregnant. I might be just sick, which will save me from lots of things.
I unlocked the front door of my house and entered the building fast. No one was there except for Sally. Sally is our maid who’s sometimes here. She’s not always here though; she has her own family to take care of. She’s not the exact definition of maid, but never mind.
I greeted her and ran upstairs. I burst into my room and locked the door behind me. I fished the box from my bag and pulled it out carefully. I threw my bag across the room and walked to the bathroom. I closed the door and took the test. Then, I walked outside again, stopping in front of my beauty parlor. I looked at the mirror and I could see the worried look on my face. I started pacing back and forth, waiting for the results. I read the instructions and it said the results come out in ten minutes max. I should wait.
I looked around, then shyly at my hands. No results yet. Oh Lord, if I was pregnant, what would I do? I’m 100% sure it’s Everett’s baby and now he hates me. Even if I did talk to him, he would reject me and push me around. I would be completely alone.
No bad thoughts. You have to stay positive, Evelyn. Yeah, just like my pregnancy test. Ugh, why am I assuming things? I might be just sick after all! I really need to calm down.
Ten minutes passed. I inhaled deeply and my eyes turned shyly to the test in my hands. I uncovered its surface and saw what I had to see.
It was positive. I was pregnant.
*DUN DUN DUUUUUN*
Chapter 40 ladies and gentlemen! Who would have thought ahahaha
I'm so sorry for posting every week or two, exams are next week and I have to study like crazy :( Plus my depression and all those problems have gotten so big to even influate my grades so I'm getting constantly yelled at, and as a result they take my laptop away... So yeah.
As always, comment below if you wanna be notified! I'm so sad I'm losing readers but its fair since i'm not even posting that much anymore. Oh well.
Love you all my chicken wings! Xoxo, Fay (:
"He
is bad news..."
Chapter 39
*Evelyn’s POV*
The principal was examining me for a whole hour. Turns out I’m a great liar; he believed every bit of my words. I got detention for the whole week. Only that? I supposedly beat up a kid, one week detention wasn’t enough. Was it?
When I got out of the office, the hallways were full of kids going to their periods. I walked to my locker almost shaking. My hands were sweaty and my mind a mess. I can’t believe Zach told Vince to record us while HE was kissing me and I was trying to get away. How evil. What people do for revenge is unbelievable. Pathetic too, sometimes.
I went to my locker, got my books and walked to my classroom. English. My class with Everett. How awkward.
I managed to reach the room. The door was already closed. I know Mrs. Carl would be so pis/sed I was late, but I had a good excuse. The principal kept me in his office.
I knocked on the door softly. I heard her reply: “Come in”. I walked into the classroom slowly, my legs shaking. All eyes were on me; I’m sure the rumors have spread by now.
“Where were you, Miss Jensen?” she asked, taking a careful look at me.
“I was at the principal’s office” I murmured.
“I see. Have a seat so we can keep going with our lesson” she said, gesturing to my desk. I sat down and opened my notebooks, keeping notes right away.
I felt every person in this class staring at me. That’s right b//tches, I had taken the blame for Everett, is it that bad? Everybody knew Everett did it, but no one had the guts to go tell the principal. I didn’t tell him either. Not because I was afraid of Everett –I surely wasn’t– but because I liked him and I’ve hurt him enough. I can’t believe this morning he was telling me I make him happy and now he doesn’t even wanna look at me. I’m sure he doesn’t.
I looked at him. He was staring at his hands, not saying a word. His eyes turned to me but he acted as if he hadn’t seen me, as if I was invisible. My face twisted and I turned my face, concentrating on the lesson again.
This was gonna be way harder than I thought.
At the end of my last period, I placed my books in my locker and prepared myself for detention. I walked to this room I was supposed to be and opened the door. I found a few kids already there. I took my seat in the middle of the class and placed my hands on the desk, staring at them. After half an hour waiting, more teens gathered in the room, along with the teacher. Then, detention started.
This was gonna last for two hours I think. I rolled my eyes, ruffling my hair. This was so messed up.
I haven’t seen Everett so angry in my entire life, neither Sienna. I didn’t know she liked Zach so much and even if I knew, I would NEVER so something similar to that. I’m not the kind of girl who betrays her friends by sleeping with their boyfriends. I don’t even like Zach and she knows it; how could she believe I did it on purpose?
My stomach was a complete mess. I was feeling like throwing up. It was awful; I stood up and looked at the teacher sitting on the desk. I bit my lip before asking.
“Excuse me, could I go to the restroom?” I asked, voice cracking.
“Of course. Everything okay?” she asked, standing up and walking to me.
“Yes! Can I go now?” I repeated my question.
“Yes, you may go” she gestured to the door.
I got out of the room and took a deep breath. Then, I started walking to the restroom slowly. I didn’t wanna rush things; detention was boring in the first place. So I walked there slowly, when I felt my mouth having a weird taste. I started running like crazy when I found the room. I pushed the door open, ran towards a toilet and started throwing up.
I felt so sick. Was I sick? No, this morning I was fine. I remember Everett and I sleeping together. I wasn’t feeling sick at all. What happened now?
I stopped and grabbed a tissue to wipe my mouth. I walked to the mirrors, rubbing my belly. It was almost November; am I a little late for my period? No, it’s just my idea. No, I’m fine. I’m fine, nothing’s gonna happen.
I walked back to the class. I stood outside and knocked on the door carefully. I heard the teacher saying “Come in” from inside. I twisted the handle of the door and opened it. I walked in but suddenly, I felt my head heavy. I slid my palm to my forehead. I didn’t have fever; I was okay. I think.
My knees felt like jelly. I pressed my palm against a desk I found for balance, but then everything turned dark and I fainted.
Oh. My. God.
I'm sorry for not posting like I used to but school is hard and i have so much homework :( I'll try to post again next week.
remember to comment below if you wanna be notified!
Xoxo, Fay (:
Chapter 39
*Evelyn’s POV*
The principal was examining me for a whole hour. Turns out I’m a great liar; he believed every bit of my words. I got detention for the whole week. Only that? I supposedly beat up a kid, one week detention wasn’t enough. Was it?
When I got out of the office, the hallways were full of kids going to their periods. I walked to my locker almost shaking. My hands were sweaty and my mind a mess. I can’t believe Zach told Vince to record us while HE was kissing me and I was trying to get away. How evil. What people do for revenge is unbelievable. Pathetic too, sometimes.
I went to my locker, got my books and walked to my classroom. English. My class with Everett. How awkward.
I managed to reach the room. The door was already closed. I know Mrs. Carl would be so pis/sed I was late, but I had a good excuse. The principal kept me in his office.
I knocked on the door softly. I heard her reply: “Come in”. I walked into the classroom slowly, my legs shaking. All eyes were on me; I’m sure the rumors have spread by now.
“Where were you, Miss Jensen?” she asked, taking a careful look at me.
“I was at the principal’s office” I murmured.
“I see. Have a seat so we can keep going with our lesson” she said, gesturing to my desk. I sat down and opened my notebooks, keeping notes right away.
I felt every person in this class staring at me. That’s right b//tches, I had taken the blame for Everett, is it that bad? Everybody knew Everett did it, but no one had the guts to go tell the principal. I didn’t tell him either. Not because I was afraid of Everett –I surely wasn’t– but because I liked him and I’ve hurt him enough. I can’t believe this morning he was telling me I make him happy and now he doesn’t even wanna look at me. I’m sure he doesn’t.
I looked at him. He was staring at his hands, not saying a word. His eyes turned to me but he acted as if he hadn’t seen me, as if I was invisible. My face twisted and I turned my face, concentrating on the lesson again.
This was gonna be way harder than I thought.
At the end of my last period, I placed my books in my locker and prepared myself for detention. I walked to this room I was supposed to be and opened the door. I found a few kids already there. I took my seat in the middle of the class and placed my hands on the desk, staring at them. After half an hour waiting, more teens gathered in the room, along with the teacher. Then, detention started.
This was gonna last for two hours I think. I rolled my eyes, ruffling my hair. This was so messed up.
I haven’t seen Everett so angry in my entire life, neither Sienna. I didn’t know she liked Zach so much and even if I knew, I would NEVER so something similar to that. I’m not the kind of girl who betrays her friends by sleeping with their boyfriends. I don’t even like Zach and she knows it; how could she believe I did it on purpose?
My stomach was a complete mess. I was feeling like throwing up. It was awful; I stood up and looked at the teacher sitting on the desk. I bit my lip before asking.
“Excuse me, could I go to the restroom?” I asked, voice cracking.
“Of course. Everything okay?” she asked, standing up and walking to me.
“Yes! Can I go now?” I repeated my question.
“Yes, you may go” she gestured to the door.
I got out of the room and took a deep breath. Then, I started walking to the restroom slowly. I didn’t wanna rush things; detention was boring in the first place. So I walked there slowly, when I felt my mouth having a weird taste. I started running like crazy when I found the room. I pushed the door open, ran towards a toilet and started throwing up.
I felt so sick. Was I sick? No, this morning I was fine. I remember Everett and I sleeping together. I wasn’t feeling sick at all. What happened now?
I stopped and grabbed a tissue to wipe my mouth. I walked to the mirrors, rubbing my belly. It was almost November; am I a little late for my period? No, it’s just my idea. No, I’m fine. I’m fine, nothing’s gonna happen.
I walked back to the class. I stood outside and knocked on the door carefully. I heard the teacher saying “Come in” from inside. I twisted the handle of the door and opened it. I walked in but suddenly, I felt my head heavy. I slid my palm to my forehead. I didn’t have fever; I was okay. I think.
My knees felt like jelly. I pressed my palm against a desk I found for balance, but then everything turned dark and I fainted.
Oh. My. God.
I'm sorry for not posting like I used to but school is hard and i have so much homework :( I'll try to post again next week.
remember to comment below if you wanna be notified!
Xoxo, Fay (:
"He
is bad news..."
Chapter 38
*Sienna’s POV*
I looked at Everett before speaking.
“Zach cheated on me with her”.
I couldn’t even believe in my own words. How could she? I thought she was my best friend! I wouldn’t believe it if I’ve heard girls saying it. Although, Vince showed me the whole image. Zach pressing her against the wall and sucking on her neck and face shamelessly. She was trying to kick him, though. That seemed interesting. No. She betrayed me and she has to pay.
“What?” Everett’s voice was slow as he spoke.
“That’s right! The video Vince showed me was about them! I saw them making out Everett, I saw them!” I screamed, pulling away. I took one step forward and rushed towards Evelyn, ready to beat up the sh*t out of her.
She screamed but suddenly someone pulled her away. I saw Zach in front of me. I blinked before starting to punch his chest. “How could you? How could you do this to me? I thought you liked me, I thought you cared!” I yelled at him.
“Get off of me” he hissed, pushing me away.
“Why did you do this?” I asked, calmer now. My eyes were full of tears.
“I’m sorry” he shrugged. “I couldn’t hold myself”.
“You couldn’t hold yourself? If you f*cking liked me you would have!” I screamed, feeling hot tears pouring down my eyes. “I trusted you”.
“Too bad” he said, tilting his head. “You played, you lost. Game over”.
“No one dares talking to my sister like that” Everett hissed, standing beside me.
“I just did! What are you gonna do, are you gonna hit me?” Zach mocked, shaking his head. The next moment he was being pressed against the wall by Everett, who had just punched his nose and was now kicking him.
“Everett! Stop!” Evelyn shouted. I shot her an annoyed glare and rushed to Everett. I pulled him back and fortunately, he obeyed. He backed off. I stared at Zach. His nose was bleeding and he was holding his stomach, shaking like a fish. A teacher walked to us.
“What have you done to him?” he shouted, pointing at Zach.
“I beat him up” Everett spat out.
“No he didn’t” Evelyn stepped in. “I did”.
“You? How?” the teacher asked, almost laughing.
“Karate, eleven years” she said. I knew she was lying; she just wasn’t the type to beat up someone.
“Come with me” the teacher hissed. She followed him right away. She shot a glance at both of us. I just ignored her. Everett, though, seemed really angry. I haven’t seen him so angry in my entire life. Since I met him, I mean. If he was a machine, he would definitely have fumes all over him.
“Are you okay?” he asked. It was more of a forced question I can say.
“How can I be? They betrayed me” I whispered.
“Everything’s gonna be okay” he assured me. “I won’t let anybody hurt you ever again”.
He was so nice. How could I insult him all this time? He was actually really nice behind that ‘bad boy’ cover. My eyes watered even more. “I’m sorry” I murmured.
“About what?” he asked.
“About insulting you all this time. I was wrong; I’m really sorry, Everett” I repeated, sucking on my tears.
“It’s okay, Sienna” he said, giving me a hug. “I understand”.
3..2..1
How was that? I'm so sorry guys but it HAD TO BE DONE. You can all ask me questions down below or make comments about the story or whatever you wanna tell me please say it!
I hope you liked this chapter! Don't get your hopes down... There's still hope for Everett and Evelyn!
I'm so sorry for not uploading when I said I will, but my problems have increased... Anyway, now that my school trip is from Thursday to Friday and I'm not going (sad story..) I have time to upload (: So next upload is on either Wednesday, Friday or Thursday(:
As always, comment if you wanna be notified! Or or or comment for what I said earlier! Please guyssss I need thisssss
Thanks in advance!
Xoxo, Fay (:
Chapter 38
*Sienna’s POV*
I looked at Everett before speaking.
“Zach cheated on me with her”.
I couldn’t even believe in my own words. How could she? I thought she was my best friend! I wouldn’t believe it if I’ve heard girls saying it. Although, Vince showed me the whole image. Zach pressing her against the wall and sucking on her neck and face shamelessly. She was trying to kick him, though. That seemed interesting. No. She betrayed me and she has to pay.
“What?” Everett’s voice was slow as he spoke.
“That’s right! The video Vince showed me was about them! I saw them making out Everett, I saw them!” I screamed, pulling away. I took one step forward and rushed towards Evelyn, ready to beat up the sh*t out of her.
She screamed but suddenly someone pulled her away. I saw Zach in front of me. I blinked before starting to punch his chest. “How could you? How could you do this to me? I thought you liked me, I thought you cared!” I yelled at him.
“Get off of me” he hissed, pushing me away.
“Why did you do this?” I asked, calmer now. My eyes were full of tears.
“I’m sorry” he shrugged. “I couldn’t hold myself”.
“You couldn’t hold yourself? If you f*cking liked me you would have!” I screamed, feeling hot tears pouring down my eyes. “I trusted you”.
“Too bad” he said, tilting his head. “You played, you lost. Game over”.
“No one dares talking to my sister like that” Everett hissed, standing beside me.
“I just did! What are you gonna do, are you gonna hit me?” Zach mocked, shaking his head. The next moment he was being pressed against the wall by Everett, who had just punched his nose and was now kicking him.
“Everett! Stop!” Evelyn shouted. I shot her an annoyed glare and rushed to Everett. I pulled him back and fortunately, he obeyed. He backed off. I stared at Zach. His nose was bleeding and he was holding his stomach, shaking like a fish. A teacher walked to us.
“What have you done to him?” he shouted, pointing at Zach.
“I beat him up” Everett spat out.
“No he didn’t” Evelyn stepped in. “I did”.
“You? How?” the teacher asked, almost laughing.
“Karate, eleven years” she said. I knew she was lying; she just wasn’t the type to beat up someone.
“Come with me” the teacher hissed. She followed him right away. She shot a glance at both of us. I just ignored her. Everett, though, seemed really angry. I haven’t seen him so angry in my entire life. Since I met him, I mean. If he was a machine, he would definitely have fumes all over him.
“Are you okay?” he asked. It was more of a forced question I can say.
“How can I be? They betrayed me” I whispered.
“Everything’s gonna be okay” he assured me. “I won’t let anybody hurt you ever again”.
He was so nice. How could I insult him all this time? He was actually really nice behind that ‘bad boy’ cover. My eyes watered even more. “I’m sorry” I murmured.
“About what?” he asked.
“About insulting you all this time. I was wrong; I’m really sorry, Everett” I repeated, sucking on my tears.
“It’s okay, Sienna” he said, giving me a hug. “I understand”.
3..2..1
How was that? I'm so sorry guys but it HAD TO BE DONE. You can all ask me questions down below or make comments about the story or whatever you wanna tell me please say it!
I hope you liked this chapter! Don't get your hopes down... There's still hope for Everett and Evelyn!
I'm so sorry for not uploading when I said I will, but my problems have increased... Anyway, now that my school trip is from Thursday to Friday and I'm not going (sad story..) I have time to upload (: So next upload is on either Wednesday, Friday or Thursday(:
As always, comment if you wanna be notified! Or or or comment for what I said earlier! Please guyssss I need thisssss
Thanks in advance!
Xoxo, Fay (:
"He
is bad news..."
Chapter 36
A bright light made my eyelids open. I blinked a few times before looking around. Everett’s arm was wrapped around my waist and his face was pressed against my back. I giggled a bit and moved, trying to wake him up. He rolled over and stretched his arms but rolled back and wrapped his arms around me again. He brought his face to my ear and kissed my skin. I giggled, hiding my face in my hand.
“You make me happy” he whispered and then hid his face in the crook of my neck.
“You too” I whispered, when something hit me. Zach. Oh, no. If Everett finds out what happened, he’ll ditch me and hate me forever. Oh, my. I can’t let that happen. My eyes filled with tears with just the thought of Everett hating me. Again.
“Why are you crying?” he said, wiping my eyes with his thumb and turning me around so I could face him.
“I… These are happy tears” I lied.
“Are you sure?” he asked, touching my cheeks carefully.
“Of course” I said and forced myself to smile.
“We should get up, we need to go to school” he chuckled, getting out of bed.
“You haven’t even showered, Mr. Perfect” I teased him.
“I showered last night” he winked at me. “And changed clothes”.
“I can’t believe you had planned the whole thing!” I said, faking a heartbroken expression.
“Yes, I’m using you honey” he joked, smirking.
“You hurt my feelings” I pouted.
“You’ll live” he laughed, giving me a quick kiss and walking away. He got out of my room using the window. I stood up and watched him as he left. He got down to my garden using a tree which was next to my window. He safely left my garden and went to his car. He drove off and seconds after, I was all alone again.
I took a quick shower and picked my clothes. I was gonna wear a black corset–like shirt, black jeans and a dark grey blazer. I would match my outfit with some dark grey ankle boots my mom had bought me a while ago but I never wore. I wore the clothes and shoes and curled my hair carefully. I applied a few make–up on my face, grabbed my phone and I was ready to go.
I got my bag from the kitchen and greeted my parents. As usual, mom was drinking her coffee and dad was reading a newspaper. My mother looked up at me with a weird look.
“Who was that boy sleeping in your room with you last night?” she asked, cocking an eyebrow.
“Umm, him” I trailed off. “Just Everett”.
“Oh, how lovely! He should have come and say hi” she beamed.
My eyes widened. “Haven’t you freaked out or anything?”
“Why would I? He seems like a wonderful guy” she said, still smiling.
If you only knew.
“So, you trust him?” I asked.
“I trust both of you, Evelyn” she said, giving me a knowing look.
Aww cute? Omg I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a while but it's so hard to balance depression, school and relationship (which started like five hours ago... smh I'm weird ik) AND therapist AND writing! I'm really sorry cupcakes, I hope I'll have posted again by Wednesday! Anyway, how do you like the story so far? (: I hope it's interesting /.\ Comment if you wanna be notified! Love you all my chicken wings <3
Xoxo, Fay (:
Chapter 36
A bright light made my eyelids open. I blinked a few times before looking around. Everett’s arm was wrapped around my waist and his face was pressed against my back. I giggled a bit and moved, trying to wake him up. He rolled over and stretched his arms but rolled back and wrapped his arms around me again. He brought his face to my ear and kissed my skin. I giggled, hiding my face in my hand.
“You make me happy” he whispered and then hid his face in the crook of my neck.
“You too” I whispered, when something hit me. Zach. Oh, no. If Everett finds out what happened, he’ll ditch me and hate me forever. Oh, my. I can’t let that happen. My eyes filled with tears with just the thought of Everett hating me. Again.
“Why are you crying?” he said, wiping my eyes with his thumb and turning me around so I could face him.
“I… These are happy tears” I lied.
“Are you sure?” he asked, touching my cheeks carefully.
“Of course” I said and forced myself to smile.
“We should get up, we need to go to school” he chuckled, getting out of bed.
“You haven’t even showered, Mr. Perfect” I teased him.
“I showered last night” he winked at me. “And changed clothes”.
“I can’t believe you had planned the whole thing!” I said, faking a heartbroken expression.
“Yes, I’m using you honey” he joked, smirking.
“You hurt my feelings” I pouted.
“You’ll live” he laughed, giving me a quick kiss and walking away. He got out of my room using the window. I stood up and watched him as he left. He got down to my garden using a tree which was next to my window. He safely left my garden and went to his car. He drove off and seconds after, I was all alone again.
I took a quick shower and picked my clothes. I was gonna wear a black corset–like shirt, black jeans and a dark grey blazer. I would match my outfit with some dark grey ankle boots my mom had bought me a while ago but I never wore. I wore the clothes and shoes and curled my hair carefully. I applied a few make–up on my face, grabbed my phone and I was ready to go.
I got my bag from the kitchen and greeted my parents. As usual, mom was drinking her coffee and dad was reading a newspaper. My mother looked up at me with a weird look.
“Who was that boy sleeping in your room with you last night?” she asked, cocking an eyebrow.
“Umm, him” I trailed off. “Just Everett”.
“Oh, how lovely! He should have come and say hi” she beamed.
My eyes widened. “Haven’t you freaked out or anything?”
“Why would I? He seems like a wonderful guy” she said, still smiling.
If you only knew.
“So, you trust him?” I asked.
“I trust both of you, Evelyn” she said, giving me a knowing look.
Aww cute? Omg I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a while but it's so hard to balance depression, school and relationship (which started like five hours ago... smh I'm weird ik) AND therapist AND writing! I'm really sorry cupcakes, I hope I'll have posted again by Wednesday! Anyway, how do you like the story so far? (: I hope it's interesting /.\ Comment if you wanna be notified! Love you all my chicken wings <3
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"He
is bad news..."
Chapter 35
I was lying on my bed, hands covering my face, eyes closed. I was so scared; I knew Zach could tell Sienna everything. The problem is that she would believe him. She was my best friend, yeah, but she wouldn’t trust me over Zach. I knew that. I was so afraid, though; God knows how terrible things he’s gonna tell her about me.
I was about to sleep when my phone vibrated. I grabbed it lazily from the nightstand just to see I had received a text message from Everett. I opened it.
I missed you. Leave your window door open, I’m coming over.
~Everett
My heard beat fast. He’s coming here? Like, here here? No he can’t, if my dad bursts into the room, we’re both screwed. I couldn’t reply to his message since I heard noise coming from the garden.
“Hey” I heard a voice.
I pulled my head outside my window. “Hello? Everett?”
I got no answer so I turned my head back inside. A second ago, he jumped inside my room. “Surprise”.
“Hey” I beamed, feeling happy.
“Hey” he replied, smiling.
“You’re here”.
“Indeed” he said, keeping on smiling.
I giggled a bit, still keeping the distance between us.
“Come here” he murmured, holding his arms out.
I took a step closer to him and flung myself into his arms. I loved cuddling with him; he just made me feel better. I know I should tell him about what happened today, but I didn’t have the courage to. I didn’t wanna ruin this moment. I wanted to stay like this forever.
“What’s bothering you?” he asked, almost whispering.
“Nothing” I mumbled, burying my face on his chest to avoid starting a conversation.
“You seemed pretty troubled and shocked this morning” he stated.
“I did not” I denied it.
“As you wish”.
His hands slid to my neck and his fingers locked on my chin, lifting my head up. I looked at him as he leaned in and planted a kiss on my lips, so soft I thought it wasn’t true. He pulled away and I blinked, confused. He grinned and pulled me in for another kiss, more passionate this time. His lips were pressed against mine and I wrapped my arms around him, kissing back. He grasped on my waist and pulled me closer. I could feel the kiss growing deeper, as he bit my lower lip. My breath hitched and my body froze. I don’t know why; it was really confusing.
He lifted me up slightly and leaned me against the closest wall, brushing my hair off my face. I put my hands on his chest as he kissed across my jaw line. Just then, a sound on the door freaked us out.
“Ev? Everything all right in there?” my dad asked, knocking on the door.
I pushed Everett away and took a deep breath. “Of course dad!” I answered quickly.
“Want me to check?” he asked.
“No, no! It’s fine!” I said, my voice pitched a little.
“Okay, take care!” he called. I let out a sigh of relief when I heard him walking down the stairs.
“That was close” he breathed out, grinning.
“Sure was” I agreed, sitting down on my bed.
“I’m bored to go home” he pouted, sitting down next to me and lacing his arms lazily around my waist.
I rolled my eyes.
“You can find clothes in my parents’ room”.
Hey cupcakes! Aww that was close haha :3 This and the next chapter will be *kinda* cute because something happened and I'm *kinda* better now! *cough cough still depressed cough* I met someone special I guess haha and now I'll be all dingle dingle blu blu (sorry my words, it means cute and excited and stuff :P) Anyway, as always, comment if you wanna be notified! And now that I got my laptop back I might start posting more often (;
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Chapter 35
I was lying on my bed, hands covering my face, eyes closed. I was so scared; I knew Zach could tell Sienna everything. The problem is that she would believe him. She was my best friend, yeah, but she wouldn’t trust me over Zach. I knew that. I was so afraid, though; God knows how terrible things he’s gonna tell her about me.
I was about to sleep when my phone vibrated. I grabbed it lazily from the nightstand just to see I had received a text message from Everett. I opened it.
I missed you. Leave your window door open, I’m coming over.
~Everett
My heard beat fast. He’s coming here? Like, here here? No he can’t, if my dad bursts into the room, we’re both screwed. I couldn’t reply to his message since I heard noise coming from the garden.
“Hey” I heard a voice.
I pulled my head outside my window. “Hello? Everett?”
I got no answer so I turned my head back inside. A second ago, he jumped inside my room. “Surprise”.
“Hey” I beamed, feeling happy.
“Hey” he replied, smiling.
“You’re here”.
“Indeed” he said, keeping on smiling.
I giggled a bit, still keeping the distance between us.
“Come here” he murmured, holding his arms out.
I took a step closer to him and flung myself into his arms. I loved cuddling with him; he just made me feel better. I know I should tell him about what happened today, but I didn’t have the courage to. I didn’t wanna ruin this moment. I wanted to stay like this forever.
“What’s bothering you?” he asked, almost whispering.
“Nothing” I mumbled, burying my face on his chest to avoid starting a conversation.
“You seemed pretty troubled and shocked this morning” he stated.
“I did not” I denied it.
“As you wish”.
His hands slid to my neck and his fingers locked on my chin, lifting my head up. I looked at him as he leaned in and planted a kiss on my lips, so soft I thought it wasn’t true. He pulled away and I blinked, confused. He grinned and pulled me in for another kiss, more passionate this time. His lips were pressed against mine and I wrapped my arms around him, kissing back. He grasped on my waist and pulled me closer. I could feel the kiss growing deeper, as he bit my lower lip. My breath hitched and my body froze. I don’t know why; it was really confusing.
He lifted me up slightly and leaned me against the closest wall, brushing my hair off my face. I put my hands on his chest as he kissed across my jaw line. Just then, a sound on the door freaked us out.
“Ev? Everything all right in there?” my dad asked, knocking on the door.
I pushed Everett away and took a deep breath. “Of course dad!” I answered quickly.
“Want me to check?” he asked.
“No, no! It’s fine!” I said, my voice pitched a little.
“Okay, take care!” he called. I let out a sigh of relief when I heard him walking down the stairs.
“That was close” he breathed out, grinning.
“Sure was” I agreed, sitting down on my bed.
“I’m bored to go home” he pouted, sitting down next to me and lacing his arms lazily around my waist.
I rolled my eyes.
“You can find clothes in my parents’ room”.
Hey cupcakes! Aww that was close haha :3 This and the next chapter will be *kinda* cute because something happened and I'm *kinda* better now! *cough cough still depressed cough* I met someone special I guess haha and now I'll be all dingle dingle blu blu (sorry my words, it means cute and excited and stuff :P) Anyway, as always, comment if you wanna be notified! And now that I got my laptop back I might start posting more often (;
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Relationship is
about
caring each other,
protecting each other,
growing up together,
being part of the family,
committed to each other,
and support each other on.
Not
waste money on each other,
cheat on each other,
lie to each other,
and not having s.ex
because that is not
a relationship.
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caring each other,
protecting each other,
growing up together,
being part of the family,
committed to each other,
and support each other on.
Not
waste money on each other,
cheat on each other,
lie to each other,
and not having s.ex
because that is not
a relationship.
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Girlfriend's Best Friend
CHAPTER 50
x x x
.
“I know you’re probably not
going to want anything to do with me after this, and if you
never talk to me again I would completely understand. I just
need you to know this, Kelli: I love you. More than I’ve
ever loved any girl and—”
“HAHAHA!” she burst out laughing.
“You’re so full of sh.i.t, Cody. If you
‘loved me more than you’ve loved any girl,’
you wouldn’t have gotten with Brooke.”
“You don’t get it, Kelli!”
“No, I completely get it. ‘Don’t worry about Brooke, don’t worry if guys love her. I love you so that’s all that matters, Kel.’ Yeah, okay. That was just your way of getting me not to suspect anything. Every guy loves Brooke, it’ll always be that way. And you’re just like every guy, so—”
“I don’t love Brooke!” I yelled at her. “Okay, Kelli, I DO NOT LOVE HER! I’m not going to lie to you and say that she meant nothing to me, because at one point she did. But never more than you. There’s a lot of differences between you and Brooke, I’ve tried to explain that to you for a while. And I think the biggest difference is that she can capture guys’ attention, but not their love. You can do both. You’ve had my love for a while now and it really f.ucking sucks that I f.ucked it all up because I wanted to get with Brooke because honestly, I felt bad for her. Okay, I know I sound like a d.ouche saying it, but I felt bad for her. She has a hard life, and there’s stuff she hasn’t even told you. She needed someone, the way you needed someone at one point, the way that I needed someone at one point. I tried to be that person because you stopped being there for her once you got me. But Brooke is too broken for me! I can’t help her, and I’m not going to try anymore. She’s toxic, breaking everything and everyone around her too so everything matches with her. I’m not sure if I’ve lost you completely, but just know I’m completely done with Brooke, and I’m going to go on acting as if nothing ever happened between me and her. The only good thing Brooke has ever done for me was make me realize how much I actually love you, and how sorry I am, and how much I need you still. Kelli, please, I’m sorry.”
She stood there for a moment, and I couldn’t tell what she was going to do. I couldn’t take these unreadable expressions anymore—I needed some answers. She got into the car after a moment and just started crying. Seeing her cry made me cry, no matter how bad I didn’t want to show it.
“I still want to be with you, Cody,” she said. “But you have to promise me something: you can never hurt me as bad as you just hurt me today.”
“I wouldn’t, Kel. All I want to do is make you happy. I’m sorry about everything with Brooke, Honestly, she was always a good friend to me so I do care a lot about her. I just didn’t want her to feel as worthless as I once felt—”
“Stop talking about Brooke,” she cut me off. “Don’t talk to her either. You’re not allowed to have any connections to Brooke, and if I find out you are, I won’t even hesitate to tell everyone how she got her scar. I know you care about her still, and I know that would ruin her life. Am I right?” I swallowed nervously and nodded, realizing how serious she was. “And if I find out you hook up with her, we’re completely done, forever, with no chance of getting back together. This is your last chance, so make it a good one.”
“Okay,” I agreed. She kissed me, and for a second, it was like everything was back to normal.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
The first day of school rolled around, and I picked Kelli up at exactly 7:20, just like she told me. Kelli acted as though nothing ever happened with Brooke, so that’s how I acted too. Many people in our school already figured out what happened—I don’t know how, but I got a bunch of texts asking if it was true, as did Kelli, and as I’m sure Brooke did too.
I carried Kelli’s books and held her hand as we walked into the school together and to her locker, which was right next to one that had huge Sharpie letters spelling SL.UT on it, which Kelli told me was Brooke’s. I told her I had to go to my locker but to meet me there.
When I got closer to my friends, I could see a girl standing in front of them. As I got closer, I could see her long, brown, curly hair and her perfect profile as she turned to the side: Brooke. My friends nodded their heads at me and it was too late to turn around, they’d already seen me. I nodded my head back, and no matter how much it hurt me, kept walking to ignore Brooke completely.
Like nothing. Ever. Happened.
The End.
“You don’t get it, Kelli!”
“No, I completely get it. ‘Don’t worry about Brooke, don’t worry if guys love her. I love you so that’s all that matters, Kel.’ Yeah, okay. That was just your way of getting me not to suspect anything. Every guy loves Brooke, it’ll always be that way. And you’re just like every guy, so—”
“I don’t love Brooke!” I yelled at her. “Okay, Kelli, I DO NOT LOVE HER! I’m not going to lie to you and say that she meant nothing to me, because at one point she did. But never more than you. There’s a lot of differences between you and Brooke, I’ve tried to explain that to you for a while. And I think the biggest difference is that she can capture guys’ attention, but not their love. You can do both. You’ve had my love for a while now and it really f.ucking sucks that I f.ucked it all up because I wanted to get with Brooke because honestly, I felt bad for her. Okay, I know I sound like a d.ouche saying it, but I felt bad for her. She has a hard life, and there’s stuff she hasn’t even told you. She needed someone, the way you needed someone at one point, the way that I needed someone at one point. I tried to be that person because you stopped being there for her once you got me. But Brooke is too broken for me! I can’t help her, and I’m not going to try anymore. She’s toxic, breaking everything and everyone around her too so everything matches with her. I’m not sure if I’ve lost you completely, but just know I’m completely done with Brooke, and I’m going to go on acting as if nothing ever happened between me and her. The only good thing Brooke has ever done for me was make me realize how much I actually love you, and how sorry I am, and how much I need you still. Kelli, please, I’m sorry.”
She stood there for a moment, and I couldn’t tell what she was going to do. I couldn’t take these unreadable expressions anymore—I needed some answers. She got into the car after a moment and just started crying. Seeing her cry made me cry, no matter how bad I didn’t want to show it.
“I still want to be with you, Cody,” she said. “But you have to promise me something: you can never hurt me as bad as you just hurt me today.”
“I wouldn’t, Kel. All I want to do is make you happy. I’m sorry about everything with Brooke, Honestly, she was always a good friend to me so I do care a lot about her. I just didn’t want her to feel as worthless as I once felt—”
“Stop talking about Brooke,” she cut me off. “Don’t talk to her either. You’re not allowed to have any connections to Brooke, and if I find out you are, I won’t even hesitate to tell everyone how she got her scar. I know you care about her still, and I know that would ruin her life. Am I right?” I swallowed nervously and nodded, realizing how serious she was. “And if I find out you hook up with her, we’re completely done, forever, with no chance of getting back together. This is your last chance, so make it a good one.”
“Okay,” I agreed. She kissed me, and for a second, it was like everything was back to normal.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
The first day of school rolled around, and I picked Kelli up at exactly 7:20, just like she told me. Kelli acted as though nothing ever happened with Brooke, so that’s how I acted too. Many people in our school already figured out what happened—I don’t know how, but I got a bunch of texts asking if it was true, as did Kelli, and as I’m sure Brooke did too.
I carried Kelli’s books and held her hand as we walked into the school together and to her locker, which was right next to one that had huge Sharpie letters spelling SL.UT on it, which Kelli told me was Brooke’s. I told her I had to go to my locker but to meet me there.
When I got closer to my friends, I could see a girl standing in front of them. As I got closer, I could see her long, brown, curly hair and her perfect profile as she turned to the side: Brooke. My friends nodded their heads at me and it was too late to turn around, they’d already seen me. I nodded my head back, and no matter how much it hurt me, kept walking to ignore Brooke completely.
Like nothing. Ever. Happened.
The End.
Girlfriend's Best Friend
CHAPTER 48
x x x
.
I couldn’t even
say anything—I didn’t know how to explain myself,
or how I’d get out of this—I couldn’t get out of this. I was wrong, I
completely f.ucked up, and I knew it. All of the sh.i.t I was
about to get was completely deserved, and it was entirely my
fault. I just never prepared myself in the hopes that this
moment would never actually happen.
“Oh my God, Kel!” Brooke immediately started crying
too. Whether it was because she truly felt bad or because she
knew she caught, I would never know. But now everything was
gone.
Kelli ran out and Brooke followed after her. That was the first problem—I should have been the one going after Kelli. Not Brooke.
I sat there, debating on whether or not I should go out there, but I had no clue what to even do—this was it. This was the moment that was bound to happen ever since I started things with Brooke. My decision making was interrupted by the sound of Brooke and Kelli screaming at each other outside on Carter’s porch.
“You thought you were so much better than me because you had a boyfriend—well now we’re the same!” Brooke tried to convince her.
“What?? We’re supposed to be best friends and I know that means we do a lot of the same things but that does not include getting with the same guy! Brooke, that actually makes sense to you? Of course it does, you’re f.ucking crazy! That’s why you cut your own f.ucking face!” Kelli yelled at her. That’s when all the other guys looked at each other, sadness all over their faces from finding out the secret behind Brooke’s scar.
“Did you know that that’s how she got it?” Carter asked me. I nodded slowly. “How long were you getting with Brooke for? I just can’t even believe you cheated on Kelli, I thought—”
“Shut up, Carter! Stop being an a.sshole! Okay, I know it’s wrong and I shouldn’t have done it!” I yelled at him.
“So then why did you??” he yelled back.
“Because look at her! How the f.uck was I supposed to say no to Brooke? She’s perfect, I’d be crazy not to get with her when I had the chance! That chance just so happened to come after I started dating Kelli. Of course I love Kelli, it was just an impulse decision when I hooked up with Brooke for the first time but once that happened, I couldn’t stop! I’ve learned my f.ucking lesson, you don’t have to try to point it out to me, Carter. I really f.ucked up but you know what, now I know how to appreciate what I have and how to actually love a girl, because now I’ve ended up with no one.”
“That’s exactly what you said about Jade and Lacey, yet look at the situation you’re in again,” Carter spat. My friends gasped, said ‘oh, sh.i.t,’ turned the other way, and had every possible reaction to the fact that Carter brought up Jade and Lacey. I stood there, with nothing else to say. That’s exactly what happened with Jade and Lacey, except they weren’t best friends—they were enemies. And I didn’t know which combination was worse.
I couldn’t believe he brought that up—that was probably the worst year of my life, with my family, my drug and alcohol addiction, and a bunch of other sh.i.t piling up on top of it. Jade and Lacey were the last people I wanted to hear about. I continued standing there, staring at him until tears started covering my eyes.
“Bro, I’m really sorry, I shouldn’t have said that,” Carter quickly realized his mistake.
“Do you think I wanted to put two people through that again? Do you think I wanted to put myself through that again? Brooke’s going through a lot of sh.i.t that you guys would never even expect. She needs someone to take care of her, and I became that person. It wasn’t like what happened with Jade and Lacey, I swear! I wasn’t just playing both of them—I seriously liked both Kelli and Brooke. But knowing what I put Jade through by cheating on her, I still feel awful. And I didn’t even like her. I think I love Kelli. Which makes this ten times worse. I don’t know what to do guys.” I sat down and put my head in my hands so they couldn’t see the few tears I actually allowed to pass.
Carter sat down next to me and rubbed my back, trying to console me, Brooke and Kelli’s screaming and fighting making fabulous background noise. “I know you care about both girls, so do all of us. They’re great people but you know which girl you have to go after, right?”
“Of course I do,” I said. “I just hope Kelli forgives me.”
Kelli ran out and Brooke followed after her. That was the first problem—I should have been the one going after Kelli. Not Brooke.
I sat there, debating on whether or not I should go out there, but I had no clue what to even do—this was it. This was the moment that was bound to happen ever since I started things with Brooke. My decision making was interrupted by the sound of Brooke and Kelli screaming at each other outside on Carter’s porch.
“You thought you were so much better than me because you had a boyfriend—well now we’re the same!” Brooke tried to convince her.
“What?? We’re supposed to be best friends and I know that means we do a lot of the same things but that does not include getting with the same guy! Brooke, that actually makes sense to you? Of course it does, you’re f.ucking crazy! That’s why you cut your own f.ucking face!” Kelli yelled at her. That’s when all the other guys looked at each other, sadness all over their faces from finding out the secret behind Brooke’s scar.
“Did you know that that’s how she got it?” Carter asked me. I nodded slowly. “How long were you getting with Brooke for? I just can’t even believe you cheated on Kelli, I thought—”
“Shut up, Carter! Stop being an a.sshole! Okay, I know it’s wrong and I shouldn’t have done it!” I yelled at him.
“So then why did you??” he yelled back.
“Because look at her! How the f.uck was I supposed to say no to Brooke? She’s perfect, I’d be crazy not to get with her when I had the chance! That chance just so happened to come after I started dating Kelli. Of course I love Kelli, it was just an impulse decision when I hooked up with Brooke for the first time but once that happened, I couldn’t stop! I’ve learned my f.ucking lesson, you don’t have to try to point it out to me, Carter. I really f.ucked up but you know what, now I know how to appreciate what I have and how to actually love a girl, because now I’ve ended up with no one.”
“That’s exactly what you said about Jade and Lacey, yet look at the situation you’re in again,” Carter spat. My friends gasped, said ‘oh, sh.i.t,’ turned the other way, and had every possible reaction to the fact that Carter brought up Jade and Lacey. I stood there, with nothing else to say. That’s exactly what happened with Jade and Lacey, except they weren’t best friends—they were enemies. And I didn’t know which combination was worse.
I couldn’t believe he brought that up—that was probably the worst year of my life, with my family, my drug and alcohol addiction, and a bunch of other sh.i.t piling up on top of it. Jade and Lacey were the last people I wanted to hear about. I continued standing there, staring at him until tears started covering my eyes.
“Bro, I’m really sorry, I shouldn’t have said that,” Carter quickly realized his mistake.
“Do you think I wanted to put two people through that again? Do you think I wanted to put myself through that again? Brooke’s going through a lot of sh.i.t that you guys would never even expect. She needs someone to take care of her, and I became that person. It wasn’t like what happened with Jade and Lacey, I swear! I wasn’t just playing both of them—I seriously liked both Kelli and Brooke. But knowing what I put Jade through by cheating on her, I still feel awful. And I didn’t even like her. I think I love Kelli. Which makes this ten times worse. I don’t know what to do guys.” I sat down and put my head in my hands so they couldn’t see the few tears I actually allowed to pass.
Carter sat down next to me and rubbed my back, trying to console me, Brooke and Kelli’s screaming and fighting making fabulous background noise. “I know you care about both girls, so do all of us. They’re great people but you know which girl you have to go after, right?”
“Of course I do,” I said. “I just hope Kelli forgives me.”
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