beautifuldisastergirl

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All Down Hill From Here
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I looked at the girl infront of me.  I hardly recognized myslef.  So much had happened over the summer.  Cody and I grew distant after that night.  My dad would come home drunk.  And in the morning he wouldn't be able to recount the events of what happened that night.  I'd end up with another brusie.  And sometimes a new scar every now and then.
Then there were those days I wouldn't eat.  I couldn't stand the look of food or even the smell.At the beginning of summer I had weighed a healthy 130 pounds.  Now I weigh 109.  Those days I couldn't get myself to eat more than a few bites, at most, during dinner.  I just felt like I wasn't good enough and had to change myslef.
I ran my hand through my hair.  Hoping to make a good impression for my first day of my junior year at my new school.  I grabbed my bookbag off the floor and slung it over my shoulder.  I hurried out the front door to see Mathis waiting for me.
"Hey."  I say, sliding into the passenger seat.
"Hey."  Mathis says, leaning over to kiss me.
The first half of the ride to school was kind of quiet.  So I leaned forward to turn the radio on.  Flipping through the channels Mathis had set.  I ended up on landing on a channel just as one of my favorite songs started to play.  'The A Team' by Ed Sheeran.


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Upside Down

[Chapter Sixteen P2]
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"What?!?"  Mathis asks, shocked from the information he just learned.
I didn't anwser.  I was afraid something else might come out of my mouth I didn't want anyone knowing.
"Marina!  Talk to me."  Mathis continued.
"I- I-....."  I couldn't get myself to say anything.  "I love you."
It was Mathis' turn to be speechless.  "I love you, too."
I looked down at the sand not knowing how to continue the conversation.
"Hey, Marina?"  Mathis said, his voice hesitant.
"Yeah?"
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
I break out into a smile.  In the short amount of time we'd known eachother we'd fallen in love.  Everything else seemed behind me.  It was history.
"Yes."  I say  looking out across the water.  This might sound corny but I guess you could say I foulnd my fish.
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Last chapter hope you guys enjoyed it
.  I'm currently in the process of writing the sequel but I'd love for you guys to give me writing ideas for my story after the sequel
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All Down Hill From Here

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Upside Down

[Chapter Sixteen P1]
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I woke up to the sun streaming in my still open window.  I sat up and rubbed my eyes.  And then the memories of last night flood my brain.  The beating.  Me cutting myself.  Then, Cody yelling at me.  I struggled to get out of bed and walked over to my dresser.  Changing into a blue tank top and a pair of tan shorts.  I grab my make-up bag and head into the bathroom. 
Trying to cover up the evidence from last night.  I slip on some black sandals and walk out the back door.  My phone starts to vibrate so I take it out of my pocket to see who is calling.
Mathis.
"Hey."  I say after pressing the accept call button.
"Hi, Marina."  Mathis said on the other end of the line.
"What's up?"  I asked trying to sound as happy as possiable.  The problem is I'm not a good lier.  My voice would always crack when I'm lying or hiding something.
"You alright?"  Mathis asked.
"Yeah."  My voice cracked again.
"You don't sound alright."  He said.
"Okay, fine, I'm not alright."  I yell through the phone.  "My dad came home drunk yesterday and beat me.  I got in a fight with Cody.  I cut myself.  And to top it off I have a disorder that can give me cancer."  I take in a deep breath then stop myself.  Now someone knew my secret.  What I hadn't told Cody last night.  WHat I'd been hiding from everyone
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The next part should be the last one unless I decide to add a chapter 17.  I'm currently writing the sequel but I'd love for you guys to give me writing ideas for my story after the sequel
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Upside Down

[Chapter Fifteen]
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Cody's POV

Oh my god!  What happened to you?"  I asked Marina, walking up to her.  She told me about her dad.  How he'd come home drunk.  Beaten her.  And by the end she was in tears.  I pull her into a hug.
"Hey, you always have me."  I whisper into her ear.
"Please don't give me sympathy."  She says through tears.  "It makes me feel inferior."
"Why?"  I ask her.
I can see in her eyes the she is debating to tell me something.  "Just forget it, okay."  She finally says.
"But, you can tell me anything."  I press on.
"I said forget it."  She snaps and begins to walk away.
I knew I'd gone to far and grab her wrist. 

Marina's POV

I tell Cody about how my dad beat me and nothing else.  Not how I cut or that I have NFtype1.  I make the mistake of telling him I don't want sympathy.
"Why?"  He asks.
"Just forget it, okay."  I tell him.
"But, you can tell me anything."  He presses on.
"I said forget it."  I snap at him before walking away.
Cody wraps his hand around my wrist and I wince in pain.  Cody turns me around to face him and pulls up the sleeve of my sweatshirt.
"What's wrong with you?"  He yells.  "Why'd you cut yourself?"
I'm knocked speechless and don't know what to say.  Insted I pull the sleeve back down and just walk away.  Silently crying.

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Upside Down

[Chapter Forteen Part ]
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I needed to talk to someone.  Tears still ran down my face as I aproached his house.  I bent down and grabbed a few pebbles off the ground. throwing them at his second floor window.  It took a few hits before he finally came to his window and opened it.
"Hey, what's up?"  Cody asked.  I could tell I had woken him up.
"I just need to talk to someone, can you please come down?"  I ask just loud enough for him to hear.
"Sure, be right down."  He replided before closing the window.

Cody's POV

I woke to the sound of a rock hitting my window.  I struggled to get out of me bed and shuffled over to the window.  I could see Marina standing outside.  She looked scared.
"Hey, what's up?"  I ask, tired, considering it was 2 in the morning.
"I just need to talk to someone, can you please come down?  She asks.
"Sure, be right down."  I say before closing the window.  I sigh, and pull on a shirt, before I tip-toe down the hall and don the steps.  Wanting to know why Marina was upset.
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Upside Down

[Chapter Forteen Part 1]
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I was brusied and bloodied.  A large gash ran across my left temple.  The moment the lock had clicked my dad burst into the room and had kicked me in the gut.  I then took a kick to my knee and it buckled underneth me.  I took a few more hits and when he had hit me across my forehead, which I asumed created the gash.  Everything had gone black.
I had woken up half an hour ago, seeing it was dark outside.  Past midnight atleast.  So, I opened my window and let the cool ocean air in.  Then, crept into the bathroom with a fresh blade.
Now, looking down at my wrists, I was disgusted with myslef.  My was taking my anger out on myself.  I was my own enemy.  I threw on a sweatshirt and crawled out the window.  I walked down the empty beach.  Letting the sand run between my toes.
I sat down and finally burst into tears.  I had an abusive father, to tie up with my disorder.  My hand went up to the back of my neck.  Where one of several tumors were.  An abusive father, a disorder that can kill me and me harming myself.  I stood up and started to walk. 
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Upside Down Readers

[Announcement]
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I will be going on vacation tomorrow for the next week.  Sadly I won't be able to post, unless my parents bring the laptops (highly unlikely)  And I feel bad about it cause I hadn't posted in a long time so as soon as I get back I'll post again.
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Upside Down

[Chapter Thirteen]
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Mathis grabs me by the waist and hoists me over his shoulder.  I try to get him to release me but he refuses.  I sturggle, but it's no use.  He's stronger than he looks.  I plinge into the cold ocean water.  Goose-bumps run up my arms.  I kick my feet and rise to the surface, smiling like and idiot.

"You are so dead!"  I yell at him.  I splash him with water and he returns the favor.

The next few minutes it's an all out war.  We wrestle.  Sometimes I'll have the upper-hand and I'll dunk him.  Sometimes, I'm the one that's underwater.  Eventually he surrenders.

"Victory!"  I scream throwing my hands in the air.

"Yeah, yeah."  He says waving it off.

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I walk up my driveway, still soaking wet.  My dad still isn't home.

The air-conditioning hits me and I'm freezing.  I hurry off to my bathroom.  Turning the shower onto full-blast.  I let the warm water let the warm water run down my back as I rinse the salt water out of my hair.  My thoughts were all jumbled up.
'Could I be falling for Mathis?'
Cody and I weren't boyfriend-girlfriend yet, but I did like him.  I turned the water off and walked back into my room with a towel wrapped around my body.  I threw on some sweats and an old t-shirt.  I skipped down the hallway into the living room and plopped down onto the couch, kicking my feet up on the coffee table.

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My dad walks through the door about 2 hours later.

"Hey, where you been?"  I ask him, looking up from the T.V.

"Shut up, brat."  He snaps.

I'm startled by his tone.  And as he walks by, into the kitchen, I can smell the alcohol trail behind him.  I shut the T.V. off and jump over the back of the couch.  I run to my room.  Just praying that my dad wouldn't be abusive.  Unfortnunley, I was unlucky.  About 10 minutes later, there was banging on my door.  I trembled as I unlocked it.
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Upside Down

[Chapter Twelve]
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"So, where are we going" I asked looking over at Mathis.

"The beach." He replied not taking his eyes off the road.

"Okay, 1) There's the beach in my backyard and 2) I didn't bring a swimsuit.

"Fine. Not the beach, the pier."

"Good. Because you are NOT getting me wet." I told him sternly.

"If you say so." Mathis smiled

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It was a Saturday afternoon and the pier was crowded. If you weren't stand right next your company, you'd surely be separated. Mathis grabbed my hand and pulled me through the throng of people. Towards a small little ice cream shop. I hated to admit it, but I was starting to eat less and less. The rush cold air met me as Mathis pushed the door open. I didn't think I'd be able to eat.

My disorder wasn't the cause of it. It just made me think I was inferior. Below everyone. I thought I was imperfect because I had a disorder. But I'm sure every teen girl goes through this stage in their life. But I've been battling myself since my parents divorce. The last time I cut was maybe a month ago. The scars already starting to fade.

I stopped myself. I wasn't going to think about this now. Not the fact that I've cut. Taken dieting pills. And have wanted to kill myself so many times. My disorder, the constant name calling. But, a new home calls for a new start. Mathis lead me towards the stools infront of the counter.

"Hey Mathis. Hey, Miranda." I looked up from playing with my fingers to see my red-headed friend, Ashlyn.

"Hey Ash." I say smiling.

"What would you guys like?" Ashlyn asked, pulling a pen out of her pocket.

"I'll have a chocolate." I said looking back down at my fingers.

"And I'll have a rocky road." Mathis said.

"Come 'n right up." Ashlyn said before walking away.

"So, what do you plan on doing the rest of the summer?" Mathis asked turning to face me.

I thought about it for a minute. "Honestly, I have absolutely no idea." I said looking up into his brown eyes. Though, Cody did come to mind. It looked as if Mathis wanted to say something, but he didn't.

"Here you guys go." Ashlyn set down two small plastic bowls with spoons.

I grabbed my chocolate. "Thanks Ash." I said before heading out the door, followed by Mathis.

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Mathis and I walked side by side along the beach. It was about 2 in the afternoon and the sun was still high in the sky.

"Jeez, it's hot." I said sitting down and taking off my jacket.

"Yeah." Mathis agreed, sitting down beside me. And I can see a smile creep onto his face. I'm about to ask why he's smiling like an idiot when I understand.

"Don't you dare!" I yell at him
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Teaser:I'm startled by his tone. And as he walks by.....

 
 
My sister didn't care when a kid at my school
died of cancer.  And then another kid
a month and four days later
also from cancer.
She said it was just one less person in the world
to both of thier deaths.
I wonder if she would care if she had
one less sister to care about.

 
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