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xnothingsbrokenx 7 years ago
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*super high-five* :)
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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He chatted me again after that Saturday night!! We talked on facebook for a little while and then he asked me if I had a Skype :D soo he sent me a video call and we Skyped for like an hour and a half. He showed me pictures of his dog and him and his sister and a picture from when he was little<3 and his car also....he's obsessed with cars...it's unbelievable...but we were talking and even though I had my hair in a bun and it wasn't washed...he still said, "i look like ...you look good though." hehehehe i died...and we talked about how we felt there was a connection between us and that we missed fun times in our habitat for humanity group and teasing and joking with each other. He told me all about his day looking at old cars in a junk yard with his dad and it was so cute :) we decided to finally end our skype sesh and he typed in the chat box on skype, "you should text me. yes now ;)" OMG! we're getting married...it's final...but we texted for just a little bit longer after we signed off of skype and we said goodnight like three times and then he said, "Ok! Sweet dreams baby."
AHHHH!!!! and then a couple minutes later because we were talking about how he regrets not kissing me...he texted me..."I will get that kiss ;)" OMG! I just had to share... :) I was sooo happy!!!
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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Ha! I hate those moments! Sorry it's a bit late...I've been busy getting back into the routine of school and I just started a new job :) but just when I'm finally starting to get over Brandon and my experiences in Colorado...guess what happened! Brandon finally sent me a friend request on facebook. Don't get me wrong, I couldn't stop smiling I was so happy. The fact that he added me was only significant because he didn't add very many people from the program on facebook. We have 11 friends in common and it just feels amazing, the fact that he sent me a friend request. It means that he still wanted to talk to me and see how I moved on from Colorado. But part of me still wants to be with him and part of me can't stand the fact that I'm still thinking about him. The next night I was on facebook and my chat box made a sound and I expected it to be someone asking about homework or something, but it was Brandon. He wanted to know how I was and what i was up to my days after Colorado. I was floored. I couldn't believe it. It was such a nice conversation too...we talked about colleges he was applying to and if I thought I'd apply to CU next year. It wasn't just one of those pointless, oh, what are you watching on tv kind of conversations. It was real, with real emotion. We talked about missing people from the program and how pretty CO was and that there really should be a reunion in the future. We talked about how I was nervous about my possible move to Colorado from New Jersey for college and how I was probably going to be really homesick and he said that CU was probably the farthest he'd go for college. It was just sooo nice of him to ask and catch up with me. And I'm so stupid for thinking about the future and seeing him again. It can't happen and I'm just stringing myself on...it's so stupid.
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beccar0ni 7 years ago
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It's okay, I haven't been on in a while either. There's a reply button now?! how cool!!! Now I can reply to you while reading your post instead of switching between tabs haha :) oh cool! a new job! yeah that plus school will make you very busy, I know! Brandon sent you a friend request?! woohoo! he took the time to look for your facebook. he chatted you? omg I bet you were so happy in that moment :D it sounds like you two had a good conversation too! aw I'm sorry you feel as though you're stringing yourself along. WAIT HOLD ON. your second post just took a turn for the better!!!! omg I can't believe that! He likes youuu! So he's not with that other girl then? you need to clarify this!! haha
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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hehehe :) he's not...they were sooo done...she wanted nothing to do with him..lol We've been talking like everyday now<3 it's sooo surreal though. Like, of course I finally find someone I could see myself witha dnthey like me back, but of course he loves in California! Like C'mon! haha but yeah, it's a bit of a situation...lol
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beccar0ni 7 years ago
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how are things going now? :)
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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I'm never gonna see him again...I don't know why I'm dwelling on whatever these feelings are...I just can't stop wondering if...he misses talking to me, or what he's even doing. If he's back in school yet or if he's still talking to Ashley our mutual friend from the program...I just don't know...
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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Well, I fell for a guy in Colorado. His name is Brandon and he happens to live in California :)
We were just friends in our community service group who would occasionally jam out to country music and Call Me Maybe in the back seat of the van, or okay...we had a duet to Everyday from High School Musical hehehe :) He was sort of "with" another girl that happened to be my friend in the program, they were on and off friends and bf/gf and he would just be around a lot again. The two of them would argue a lot and I'd be caught up listening to both stories...it kinda sucked..lol but I didn't know them that well...it didn't matter. haha but I'm just now realizing...that I fell for some cute player of a guy who has HSM on his Ipod and lives in California and I don't know what's going on in my brain right now...
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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haha it would have been! It also would've been weird explaining how we knew each other.....hahaha but yeah I just know that I have to really pick up my grades this year so I can get into the college I really wanna go to! That also may or may not be Colorado...hehe I really liked it there, which really scares me cause I'm not sure if I'm really gonna be okay there since I live in Jersey...idk how it's all gonna work out...it scares me to be honest...but I have a little time...hahaa
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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Yikes :/ hehe My room adviser from Colorado goes to the University of San Diego! I was curious if guys weer at the same college...
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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Things are good! junior year starts the 4th! uggghhh not looking forward to it...at all btw, which college in Cali do you go to again?!
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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Awww :) I'm not gonna lie I'm kinda jealous about that! hahaa
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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It's pretty terrible at home...hahaha it's not the same anymore...I wanna be back in Colorado sooo bad...I can't wait for college now though!
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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It was really just an amazing experience getting to know everyone :) I wish I was there and miss every second of it...
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DemonwithaHalo 7 years ago
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Lol, we are just so awsome we scare all the boys away ;)
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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Adjusting to things back home after the three weeks there have been really hard. It's like trying to get back to reality when you've been stuck in a hole for three weeks. I met sooo many people there. It was ridiculous. I stayed in the college there in Colorado and the staff advisers stayed with us and were pretty much our DAs for 3 weeks. They became my absolute best friends in the whole world. They were my best friends/sisters/moms/DAs...one of them, Molly, lives in Colorado, is 20 and goes to USD for college :) The other, Claire lives in Colorado, is 23 and just graduated from UC-Boulder with a degree in the arts program there and a major in sociology and psychology; she graduated with distinction. It's funny, when you meet her, you wouldn't even think that she's in college. She just seemed like your regular bimbo sorority girl, which doesn't always mean you party a lot... so I've been told...hahaha but she is not who you'd think she is. lol I like how people are like that. They're harder to pin point their personality or harder to figure out...I like figuring people out...it's like a game to me and a life goal to know someone inside and out. I just think it's cool :) but Claire actually got accepted into Americorps which is really hard to get into. Apparently about 1,000 people apply and only about 500 people get into the program. Idk about you but I'm pretty proud lol but because of the program, after the three weeks in Colorado were over she will be moving a week after to go to Boston, MA for the job! She was completely stressed out and didn't wanna pack up her life in Colorado to go to good ol' muggy Boston lol I feel sooo bad, we became literally sisters there and now I can't be with her while she's probably, knowing her, going through the hardest part of her life! I feel sooo unbelievably sad that I'm not there for her. I guess that kinda sounds weird to say after just three weeks...aha It's just one of those thing :) ya know?! well anyway you totes gotta get your butt back on here so we can become Witty Sisters again! It's been a bit long...hahaha :)
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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I'm great! :)
I just got back from Colorado Saturday! It was amazing...it literally was the best experience I could ever have...I can't get over it..
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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what the hell happened on here?! omg! how are you?!
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Best_name_ever24 7 years ago
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no problemm:)
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Best_name_ever24 7 years ago
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your gorgeous!
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ILoveYou459 7 years ago
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Yeah..I know I'm not really mad..there was really no right answer to his question. And I know, but what if he doesn't?! What if he doesn't say anything! omg I'm gonna be on pins and needles all summer!
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Bee 7 years ago
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yeah haha
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xLizzIsAmazing 7 years ago
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ha I remeber that :)
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