befearlessnow
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Used to be sets with 1OOO faves.
Now only 1OO?
Now only 1OO?
no,
he didn't steal my animal
crackers.
did he steal yours?
did he steal yours?
Happy birthday to me(:
I WOULD RATHER
get everyone to forget about me than see me in this much pain. see me walk into that bathroom and pull out those pills. let them see me wrap that scarf around my neck and pull harder and harder the more i think or cry or shout. let them see me die.
get everyone to forget about me than see me in this much pain. see me walk into that bathroom and pull out those pills. let them see me wrap that scarf around my neck and pull harder and harder the more i think or cry or shout. let them see me die.
not my
format / my quote .
you see
these cuts on my arm? you see these cuts on my leg? do you even
care that someday, blood might not reach my vein? do you know how
it is to hurt? do you know how it is to cry? do you know how it
is, to just wanna die? do you know the pain i've been
through? do you know me at all? do you know i'm crying while
writing this? do you know i'm a piece of
dust? soon gonna be
gone.
we all understand why we live, don't we?
I Was So Confused,
i flipped a coin.
heads-i stay with him
tails-i break up with him
and die
and guess what? i t
l
a n d
o n h e a
d s.
i got so happy, i wasn't going to loose my love & my
life.
Can
I Just
Vent?
yesterday on january 20, 2012
i told my 2 best friends i cut, i tried commiting suicide, i
starve myself, and i throw up my food. i told my first friend,
sydney first. she got kinda sad when i told her i still cut,
but tears bursted when i told her i tried commiting suicide and
the starving and throwing up my food. my other friend, megan
cried too. this was all at lunch. all of our faces were red
with tears. my best guy friend, dustin, said that him and his
friends were laughing when i was whispering it to sydney and
megan. well i didn't want anyone else to know besides them
(dustin and my boyfriend jaren know too) to know and he has the
nerve to laugh at this? then at recess, jessie, jaren's
cousin, came up to me saying, "jaren wants to know whats
wrong." megan, sydney, and i said, "if he really
loved me or if he really cared he would have asked me
himself." then i started crying a little more and said.
"he doesn't care about me. NOBODY CARES ABOUT
ME!" i yelled that so loud. i ran to closest end of the
recess field, crying. then jaren tried coming over to me. i
ignored him and came into the girls bathroom. one of my
friends, alyssa, came in saying, "serena tell me
what's wrong i can help." i locked myself into the
bathroom and ignored her, too. then jessie walked in saying,
"serena tell me whats wrong jaren really wants to
know." i didn't answer her. "please come outside
and talk to jaren." i didn't answer her again.
"please?" she said. "fine, if you're not
coming out jarens coming in." she said. she tried bringing
him in but he was "too shy." then my friend vanessa
came into the bathroom, noticing jessie was trying to bring
jaren in. "c'mon jaren! okay sorry serena hes too
shy." jessie said. "well of course he's shy! ITS
A GIRLS BATHROOM!" vanessa yelled. i giggled a little, and
them came out of the bathroom noticing vanessa. i ran up to her
and hugged her. "vanessa i love you so much. thanks for
being there for me when i need you." i said. "i love
you too, and you're welcome." she replied. "i
love you so much." i said, walking out of the bathroom,
noticing jaren standing there. i ignored him and saw sydney and
megan running to me. "just ignore him." they said, so
i agreed and walked away from him. he was following us like a
lost puppy. a bunch of thoughts were running through my head.
should i talk to him? should i say something? should i ignore
him? "they're following us." sydney said,
laughing. i giggled a little with megan and we kept walking
around. we ended up walking past the whole brick wall at
recess. jaren finally stopped and vanessa heard jessie say,
"jaren wait wait!" and pulled him back. he stopped
chasing after me and went to play football with dustin. dustin
and jaren were both talking, i was thinking it was about me.
"you okay serena?" tahjay, jaren's friend asked
me. "yeah, i'm fine." i said, wiping my tears.
"okay." he said, going back to play soccer. "wow
at least he cares." sydney said. "yeah." i
replied. "you should date him! then you could be my
sister-in-law." vanessa said. she called tahjay her
brother. "haha noo." i said. recess finally ended.
faith, my other friend, told me travis was wondering if i was
okay. travis likes me. at recess, dustin kept looking at me. i
was literally breaking. i was trying to notice jaren but i
couldn't see him. dustin, me, and jaren are all in
different classes. jaren is in ms. woodards, megan's mom,
dustin is in mrs. smiths, and i am in ms. candelaria's with
sydney, megan, faith, alyssa, travis, and vanessa. jessie is in
woodard's too. i was talking about jessie and jaren in line
and jaiden, jaren's twin brother, looked at me. jaiden is
in my class too. he seemed so sad. it was time to go in now. so
we all went into the class. travis asked me if i was crying and
i said, "i'm fine." he replied okay and then got
back to work. me, megan, and sydney sit by eachother, so we
started talking on our talking page. then it was time for tier
two, that's math. so we got in our math groups. i was with
megan and sydney. we started talking about recess and lunch. we
have code names; wno is word number one, wnt is word number
two, and wnth is word number three. dustin is dwno, jaren is
jwnt, jaiden is jwno, jessie is jwnth and that's it. we now
switch for social studies. we started talking about recess and
lunch again at ms.woodards, our social studies teacher. then
the day was over. i didn't notice jaren, again. when i got
home me and dustin were texting. dustin was protecting
jaren's side. dustin said jaren wants me to make the
decision of breaking up, and i didnt want to. neither did he.
then dustin asked if they could call me, so they did. i started
talking to chalise, jaren and jaiden's sister. she was
protecting jaren too and getting all mad at me. i feel so ugly
and imperfect when i talk to her. then i started talking to
jaren. he was sad, so was i. then he said "if you need
anything come talk to me." "but i'm scared you
won't care." i said. "i do, i do care." he
replied. "okay.." i said. then we stopped
talking.
now today. i regret
everything that happened with jaren yesterday. i couldn't
believe i did that. megan told me not a few minutes ago that he
was crying after recess during class, so he couldn't do his
work. ms. woodard came over to him and she asked him,
"what's wrong?" he said, "Serena won't
talk to me." ms. woodard replied saying; "sometimes
girls go through these things and it doesn't mean she's
is mad at you. so get a drink of water and wash your face so
she doesn't see you cry." megan told me ms. woodard
said he smiled after that. i feel so bad for him. i just want
to talk to him right now. so badly. well, if you read all of
this, thanks. i just really needed to vent. comment anything,
just don't judge me and no rude comments please.
thanks.
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I'm scared.
Of what
I'm scared that when you leave you'll find someone better
than me, prettier than me, smarter than me, more wonderful than
me and I'll just be another girl in your life.
No i'm not ur the only beautiful girl i see
Aw thanks. I love you and all but can you
please use spell check...? It makes stuff more romantic.
(;
It's okay
to say you've
got a weak
spot,
You
Don't
Always Have
To
Be
On Top.
♥