behappy111

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what happens when life hits you hard, and you don't know how to handle it. do you pray to god and ask for everything to be ok? or do you just feel like a nobody. "what takes the pain away...anything". your desperate attempt to hide those treacherous feelings. The pain clawing at your insides, wanting to take over everything. You tell yourself that it's  ok, and you try to resist... but slowly it takes you. You dont know what to do, what to feel. Your body is spinning out of control, your losing that small bit of hope. You start wondering why you even held onto that little peice of hope...when inside you knew, things weren't ok, and there was no garuntee that everything will be ok. and maybe in never will be.
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that inner voice that says you will never be good enough
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Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

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I cared, when you didn't.

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WHAT I WANT TO CHANGE ABOUT MYSELF:
- a smaller nose
- my thighs not to touch
- a flat muscular stomach
- perfect skin, no freckles, no makeup needed
- a cute wardrobe
- an amazing fashion sense
- good grades
- speak my mind
- be able to change easily
- not being scared about everything
- better at sports
- approchable to guys
- the perfect smile 
- unique eyes
- a happier person
- liked by everyone
- perfect hair
- perfectly manicured nails all the time
- go to parties
- the best bikini body
- being the most popular and liked girl
- the cutest laugh
- a good home smell
- good at cooking
- too funny to function


....well, basically everything.
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People say I dont care. But guess what, I DO. I just chose not to let you see it. Because if people think you care they can use it against you. 
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Angels....Demons



we all have them.
they are inside of us. 
you know what they do and say.
they make you do bad things and good things
your demon comes out when your mad. 
the thoughts that enter your mind.
telling you your not good enough.
demons tell you that your fat, ugly, annoying, fake. etc...
they make you make bad decisions
but angels...there something so different but so similar.
they are the ones that tell you that you are good enough.
angels give you hope, they are the reason you dont give up at those times when the demons want to take over.
some people like to lock there demons up inside of them.
so that pain and anger bottles up inside of you.
but like everything, if you fill it too much, it will overflow.
you will break.
you will fall apart.

what im telling you, is if your demon wants to come out,
LET IT.
Accept that your demon is angry.
It is better than bottling him up for two long.

trust me.

embrace your angel and demon. 
just make sure you let them both out.


''I'm so sorry.''
 

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i am done.


 
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I don't need to know you'll be there.

Your not on my mind  

I don't need to know you care,

Please   don't   waste   my   time.

Liar Liar by Christina Grimmie
 

 
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