hey thanks so much for everythingg! &hahah its fine! when you get back youll have a lot to look forward too! lol! but i finally got my own laptop so ill be able to post chaps like a lot more!! untill school starts.... lol. then ill have no idea where ill get the time to post chaps but ill definatly find time because i love writing this story so much! thanks for reading again!! have fun at camp/everything! lol!
aaah! your super pretty(: lol thanks for the comment, it means a lot that somebody cares. well here goes the long storyy! well, last year this guy just started out sexually harassing me, and i ignored it and it turned into him raping me. i ketp it to myself for a long, long time and it messed me up. i finally fessed up my parents, and we pressed charges against him. and it really messed me up what he had done to me. and now i suffer from depression. and i have and eating disorder. sometimes i go weeks at a time without eating. some girls are really, really cruel to me because it is noticable that i have lost a lot of weight because of my eating disorder. and they think i am doing it just for attention. they call me names like a , , , dumb b*tch and tell me im pointless. it is on girl mostly, and it really hurts to ear that. i cant help it that i have an eating disorder. when i do eat, i throw it up. so its a loose, loose situation. evenually i got tired of throwing up, so i stopped eating. and my body got used to it. i depended on my family so a while. now, thats falling apart too. my parents fight 24/7 and my dad drinks, all the time. and i feel like i have no where to go anymore. i feel like the world would be a better place without me now.
Thanks! No, haha. It's not wierd. :P That's actually my natural color, but it looks fake because i always dye it brunette & blonde. It prob. needs to be colored again anyways. :P
and ohh me gee, i had your profile before .and thanks, so are youu (: