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♥Thirty Day Challenge!♥

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Letters;
Day 1 - Your Best Friend.
Day 2 - Your Crush
Day 3 - Your Parent
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Person That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror

dreams;
ewww i totally hate you. i mean not like hate you, hate you but you sometimes confuse the crap outta me. i mean, i know i take 400 mlgs of seroquel, but these abnormal dreams need to stop. dude, i’m tired of dreaming that i pee in the sink and it breaks. totally weird. but no, to my real dreams (like what i want to do with my life), i’m going to achieve you. i don’t care who says i can’t – i’m going to be a criminal investigator and i’m going to help special victims. i only have two more years until i leave Connecticut and go to Arizona for college! can you believe this!? i can’t sometimes. and dcf is paying for my college. so dreams, you better watch out because seriously – NOTHING is stopping me from achieving you!!!

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bellahasshine
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♥Thirty Day Challenge!♥

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Letters;
Day 1 - Your Best Friend.
Day 2 - Your Crush
Day 3 - Your Parent
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Person That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror

dear tom (my sibling);
haiii. how are you? i hope well. it’s been some time since we really spent time together and talked. we’ve been having ups and downs lately and i totally hate it. we used to be so close before i called dcf on Kristina. we used to hang out like normal siblings would. there was a lot of time that we wasted, and that’s just one thing i hate. we would spend most of our time arguing, and i totally miss having you to hang out with instead of arguing. i miss you a lot, tom. like, i wish i never had to go into this whole dcf system so we could have had more time to realize our mistakes instead of just wasting our time arguing. we were better when we got along, anyway. you are an amazing brother, you stood up for me when i needed it most, and that means the world. i still believe you when you say that you’re going to kick whoevers butt that messes with me. i’m going to be here forever for you, even if you are a 22-year-old bum that still lives with ma because at the end of the day; we’re still family and family never leaves family – no matter what. i love you!

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bellahasshine
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♥Thirty Day Challenge!♥

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Letters;
Day 1 - Your Best Friend.
Day 2 - Your Crush
Day 3 - Your Parent
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Person That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror

dear mom,
hey there. well, i'm in dcf now and you don't have custody, but sometimes ma, you really make me mad. i mean, i love you. you raised me when dad wasn't there, which for the past sixteen years he hasn't been. but there's something i want to say to you; maybe this dcf thing wasn't such a bad thing after all. i mean, look at me! i'm going to college in two years in arizona! isn't that amazing? i wanted to say thank you for getting me my bulldog that i wanted after all these years, and for feeding me and giving me heat and hot water. theres many things people take for granted, and i used to take all that for granted but not anymore. there's so much i miss about being home that i don't get anymore. i love you so much and i want you to never forget that. you're my mom and you always will be.

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bellahasshine
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♥Thirty Day Challenge!♥

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Letters;
Day 1 - Your Best Friend.
Day 2 - Your Crush
Day 3 - Your Parent
Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)
Day 5 - Your Dreams.
Day 6 - A Stranger.
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush
Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.
Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk Too As Much As You'd Like Too
Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too.
Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You Alot Of Pain.
Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You.
Day 14 - Someone You've Drifted Away From.
Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.
Day 16 - Someone That's Not In Your State/Country.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.
Day 22 - Someone You Want Too Give A Second Chance Too.
Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.
Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory.
Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.
Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise Too.
Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.
Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.
Day 29 - The Person That You Want Too Tell Everything Too, But Too Afraid Too.
Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror

dear crush;
oh god. hi. well, you were my crush, then my boyfriend, then my crush again. why did you ever leave as my boyfriend? because we broke up. why did we break up? because you were in a hospital, i was in a hospital. you were messing up, i was cutting, doing drugs, ect. we were so in love, i loved you more than i loved myself. but after i overdosed on january 26th, i lost you. i try to act like i don't care and that i hate you now, but i don't. i don't want you to believe that. i wish i could tell you all my true feelings, but i don't ever think i can. i feel like you're a crush again, because i know i will never have you. you will never be mine again, and that really hurts me. i know you're happy with someone else. i wanted to call you on thanksgiving and just wish you a happy thanksgiving. i remember last thanksgiving you wrote for your facebook status; 'there's only one thing i'm thankful for and that is my baby girl.' what ever happened to that? can she truly love you like i can? well, i can't just sit here and ramble on anymore. i will forever love you, even though i'm in another relationship.

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