God will never give up on you. He loves everyone of us because we are all perfect in His eyes. And there are most likely so many people who love you and don't want to lose you. I dont really know you, but I would cry if I found out that a fellow wittian died. Suicide is not the answer. If you want anymore help, comment on my profile. You are not alone, truely, no one is alone. Look into the light now, just feel the glow, things will be alright.
I did the same thing. My dad works for Wal-Mart so we just moved this past summer. I didnt know any one! and btw, if you need anyone to "take care of" Joe, im willing. Same thing with me. Cuz ppl think just cuz im from New York Im soooo stupid and easy, if you know what i mean. so if you need any one to vent to im open to comments