bentleysmommy

Status: <<< This kid in this picture is my life!! <333
Joined: February 26, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: April 18
user id: 351483
Gender: F
Heey guys!! Im baaack!! Ive missed you all soo much. For those of you that may not know me, well.. My name is Kendraa. I have a beautiful son named Bentley Axyvior. He is my whole world!! Ive spent 4 months in Rehab. I just got my son back right before Christmas. Im almost 18 years old. I also have another little boy. He was a twin to Bentley. His name was Aydenn Nikolos, he was still born. I never got to hear my little one cry. But hes better off up there in heaven. Anything else you need to know, just ask! Stay Beautiful guys! <3 <3

My kids..

Aydenn- I have two sons. The oldest is Aydenn Nikolos, he was born a minute before Bentley. Sadly he was only is this world not even for a full minute. He died before i even got to meet him, he was not fullly developed all the way. When they were inside of me, Bentley took up most of the room. He was fully developed, which left no room for Aydenn to grow. I do get sad, because he was my son. He was my world. When they brought me his little body, and layed him in my arms, i couldnt help but scream and cry. I never got to see my son cry, open his eyes, move his little limbs. He weighed 3 lbs 2 oz. He is missed dearly. I love him with everything i have. I make atleast 3 trips a week to the cemetary to see my son. I sit there and i cry and i talk and i just vent. I know he hears me. I know hes in no pain up there with our great lord.. <3 <3 <3

Bentley- Bentley was my youngest, he entered this world at 5 lbs 7 oz. He was born a minute after Aydenn. He is healthy. He turned one on 3/24/13. Hes gotten soo big. Hes starting to walk, he can say a few words as of right now. He doesnt talk much, only to the people hes most familiar with. He is my life. It is hard sometimes. I get stressed with school, and work, and everything else. But at night, when i come home to my son and i go to his room and see him sound asleep in his crib, it reminds me that this is all worth it. He needs me and i need him. He is what keeps me going on. <3 <3 <3

I am pregnant again with another child. I just recently found out. It is not with the same man i had my other boys with. Its with my ex boyfriend. And before you start hating on me and calling me a hoe and stuff like that. I didnt plan on this. I didnt plan on Eric breaking up with me after we found out im pregnant. But he did. Thats life I suppose. I raised one kid on my own, and i can raise another. So dont hate on me. Im a perfectly good mother. And ill be darn if my kids dont get raised right. So please, keep the hate to yourself. I really dont need it at the moment...

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countrychic98 1 decade ago
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hey girl!!! been a while. what's going on with the little ones???
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SupportSystem 1 decade ago
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If you are having trouble in any way,
bullying, cutting, depression, anxiety, suisidal thoughts, ANYTHING.
I promise you I will do my best to bring your smile back.
Tell me your stories and your problems.
Stay strong, stand tall, and keep fighting.
You are worth it.
<3
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lautnerlover98 1 decade ago
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Happy Mothers day!! :)
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CatLady101 1 decade ago
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wow. you are so strong. i just wanted to let you know about this quote i found for stillborn/miscarried babies...
An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth.
Then whispered as she closed the book "too beautiful for earth".
~author unknown
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thatswutshesaid 1 decade ago
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happy belated birthday gorgeous(:
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HamLover101 1 decade ago
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Happy Birthday for yesterday! I hope you had a great day :)
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you!(:
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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you are welcome :)
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grownsimba 1 decade ago
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i remember you from a while ago. !
saw you again and wanted to see how you were doing.
very well. & way to go! i bet you're an awesome mom.
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you! And im doing as good as i can! Couldnt get any better! (:
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MissMonCherie 1 decade ago
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You are amazing and inspiring! I know so many people who are raised with one loving parent. They are some of the most amazing people I know. Congratulations on the baby! xx
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Lauren🌸* 1 decade ago
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^you are the most inspirational girl, ever. <3
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you (:
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ittybittyboo 1 decade ago
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I just wanted to tell you, I respect you so much after reading your story. Oh my gosh. I'm glad you're so cheerful and congratulations on your soon to be baby! :)
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you, but there is no soon to be baby. I had a miscarriage. But im dealing with it slowly. .
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Sweetxbabe3 1 decade ago
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Hi :) Your profile picture is beautiful!
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SecretLife96 1 decade ago
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Wow, you and your son are beautiful. I read your story and think its amazing how you've been so strong. I always liked teen mommys because I think they are so inspirational. I mean they get through the hardest of times. I'd love to get to know you more & more about your story(: stay strong!
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Awe thank you so much!! Id be glad to share more about me and my story with you!! Just ask! (: <3
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SecretLife96 1 decade ago
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Hmm...well I read that you were in rehab? What for if you don't mind me asking?
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Wittygurl_4ever 1 decade ago
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You're doing such an amazing job and you're such a great mom!
I know we've never met, but I have this feeling about you. A good feeling.. :)
I think we talked before and just by how nice you were, I know you're great.
Bentley is lucky to have you as his mom and Aydenn would've been lucky too. <3
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you so much. This means so much to me (:
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thatswutshesaid 1 decade ago
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You're so gorgeous omg :) I'm sorry for what you had to go through, but I know that Bentley will appreciate everything you've done for him and he'll appreciate learning about his brother. I know Aydenn is looking down on you two and watching over you. <3
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you!! Belive it or not. That picture was takin right after I got off work and was done working out. Lol. But I mean, looks don't bother me. And thank you! My son has been my life. And he always will be. (:
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youll_never_guess 1 decade ago
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heyy im sorry for everything you have been through and i would like to talk
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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you are welcome :)
and by the way, your baby is adorable!!! If he came out cute, imagine the next one!!!
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Haha. Thank you very much. Lol. But Im not having another one. Its just too much stress. Ive already had a miscarriage and Bentley is a twin. His brother died at birth. So im not trying anymore. Im getting fixed as soon as possible.
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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oh, sorry, I read that you're pregnant, so yeah.
and sorry for your loss, now that gorgeous baby is in heaven :)
Still, you have an adorable baby!
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Its okay. Ive come to aceppt the fact my child is better. Hes in no pain. And thank you! (:
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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I don't know if you've noticed, but you seem like a very positive person :)
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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I didn't use to be. But I have been ever since I got outta rehab! Im doing good! It takes a lot to get me down nowadays!(:
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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Good!!! I wish I had your enthusiasm :) I mean, you're so positive, bubbly, and you're a great person. Bentley has an awesome mom :)
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Haa. Awee thank you beautiful! (:
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AnInsecureGirl 1 decade ago
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you are welcome and thanks :)
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dapz95 1 decade ago
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hey ... you don't know me, but I'm really sorry about your miscarriage. Really sorry. DOn't balme yourself though - the fact you were willing to raise those two kids on your own says everything about the person you are. And I bet your two babies are fine up there in heaven too :) take care, and loads of luck with Bentley! :) x
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you so much. Im starting to deal with it better. Not much better. But better. Ill always love my babies. No matter where they are. Weather their with me or the great lord. They will always have a special place in my heart.
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dapz95 1 decade ago
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its one of those special feelings you get by being a mom, i guess ... consdier yourself lucky, if only in that aspect! so many of have such a long way to go before we can even consider that kind of love, you know?
see you around :) x
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IAmInLoveWithMusic110 1 decade ago
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How are you? I hope you're good! By the way how is the pregnancy with your unborn child going? I was wondering what the gender was. What name are you deciding on naming your child? ♥ I know your child is going to be very beautiful! Please take good care of yourself also your son Bentley!
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thank you for all this. It made me smile and cry at the same time.. I lost my child yesterday. I had a miscarriage due to all my stress from going off my anxeity meds. I had the names picked out and everything. I was so excited. And then i lose my child.. Im not taking it well.. but everything happens for a reason right? Yeah, i didnt think so either.. But thanks!
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IAmInLoveWithMusic110 1 decade ago
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I'm really sorry for your loss! Knowing this broke my heart. Please don't cry. Remember your child is now in Heaven with your son Aydenn! Aydenn and your unborn child must both be giggling together having fun like siblings should in Heaven. R.I.P to both of your children in Heaven! ♥ Lots of love!
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Thanks beautiful. Im doing some what better. Not much. But a little bit better. I can only wait and see what else this life has to bring me. Hopefully its some good things and no more bad things.Im not sure how much more i can handle.
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AubreeMae 1 decade ago
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Hey girl. I just came on here because my phone is broken and I found out something today.. But nobody that I know in person can find out.. I'm freaking scared and I don't know what to even think of as of now. I need advice! If you can, let me know when you're back on and we can talk.
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago
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Hey doll!! Im here! You can talk to me!! Ill listen!! <3
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