bentleysmommy

Status: <<< This kid in this picture is my life!! <333
Joined: February 26, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: April 18
user id: 351483
Gender: F
Heey guys!! Im baaack!! Ive missed you all soo much. For those of you that may not know me, well.. My name is Kendraa. I have a beautiful son named Bentley Axyvior. He is my whole world!! Ive spent 4 months in Rehab. I just got my son back right before Christmas. Im almost 18 years old. I also have another little boy. He was a twin to Bentley. His name was Aydenn Nikolos, he was still born. I never got to hear my little one cry. But hes better off up there in heaven. Anything else you need to know, just ask! Stay Beautiful guys! <3 <3

My kids..

Aydenn- I have two sons. The oldest is Aydenn Nikolos, he was born a minute before Bentley. Sadly he was only is this world not even for a full minute. He died before i even got to meet him, he was not fullly developed all the way. When they were inside of me, Bentley took up most of the room. He was fully developed, which left no room for Aydenn to grow. I do get sad, because he was my son. He was my world. When they brought me his little body, and layed him in my arms, i couldnt help but scream and cry. I never got to see my son cry, open his eyes, move his little limbs. He weighed 3 lbs 2 oz. He is missed dearly. I love him with everything i have. I make atleast 3 trips a week to the cemetary to see my son. I sit there and i cry and i talk and i just vent. I know he hears me. I know hes in no pain up there with our great lord.. <3 <3 <3

Bentley- Bentley was my youngest, he entered this world at 5 lbs 7 oz. He was born a minute after Aydenn. He is healthy. He turned one on 3/24/13. Hes gotten soo big. Hes starting to walk, he can say a few words as of right now. He doesnt talk much, only to the people hes most familiar with. He is my life. It is hard sometimes. I get stressed with school, and work, and everything else. But at night, when i come home to my son and i go to his room and see him sound asleep in his crib, it reminds me that this is all worth it. He needs me and i need him. He is what keeps me going on. <3 <3 <3

I am pregnant again with another child. I just recently found out. It is not with the same man i had my other boys with. Its with my ex boyfriend. And before you start hating on me and calling me a hoe and stuff like that. I didnt plan on this. I didnt plan on Eric breaking up with me after we found out im pregnant. But he did. Thats life I suppose. I raised one kid on my own, and i can raise another. So dont hate on me. Im a perfectly good mother. And ill be darn if my kids dont get raised right. So please, keep the hate to yourself. I really dont need it at the moment...

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CatLady101 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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I don't think you should because what if in the future you want children.... it may seem like the best decision now and that's your choice but i would wait and not cut off your future like that.
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xBentleyxJosephx 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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um yes... your boyfriends doesn't think you should get them tied
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HamLover101 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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I dont think you should because like everyone else has said what if you want more children when you get older. Also it can mess up your body and like idk thays not good. Anyway its your decition and I wish you well with whichever one you choose.
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dapz95 1 decade ago on quote #6721650
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happy birthday for thurs! hope you have an incredible day, and that the future is bright for you. you're a strong person: you'll keep getting stronger. Don't worry.
take care :) x
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dapz95 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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yes. I do! because what if one day you mean the world to someone, and they mean the world to you, and just WHAT IF you want to have kids with them? as in, settle for the rest of your life? life's too short, but the future is so uncertain. so i'd suggest not doing it ... you know.just in case.
btw, have you dont any research into it? as in, if this gives way to bodily malfunctions or other side issues? it could be serious ...
take care xxx
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bringinglove 1 decade ago on quote #6709685
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I'm so sorry. I don't know what I would do if my babies weren't here anymore
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bringinglove 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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Txt me 856-540-7692
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hermione23katniss 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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Since you're still young, you feel like your body cant handle it. When you are in your twenties and officially fully grown, you will be able to give birth a lot easier. Also, you might regret it when you're older. I'm so sorry for your miscarriage and i'm here if you ever want to vent :)
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Wittygurl_4ever 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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It's 100% your choice, but I don't think you should.
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hayhayy915 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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I don't think u shud. I mean it is ur choice but what if u get older and decide u want to try again?? Then u can't. I don't think u shud do it yet. ur still really young. u might wanna try for kids again. my aunt had 2 miscarriages before she had my 2 cuzins. its a common thing. i really think u shud wait.
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lovecrazy 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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I think it's your decision, but you're also young. If you get married when you're older, you might regret it.
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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Everyone has said that. But, I don't think I can handle being pregnant again. Don't get me wrong, I loved feeling my babies move inside me. But I just think my body cant handle it. I think I got lucky when Bentley was born and healthy.
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lovecrazy 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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I've never been pregnant myself, but I know someone who has had multiple miscarriages along with other awful things like that, that thought the same thing you are. They ended up having three healthy children (all different pregnancies) I'm just saying there are other options than that right now. It's not permanent, but..
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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Yeah. Im gonna think about it some more. And then make the choice. Thank you though!
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lovecrazy 1 decade ago on quote #6721700
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You're absolutely welcome. Good luck.
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Standupforwhatyoubelievein 1 decade ago on quote #6691782
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Your Welcome
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AubreeMae 1 decade ago on quote #6720549
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It hasn't even been a full year since Kenley has been born but I can't even imagine my life without her right now. If I ever lose my daughter, i'd be a disaster. I'm not going to say I'm sorry for your loss, because I know how I really just can't bare to hear another person say that to me about the loss of Caleb. But I can remind you that when something negative happens, there is always something good that comes of it and I'm not saying that it happens right away but in the future you'll see that. Caleb was able to be with Kenley for as long as he was able to and without him, it's one big nightmare that I will never wake up from, nor will the ones who loved Caleb.. But we're both missing someone who means so incredibly much and is a major impact on our lives. You're not facing the feelings alone, because mine are similar. I'm here if you need anything, to vent to or just a talk.
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6720549
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Thank you so much Aubree. I hope all is well with you and Kenley. And im here for you if you ever need anything as well. <3 <3
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JustAnotherWittyGuy18 1 decade ago on quote #6720549
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i know how you feel. if you need someone i'm here for you
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6720549
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Thank you so much. Its just so hard to sit and watch my son grow up, and yet not even be able to hold my other one because hes in heaven. He truly is my angel.
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JustAnotherWittyGuy18 1 decade ago on quote #6720549
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My son is five, almost six :s but about a year ago i lost my daughter, she was still born. That yeah that pain never dies
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6720549
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That's how I lost my son. About a year ago. He was still born, but Bentley was fine.
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HamLover101 1 decade ago on quote #6713429
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aww Im so sorry. If you ever need to talk then Im here I guess
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6713429
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thanks
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Standupforwhatyoubelievein 1 decade ago on quote #6691782
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You are so strong and your son is really cute GOOD LUCK! :)
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6691782
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Thank you so much..
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Itsmeagaingorgeous 1 decade ago on quote #6713429
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ohmygoshhhh I'm so sorry! ;(
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lautnerlover98 1 decade ago on quote #6709497
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Congrats!!! <3
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6709497
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Thank you! (: <3
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lautnerlover98 1 decade ago on quote #6709497
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I love the names you picked out! They are so cute :)
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6709497
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Thank you! I actully had some help from a friend on here! (:
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lautnerlover98 1 decade ago on quote #6709497
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Oh nice haha :)
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carcar15 1 decade ago on quote #6702014
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:'(
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ToriRox16 1 decade ago on quote #6699759
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Congratulations!! :) Do you know if it's a boy or girl yet?
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bentleysmommy 1 decade ago on quote #6699759
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Thank you! And no. Not yet. Im only 3 and half weeks. (:
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ToriRox16 1 decade ago on quote #6699759
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Oh. Well, you'll have to tell us when you find out!
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