I threw the door the the
apartment building open.
"Why hello Miss Stephans," I heard the door man,
I ran to the elevator and pressed the "up" botton
"Sh*t. Sh*t. Sh*t." I mumbled under my breath.
I took off to the stairwell and opened the door. I wasnt more
than halfway up the first flight of stairs when I heard the door
open behind me.
I ran faster. But of course I couldn't go fast enough. I felt
someone grab my elbow and felt chills run all through my body. I
nearly fell down the stairs, but I felt his arms catch me. For a
split second I stayed in his arms, breathless. I quickly snapped
out of it and struggled out of his grip. I took a step up the
stairs when I felt him grab my arm again.
"Noah!" I yelled.
"I need to talk to you," I heard his smooth, calm voice
I closed my eyes before the tears could come out.
"What more could you have to say?" I asked.
I whipped my head around.
"When aren't you sorry?! You're sorry, then you hurt
me, you're sorry, then you hurt me; over and over again. Just
stop I can't take it anymore."
He took a step up. Even when we were on the same step he was a
good six inches taller than me. He closed his eyes and ran his
hand through his dark brown hair. He opened his eyes revealing
his deep, dark, chocolatey brown eyes.
He took a step closer.
"You already said that," I said taking a step
"I know," he took a step closer.
I tried taking a step back, but I couldn't. D*mn
"Look, I can't handle this anymor-"
Before I knew what was happenening I felt his lips on mine. I
can't back up anymore. I can't push him off. So now what?
Kiss him back? I can't. I'm supposed to be mad at him.
D*mn he's a good kisser.
I kiss him back. I feel his hands on my waist pulling me closer.
He kisses me harder.
After what seems like ages, he pulls away.
"I've been wanting to do that for a long time." he
My heart is racing. I can barely breathe. My stomach won't
I can't just stand there. Wait, he just kissed me after what
he did to me just hours before? In aanger I push him away and run
up the rest of the stairs and quickly unlock my apartment
My aunt is no where to be seen. Good. I race to my
So yea. As you can see, I am a typical sixteen year old girl. I
live in New York with my aunt. My boyfriend, Noah, cheated on me
with my bestfriend. So as of now I have nobody.
Typical? Psh, nah. I'm the type of girl Sarah Dessen writes
I walked out of Meranda's appartment
building and picked up my bike. I hopped on and sped off.
Why did I do that? Why did I let Jesse kiss me? No. Why did I
kiss her back?
I peddled faster crossing the street, attempting not to get ran
over by one of the many cars.
Why did I do that? Why? Why?
I peddled faster.
Why? Why? Why? Why?
I swerved to miss a car.
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