bfaeerin4life

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    Vanessa here
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            thats that
                             so, um, read?

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&& here's to being love with someone, who is isn't in love with you.
&& i can't decide what is/was more abusive:

a. their relantionship
or...
b. what she did when it ended

?
&& jst bc i promised;
i will do all the things i swore i wouldn't.
[[ even the ones where i PINKY swore ]]
&& just bc you did,
[[ you swore never to leave me, or to hurt me, or any of what you just did ]]
i will always break the promise i made to you.
[[ the one where i said that i would never SMILE at anyone the way i smiled at him or love him the way i did to anyone else. ]]
so maybe i won't love anyone that way, but i can show them YOU smile. the one you created.
and i'll never give you credit.
[[ never. ]]
&& then it happened.
i realized we were done and as the last image of him started to blur from the tears overflowing out of their gates, i saw with great saddness that you were crying too.
and sadly for that one second i didn't think about how he still loved me and how this was as hard fro him as for me or any of that; i thought of shouting out that boys shouldn't cry.
and that one fleeting thought is somehow what kept me holding on. the fact that somewhere deep inside of me i knew that he was going to come back and never leave.
just bc boys don't cry he promised he never would and if he is then obviously i meant something.
&& then i was strong. finally i could just sleep without the addition of tears. finally i can take a deep breath and really smile. finally there is no need to be fake about anything.

&& then you realize that you gave up on what you wanted most. finally you see that your still in love with me. finally you have to force the smile on your face when SHE comes around.

&&& finally we realize just because we have had hard times doesn't mean we aren't still in love. but yet you can't explain how bad it was when he left. and you show him how it feels.
[[ by leaving him & walking away and not looking back. just bc he is ready to be what we used to doesn't mean i will ever forgive him.]]
&&& i wouLD jusT like To sAy tHat NO it IS Not ok, tHaT i am Not oK. aNd that If i EvER get the ChANce, i wiLL breAK you jUST likE you DId tO mE.
so this is how it ends.
a conversation in OUR SECRET PLACE.
the place we shared our FIRST KISS.
the place where we got "MARRIED".
and now the place is the place where we ENDED.
so that SECRET PLACE is the place where i can CRY.
&& the princess finally fell in love with the frog and instead of turning into a prince he stayed a frog. and she was back by the river once again.
&&& i don't even know him that well but i can't stop myself from smiling when i see him.&& i can't deny that i am in love with a, basicly, a stranger.
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