so my best friend told me that no one would care if i killed myself, not even my cat, and that everyone will care if she died and what's really sad is that i told her i was suicidal and had tried to commit, she knew but she still said it. im not crying or anything im just awfully numb, just like everyday for the last year, i just learned not to give 2 poops because im show them im going strong and im going do something with my life unlike them. if you need to talk im always here
Your best friend is wrong, you know. I know what it's like to be in that position of being numb, and I would care if you decided to commit. You deserve life because you are strong, but more than that you deserve a better life and a better best friend. Also, thank you for being there, it means a lot.
i know, i like this guy with drak brown hair and icy blue eyes,hes a shy lil' chipmunk and hes just too cute but he dont like me, at least he dont show it
Same here, I have lost friends because of it and now I'm afraid to talk to most people in fear that they will find out and it will start all over again. We must be strong and defeat them as they are sons of devils
i agree with you 100%. they're afraid of what they don't know. its not a choice like they say it is. i didn't just wake up one day and go "mmmm dicks". I also find that if you open up to people about it, the girls are like "awe we can be besties <3" and the guys are like "ew, get away from me ". Like you i have lost many friends. But I have also discovered who I can truly trust. If you ever need someone to talk to. I'll be more than happy to listen and give you my opinion on it.
Girl, that is some kickass writing! I'd give anything to be able to write like that. The words are sooo well written and it seems like you put a lot of heart into writing it. Well done
thank you sooo much! I was really nervous posting this, so I spent ages obsessing over it! I do that a lot and I have others but I'm not sure if they're any good! :/
I pinch. People think its just a stupid thing to do and don't call it self harm. It maked me really sad, self harm is. Anything that you that harms you. My mum says that I should stop as people will think I have some diesese and will never want to be near me. Pinching is my way of feeling good, I also used to cut a little- now I stoped and only pinch. I am unable to wear short sleeved tops and all the time I feel like everyone knows about it when they don't. I really hate society
SO WOULD I! THEY ARE CRAZY, I WANT TO EAT THEIR FLESH, RIP OUT THEIR BRAINS AND SUCK OUT THEIR BLOOD! I EAR BLACK, I COVER MYSELF! BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO SHOW NUDITY! I AM SOUND LIKE A DEMON BUT I'M NOT, I AM HUMAN!
My chemical romance- cemetery drive
"And they found you on the bathroom floor!!"
And I also like green day- bulevard of broken dreams when billie joe says his 'r's
Yh but wht I was trying to say is that I'm bored af anly love songs beeing on the top of the charts, his other songs are good and have a meaning but .. Well everyone wants to listen to love, makes me sad really cuz I never loved no one
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My god, people these days.
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"And they found you on the bathroom floor!!"
And I also like green day- bulevard of broken dreams when billie joe says his 'r's