birdofthesummer

The worst part about love is the waiting.
Waiting for a text from him.
Waiting until he realizes that girl isn't the one for him.
Waiting to see him every day.
Waiting patiently to talk to him.
Waiting for the day he wakes up and realizes he's completely crazy about you.

Even when he's in my dreams I'm too scared to take a chance.

You know that feeling?
Where you've been running from love for who knows how long, you've hated crushing on anyone, you've built these walls around that no boy can get through.
And then one day you meet a boy who scales your walls with his words, his actions, the smirk of his cute eyes,
So your walls crumble as you begin to think he's different.
Your walls crumble as you realize you've just been waiting for a boy to do exactly that,
Eventually,
There are no more walls.
There's just a vulnerable girl with pretty eyes, putting her trust in another boy

who turned out exactly like the rest.

The vulnerable girl picks the bricks back up, adding an extra one this time.
And this time, her walls are up for good.

allmine

In her heart she screamed,
”Please, I'm begging you. Please don't turn out like the rest of them. Please prove to me that you're different.”

I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night,
Because I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry,
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams,
I think I know where you belong,
Think I know it's with me.

I want to thank Him for giving me him to put a smile on my face when I most need it
&hearts

We were sitting in my car,
It was dark and rainy,
He put up with my One Direction CD playing in the back.
Without thinking, I changed the track to, ”Changed My Mind.”
He asked me what the song meant,
And I blushed and explained it to him, explaining how the two people in the song were really more than friends.
I blushed even more when he smiled and said, ”I like that.”

You know that feeling?
That ”Oh crap” feeling when you're starting to fall for someone?
It's an exhilarating, scary, nerve wracking,
Beautiful
Feeling.

I wonder if he can tell I'm crazy about him.
Does he not notice how I start talking too fast, and get all nervous?
Does he not notice how I smile when he walks into the room?
Or how I can't even look him in the eyes?
How can he not notice I'm completely crazy about him?

Here's to the girls whose 'him' doesn't know they exist,
Here's to the girls whose him is in love with someone else, but they're still waiting for the day he realizes,
Here's to the girls who get nervous and babble around their crush,
Here's to the girls who fall too hard, fall too fast.
Here's to you.