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Awh thank you so much ^.^ you're beautiful :3

Didn't see this until now, my apologies. Thank you, darling.

Awh thank you soo much. I hope you have an amazing week c:

Awww thank you ^.^

You're very welcome gorgeous<3

Hey sorry again for like not replying D: but my computer is a piece of crap and if u wanna talk we can like exchange kiks if u want ? :)

OMG :0 im so sorry for not replying haha. But im doing pretty good ^.^ hbu??

Hey! Yeah im good too:3 what have u been up to?

Lol awwwhh thank youu ^.^ and yeah hes the best i could ask for <3

Omg ok so i have some stuff to tell you
So everyone's seats in geometry were switched </3 :'( so me and Angel and Joel dont sit at the same table anymore :'( </3 like i actually stayed in my seat, but Angel was moved across the room and Joel sits behind me .-. and these other guys sit in front of me now, and like on wednesday or something one of the guys, his name is chris, and the other is another guy named angel, hes a sophmore. So like chris and angel were talking to each other a little bit, and chris turns around and says to me, "he likes you" and he was like playing around a lot, so i thought he was joking, so i was like "ur lyingg" and he was like "no im not" and he kept on turning back to me and angel and he was like "he wants to kiss you" and all this other crap like uhhhmm ok? And during like the outside part of lunch on wednesday, i was over by the basket ball court, and after like a long while, Jahi comes up to me and hes like "why arent you talking to Aaron?" and i was all like "cuz hes busy" even though he wasnt in the game lol he was just standing there, and like jahi starts grabbing me and pulling me towards Aaron, but i like try to stay on the ground and stuff lol and then jahi was like "you want me to carry you? cuz i will carry you" like it was like a threat/warning tho! XD lol like he was all ready to carry me bridal style and everything! lmao xD and i was like "noooo" but thinking back about it now it probly would've ended better if he did carry me to Aaron ;) but instead i was like "why doesnt he talk to me?!" and he was like "ok ill go get him, but you have to stay right here" and he took a few steps, then looked back to make sure i was still there lol, then he like grabbed Aaron and kinda shoved him towards me, and it was awkward lol xD /.\ and he looked up at me cuz i was standing on a little incline, and it was just so omg ^.^ BUTTT >_< since it was a wednesay, we had lunch with sophmores and stuff -_- and i guess cameron like was watching/saw what was happening, AND HE FCKIN CAME RIGHT BETWEEN ME AND AARON AND HE STRAIGHT UP BLOCKED AARON AND TRIED TALKING AND FLIRTING WITH ME LIKE NOOOO STOPPPP omg i was sooooooooo p/ssed off like you cant imagine, and Aaron had to move over to like the side so he was kindaaaa standing next to me, but there was some distance, and i was trying to push cameron away, and trying to slip closer to Aaron, but he wouldnt let me, and then Aaron moved down the incline back to the blacktop, and omg i was.....i like soo frustrated and crushed and hopeless like damnnn are you fcking kidding me. So anyway >.> my Angel didnt come in on thursday cuz his mom was preggers and she popped on that day so yeah. And i decided to wear my costume to school, (you might see a pic of it on insta on sat.) and i looked super cute and everyone was telling me i looked cute too, cuz it was like a dress and i didnt wear leggings, so i was showing my bare legs lol and i like couldnt wait to see Angel's face in EJ when he saw me, but he wasnt there and i was all like -_- what is my purpose in life lol. But Joel was like staring at me when i walked into class and everything, and he "told" me Angel wasnt here so yeah i was disappointed, and he was like "its too bad hes not here cuz your costumes wouldve gone perfectly together, cuz hes a game character, and theyre from the same era and yeah..." then i got really kinda upset lol. And since i couldnt impress Angel, i wanted to see Aaron's reaction during break, but he always gets out of that class mad late and i dont even think he was paying attention so i was like why did i even try today .-. like i didnt even see him look over at me during lunch, like are you fcking kidding me .-. and jalyn somehow started talking to Joel (back in EJ), cuz she was like "what race are you" or something, and he was like "im puerto rican" and she was all surprised cuz he actually really looks white lol and she was talking about it and laughing for like the next 20 minutes. And in geometry, chris was telling me that sophmore angel was like "oh you blazin" "i wanna kiss you" and he asked me for my number ._. and i was like "maybe later" and he asked me again at the end of class, and i was like "not now" like ugh i feel like a b/tch but ughh :s like i dont wanna hurt him and stuff and get into anymore boy problems and whatnot like im just tryna save everyone some trouble. And Angel texted me after school, but it was probly like a 4 message thing, like i feel like he doesnt even try anymore so im just like ok fck you and i hear him saying to brianna "ill try to text you today" like ._. no please stop and please dont text her. And thank Jesus Angel came in today, and i was un packing my stuff at my table and he walks in kinda late but me Joel and jalyn were relieved he even came in at all xD and he was like "heyy Bella :)" like it just made me feel better :) and the four of us were talking for a little bit, and apparently jalyn already told him the thing about my costume ._. like its aggravating cuz i plan out all these conversations and she just ruins it by like already asking either joel or angel what i wanted to talk to them about like stop >:/. So about the costume thing, angel was like "really? send me a pic...not now tho..." and i was like "ok and ik not now! i dont even have a pic of it rn" and he was like "ok just making sure, because i know you can be sooo smart sometimes" *hint the sarcasm* lol like i dont even get that, i dont do theee stupidest sht around him so he needs to pipe down with that xD but im pretty sure he was just trying to fck with me xD. So we were working on these posters, and i needed help on something, and i was really asking the teacher, but Angel came over to help me anyway, and he was hovering behind my seat, and jalyn started nudging me lol. But she was like all over him and it bothered me so ._. yeah. We didnt spend anytime together during break either :/ cuz i was trying to wait for Aaron, but he didnt come out -_- but i like turned around, and i have a feeling Angel was trying to like talk to me or something cuz he was looking at me, and he was trying to come over to me but a crap load of people were in his way like .-. my love life sucks. And Angel came over to me to help him with his poster, because i have the neatest writing according to Angel and Joel XD so he wanted me to write something on it, and they gave me this little paper of what they wanted me to write, and jalyn was going on about how Angel came straight over to me to help him ;) and i got to talk to Joel a few times cuz i needed to make sure i was reading his sloppy handwriting right XD so i didnt copy down the wrong word lol. And i can tell the difference between Angel and Joel's handwriting, and Joel wrote what was on the little piece of paper, and jalyn was surprised that it was his handwriting, and whatnot like ugh stop, she literally gets mind blown over the tiniest of things like pls stop. OMGGG SOO ANGEL WALKED OVER TO THIS OTHER TABLE, AND I GUESS ONE OF HIS PECS OR SOMETHING WAS ITCHY, and the thing is he sticks his arm IN his shirt to scratch it, and i usually try not to look, but his shirt was kinda far up OMG OMG MOLLIE I SAW SOME MUSCLE FORMATION LIKE OMGOMGOMGOGMOMGOGMOGMGOMGOMG i could feel my eyes grow wider and i had to like regain my composure lmao. And the four of us talked some more, and i was wearing his sweatshirt again and he started laughing like shhhh :} and omg jalyn mentioned adie, and something about saying together for like the longest time like uhh stop >_<. And we all talked again like near the end of class or something, and i think angel started talking about the sweatshirt again, and i was like "i might give it back to you sometime soon, cuz it doesnt even smell like you anymore, it lost its magic" and i wasnt even making eye contact when i said it lol and he was like "ook" but he sounded either really calm or kinda sad/disappointed? but jalyn was like "why dont you just take the sweatshirt and rub it all up against him?" and we started laughing cuz it wasnt a bad idea c; and then he hugged me XD for like the first time in like two days omg XD and he was like "you smell soo good" but then angel was talking about the sweatshirt thing, and he was like "adie would probly get mad" AND OMG JOEL IS PERFECT so Joel came out of nowhere and he was like "she wouldnt even know, like you dont have to tell her" and jalyn agreed, i kinda remained silent cuz i wanted to see how what Joel said was gonna play out, and Angel was like "even if i dont tell her she would find out and she would vaporize me" like he was trying hard to convince us but it was just like...no... Omg so we were all still talking, and i was talking to jalyn about the guys that like me cuz one of them walked into the room, so i was like tapping her arm, and she wanted to tell Angel, and i covered her mouth xD lol, but then THE FOUR OF US started talking about boys that like me, and it was very interesting ;) so i let jalyn tell angel that the OTHER angel likes me, and he was like "eh hes not bad i guess, hes just really ghetto" and then i think Angel figured out the other guy that liked me since he walked in the room, and then Joel is like "oh i know who likes you" and then he was like "i know everything" an i thought he was talking about robert, so i didnt question it toooo much. And we mentioned how we dont sit next to each other in geometry, and Angel was like "i might cry" like me too boo, me too XD and Angel was asking me about the other guys that like me or something, and i was all like "why do you wanna know?" and i was so happy i thought of that, and i know i had the right flirty facial expression too XD and i legit busted him, cuz as soon as i asked him, his facial expression changed and like everything and there was this sparkle in his eyes *-* and he was like "cuz i wanna know" or something like that, but it was like already the end of class and i gave him this look lie "yeah right" or something as i walked out ;). But like before i left i got up and stretched, and i has like "Dont Go" by BMTH stuck in my head, so as i stretched i was like "Bringgg Me The Horizonn" AND JOEL IMMEDIATELY LOOKED OVER AT ME like woo. So i was sitting next to jahi's bro, jamar, during lunch, and we have this thing at our school where (from what i experience) the girls that are in relationships/have a guy that like them, our names get changed to the name of our boy, and jamar called me Aaron, and i was like "he doesnt even like me" and he was like "yes he does he told me this morning" and Aaron passed by our table a few times and idk if we made eye contact but i tried not to lol cuz the lunch was really messy and i didnt want him to see me all gross. And i saw Angel when i was putting my plate away, and i was like "Angellll" and we hugged ^.^ <3. So i tried to walk outside with Aaron, but was walkin too fast, and i wanted to go over to the bball court again to be with him, but there were only like a few people there, and i didnt wanna be lonely, so i just stayed with those other people ~.~ So in english i have the other angel in that class with me, but he came in mad late cuz he just came back from a field trip, and jalyn kept on staring at me when he came in -.- so i was looking over at him every once in a while, and we would make eye contact and its just like O.O but i usually quickly look away. And on my way to geometry, someone was doing something to me, like idk if cameron was trying to talk to me or whatever, but my Angel was right there talking to someone an he wanted to walk up the stairs with me or something but i was like kinda running up them. But then i ha to go back downstairs anyway cuz i forgot his sweatshirt in english, and Aaron is in that next class, ;) and he was in there, ;D so i was like walking behind him and i expected him to turn around but i guess he didnt, unless he just saw me out of the corner of his eye. So back in geometry, the other Angel came in late and chris was like "oh wheres ur boyfriend?" and i was like -_-. So apparently sophmore angel was sitting in the wrong seat, and the teacher told him to move lol so i feel better that he doesnt sit in front of me anymore :1. But chris was still trying, he gave me angel's phone number but i erased it lmao, and he was saying other stuff but i was like whatever. And you know how me and angel were making eye contact in english? He was like "i only look at her when she looks at me" like ooh goshh now im gonna have to like control my eyes like ugh really now. And like at the end, me and my Angel hugged a lot, cuz i was looking for jalyn and this teacher cuz i thought i had to stay after, so i went into the cafeteria, and Angel was in there and he came over to me and we hugged ^.^ <3 and i was kinda secretly looking for Aaron too but he left soo ._. And then Angel and his rock climbing group went outside, so Angel was like "i'll text you..or wait no you text me!" and i was like "noo you text me" so i went outside too after a while and madddd people were bothering me like ughhh like did i tell you about marcel? he likes me and hes annoying, so anyway he was like all up on me, and this other guy Lovell, idk if i told you about him, but then they were both trying to run my neck, and Angel saw, and he came over to me and gave me a hug, BUT HE DIDNT LET GO HE WAS LIKE "ok guys go get her!!" and i was like "noooooooooo!!!" and omg it was like r/pe lmfao. And like i was planning on texting Aaron yesterday, but i didnt, and i was gonna text Angel too, ...but i didnt :/. But anyway my friend is having a party today and im reallyyyy hoping that Aaron is going so HOPEFULLY we can talk and get to know each other and stuff. But i have no idea about whos going so i really hope im not gonna be lonely :/

OHMYGOSH i like smiled as i read this lol you two are soo freakin adorable xD, like watch him ask you out soon ;). Yeah so today we had this field trip, and we all had to be in school by 7:30, but the majority of us were mad late, including Angel .-. like we were already on the bus, and we were driving down the driveway, but then he gets out of his moms car and yeah :) i felt so much better. He had to go in our other teacher's car so he wasnt even with me but whatever :[. BUT once we got on the highway or something, he texted me :), it was pointless conversation, but it was nice. So once we got to the place, me and angel kinda walked together a little bit, and we had to go into this theatre looking room, and like ANGEL WAS ABOUT TO SIT NEXT TO ME BUT THEN THIS OTHER GIRL LIKE JUMPED DOWN AND SAT NEXT TO ME LIKE B/TCH WTF. And he had to sit all the way across the room like r u forreal ._.BUT there were people from other schools there, and of course i was scoping out all the cute guys ;) and there was this group of senior guys...and THIS ONE GUY was soooooo freakin hot, like, he was walking up the stairs, and i was sitting close to the stairs, (the room legit looks like a movie theater and i was the second seat in) and he was like makin eye contact with me as he walked up the stairs like HOLY HOTNESS, lol jalyn even nudged me. So then like 4 hours later when it was over, we all kinda clustered outside the thingy, and Angel came up to me and he was like "its a good thing we didnt sit next to each other, i wouldve fallen asleep on your shoulder" and i was like "trust me i wouldve fallen asleep on you too" but then we kinda split up for a little bit cuz we had to go on these elevators, AND GUESS WHO WAS ON THE ELEVATOR XD it was that super hott guyy XD. And he like held the door open for me, AND HE HAD SOME SORT OF ACCENT and he started speaking in a foreign language :o and when we were on the floor we were on and the doors opened, he was like "ladies first" and i was like "oh why thank you" AND OMG IT WAS JUST SO LIKE OMG PERFECT LIKE OMG CAN I TAKE YOU WITH ME OR SOMETHING. But then we like...didnt interact for like the rest of the time we were breathing the same air lol. BUTTTT me and Angel were like together the entireee time XD ^.^ like we hugged, and they were long and soooo gooddd, and it felt like we were going out !!! XD, like his face literally gets soo close to mine like he kinda wants to kiss me? but im just like nuu stahpp, like i want to but noooo. OHHH ANDDD he kinda put his arm around me too ^.^ but then he realized he couldnt so he SLOWLY removed his arm and tried to just play it off cool and like awkwardly patted my back lmao. And he was all like "i got new jeans" and he looked damn good in them too lol they were a dark wash, and it was weird cuz i was also wearing dark washed jeans today, and i was like "yeah you look nice in them" and my voice slowly trailed off cuz it was just awkward xD and i walked away as i said it too, but then he walked back over to me :}. We were together like a lot tho, and he wanted to ride back to school in the bus, so one of the kids switched with him, AND GUESS WHERE HE SAT XD, ok it wasnt next to me i was kinda p/ssed about that, but he sat dIRECTLY IN FRONT OF ME XD like thank you Jesus. And he showed me this song, so he gave me his headphones so i could listen to it xD. OHH AND OMFG so i was like on insta since i was bored af cuz i forgot my headphones at home, aND GUESS WHAT THIS MOTHER PHUCKER DID JUST GUEESSSSS. HE TOOK A PICTURE OF ME. ON HIS PHONE. WHILE I WAS ON MY PHONE. AND HE WOULDNT EVEN DELETE IT!!!!!! Like i didnt look bad, cuz he at least had the decency to let me see for a quick second xD, like i actually looked kinda good BUT THATS NOT THE POINT lmao then i was all like "what if adie sees?" and he was all like "she wont care" like damn girlfriends these days are useless lmfao. Oh and we stopped for gas, and the bus was like so quiet except for...me and angel ;) we were like "fighting" cuz i was all like "you never text me anymore" then we were arguing about texting and that stuff, lmao and conor was like "nobody texts mee :'(" lmao. And angel and i, we were like doing that "wrestling" thing with our arms, but we kinda ended up like in a high five position, and we were like holding hands in mid air lol it was cute. And jalyn kept on nudging me bcuz she was stalking me and angel like stahpppp. Ugh then someone asked him about adie, and like college, and he was like "yeah im not leaving her" like greattt .-. this is why i need aaron. Or someone for that matter. And on friday he was talking about me and my friends to the b/tches behind us, and i asked him about it, and he was all like "ohh i forgot" like bullsh.i.t -_- i was soo mad on friday cuz of that lol. And he showed me where he lived, cuz we passed by his street on our way back ;) Oh and so at the end of fourth period, i see jahi, and we talked about the aaron thing, and he was all like "oh apparently he wasnt really planning on playing you, he was just joking" and something happened where i was like "ok, should i just text him?" and he nodded his head, and i was like "idek what to say" and he was like "tell him how you feel, if you like him or not." so in geometry, nothing much happened, like i complained a tiny bit that my hair looked bad, and he was like "you look fine" and i was like "you always say that, you dont count anymore." Omg me and Joel are getting so p/ssed off at logan and Angel kinda is too? but i guess hes kinda "controlling" it better cuz angel was all like "you two are getting all p/ssed about this' and i was like "who? me and joel?" like no sht this kid has like a death wish. And XD we were talking about some sort of like pain or something? and i said something like "its not even the good kind of pain" and joel and angel were both staring at me XD lmao, and other little-ish kind of things happened but i cant remember. And we had food and wellness, and we baked cookies ^.^ me and angel were messing around a little bit xD. And when we finished, and he was wiping down the table, he was all like "im gonna tell adie...that i baked cookies with one of my friends...that happens to be a girl..." and i was all like "nooooooo!! dont tell her" and he was all like "chill she doesnt know about you" and i was like "goood goooddd" OMG AND YEAHH SO WE WERE LIKE TALKING ABOUT GAMING CUZ HES A BIG GAMER, AND HE WAS COMPLAINING THAT THERE WERE NO GAMER GIRLS AND I WAS ALL LIKE "well i know that i could be converted, but no one wants to try sooo" then he tried to deny it, but then he was all like "well then why dont you come over sometime..." then i made a face like 'that could potentially end up...you know what kind of face' then he finished by saying "to like chill" and like yeah so hopefully i can go over his house sometime soon ;D. And like i was leaving, and aaron walked past, but we were both walking kinda slow, and i kinda flirtatiously smiled...like I ALREADY MADE MY MOVE ITS YOUR TURN NOW. And thankfully i hugged Angel before i left, soo good. And joe was like "you act like you two are dating" like thats gonna haunt me :/. So me and my friend kinda saved Joel's @ss cuz him and his girlfriend were making out, and a teacher was coming, and i thought he was mad at me, but i think he kinda "thanked me" and smiled at me, but it was ok in the end anyway. His gf is probly gonna start hating but not my fault, like seriously she is so s/x hungry, like all she wants to do with joel is like put her mouth on him, like CONSTANTLY. So i flirting with a few guys, and this other guy that i always kinda liked was flirting with me, so that was fun. But for the most part me, robert and joel were like ...clustered. Me and angel texted again when i got home, well before that but we like texted all day today, and i told him a little bit about the aaron thing, and he was like "poor Bella :/" like yesh.

Ok so today was so bad :'(
ugh and me and cameron were walking into school together and he asked me if i was ready to answer yet like nope not yet. So I went straight to my first period class, and brianna walked in with me and shes like "oo i have something to tell you and your not gonna like it" and so i demanded her to tell me immediately, and she was like "so i was kiking aaron and he was like 'does your friend like me?' and i was like yeah, do you like her? and he said 'no, but i'll go out with her' like wtf? and i told him that it was a bad idea, and not to do it, and that you would find out and be p/ssed, but he just didnt get what was so bad about it and stuff like WTF?!" Like seriously WTF?! why would he go out with someone he doesnt like? i just dont get it, and i was kinda mad and frustrated, and it was really tearing at my mood. He even put one of those nervous/embarressed faces when he said 'does your friend like me' like you know this face? :$ it makes the cheeks all red and the little face look away, like whats that supposed to mean?! And ya know how Angel was supposed to get a haircut? Omfg it looks so awful .-. like its all shaved off like WHYYYYY >_< ughh i loved his little mohawk :L, and he was all like "my mom said that was my last haircut and i can finally grow out my hair" Like he wants long hair ._. ughhhhhhhh i cant :l. But i guess the whole 'shaved head' thing isnt too bad :L so i had to tell jalyn about the aaron thing, and idk but im really starting to feel like angel was listening. And during break, so Jahi came up to me and pulled me aside, and what he was saying was confusing, but the main part was : "so i was talking to aaron and he said hes planning on playing you" .......................... D': like wtf? how ...? and so at first i kinda froze and i was like trying to process it, and i was ...stable...at first, but then i walked over to brianna, and angel came over and gave me a hug, and like i needed a LONG hug, so i was trying to hold on lol, ut he like let go so i tried to make it less awkward and let go and i was like "i need more hugs" and so me and brianna hugged, and brianna asked me what jahi said, and angel was confused and was like "what happened?" and i like couldnt hold it in anymore so i started pulling brianna to the bathroom and my eyes were tearing up, and i think agnel tried to gently grab onto my arm as i pulled brianna away but im not sure. So when we were in the bathroom i like started crying and i told her, and i though jahi also said that gianna really fcked aaron over so now he wants to do that to me like c'mon wtf did i do?? :"( and then this other girl thats in my french was in there too :L and i was like trying to wipe my eyes and she was like "you ok?" and i said "yeah" and me and brianna told her that we were having boy troubles and she understood :1. Ugh then we had to rush to class, because this is a less than 5 minute break so this all happened in FIVE MINUTES. So then when we got back to class im still trying to wipe my eyes cuz i legit could not stop tearing up and stuff, and ofc jalyn is dramatically trying to look at my face cuz i was turning away and she was like "ARE YOU CRYING?!" MAD FCKIN LOUD like omfg why. But luckily i dont think angel heard or anyone else heard for that matter. And after a little while we had to walk around the room and find stuff and luckily i gained my composure by then and i could look people in the eyes, and a little while later i gave up and i was leaning against one of the tables, and Angel came over to me and he stood so close to me, and he asked me something i think he asked me what happened, and i was like "ill text it to you" and he was like "you better" ughh i was just so sad i didnt wanna really look at him so my hair was like making a curtain like one of those perfect ones you see in dramatic parts in movies. Ughhhh. So i was like in a sh/tty mood for the day, and me and jahi sat next to each other during lunch, and we were talking about it, he was like "theres gotta be a reason to why hes planning this, i think gianna did something to him to make him wanna do this." And jahi also told me "im gonna try to convince aaron that its fcked up, and that i can really see you two having a good relationship together" and he said a little bit more but i forgot, but jahi is really awesome hes like the older brother i always wanted lol. But i kinda feel like its not even worth it anymore like, if he really liked me then why would he want to hurt me? why would he have to make all these decisions? i just dont know. And i told arianna and she told me to play hard to get, which is what im planning on doing, but its def gonna be hard to pretend like im not upset over that whole thing :/. So everyone was trying to get me to smile and stuff but i was like :L. but wanna know the weird thing? So i was waering my leather jacket to school but i also brough Angels sweatshirt just in case, and i was getting chills after what happened during break, and during guidance, i was like fck this and i took the jacket off and put the sweatshirt on and i was instantly warm...idk i just thought that was kinda cute considering it's angel's and weird at the same time. Lol i felt like it was a sign. Oh and i barely looked at aaron in lunch, like i went to the bathroom today and didnt make eye contact at all. And lol jalyn was all like "at least you kinda got some revenge on aaron becuase logan (the annoying kid who sits in front us me in geometry) picked up a piece of bread, then threw it back into the thing, and aaron picked up the same piece like HA" lol and aaron was right there too like uh oh ;p. And in geometry, Angel was like "so you gonna text me why you get upset during snack?" and i was like "yep." And joel and angel were just talking during the beginning of class, and he was doing nasty stuff, and i was hitting him, lol, then i forgot how it all started, but then Angel was like "gosh i feel like we're married cuz of the way that we fight XD" and i was like :o :3 and then he was like "dont leave the toilet seat up lmao XD" and then i told him if he dare ever lef the toilet seat up that i would duct tape it to the rest of the toilet XD and we were all cracking up about that, and i felt happy that i got joel to laugh xD. And then i guess Angel and Joel were silently talking about me, cuz Joel was like "you choose to like her, you could control your emotions" and he said something else but i forgot but he didnt say it in a bad way, even tho it sounds kinda bad :/ but whatever. And i had his sweatshirt on the table, and i was talking about something, and he took it, and he smelled it, lol and i got a little sad cuz i thought he was gonna keep it, but then he put it back as i was still rambling lol, and i stopped and i was like "thank youu" and Joel started laughing cuz apparently the way i said thank you was weird? Lol he was like "dont mind me lol" like NO TELL MEE. Like Joel is finally talking to me more now and stuff, and it feels more comfortable, but ofc he has a gf now too like -.- AND i saw them making out when we were outside like whoa o_o. Oh and they were talking about making noises while being blown or something, and i forgot what was being said, and i was like "not all of them make noises" and they both took it like ive done it to someone before! Like lmfao NOOOOO! NEVERRRR. They were like "you thinkin what im thinkin?" Like Angel could not stop, then like since they didnt say anything, Joel was like "ok have you ever...?" and i was like "Nooooooo" and idek if angel believed me but whatever, so i told him why i said that lol, cuz i remember he said that adie was really good at it, THENNN he was like "adie never did it to me" like 0.0 liar. But he was like "nooo psycho jasmine did it to me" and i was like "the one from our EJ?!" and they both said "NOOOOO" like lmao good, and angel was like "she hateessss meee, but she also likes me at the same time like da fuqq??" and i started to get mad lol and i had a nomble spazz kind of moment i was like "that btch needs to get a grip" and he was all like "is someone getting jelous??" and i was like "not evenn" and i told him about the dirty looks they give me and my violent intentions. And then Angel questioned my innocence, and i was like "i am innocent" he still didnt believe me, so i was like "well no ones gonna believe you" and Joel started chuckling cuz i said it in such a menacing way lmfao. Oh and i told them about cameron, and how he asked me out and Angel was like "SAY NO, hes aggravating and i hate him" like oh ok then ;}. Oh i showed him a mark on my hand, and my hand was cold, and he like grabbed it in both of his cuz they were super warm and he warmed my hand up, but it was like we were holding hands :} <3. And near the end of class i was like poking him, i toched his head to feel his hair, then i poked his neck, i was gonna rub his chin but i was like naaa xD. But he didnt even wait for me when we were leaving class like >_< cmon really. ugh whatever, but i had to stay for farmtastics, and this other kid that likes me he was like being really close, like standing in front of me really close, and you now how i have that problem where im terrafied if someone accidetally kisses me. And i saw Angel was still in school when i went in for snack, but i dont even think he saw me, ugh and aaron was there but i was avoiding him like uhh byee. And i never texted Angel :$

awe im sorryy ;-; hopefully it gets better. Omg okay so ill start with last night cause he texted me at like eight ish and we texted till 12am o-o So basically first i was just talking about my halloween costume (im being a cat) xD and i sent him a picture and hes like "aweee" and then i think we were just talking about random stuff and then im like "i feel so unloved" and hes like "i always do" and im like "but i love you." and hes like "awe omfg" and then a little while after that he was like "i can never do anything right" and im like "awe yes you can stop" and hes like "no" and i said yes and hes like "i love you." and i said i love you too x] and then he went to bed lmao. so today when i got to school i went to my locker and then when i was done i went up to him and his locker and he just gave me a smirk and i think that was it and then we didnt text during home room :L so then i had biology and spanish and hes not in those classes but everytime he passed by me, he would poke my head and it was cute. so then we had art and not much happened in there either cause he was playing a game on his phone but he sat across from me this time and our feet were like touching *-* so then we were using this pastel stuff and it got all over our hands and he rubbing it on my cheeks x] and then he felt bad and would rub it off for me xD so then when we were walking upstairs he was like "your sitting next to me at lunch" and im like "why should i" and hes like "cause you love me" and i was like "i never said that xD" And then he started freaking out lmao. so then he waited at my locker for me before lunch and when i got up he wrapped his arms around my shoulders c: OMG ISABELLA LUNCH WAS WONDERFUL. so at first it was just the normal lunch but there was like no space and our legs were against eachother and he kept rubbing his leg against mee. so then i was just eatting his chips and stuff ya know xD but then omg i was on twitter and he retweet this thing and it said "we all have that one girl that we can never stop thinking about" and i showed him and im like "oh really?" and he looked in my eyes and smiled and looked away and hes like "yup" and so i was like "tell me who its about" and he wouldnt tell me and then we started "fighting" and im like "TELL MEE" and hes like "you just wanna hear thats its you" and im like "i just wanna know" and then i grabbed his hand and im like "you dont get it back till you tell me" and then so our hands were under the table and ISABELLA WE HELD HANDS. like legit. Like our fingers were interlocked or whatever its called. for like fifteen minutes. and he kept rubbing his thumb against my hand. and our hands were resting on my thigh like omg. and then so the guy in front of us took a picture of our hands of course. so then joey finally said fine and he texted me it and he said "its about you" and i looked at him and im like "i feel like youre lying just to make me happy" and he said no. So then we both got up to leave and he waited for me cx and he was like "you ate all my lunch xD" And i was like "well maybe if you just told me, then i wouldnt." so then after that we were going to literature and he was in front of me in the hallway and i pushed his back and hes like "YOU PUSHIN ME?" XD and i was like "NOOO" and when we walked into literature he threw me up against the door and it made a huge noise and everyone was staring at us xD so then he was like "you ate my gummy bears" and i said no and hes like "YES YOU DID" and we both started laughing. so then we went to religion and literally everyone was asking me if me and him are a thing and i said and then they asked me if i like him and i didnt say anything. so they just kept making fun of us xD and then he walked by and i grabbed his hand and he grabbed mine c: and then i went to math and this kid said he was gonna post the picture on instagram and i said idc but then he just showed everyone anyway and they were all like "AWWW" and then in the hallway joey found me and im like "everyone thinks were dating" and hes like "yeap" so then on the bus we were texting each other and hes like "it would be funny if soon we are actually a thing and then we can prove them all right" and i said "yeah its gonna happen" like omggg. and he commented on my cake picture and we've been texting and im just like "i love youu" and he said "how do i know ur not lying" and im like "i cant prove it, can i?" and hes like "yeah i guess not" And i think thats it but yeah omg

OHMYGOSH i like smiled as i read this lol you two are soo freakin adorable xD, like watch him ask you out soon ;). Yeah so today we had this field trip, and we all had to be in school by 7:30, but the majority of us were mad late, including Angel .-. like we were already on the bus, and we were driving down the driveway, but then he gets out of his moms car and yeah :) i felt so much better. He had to go in our other teacher's car so he wasnt even with me but whatever :[. BUT once we got on the highway or something, he texted me :), it was pointless conversation, but it was nice. So once we got to the place, me and angel kinda walked together a little bit, and we had to go into this theatre looking room, and like ANGEL WAS ABOUT TO SIT NEXT TO ME BUT THEN THIS OTHER GIRL LIKE JUMPED DOWN AND SAT NEXT TO ME LIKE B/TCH WTF. And he had to sit all the way across the room like r u forreal ._.BUT there were people from other schools there, and of course i was scoping out all the cute guys ;) and there was this group of senior guys...and THIS ONE GUY was soooooo freakin hot, like, he was walking up the stairs, and i was sitting close to the stairs, (the room legit looks like a movie theater and i was the second seat in) and he was like makin eye contact with me as he walked up the stairs like HOLY HOTNESS, lol jalyn even nudged me. So then like 4 hours later when it was over, we all kinda clustered outside the thingy, and Angel came up to me and he was like "its a good thing we didnt sit next to each other, i wouldve fallen asleep on your shoulder" and i was like "trust me i wouldve fallen asleep on you too" but then we kinda split up for a little bit cuz we had to go on these elevators, AND GUESS WHO WAS ON THE ELEVATOR XD it was that super hott guyy XD. And he like held the door open for me, AND HE HAD SOME SORT OF ACCENT and he started speaking in a foreign language :o and when we were on the floor we were on and the doors opened, he was like "ladies first" and i was like "oh why thank you" AND OMG IT WAS JUST SO LIKE OMG PERFECT LIKE OMG CAN I TAKE YOU WITH ME OR SOMETHING. But then we like...didnt interact for like the rest of the time we were breathing the same air lol. BUTTTT me and Angel were like together the entireee time XD ^.^ like we hugged, and they were long and soooo gooddd, and it felt like we were going out !!! XD, like his face literally gets soo close to mine like he kinda wants to kiss me? but im just like nuu stahpp, like i want to but noooo. OHHH ANDDD he kinda put his arm around me too ^.^ but then he realized he couldnt so he SLOWLY removed his arm and tried to just play it off cool and like awkwardly patted my back lmao. And he was all like "i got new jeans" and he looked damn good in them too lol they were a dark wash, and it was weird cuz i was also wearing dark washed jeans today, and i was like "yeah you look nice in them" and my voice slowly trailed off cuz it was just awkward xD and i walked away as i said it too, but then he walked back over to me :}. We were together like a lot tho, and he wanted to ride back to school in the bus, so one of the kids switched with him, AND GUESS WHERE HE SAT XD, ok it wasnt next to me i was kinda p/ssed about that, but he sat dIRECTLY IN FRONT OF ME XD like thank you Jesus. And he showed me this song, so he gave me his headphones so i could listen to it xD. OHH AND OMFG so i was like on insta since i was bored af cuz i forgot my headphones at home, aND GUESS WHAT THIS MOTHER PHUCKER DID JUST GUEESSSSS. HE TOOK A PICTURE OF ME. ON HIS PHONE. WHILE I WAS ON MY PHONE. AND HE WOULDNT EVEN DELETE IT!!!!!! Like i didnt look bad, cuz he at least had the decency to let me see for a quick second xD, like i actually looked kinda good BUT THATS NOT THE POINT lmao then i was all like "what if adie sees?" and he was all like "she wont care" like damn girlfriends these days are useless lmfao. Oh and we stopped for gas, and the bus was like so quiet except for...me and angel ;) we were like "fighting" cuz i was all like "you never text me anymore" then we were arguing about texting and that stuff, lmao and conor was like "nobody texts mee :'(" lmao. And angel and i, we were like doing that "wrestling" thing with our arms, but we kinda ended up like in a high five position, and we were like holding hands in mid air lol it was cute. And jalyn kept on nudging me bcuz she was stalking me and angel like stahpppp. Ugh then someone asked him about adie, and like college, and he was like "yeah im not leaving her" like greattt .-. this is why i need aaron. Or someone for that matter. And on friday he was talking about me and my friends to the b/tches behind us, and i asked him about it, and he was all like "ohh i forgot" like bullsh.i.t -_- i was soo mad on friday cuz of that lol. And he showed me where he lived, cuz we passed by his street on our way back ;) Oh and so at the end of fourth period, i see jahi, and we talked about the aaron thing, and he was all like "oh apparently he wasnt really planning on playing you, he was just joking" and something happened where i was like "ok, should i just text him?" and he nodded his head, and i was like "idek what to say" and he was like "tell him how you feel, if you like him or not." so in geometry, nothing much happened, like i complained a tiny bit that my hair looked bad, and he was like "you look fine" and i was like "you always say that, you dont count anymore." Omg me and Joel are getting so p/ssed off at logan and Angel kinda is too? but i guess hes kinda "controlling" it better cuz angel was all like "you two are getting all p/ssed about this' and i was like "who? me and joel?" like no sht this kid has like a death wish. And XD we were talking about some sort of like pain or something? and i said something like "its not even the good kind of pain" and joel and angel were both staring at me XD lmao, and other little-ish kind of things happened but i cant remember. And we had food and wellness, and we baked cookies ^.^ me and angel were messing around a little bit xD. And when we finished, and he was wiping down the table, he was all like "im gonna tell adie...that i baked cookies with one of my friends...that happens to be a girl..." and i was all like "nooooooo!! dont tell her" and he was all like "chill she doesnt know about you" and i was like "goood goooddd" OMG AND YEAHH SO WE WERE LIKE TALKING ABOUT GAMING CUZ HES A BIG GAMER, AND HE WAS COMPLAINING THAT THERE WERE NO GAMER GIRLS AND I WAS ALL LIKE "well i know that i could be converted, but no one wants to try sooo" then he tried to deny it, but then he was all like "well then why dont you come over sometime..." then i made a face like 'that could potentially end up...you know what kind of face' then he finished by saying "to like chill" and like yeah so hopefully i can go over his house sometime soon ;D. And like i was leaving, and aaron walked past, but we were both walking kinda slow, and i kinda flirtatiously smiled...like I ALREADY MADE MY MOVE ITS YOUR TURN NOW. And thankfully i hugged Angel before i left, soo good. And joe was like "you act like you two are dating" like thats gonna haunt me :/. So me and my friend kinda saved Joel's @ss cuz him and his girlfriend were making out, and a teacher was coming, and i thought he was mad at me, but i think he kinda "thanked me" and smiled at me, but it was ok in the end anyway. His gf is probly gonna start hating but not my fault, like seriously she is so s/x hungry, like all she wants to do with joel is like put her mouth on him, like CONSTANTLY. So i flirting with a few guys, and this other guy that i always kinda liked was flirting with me, so that was fun. But for the most part me, robert and joel were like ...clustered. Me and angel texted again when i got home, well before that but we like texted all day today, and i told him a little bit about the aaron thing, and he was like "poor Bella :/" like yesh.

AWWEEEEE OMFG YOU NEED TO DATE HIM NOW. ITS OBVIOUS HE LIKES YOU. And taha HAHA hahahaha. you think yours is long :') im soooo sorry for this mess vvvvv

monday~
So i wore his sweatshirt to school, and it was cold and i really didnt wanna give it back, so when i saw him at breakfast i was kinda avoiding him :$ but then in EJ he didnt even notice at all, we just did this little weird finger thingy. Omg its seriously bothering me how hes acting around brianna like he used to be around me like :c stoopppp. He keeps on playing with her hair and stuff like :'C. But anyways, for some reason, jalyn compared Angel to Edward cullen, and then Joel said "Hey, you're edward, and she's Bella (refering to me) it all makes sense now" and omg that moment was just so perfect and ugh just yes XD. And i was talking to jalyn about justice, and how he texted me saturday night, and ofc Angel was listening and he thought i was talking about him and he was all like "what did i say bella? huhhhh???" and i was like "im not talking about you, but anyway you said 'hey'" And during break i tried to get a hug from him, but i had to help Brianna and her shyness with Joe because they're going out now and theyre both too shy to give each other any love so its like Lord pls help us .-. But anyway i had to copy some stuff from Angel's paper thingy, and he came over to my seat to see if i was done, and he just stood like so close and he was hovering over me like woo ^.^
And in geometry it was a tiny bit boring for a while because it was one of those days where we actually had to take notes and learn and sht, but OMFG before anyone even really entered the class me , angel, and jalyn were all standing next to each other like chilling or whatever, then this B/TCH who usually sits behind us in geometry fckin ran up to Angel, and right before she gave him a mother fckin hug, she glanced over at me and gave me THE DIRTIEST damn look i swear to God i need to execute a few b/tches at my school bcuz it it too damn much. Sooo IN geometry before we sat down Angel gave me a really awkward hug lol but it was really good so it doesnt matter xD. And he was all like "oh by the way you owe me a new sweatshirt" and i was like "oh ill give it to you at the end of the day" and he was like "oh you have it?" and i was like "yeah im wearing it lol" and he told me that i could keep it for as long as i want but he just wants it before the school year ends XD but like im gonna wash it, give it back to him, tell him he needs to spray more cologne on it, and give it back to me XD. But omg :'( so he like finally found out that brianna and joe go out, and Angel and Joel were talking about how theyre gonna have s/x with each other and i was like "naa theyre not gonna be like that" and angel was like "well shes pretty hot so we'll see what happens." SH'ES PRETTY HOT omfg i felt myself break like :'( but i got to take out some of my anger on him for that, cuz they were talking about jealousy, and Angel was all like "jealousy is a badd thing" or something like that and he just kept on talking about it and i was like "trust me i know" and ofc he tried to start teasing me about liking him and how i would know, but then i was all like "there were others before you so dont get all flattered" ............................ :l revenge is a b/tch but sometimes its a step that needs to be taken :/. But like you could kinda feel my words burning in the air lol Joel was all like "oohhh" but it was like quiet and angel tried to take it cool but whatever. Like he knows that i like him and every time that he mentions another girl does he really expect me not to care? like no, i hope not. Ugh so the kid in front of us was p/ssing us off and Joel told him off lol i love him. Oh and i finally got to rest my leg on Angel's lap XD like it was so comfy, and i really didnt wanna move my leg, and ughh i was so torn, but when i moved it he seemed kinda...upset? kinda like "what was that for?" ya know? And i was wearing this necklace today and it had like these "token" things on it and one of them has like "Guardian Angel" written on it or something, and Angel was looking at it and he was like "you have a guardian me" or something like that lol and then he was all like "but no really i do watch over you...more than you think" and in my head i was like AWWWHHHHH ^.^ XD <3 I feel pwotected :3 lol. Lmao then he was making fun of me because i apparently roll my eyes a lot? then he was like mocking me, and it was weird lol cuz it turned into a competition/fight type thing lol where we were just sighing, and then Joel comes out of nowhere and says something dirty and it was just hilarious XD. Ughhh and i was writing song lyrics down from Digital Daggers idk if you know them but the lyrics i was writing down were kinda darkish/demented type theme? it was like "look what you've made of me, now im the heavy burden that you cant bear" and OFC Angel took the little strip of paper that i wrote it on, and tried to read it, but i was like reaching wayy over him, it was so like flirty lol and i coldnt reach it :'( and he hid it in one of his pockets and i tried a few times to get it but i failed, but he gave me a chance he was like "give me one good reason why i shouldnt read this" and i forgot what i said but it obv wasnt good enough but i gave him my best puppy dog eyes like ughhhhh >.< it didnt work >.<
Thennnn we had food and wellness and he wasnt gonna go at first but then he did like woo ^.^ and we walked together, and the room was all empty and he said something along the lines of it was a good opportunity for me to r/pe him lmao like no thank you. Then after a lil while and the classy thingy started the teacher or whatever you wanna call her, she went to go write on the board, and Angel starts randomly attacking me like whoa then we just start play fighting thing and just stop as she turns around to face us again xD. And we went into the kitchen to help out, and he was sweeping and i came back in and he tried to read the lyrics right in front of me like -.- then he shoved it down his pants I THINK cuz i was obv trying to get it back again lol. Oh yeah so i started walking towards the bus stop, the he was a few feet behind me and then when the person he was with left or something, and i was turned around and he was like "bellaaaaaa" and i was like "come hither" lol so we walked down together, and we chilled waiting for the bus, but then like after a little bit he didnt wanna wait so he hugged me and left :L. BUT OMG so theres this senior guy that Joel is friends with, and me and him were talking, and then Joel came up to us, and then like the three of us were talking then this other girl was with us too so we were all talking and holy omfg it was the most i've ever talked to Joel and it was beautiful. Cuz his friend was trying to convince me that i was pretty and i was just like no -.- and they also said that i looked 17 like whoa o_o and i dont remember everything butttt when we got on the bus JOEL CALLED ME PRETYY XD XD XD XD I WAS SOO HAPPY CUZ HIS FRIEND WAS ALL LIKE "im gonna stop talking if you dont say that you're pretty" and i didnt wanna say it, but i didnt want him to stop talking, so Joel was kinddaaa sitting next to me, and he was all like "just say it, cuz honestly, you are" or something like that and holy sht it just made my day like <3 THE FEELS i could cry. Hes hot. i want him.

tuesday~
Ok so i was kinda late today, and i came in for like the last minute of breakfast, and Jahi came up to me, and hes all like "i need to talk to you" and i obv wanted to know immediately, so i was like "whats it about?" and he said "aaron" and i just kinda froze...but then cuz he didnt wanna talk about it with everyone there, he made a heart like with his hand, like ya know how you arch your hands and make a heart? lol yeah thats what he did xD. So i was kinda really happy but im trying to be careful cuz....i dont know what to expect. And nothing much happened in EJ i think...he said hey to me and jalyn but that wasnt really significant, and then me and jalyn were talking about the aaron thing, and she was all like "i knew that he liked you" and i was like >:o and Angel was walking by, and he mocked me lol but she only knew because jahi told her earlier that morning soo. And we had to go into these groups, and i know me and Angel wont be together for anything, because the teachers still suspect something going on between us like stop ._. but he was in a group nearby mine, and i was just sitting there, and he was like "Bella you makin new friends?" and i gave him a dirty look lol and then he started laughing and said "i dont think your making new friends" like damn why does everybody want me to make friends? Like why would i wanna be friends with obnoxious, arrogant upperclassmen? Ugh imma say that next time >.< But hes getting a haircut tomorrow and i think he said that he's gonna gel it up again so woo ^.^
OMG DURING LUNCH so like when we got to go outside, i was sitting near where the guys were playing basketball, and aaron plays basketball ;) so when it was time to go in, i kinda waited for him, so he was like walking behind me, and i held the door open for him and he was like "thank you" and i could tell he was tryna make his voice sound deep and seductive lol, it was heartbreaking when he had to go upstairs like ugh -.- In geometry i got him an opener and he was like happy about it lol, and i wore his sweatshirt again, and he was like "i love how it hangs off of you, its like a dress" lol, i cant wait until that dance in december and he'll see me in a dress, lol like i already picked one out XD. And they were talking about something nasty, so i was awkwardly doing my work, UGH then Angel asked me why i "wasnt talking to Emler" like i talk to him kind a lot and then he said "im gonna tell him to ask you out" or something like that, and i was like "nooo i dont wanna break a third heart" and Joel was all like "awhhh." But then Joel started chuckling about something, and i thought it was about me or something, and i was like "is it about the robert thing?" robert is his friend from yesterday cuz rob likes me and yeah, and joel was like "what no" and i kinda forgot what he was talking about. And angel misinterpreted something i said yesterday, and i was trying to prove my innocence, so i told them about how justice tried to kiss me, and how i had to reject it, and i told them how the almost kiss made me feel dirty, and they were both laughing lol and joel was like "poor b@st@rd" lmao XD. And Angel put his leg on my lap lol he was like "my turn" and i was telling him about how my thighs hurt cuz i was working out yesterday and i was trying to really push myself, and it was cool cuz he knew some of the general terms he was like "oh was it leg day?" and i was like "something like that." Oh and i asked him about the song lyrics from yesterday, and Joel was like "he forgot, he didnt read them dont worry" and Angel made this "awe fck! i forgot" face XD lmao and he was like "its probly still in my pants...that are in the wash" lmao. And they were talking about getting random b0ners, and something happened that we all ended up laughing. Lol ugh and he took the back of my graphing calc cuz mine is clear and his is gray lol and it has his initials on it too :}, Oh and i told him about the sweatshirt thing, and he was all like "i dont think adie would like that" like...-.- that struggle ugh i was so tempted to say "well she wouldnt know" but that wouldve been bad XD. Ugh and his bestie Key, had PE, so she was walking past the windows and stuff, and Joel was like "oh look theres your future girlfriend" and IT WAS SO AWKWARD cuz Joel glanced at me too!!! Like uhhh.. and Angel was all like "ew no i couldnt" and i told him that one of my "friends" thought that he liked key, and he was like "no!" so thats cleared up, but like they act flirty :L buttt he is like that with everyone ughh -_- And i thiiinkkk thats it. OOhh wait no so this guy i think he kinda likes me, his name is Cameron, him, elmer and i were all chilling waiting for our parents to come, but they were like flirting with me, cameron is super tall and he was like "once i make it in the NBA, and i get rich, i'll come for you and i'll be like 'will you marry me?!" lmao and i gave them both my number, but only me and Elmer texted today. Oh i almost forgot, so when i had to go to my job, jahi kept on talking about Aaron to me, and all the s/xual things we would do like um i didnt agree to this lol. And Aaron was walking past the room we were in, and theye were yellin things at each other, and jahi was like "Isabella's in here!" Oh and this other kid that i work with, me and him were in the chicken coop, and i forgot how the conversation started, but he was like "yeah so do you like aaron? cuz he came up to me and he was like 'do you know isabella?' and i was like yeah i work with her" then i forgot what aaron said, i think it was "do you know if she likes me, cuz ppl are sayin stuff" and i said "ohhh so he talks about me?" or something and he was like "its nothing bad, we were talking and he was like 'i think shes cute'" and i forgot the rest but ._. cute? thats all i get? ok then ._.

wednseday~
So he made it in really late, and i saw him walk in through the door, and i was trying to walk really slow, but i was in front of my class and the teacher was right there so i was like >.< ughhh fck this. And we were using computers, and i was really hoping to get his again, but Brianna got it and i was like ...uncomfortable , but she gave it to me so it was all good ^.^ and and told her what angel said and she was like "I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS, and he better not make a move on me cuz i already have a boo" Sighh whatever. In EJ he saw that i wore his sweatshirt AGAIN and he started laughing about it :} lol and i told him i was too lazy to try and dress pretty, and he got me and jalyn openers. OH and apparently angel has briannas number >.< but she told me they havent texted yet so thats good. this is starting to really p/ss me off. So During break we were kinda like doing our own thing for the first two minutes, like it was almost like i was avoiding him but i wasnt, then when i finally stopped moving, me, brianna, and i think a few other people made a little cluster, and Angel came over to me, and i think we hugged but im not sure xD but we were all just kinda awkwardly standing there, and Angel was staring at me like eeeeek /.\ And Aaron came out of the class that was like right next to where we were standing, and he like didnt even acknowledge me like ok. And we were using computers during the last part of class, and after THE LONGEST time, Angel finally chats me, and he sent me "hahahaha" cuz me and jalyn got "yelled" at by the teacher and i was like "idgaf" and i think that he thought that i was mad, cuz he replied with "okay" then i think i said something random to let him know i wasnt. Then in lunch, i was flirting with kind of a lot of guys, and it was kinda in front of Aaron too, like dude hurry the fck up and make a move! So at first me brianna and crystale went to the bathroom, and since the boys table (where aaron sits) is close to the girls bathroom, they were all checking us out, and Aaron was def checking me out ;) and the same happened as we were walking out ;) and i hugged robert and this other senior did i tell you about him? His name is Pablo, there are also theories that he likes me too. So at first robert wanted a hug, but pablo was right there, and he was trying to block my way and he was like "NO", but it was ok i guess cuz i gave him a hug right after? Lol yeah i felt bad cuz that was in front of Aaron...then since Cameron liked this other girl, and he came up to me during lunch and he was like "ooh there she is" so i was like pulling him by the wrist and being flirty, and trying to get him to talk to her, even though she was like going upstairs, and omg when i was pulling his wrist and being flirty Aaron probly saw like :L. And me and cameron were like talking and all that good stuff at the end of lunch cuz everyone was huddled at the door waiting to go outside, and Aaron was standing all the way to my right, but it was literally only a few feet away, and cameron was in front of me, but there was this condiment table inbetween us, but we were like...still flirting....ugh. AND when they finally let us out, i wanted to walk with Aaron, and he clearly wanted to walk with me too cuz he was walking all slow and we were like...parallel to each other, but cameron was like indirectly blocking him and he was walking with me instead and i felt soo badd :c. So then i just sat watching the guys play basketball again, and Aaron looked at me a few times, but then i left a few times, and the cool part was Angel had a class like right next to the black top where like i was hanging out, does that make sense? lol. And me and Aaron walked in together and we were walking together :3 <3. And i tried to wait for angel but he was taking way to damn long -.-. But me and Angel walked to geometry together, and like nothing much happened, but he started laughing cuz i was wearing his sweatshirt, and he put his leg on my lap again. He winked at me too. Me and Joel made kind of a lot of eye contact like :} eeek ^.^. And yeah but omg he was talking about adie, and she doesnt like dubstep, like child why are you even going out with each other if dubstep is a big part of your life and she doesnt like it like what? Oh and then we hugged, cuz he told me that i needed to smell his new cologne :3 and it was beautiful. Then i left class without him cuz once again, takin way too damn long. But i walked with Aaron ^.^ but ughh i feel like im breakin his heart, cuz then i saw Angel infront of the office, and me and Aaron were walking together, then i went up to Angel and gave him a goodbye hug, but it was like instinctive so its not my fault! /.\ But we were still kinda walking together to the bus stop soooo. Ugh and a lot of stuff hapened while we were waiting for the bus, so jahi was bothering brianna, then someone said that they were gonna get Joe on him, (cuz joe is mad buff and possibly intimidating) then somehow the situiation was reversed, cuz AARON WAS RIGHT THERE and jahi was all like " oh so Aaron what would you do if i started botherin isabella? huh?" and he was like "i wouldnt do sht" but he was like trying to turn away and trying to avoid the question, and he better have been lyinng cuz...thats not acceptable if we're gonna go out xD. And this random @ss girl that i almost never talk to, comes up to me, and shes like "trust fall" and ofc i didnt catch her cuz i wasnt fcking ready, so brianna was standing next to me, and so was jalyn, so she like stumbles into brianna, but bri stays safe, and but the girl fell into jalyn, and they both started stumbling, and she made jalyn fall into this huge dirt mountain, but OMFG everyone was laughing sooooooo hard! Lmfao! Like i told you jalyn and jahi used to go out, so jahi was ON THE FLOOR cuz he was laughing soo hard lmfao, we were all dyinnnnn tho, but then they got mad at me cuz i didnt catch the girl, like sweetheart you dont just go up to strangers and try to fall on them to see if you can trust them like no. Then we all kinda huddled or something? And aaron was close by :3, nd jalyn said something about me and him, and she was like "Aaronisabellasayshi" like she said it really fast and her voice got louder with each word like ahhh /.\ and he said "hi" in like the plainest, most idgaf kind of tone like OK .-. and cameron texted me today...and he asked me out, and Robert asked me out a few days ago, but it was so much more awkward with cameron, and i told him i would think about it. But one of the girls in my guidance used to go out with him, and she still has feelings for him, and she saw me and him together today, so she was really upset about that like ughhh :c. Im gonna talk to jahi tomorrow and tell him to tell Aaron to hurry the fck up and ask me out or some sht cuz too many other guys are after me. Again, im sooo sorry XD this is too long lmao

Lmao ok so today i was legit just leaning again the french room's door frame, waiting for Angel, and he came in and we hugged, :}. During break him and his best friend, he calls her Key, and she was trying to tickle him, and he like used me as a human shield HAHA but then i tried tickling him, and yeah x). And in EJ, he hugged me then too XD and jalyn asked/told me something, and i said "tehehe" to it, and she told angel, and he was like "she goes tehehe to anything and everything XD" lmao. And i forgot what happened for the majority of that class >:L but anyway like im starting to get nervous cuz he's been giving brianna a lot of compliments and im just like ;$ noooo ;c. After lunch, i was walking back to guidance, and something kinda bad happened, but it was like solved, but i was still kinda shakey over it, and as i was walking back i passed by Angel but we like stopped to give each other a hug XD, and he asked me something, like "whats up" or something, and i was like "i almost cried lol" and he was like "whyy?" and i was like "i'll tell you later" and he was like "you better" and i meant to tell him in geometry, but i forgot xD. And like a lot happened in geometry, so Joel was talking to Angel about the girl he likes, and apparently now theyre going out .-. and he was talking about how she wanted to make out with him at the bus stop, and Joel was all like "she probably saw" since i was like literally a few feet away, and i was like "ooh yeahh, well i just remember you two like holding hands i didnt see her try and like make out with you." And then we all had to like write our names down on a piece of paper, and he wrote my name down for me cuz i said that it made me uncomfortable lol xD. And he moved like a big piece of hair like to my back, ya know what i mean? lol. And lol he kept on trying to tickle me, which just led to me grabbing his hands and making sure they didnt go near me xD then when i finally let go he was like "im surprised you havent tried to tickle me" and i was like "tehe not yet" and he was like "you dont even know where im ticklish" and i was like "i'll find it" and he was taking it the kinky way ;D, and kept on putting his hand on like my thigh and like knee area? and i was like "do you feel how cold i am?" and he like touched my thigh again and he was like "your not that cold" and i was like "yes i am feel my hand" and i put the back of my hand against his neck, and he was like "damnn" then i think thats when he offered me his sweatshirt XD <3 He was like "here you want my sweatshirt?" and i was like "uhhh suree..." and he started taking it off and its like a pullover, so it was just so se/xy the way he was taking it off ;). And after i put it on, he was playing with the little zipper near the neck, and he was like pulling it up, and idk my initial thought was he cares about me and wants me to be warm :3 so i said "Awwhhhh :3" and he was like "why are you saying awhh?!" and i was like "idk nevermind :3" Then he was like making fun of me for that :} and i was like "shudduppp :}" and he was like "make me!" and i got up to go get a charger for my computer when he said that, and i was like "dont tempt me -.-" lmao and then he kept on talking about "tempting me" or something. and then like we were talking about how he smelled, cuz i was all like "everyone tells me i smell good except for you, i tell you that you smell good" and he was like "you always smell good" :3 <3 and then he talked about how he spends a sh/t load of money on cologne and i started smelling his sweatshirt, and then we hugged just so i can smell the difference of him without his sweatshirt, and like its happening to most of our hugs now, like we dont know where to put our faces, (or at least thats what i feel like) and our faces just get so close and it feels like hes trying to go in for a kiss, but then remembers he cant and its just UGH >.< And like a long time ago he told me he wanted me to use his good headphones so i could hear the difference and how good they are, so he was like "here" and he put them on my head for me lol xD and they were really good :o and then he like said i could use them or something? But i already had his sweatshirt ,and i felt like i was taking all his sh/t so i was all like "naaa" but then a little while later, he like stole my headphones, and replaced them with his XD so i was like umm ok XD and lmao hes so stupid xD he kept on trying to talk to me when he knew i couldnt hear him, but he was only saying "your so weird and odd" lmao smh. And like hes constantly staring at me XD. BUT OMG I FORGOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING, BUT WE WERE LIKE "FIGHTING" OR SOMETHING BUT IT WAS REALLY ONLY LIKE GRABBING OUR HANDS AND HE LICKED ONE OF MY FINGERS. MOLLIE HE LICKED MY FINGER :O lmfao Joel was all like surprised and laughing, and i was like WHOA :O and i wiped my finger on his leg lol so it was all good x). And we were like playing with each others elbows??? Like our elbows were touching, so him, being the weird he is xD he like placed his elbow on top of mine, then i took mine out from under him, and did the same, and we did that for a while lol. Then at some point we were playing footsie again, and he like....took my leg and held it hostage like under his chair and our legs were like intertwined.....lol it was so weird but cute c:
Then he had the nerve to turn my computer off. And he was chatting adie, and she is so weird omg ._. like she even acts like a s/xual 11 year old ._. And Angel and Joel were like play wrestling or something like that? And Joel was talking to adie pretending to be angel, and he was all like "im g@y" and "i like P3NIS" lmfao and then Angel stopped Joel, so Joel was all like "Isabella, type something nasty quick!" and it took me a minute to get over the way he said my name, and lmfao i had no idea what to write, so i was like "d!ckyyyyyyyy" and when Joel saw it he was like dying of laughter, then i started laughing, and Angel was like "sorry that was my friends" and she was all like "lml theyre funnyyy" like uhhh...and Angel was all like "i should tell her that it was you" and i was like 6_6 im not afraid of this b//tch. And like at the end of class, we were talking and i was like "you never text me anymoreee" and he was like "well why dont you start the conversations??" and then like we got all up in each others faces, and fighting over it, and Joel was like "WHY DONT YOU JUST SET AN ALARM TO TEXT EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME" or something lol it was a weird idea XD. And we hugged before we left class, even tho we walked out together too ;) and when we got back downstairs, joseph was right there and he saw me and Angel, and he started walking slow, and i was like "keep walking Joe." And Angel reminded me to bring back the sweatshirt on monday, and i was like "are you sure? i can give it back to you now" and i was just trying to fight it, just cuz i felt bad, and he fought back and he was like "noo, just keep it for now and give it to me on monday, becuase your cold, and you have to walk home and i dont, i have a ride." and i was like oh ok. Then i stayed after school for a while cuz i purposefully missed the first bus, so then i had to wait in the caf with some junior guys that im friends with, and idk i felt like they were totally flirting with me, and one of them called me pretty and cute and stuff. And they were talking about how Angel was trying to "bag" me since i was wearing his sweatshirt, and then after a while, it was like snack time, and all these people like Joel and aaron come out of like no where, and i was like purposefully flirting with the junior guys in front of Joel, AND THEN ANGEL CAME OUT OF NO WHERE and i was like WHOA and he was like "Bellaaa" and he came over to me and gave me a goodbye hug c: and then the junior guys confronted him about the sweatshirt thing, and Angel was like "she was cold" and yeah. And its so awkward being with aaron in the bus line >_< like it looked like he wanted to come talk to me, but he would like second guess himself >_< and Brianna told me that aaron told her that like him and gianna are just gonna stay friends or something? and she told me that there could be a possibility that he could like me, but im trying not to get too invested cuz i can see the drama thats probly gonna happen so like no. But ughh i really wanna talk to him.

ughh okay idk why i can never remember what happens :I but i had to take a test this morning and i was gonna ask joey if he could tell the homeroom teacher that i wasnt here, but he was acting really distant..like he looked at me and then looked away and so i just asked someone else but i was really upset about it during the first few minutes because like whyy :L but then i went to religion and i showed up like ten minutes late and when i walked in joey called out to me and hes like "someone is lateee" and i just smiled at him and kept walking so then i felt better. so then during lunch i had to make up another test and when i walked in the room i saw joey and this other girl sitting together and i was so upset cause now it really seems like im stalking him omfg :I so i walked up to their table and i forget what i said but they were like "we have to take a test" and they kinda gave me an attitude like okay fawk you too. and i was just like "so do i" and i sat at the table behind me them but then the teacher ended up splitting them up and he put joey at a different table but joey moved to the table right behind me c: and i finished before him so it didnt loook like i was stalking xD. so then we had global and spanish and hes not in my classes for them :L but then after that we had art and me and my friend were walking down to art and joey and mary jumped out at me and scared me so much omfg. and mary and my friend were walking together and joey was walking with me c: so we didnt talk as much as we did yesterday in art cause he was listening to music but mary was like "mollie, joey loves you" and i was like "no he doesnt" and mary was like "yeah he said it last night" and i was like "when" and she said "why are you so interested, cause you love him too?" and i said "yup" and omfg joey didnt even say anything i was just like :O and shes like "he told me at the bonfire" and then shes like "you guys are the same height" and he looked up and we both stared at each other and then hes like "whats that supposed to mean?" and i laughed and shes like "you both love each other" and i said no and then omfg isabella she said "well you both act like it" like aww cx and ugh i cant remember what else happened but i would just like look up at him and he'd look back at me. and then mary hit me with a ruler and then awe joey was like "DONT HIT MY BEST FRIEND" like he called me he called me his best friend c: and then when art was over, they went the different way again and he screamed "MAYBE ITS CAUSE I LIKE MOLLIE BETTER THAN I LIKE YOU" to mary. and i turned around and looked at him and he looked back at me like omgg. and then nothing happened in the last period. but when i was packing my books to leave, he walked by me and he patted my head and i looked up at him and he turned around and he looked at me and we both smirked at each other. so then i tweeted "ughhh" and he favorited it c: And then omg when i got home he left me a message on twitter and he said "whats yo digits" so we've basically been texting each other since then but he just went to bed :c but he was at homecoming while he was texting me and i was like "okay ill talk to you later then" and hes like "noo its alright, im not doing anything" and then i invited him to come to a concert with me in february and i told him i would pay for him and hes like "noo youre not paying for me" like hes so sweet omg. and then a few minutes ago i was like "i wish i was home. im so tired" and he gave me a sad face and i was like "sad mollie :c" and hes like "awe mollie :c" and i said "joeeyyy" and he gave me a happy face like ugh. and i posted a picture on instagram and he liked it. Oh and i also posted a selfie on twitter and he liked it literally one minute after i posted it like omfg. yes. and im pretty sure thats it

Lmao awe sounds like a day that i would have :). So today like nothing really happened .-. so he came in really late today, so i didnt get to like say hi or anything, but then in EJ, as soon as he put his stuff down at his table, he walked over to me and we hugged :} an he just awkwardly stood next to me for a little bit, but then he left to go give other people hugs and stuff :l. And Joel had to leave, and i wanted to sit with him, but that would've been a baddd idea :/. And he had to like stand up for a majority of the class to try and keep himself awake, and Jalyn was going through my bag, and she was examining my keys, and she giggled about something, and then i guess Angel was watching ;) and he started to smirk and i was like :3. Lol then he left to go splash his face with water, and he got some water on his hair, and at first i was like "da fuqq" cuz he was looking at me as he walked by, ;D but then these girls started talking to him, and then i think they asked why he didnt gel his hair anymore, and he said something about his mom not letting him or something? Like i will buy you gel xD cuz he just looked so goodddd like that but ok :c. And for the rest of that class i feel like he was looking at me but idk. Then in geometry like close to nothing happened cuz he kept on talking to the girl behind us ._. like stop. But like he tried to tickle me, then we ended up like like "holding hands" but it wasnt really holding hands in that cute way ya know? it was like that weird "im just gonna grab onto your and and be weird" type of thing...Then he asked me something but i forgot, and that led to him being all like "i dont know who you like, wait so who else do you like?" and i was like "i dont really like anybody :s" and he was like "oh you dont like anybody?" and he started to pretent to cry, and i put my hand on his shoulder and i had to lie and say "noo dont worry i love you but i just cant like, click with anybody" and he was like "click" and he kept on saying it lol and he tried making a little hand motion for it and idk if he meant that he wanted me to click with him??? Like yeah i did im just sick of wasting my time. And he asked me if i was going to homework center, and i was like "no i have farmtastics today" and he was like "ya know whats really weird? last year when my girlfriend was here she went to farmtastics too" and i made a creeped out face. Then he started going onnnn about her, and he said "you two are exactly alike, but you're a lot taller than her" and then i was like "im not that tall!" and then he disagreed, and then he was like "i have a real bad thing for short girls" like hello impossible how are you .__.
And omg yesterday, i forgot to tell you that him and joel were talking about making out, and they were just like...making the tongue motions? Lol and angel was like "bella do you go lllll?" that llll part is that "L" tongue sound and motion he was doing lol, and i said "not yet" but i didnt realize what he was talking about, and he was like "you've never made out before?" and i was like ignoring him, trying to avoid the question, and he was like "really?" like he was really surprised which surprised me lol. And he asked me about it again today, and i was so uncomfortable, and he was like "I'll know if your lying" so like why are you asking me? lol, but i kept on changing the subject and after a few very hard tries, he finally gave up. And i THINK him and adie are ok again :( cuz he was talking to someone, and i remember him talking about some convo, and he said "i said babe you know were gonna fight sometimes right?" :c sighhhhh. Then i wasnt doing any work whatsoever, so i was just writing down lyrics on my graph paper, and he kept on stealing it -.- but then i wrote down these other lyrics from a dubstep song, and he started reading it, and since i didnt finish, he recognized the song and started singing it XD and he was like "this is why she is awesome and i love her" and he told michael too and he high fived me lol. And at some point he was like "your an @sshole" and i was like "uhh excuse me? why?" and it was something about getting mad at him or something? and i was like "i only got mad at you one time, and it was when we were texting but you didnt know" and then him and joel were talking about how girls like always put the triple dots when they text and they always say "ok" which i kinda do a lot but...whatever. But omfg i got sooo mad, cuz he was just like being annoying with the girl behind us, and he got in trouble -_- cuz that b//tch ripped up a sh/tload of tiny pieces of paper, and dumped it on him >_< and then he did it to her and they both just made a big scene and the sub teacher obv noticed and made them write down their names so they could go explain themselves in the office or some sh/t >_< and the teacher was talking about moving one of their seats, and i swear to f//cking God it better be hers or im seriously gonna kill someone, but i just got so mad and luckily it was at the end of class cuz i just stormed out of there. And hes like not texting me anymore and its p/ssing me off >:(

awe ;-; you two are still adorable though xD. OKay i can barely remember anything from today for some reason.. but today was dress down day and i had ripped jeans and like a flannel thing and i looked pretty decent ;] so i was sitting against my locker and then him and mary came over to me and i forget what were talking about but then he was just like "your feet are small" and im like "theyre bigger than yours!" and hes like "im an 8" and im like "im an 8 and a half" and then he put his foot up to mine and hes like theyre the same size, twins!" and my friend was like "Awee" xD ughh idk why i cant remember anythingg. but nothing happened in homeroom, but then when i left mary thought i was following her and she kept calling me a stalker all day xD and then when joey walked by, he patted my head *-* so then i went to bio and algebra and spanish so i didnt see them ;-; but after that, i had lunch and when i walked by they were both in like and mary was like "see you are following us" and im like "we have the same classes, what do you want me to do xD" and at lunch joey bought homecoming tickets for tomorrow night so thats not good cause i dont want him to dance with anyone and im not gonna know about it .-. then after that we had global but i didnt see them, okay so then we had art which it the best cause all we do is talk and omg. so they went a different way then the rest of us so when i came down stairs to go to art joey met up with me and walked with me to art :') so this girl jenny was in joey's seat and i was like no -.- so we moved down at it was me, and then mary was across from me and then joey was next to mary and my friend was across from him(next to me) if that made any sense. so i was on twitter and joey was like "DID I GET HACKED" but he didnt xD and i was like "yea im pretty upset that you didnt follow me back" and hes like "I thought i did?!" and i was like "noo :c" so then he followed me c: and there was a roll of tap on the table and me and joey were playing this game with it the whole entire period and we kept rolling it back and fourth to each other. so there was a bonfire tonight at the beach but i couldnt go.. and joey asked me if i was going. and now that i think about it, he only asked me. like he didnt ask my friend omfg. cx so i was like "i dont think so" and he was like "whyyy you should go" and i was like "i have confirmation" and then we were just talking about that and hes like "i want you to go so i can throw you in the fire" xDD.and then the teacher was talking to this girl about how her picture was up on the wall and joey was like "good think yours wasnt up there mollie, cause i would have drawn on it" and i was like "im not suprised" so then we started talking about concerts and how he never goes to them and i was like "i will take you to a concert omg yes" and mary is like "im not invited?" and im like "no just joey xD" so then he was just going through all his music and telling me what he likes so i need to go to a concert with him right now okay. so then i got up to put my picture away and i realized i left my phone on the table and i went back and grabbed it real quick and he was like "that was a smart idea xD" so then art was over and we both went different ways again and when i walked out the door to the hallway, they were both standing there and they came up and pretended to hit me and i got scared xD and my shoe was untied and i told joey to tie it for me and hes like "why do you need me to tie your shoe" and i was like "cause im taking you to concerts" and then he said something i dont remember and im like "oh youre replacing me?" and hes like "never" cx so then it was time for religion and joey told me to come their way with me x] so i did, and joey and i were walking together like almost holding hands omfg and mary is like "you guys are the same height" and i was like "no im taller" and joeys like "NOO im actually taller than someone for once wow" and then mary pushed joey into a trash can and blammed me xD and i was like "i would never hurt joey" and joey kept running into me aww c: then we went to religion and he played with my hair before he sat down. so then after that was over, we had an assembly thing and i sat next to mary and joey was on the other side of her. and in religion our teacher was talking about how you never know what people are going through and marys like "mollie, im sorry. i know you cant help it that youre different" lmao xD and joey was like "i was gonna come up to mollie and give her a whole speech about how im sorry but you just ruined it mary xD and then joey kept kicking my foot and hes like "i think i could fit into your shoes" and im like "nahh you couldnt" and he just stared at me again for like five minutes xD and mary whispered something to him and then she turned to me and shes like "joey loves you" and im like "noo" and shes like "yup" and then she said something like "we both hate you" but it was funny lmao and omg joey was like "i dont. i think mollie is really cool" like aww cx and im pretty sure thats it.. and then omg isabella. he posted a picture on instagram and i liked it and right after i liked he re-liked my most recent one and then he liked the picture i posted tonight too c: and omfg. He literally favorited and retweeted like 20 things i tweeted on twitter from like weeks ago xD and i was like omg. and i did the same to his. this means he misses me..omg.

Lmao ok so today i was legit just leaning again the french room's door frame, waiting for Angel, and he came in and we hugged, :}. During break him and his best friend, he calls her Key, and she was trying to tickle him, and he like used me as a human shield HAHA but then i tried tickling him, and yeah x). And in EJ, he hugged me then too XD and jalyn asked/told me something, and i said "tehehe" to it, and she told angel, and he was like "she goes tehehe to anything and everything XD" lmao. And i forgot what happened for the majority of that class >:L but anyway like im starting to get nervous cuz he's been giving brianna a lot of compliments and im just like ;$ noooo ;c. After lunch, i was walking back to guidance, and something kinda bad happened, but it was like solved, but i was still kinda shakey over it, and as i was walking back i passed by Angel but we like stopped to give each other a hug XD, and he asked me something, like "whats up" or something, and i was like "i almost cried lol" and he was like "whyy?" and i was like "i'll tell you later" and he was like "you better" and i meant to tell him in geometry, but i forgot xD. And like a lot happened in geometry, so Joel was talking to Angel about the girl he likes, and apparently now theyre going out .-. and he was talking about how she wanted to make out with him at the bus stop, and Joel was all like "she probably saw" since i was like literally a few feet away, and i was like "ooh yeahh, well i just remember you two like holding hands i didnt see her try and like make out with you." And then we all had to like write our names down on a piece of paper, and he wrote my name down for me cuz i said that it made me uncomfortable lol xD. And he moved like a big piece of hair like to my back, ya know what i mean? lol. And lol he kept on trying to tickle me, which just led to me grabbing his hands and making sure they didnt go near me xD then when i finally let go he was like "im surprised you havent tried to tickle me" and i was like "tehe not yet" and he was like "you dont even know where im ticklish" and i was like "i'll find it" and he was taking it the kinky way ;D, and kept on putting his hand on like my thigh and like knee area? and i was like "do you feel how cold i am?" and he like touched my thigh again and he was like "your not that cold" and i was like "yes i am feel my hand" and i put the back of my hand against his neck, and he was like "damnn" then i think thats when he offered me his sweatshirt XD <3 He was like "here you want my sweatshirt?" and i was like "uhhh suree..." and he started taking it off and its like a pullover, so it was just so se/xy the way he was taking it off ;). And after i put it on, he was playing with the little zipper near the neck, and he was like pulling it up, and idk my initial thought was he cares about me and wants me to be warm :3 so i said "Awwhhhh :3" and he was like "why are you saying awhh?!" and i was like "idk nevermind :3" Then he was like making fun of me for that :} and i was like "shudduppp :}" and he was like "make me!" and i got up to go get a charger for my computer when he said that, and i was like "dont tempt me -.-" lmao and then he kept on talking about "tempting me" or something. and then like we were talking about how he smelled, cuz i was all like "everyone tells me i smell good except for you, i tell you that you smell good" and he was like "you always smell good" :3 <3 and then he talked about how he spends a sh/t load of money on cologne and i started smelling his sweatshirt, and then we hugged just so i can smell the difference of him without his sweatshirt, and like its happening to most of our hugs now, like we dont know where to put our faces, (or at least thats what i feel like) and our faces just get so close and it feels like hes trying to go in for a kiss, but then remembers he cant and its just UGH >.< And like a long time ago he told me he wanted me to use his good headphones so i could hear the difference and how good they are, so he was like "here" and he put them on my head for me lol xD and they were really good :o and then he like said i could use them or something? But i already had his sweatshirt ,and i felt like i was taking all his sh/t so i was all like "naaa" but then a little while later, he like stole my headphones, and replaced them with his XD so i was like umm ok XD and lmao hes so stupid xD he kept on trying to talk to me when he knew i couldnt hear him, but he was only saying "your so weird and odd" lmao smh. And like hes constantly staring at me XD. BUT OMG I FORGOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING, BUT WE WERE LIKE "FIGHTING" OR SOMETHING BUT IT WAS REALLY ONLY LIKE GRABBING OUR HANDS AND HE LICKED ONE OF MY FINGERS. MOLLIE HE LICKED MY FINGER :O lmfao Joel was all like surprised and laughing, and i was like WHOA :O and i wiped my finger on his leg lol so it was all good x). And we were like playing with each others elbows??? Like our elbows were touching, so him, being the weird he is xD he like placed his elbow on top of mine, then i took mine out from under him, and did the same, and we did that for a while lol. Then at some point we were playing footsie again, and he like....took my leg and held it hostage like under his chair and our legs were like intertwined.....lol it was so weird but cute c:
Then he had the nerve to turn my computer off. And he was chatting adie, and she is so weird omg ._. like she even acts like a s/xual 11 year old ._. And Angel and Joel were like play wrestling or something like that? And Joel was talking to adie pretending to be angel, and he was all like "im g@y" and "i like P3NIS" lmfao and then Angel stopped Joel, so Joel was all like "Isabella, type something nasty quick!" and it took me a minute to get over the way he said my name, and lmfao i had no idea what to write, so i was like "d!ckyyyyyyyy" and when Joel saw it he was like dying of laughter, then i started laughing, and Angel was like "sorry that was my friends" and she was all like "lml theyre funnyyy" like uhhh...and Angel was all like "i should tell her that it was you" and i was like 6_6 im not afraid of this b//tch. And like at the end of class, we were talking and i was like "you never text me anymoreee" and he was like "well why dont you start the conversations??" and then like we got all up in each others faces, and fighting over it, and Joel was like "WHY DONT YOU JUST SET AN ALARM TO TEXT EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME" or something lol it was a weird idea XD. And we hugged before we left class, even tho we walked out together too ;) and when we got back downstairs, joseph was right there and he saw me and Angel, and he started walking slow, and i was like "keep walking Joe." And Angel reminded me to bring back the sweatshirt on monday, and i was like "are you sure? i can give it back to you now" and i was just trying to fight it, just cuz i felt bad, and he fought back and he was like "noo, just keep it for now and give it to me on monday, becuase your cold, and you have to walk home and i dont, i have a ride." and i was like oh ok. Then i stayed after school for a while cuz i purposefully missed the first bus, so then i had to wait in the caf with some junior guys that im friends with, and idk i felt like they were totally flirting with me, and one of them called me pretty and cute and stuff. And they were talking about how Angel was trying to "bag" me since i was wearing his sweatshirt, and then after a while, it was like snack time, and all these people like Joel and aaron come out of like no where, and i was like purposefully flirting with the junior guys in front of Joel, AND THEN ANGEL CAME OUT OF NO WHERE and i was like WHOA and he was like "Bellaaa" and he came over to me and gave me a goodbye hug c: and then the junior guys confronted him about the sweatshirt thing, and Angel was like "she was cold" and yeah. And its so awkward being with aaron in the bus line >_< like it looked like he wanted to come talk to me, but he would like second guess himself >_< and Brianna told me that aaron told her that like him and gianna are just gonna stay friends or something? and she told me that there could be a possibility that he could like me, but im trying not to get too invested cuz i can see the drama thats probly gonna happen so like no. But ughh i really wanna talk to him.

ughh okay idk why i can never remember what happens :I but i had to take a test this morning and i was gonna ask joey if he could tell the homeroom teacher that i wasnt here, but he was acting really distant..like he looked at me and then looked away and so i just asked someone else but i was really upset about it during the first few minutes because like whyy :L but then i went to religion and i showed up like ten minutes late and when i walked in joey called out to me and hes like "someone is lateee" and i just smiled at him and kept walking so then i felt better. so then during lunch i had to make up another test and when i walked in the room i saw joey and this other girl sitting together and i was so upset cause now it really seems like im stalking him omfg :I so i walked up to their table and i forget what i said but they were like "we have to take a test" and they kinda gave me an attitude like okay fawk you too. and i was just like "so do i" and i sat at the table behind me them but then the teacher ended up splitting them up and he put joey at a different table but joey moved to the table right behind me c: and i finished before him so it didnt loook like i was stalking xD. so then we had global and spanish and hes not in my classes for them :L but then after that we had art and me and my friend were walking down to art and joey and mary jumped out at me and scared me so much omfg. and mary and my friend were walking together and joey was walking with me c: so we didnt talk as much as we did yesterday in art cause he was listening to music but mary was like "mollie, joey loves you" and i was like "no he doesnt" and mary was like "yeah he said it last night" and i was like "when" and she said "why are you so interested, cause you love him too?" and i said "yup" and omfg joey didnt even say anything i was just like :O and shes like "he told me at the bonfire" and then shes like "you guys are the same height" and he looked up and we both stared at each other and then hes like "whats that supposed to mean?" and i laughed and shes like "you both love each other" and i said no and then omfg isabella she said "well you both act like it" like aww cx and ugh i cant remember what else happened but i would just like look up at him and he'd look back at me. and then mary hit me with a ruler and then awe joey was like "DONT HIT MY BEST FRIEND" like he called me he called me his best friend c: and then when art was over, they went the different way again and he screamed "MAYBE ITS CAUSE I LIKE MOLLIE BETTER THAN I LIKE YOU" to mary. and i turned around and looked at him and he looked back at me like omgg. and then nothing happened in the last period. but when i was packing my books to leave, he walked by me and he patted my head and i looked up at him and he turned around and he looked at me and we both smirked at each other. so then i tweeted "ughhh" and he favorited it c: And then omg when i got home he left me a message on twitter and he said "whats yo digits" so we've basically been texting each other since then but he just went to bed :c but he was at homecoming while he was texting me and i was like "okay ill talk to you later then" and hes like "noo its alright, im not doing anything" and then i invited him to come to a concert with me in february and i told him i would pay for him and hes like "noo youre not paying for me" like hes so sweet omg. and then a few minutes ago i was like "i wish i was home. im so tired" and he gave me a sad face and i was like "sad mollie :c" and hes like "awe mollie :c" and i said "joeeyyy" and he gave me a happy face like ugh. and i posted a picture on instagram and he liked it. Oh and i also posted a selfie on twitter and he liked it literally one minute after i posted it like omfg. yes. and im pretty sure thats it

Awwwww ^.^ what if joey likes you then it would be so perfect omg. Omg so today i got in late, so i didnt see Angel until EJ, and he gave me back one of my pencils and i was like ok o_O. And we had to go to this ceremony thing, so me jalyn and angel walked down together. And when it was over and everyone was just standing there, so my friends and i made a cluster, and then angel got lonely so he came over, and we hugged x). when we got back to EJ and like near the end, jalyn left, so me and brianna were fighting over her seat and then i just jumped into it, and since that seat is like..closer to angel, he like saw me jump into it, and he probly got ideas that i just wanted to be closer to him, which i did xD but still. And he got mad at me for not pushing my chair in...multiple times xD and he like got really up close to my face, like OMG HE WAS SO CLOSE, HIS LIPS WERE LIKE SO CLOSE XD. And i had to like back down or just turn my head because it was that close where i got nervous like holy crap dont kiss me in class xD. And in english we were on chat, but it took him forever to chat me like ugh -.- but it was just pointless conversation anyway. So michael sat with us yesterday in geometry. And omg Angel was all up on me in that class too! Like he was constantly resting his head on me, and like we were saying a lot of dirty things, and then he was like putting me on blast like "oh wait you would like that" like whenever certain dirty things were said, even Joel felt bad for me, like this big one happened, i forgot what it was and Joel was shaking his head and he was like "even i wouldnt take it that far" or something like that xD. And somehow we started talking about the freshman girls that i hate, and he asked me something, and i felt like i was kind going into "girlfriend mode" and i wanted to stop myself from answering, but it was already too late, i could tell he wouldnt drop it just like that. But i love Joel lol cuz he hates one of the freshman girls that i hate too, like omg yes thank you! Lol but that class was really good, if i remember anything important then i'll tell you xD. But omg when i had to go to my job, even all the guys there were like all up on me and flirting with me. Like theres this freshman guy, we were washing the eggs together, and Jahi was all like "oohhh i see some chemistry hereeeee" and i was all like "no, he has a girlfriend" and he was like "uhh yeahhh..." cuz im actually kinda "friends" with her so yeah, im not even attracted to him anyway. Then when i was putting the egg trays back in the coop, theres this junior guy and Joe hanging out in front of the coop, and i was like "ew" and the junior got playfully mad, like "oh who you sayin ew to?" and i like tried to look for safety in the chicken yard, but then the both of them came in, but it was like all good at first, but then these other guys were in the coop, and they wouldnt open the door -_- so i was like stuck with the junior and joe, but the junior was more....physical...so i kept on trying to open the door, THEN the junior grabbed me and tried to tickle me!! And im not really ticklish so i wasnt laughing too much, but i wiggled away, but like as i got away, his arm was like....idk how to explain this, but it was apparently like wrapped around me? And i just felt it as i was getting away, and it felt like he didnt wanna let go or something? like ugh do you get it? THEN the other guys finally opened the door, but them mofos wouldnt move so i could put the trays back -.- and one of them like half offered to put them back for me, but i was like unsure? then somehow i was backed into the corner...like whoa...Then Jahi was flirting with me like....ugh. So today during breakfast, i actually got in early, then a little while later Angel came in, and i THINK we made eye contact a few times, but it was like weird cuz we didnt even say hi to each other like ok ._. but awweee he looked so tired :3 then after a while we kinda locked eyes then he waved, so i waved back and that was it .-. but since i had PSAT's today, my schedule was all f//cked up, so i had the same lunch wave as Angel's, and omg it was so embarrassing /.\ cuz as soon as i saw Angel i told crystale cuz she was like the only freshman girl with me, and she like freakin screamed his name /.\ and he looked over, and he noticed me..and he waved....so yeah. Then he touched my arm as he passed by me after he got his lunch. AND THE SAME JUNIOR GUY FROM YESTERDAY WAS IN THE SAME WAVE TOO AND HE TOLD ME TO COME OVER TO HIM AND I WAS LIKE HELLNO so yeah, then at the end of lunch, he chased me around the freakin cafeteria, just to run my neck like rellay -.- and i went to the wrong class again lmao, and aaron was in there, and he looked kinda suprised that i was there, but in like a good way? so i was just like pls stop. But then i got up to geometry like i was supposed to and Angel tried to walk up with me but it was kinda already too late. And joel got like a sh/tload of hershey kisses, and he asked me if i wanted one and he gave me one XD ^.^ and omg just the way he said my name like omg *-* <3. And i forgot to tell you, so my and arianna were talking a couple days ago and she told me that joel likes someone else and she apparently likes him too and she wouldnt tell me -.- but they were talking about it in geo and idk it didnt sound like she liked him cuz he made it sound like he was just trying to wear her down and go out with him? idk, then i was sitting there all confused at the moment, and Angel said something like "hes not after you, if he was you would know it, trust me." And Angel was talking to the girl behind us for a little bit, and apparently he was talking about the adie thing, so then he told me, but he was trying to keep his voice low, so i couldnt hear much, but what i heard was "Adie is mad at me cuz there's this dance going on at her school and she asked me if i wanted to go, and i said no" and this is where i started getting lost, and apparently now theyre mad at each other, and some other guy asked her to this dance/prom? And Angel texted her friend about something, and adie was wondering about what she could and couldnt do when she was at the dance? And then he side tracked and he started talking about going to our school dance in december, he was like "im gonna have to go with a freshman >.<" and joel was like "you might" but Angel made it sound like a bad thing -.- like thinking about it now, i have a strong feeling he would ask me XD, but like the way he said it >_< like i know you would wanna go with either me or adie so dont even try to play it like that. Then, omg im mad at myself now >.< cuz i forgot how angel started talking about it, but he said "we might break up" and joel was like "noo dont take the easy way out, try to make it work, but if it doesnt work, then do it the Joel way, tell her to go fck herself" and Angel was like "im not gonna tell her to go fck herself" and yeah so i THINK they havent talked in like a week? idk. And omg he was being so cute, he moved a piece of hair away from my face xD, and we were playing footsie again :} and he was trying to make me nervous again by putting his hand on my thigh, and i told him about the junior yesterday, and he got a teeny bit mad at me cuz he was all like "you said you weren't ticklish!" then he tried and i kinda smirked, and he was like "maybe he likes you" and i think he said "just dont fck him or something cuz hes an @sshole" and i was like " i know, dont worry i was already warned" and he was like "good".And our legs we just all up on each other like :} we were assuming bf and gf mode. And he leaned on me again, and joel was like "are you confortable." Lol, then there was this snake outside that we all wanted to see, so me and Angel went up, and i couldnt see a thing, so gUESS WHAT HE DID OMG HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME FOR A LITTLE BIT LIKE OMGGGGGG I HAD TO TRY TO REMAIN CALM thennnn when we went back to our seat, he was like "oh shoot i was about to hug you from behind, but then i had to stop myself so i just awkwardly patted your back" and i was like "lol yeahh i know" and then we like linked arms lol and i was like "yeah since she isnt looking" and he was like "psh yeah knowing mrs climis" cuz apparently our teacher is pretty strict about the whole "PDA" thing? whatever lol. So at then end of class we hugged, and we walked out together. Omg it was so awkward when i was waiting for the bus, cuz me and aaron were standing right across from each other, like literally 5 feet away or something. But then Angel came a while later, and we hugged and someone said "awww" -.- and he was with one of his best friends ...thats also a girl, and he asked her to go check if they were gonna take one of those buses and they did :/ and thats it. xD

awe omfg he was gonna hug you from behind cx Not much happened today cause testing and half days and all that. but when i walked in the morning, joey and mary were already there by their lockers and joey said my name and i smiled at him and then mary just came up and started talking to me but i ignored her cause i had to go upstairs. So then after that all the people in my homeroom had to meet in the religion room cause thats where we were taking our tests and i came in late cause i had to talk to a teacher and when i walked in joey look up at me x] So then i sat down in my seat not in the seat next to mary, but the seat behind that. And then joey saw us and omfg he walked over and sat in the desk in front of me and then he leaned over on my desk and just stared at me. and i gave him a face and he laughed. i forget what we were even talking about though. i think we were just talking about how mary thinks i stalk her cause we have all the same classes? idk. So my feet we on the back of joey's chair and he went to put his ipad on the place where my feet were and he looked up and stared at me and the he kept hitting his ipad against my feet xD and i smirked and moved them over for him. but then of course the teacher had to move us and its weird cause i sat on one side of the room and he sat on the exact opposite. so we had like a fifteen minute break after each test and he kept coming up to me after each break awe. and he was just asking me about my bracelets which was awkward af. so then he was like "so youre following me on twitter now too? stalker ;D" and i was like "nope. maggie followed me and then i stalked her followers and saw you" and hes like "who else did you follow" and i said "no one" and he looked at me. and it was cute. i had a moment xD. so then he was going through my instagram again and i was like "oh but you guys say im the stalker." and he laughed and he was going through all my pictures to find the first one and it was a picture of my cousin and he asked me who it was. So then i went to the bathroom and when i came back he was in my seat and i sat in front of him and we literally just stared at each other for like five minutes xD and im like "why are you sitting in my seat" and hes like "why not" but then of course right after that it was time to start testing again. and omfg isabella when he got up to leave he turned around and looked at me and smiled and smiled back. So then after testing was done we had like five more minutes so i went up to them this time and we were talking about the homecoming which is on friday (im not going to it btw cause im going shopping instead xD) and omg mary asked him if he was still talking this girl diana (idek who she is) and hes like "no she said she couldnt go" and he doesnt think hes gonna go anymore anyway. Like who the fawk is diana. At least she cancelled on him ;-; so then after that i was leaving and he like ran up right behind me omg. and i held the door open for him c: so then my friend came up to me and we were talking but there was so many people in the hallway so we were standing there waiting for everyone and joey was right behind me and he kept kicking my shoes over and over again and i turned around and im like "can you stop kicking me?" and he and my friend both laughed. So then after i was done packing my books i got up to go to my bus and of course joey was walking right in front of me so now it really seems like im stalking him when i dont even mean too xD and he held the door open for me but then he realized it was me and he gave me this funny look and we walked down together and then we split up to go to our buses and yeaa

Lmao awe sounds like a day that i would have :). So today like nothing really happened .-. so he came in really late today, so i didnt get to like say hi or anything, but then in EJ, as soon as he put his stuff down at his table, he walked over to me and we hugged :} an he just awkwardly stood next to me for a little bit, but then he left to go give other people hugs and stuff :l. And Joel had to leave, and i wanted to sit with him, but that would've been a baddd idea :/. And he had to like stand up for a majority of the class to try and keep himself awake, and Jalyn was going through my bag, and she was examining my keys, and she giggled about something, and then i guess Angel was watching ;) and he started to smirk and i was like :3. Lol then he left to go splash his face with water, and he got some water on his hair, and at first i was like "da fuqq" cuz he was looking at me as he walked by, ;D but then these girls started talking to him, and then i think they asked why he didnt gel his hair anymore, and he said something about his mom not letting him or something? Like i will buy you gel xD cuz he just looked so goodddd like that but ok :c. And for the rest of that class i feel like he was looking at me but idk. Then in geometry like close to nothing happened cuz he kept on talking to the girl behind us ._. like stop. But like he tried to tickle me, then we ended up like like "holding hands" but it wasnt really holding hands in that cute way ya know? it was like that weird "im just gonna grab onto your and and be weird" type of thing...Then he asked me something but i forgot, and that led to him being all like "i dont know who you like, wait so who else do you like?" and i was like "i dont really like anybody :s" and he was like "oh you dont like anybody?" and he started to pretent to cry, and i put my hand on his shoulder and i had to lie and say "noo dont worry i love you but i just cant like, click with anybody" and he was like "click" and he kept on saying it lol and he tried making a little hand motion for it and idk if he meant that he wanted me to click with him??? Like yeah i did im just sick of wasting my time. And he asked me if i was going to homework center, and i was like "no i have farmtastics today" and he was like "ya know whats really weird? last year when my girlfriend was here she went to farmtastics too" and i made a creeped out face. Then he started going onnnn about her, and he said "you two are exactly alike, but you're a lot taller than her" and then i was like "im not that tall!" and then he disagreed, and then he was like "i have a real bad thing for short girls" like hello impossible how are you .__.
And omg yesterday, i forgot to tell you that him and joel were talking about making out, and they were just like...making the tongue motions? Lol and angel was like "bella do you go lllll?" that llll part is that "L" tongue sound and motion he was doing lol, and i said "not yet" but i didnt realize what he was talking about, and he was like "you've never made out before?" and i was like ignoring him, trying to avoid the question, and he was like "really?" like he was really surprised which surprised me lol. And he asked me about it again today, and i was so uncomfortable, and he was like "I'll know if your lying" so like why are you asking me? lol, but i kept on changing the subject and after a few very hard tries, he finally gave up. And i THINK him and adie are ok again :( cuz he was talking to someone, and i remember him talking about some convo, and he said "i said babe you know were gonna fight sometimes right?" :c sighhhhh. Then i wasnt doing any work whatsoever, so i was just writing down lyrics on my graph paper, and he kept on stealing it -.- but then i wrote down these other lyrics from a dubstep song, and he started reading it, and since i didnt finish, he recognized the song and started singing it XD and he was like "this is why she is awesome and i love her" and he told michael too and he high fived me lol. And at some point he was like "your an @sshole" and i was like "uhh excuse me? why?" and it was something about getting mad at him or something? and i was like "i only got mad at you one time, and it was when we were texting but you didnt know" and then him and joel were talking about how girls like always put the triple dots when they text and they always say "ok" which i kinda do a lot but...whatever. But omfg i got sooo mad, cuz he was just like being annoying with the girl behind us, and he got in trouble -_- cuz that b//tch ripped up a sh/tload of tiny pieces of paper, and dumped it on him >_< and then he did it to her and they both just made a big scene and the sub teacher obv noticed and made them write down their names so they could go explain themselves in the office or some sh/t >_< and the teacher was talking about moving one of their seats, and i swear to f//cking God it better be hers or im seriously gonna kill someone, but i just got so mad and luckily it was at the end of class cuz i just stormed out of there. And hes like not texting me anymore and its p/ssing me off >:(

awe ;-; you two are still adorable though xD. OKay i can barely remember anything from today for some reason.. but today was dress down day and i had ripped jeans and like a flannel thing and i looked pretty decent ;] so i was sitting against my locker and then him and mary came over to me and i forget what were talking about but then he was just like "your feet are small" and im like "theyre bigger than yours!" and hes like "im an 8" and im like "im an 8 and a half" and then he put his foot up to mine and hes like theyre the same size, twins!" and my friend was like "Awee" xD ughh idk why i cant remember anythingg. but nothing happened in homeroom, but then when i left mary thought i was following her and she kept calling me a stalker all day xD and then when joey walked by, he patted my head *-* so then i went to bio and algebra and spanish so i didnt see them ;-; but after that, i had lunch and when i walked by they were both in like and mary was like "see you are following us" and im like "we have the same classes, what do you want me to do xD" and at lunch joey bought homecoming tickets for tomorrow night so thats not good cause i dont want him to dance with anyone and im not gonna know about it .-. then after that we had global but i didnt see them, okay so then we had art which it the best cause all we do is talk and omg. so they went a different way then the rest of us so when i came down stairs to go to art joey met up with me and walked with me to art :') so this girl jenny was in joey's seat and i was like no -.- so we moved down at it was me, and then mary was across from me and then joey was next to mary and my friend was across from him(next to me) if that made any sense. so i was on twitter and joey was like "DID I GET HACKED" but he didnt xD and i was like "yea im pretty upset that you didnt follow me back" and hes like "I thought i did?!" and i was like "noo :c" so then he followed me c: and there was a roll of tap on the table and me and joey were playing this game with it the whole entire period and we kept rolling it back and fourth to each other. so there was a bonfire tonight at the beach but i couldnt go.. and joey asked me if i was going. and now that i think about it, he only asked me. like he didnt ask my friend omfg. cx so i was like "i dont think so" and he was like "whyyy you should go" and i was like "i have confirmation" and then we were just talking about that and hes like "i want you to go so i can throw you in the fire" xDD.and then the teacher was talking to this girl about how her picture was up on the wall and joey was like "good think yours wasnt up there mollie, cause i would have drawn on it" and i was like "im not suprised" so then we started talking about concerts and how he never goes to them and i was like "i will take you to a concert omg yes" and mary is like "im not invited?" and im like "no just joey xD" so then he was just going through all his music and telling me what he likes so i need to go to a concert with him right now okay. so then i got up to put my picture away and i realized i left my phone on the table and i went back and grabbed it real quick and he was like "that was a smart idea xD" so then art was over and we both went different ways again and when i walked out the door to the hallway, they were both standing there and they came up and pretended to hit me and i got scared xD and my shoe was untied and i told joey to tie it for me and hes like "why do you need me to tie your shoe" and i was like "cause im taking you to concerts" and then he said something i dont remember and im like "oh youre replacing me?" and hes like "never" cx so then it was time for religion and joey told me to come their way with me x] so i did, and joey and i were walking together like almost holding hands omfg and mary is like "you guys are the same height" and i was like "no im taller" and joeys like "NOO im actually taller than someone for once wow" and then mary pushed joey into a trash can and blammed me xD and i was like "i would never hurt joey" and joey kept running into me aww c: then we went to religion and he played with my hair before he sat down. so then after that was over, we had an assembly thing and i sat next to mary and joey was on the other side of her. and in religion our teacher was talking about how you never know what people are going through and marys like "mollie, im sorry. i know you cant help it that youre different" lmao xD and joey was like "i was gonna come up to mollie and give her a whole speech about how im sorry but you just ruined it mary xD and then joey kept kicking my foot and hes like "i think i could fit into your shoes" and im like "nahh you couldnt" and he just stared at me again for like five minutes xD and mary whispered something to him and then she turned to me and shes like "joey loves you" and im like "noo" and shes like "yup" and then she said something like "we both hate you" but it was funny lmao and omg joey was like "i dont. i think mollie is really cool" like aww cx and im pretty sure thats it.. and then omg isabella. he posted a picture on instagram and i liked it and right after i liked he re-liked my most recent one and then he liked the picture i posted tonight too c: and omfg. He literally favorited and retweeted like 20 things i tweeted on twitter from like weeks ago xD and i was like omg. and i did the same to his. this means he misses me..omg.

Lmao ok so today i was legit just leaning again the french room's door frame, waiting for Angel, and he came in and we hugged, :}. During break him and his best friend, he calls her Key, and she was trying to tickle him, and he like used me as a human shield HAHA but then i tried tickling him, and yeah x). And in EJ, he hugged me then too XD and jalyn asked/told me something, and i said "tehehe" to it, and she told angel, and he was like "she goes tehehe to anything and everything XD" lmao. And i forgot what happened for the majority of that class >:L but anyway like im starting to get nervous cuz he's been giving brianna a lot of compliments and im just like ;$ noooo ;c. After lunch, i was walking back to guidance, and something kinda bad happened, but it was like solved, but i was still kinda shakey over it, and as i was walking back i passed by Angel but we like stopped to give each other a hug XD, and he asked me something, like "whats up" or something, and i was like "i almost cried lol" and he was like "whyy?" and i was like "i'll tell you later" and he was like "you better" and i meant to tell him in geometry, but i forgot xD. And like a lot happened in geometry, so Joel was talking to Angel about the girl he likes, and apparently now theyre going out .-. and he was talking about how she wanted to make out with him at the bus stop, and Joel was all like "she probably saw" since i was like literally a few feet away, and i was like "ooh yeahh, well i just remember you two like holding hands i didnt see her try and like make out with you." And then we all had to like write our names down on a piece of paper, and he wrote my name down for me cuz i said that it made me uncomfortable lol xD. And he moved like a big piece of hair like to my back, ya know what i mean? lol. And lol he kept on trying to tickle me, which just led to me grabbing his hands and making sure they didnt go near me xD then when i finally let go he was like "im surprised you havent tried to tickle me" and i was like "tehe not yet" and he was like "you dont even know where im ticklish" and i was like "i'll find it" and he was taking it the kinky way ;D, and kept on putting his hand on like my thigh and like knee area? and i was like "do you feel how cold i am?" and he like touched my thigh again and he was like "your not that cold" and i was like "yes i am feel my hand" and i put the back of my hand against his neck, and he was like "damnn" then i think thats when he offered me his sweatshirt XD <3 He was like "here you want my sweatshirt?" and i was like "uhhh suree..." and he started taking it off and its like a pullover, so it was just so se/xy the way he was taking it off ;). And after i put it on, he was playing with the little zipper near the neck, and he was like pulling it up, and idk my initial thought was he cares about me and wants me to be warm :3 so i said "Awwhhhh :3" and he was like "why are you saying awhh?!" and i was like "idk nevermind :3" Then he was like making fun of me for that :} and i was like "shudduppp :}" and he was like "make me!" and i got up to go get a charger for my computer when he said that, and i was like "dont tempt me -.-" lmao and then he kept on talking about "tempting me" or something. and then like we were talking about how he smelled, cuz i was all like "everyone tells me i smell good except for you, i tell you that you smell good" and he was like "you always smell good" :3 <3 and then he talked about how he spends a sh/t load of money on cologne and i started smelling his sweatshirt, and then we hugged just so i can smell the difference of him without his sweatshirt, and like its happening to most of our hugs now, like we dont know where to put our faces, (or at least thats what i feel like) and our faces just get so close and it feels like hes trying to go in for a kiss, but then remembers he cant and its just UGH >.< And like a long time ago he told me he wanted me to use his good headphones so i could hear the difference and how good they are, so he was like "here" and he put them on my head for me lol xD and they were really good :o and then he like said i could use them or something? But i already had his sweatshirt ,and i felt like i was taking all his sh/t so i was all like "naaa" but then a little while later, he like stole my headphones, and replaced them with his XD so i was like umm ok XD and lmao hes so stupid xD he kept on trying to talk to me when he knew i couldnt hear him, but he was only saying "your so weird and odd" lmao smh. And like hes constantly staring at me XD. BUT OMG I FORGOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING, BUT WE WERE LIKE "FIGHTING" OR SOMETHING BUT IT WAS REALLY ONLY LIKE GRABBING OUR HANDS AND HE LICKED ONE OF MY FINGERS. MOLLIE HE LICKED MY FINGER :O lmfao Joel was all like surprised and laughing, and i was like WHOA :O and i wiped my finger on his leg lol so it was all good x). And we were like playing with each others elbows??? Like our elbows were touching, so him, being the weird he is xD he like placed his elbow on top of mine, then i took mine out from under him, and did the same, and we did that for a while lol. Then at some point we were playing footsie again, and he like....took my leg and held it hostage like under his chair and our legs were like intertwined.....lol it was so weird but cute c:
Then he had the nerve to turn my computer off. And he was chatting adie, and she is so weird omg ._. like she even acts like a s/xual 11 year old ._. And Angel and Joel were like play wrestling or something like that? And Joel was talking to adie pretending to be angel, and he was all like "im g@y" and "i like P3NIS" lmfao and then Angel stopped Joel, so Joel was all like "Isabella, type something nasty quick!" and it took me a minute to get over the way he said my name, and lmfao i had no idea what to write, so i was like "d!ckyyyyyyyy" and when Joel saw it he was like dying of laughter, then i started laughing, and Angel was like "sorry that was my friends" and she was all like "lml theyre funnyyy" like uhhh...and Angel was all like "i should tell her that it was you" and i was like 6_6 im not afraid of this b//tch. And like at the end of class, we were talking and i was like "you never text me anymoreee" and he was like "well why dont you start the conversations??" and then like we got all up in each others faces, and fighting over it, and Joel was like "WHY DONT YOU JUST SET AN ALARM TO TEXT EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME" or something lol it was a weird idea XD. And we hugged before we left class, even tho we walked out together too ;) and when we got back downstairs, joseph was right there and he saw me and Angel, and he started walking slow, and i was like "keep walking Joe." And Angel reminded me to bring back the sweatshirt on monday, and i was like "are you sure? i can give it back to you now" and i was just trying to fight it, just cuz i felt bad, and he fought back and he was like "noo, just keep it for now and give it to me on monday, becuase your cold, and you have to walk home and i dont, i have a ride." and i was like oh ok. Then i stayed after school for a while cuz i purposefully missed the first bus, so then i had to wait in the caf with some junior guys that im friends with, and idk i felt like they were totally flirting with me, and one of them called me pretty and cute and stuff. And they were talking about how Angel was trying to "bag" me since i was wearing his sweatshirt, and then after a while, it was like snack time, and all these people like Joel and aaron come out of like no where, and i was like purposefully flirting with the junior guys in front of Joel, AND THEN ANGEL CAME OUT OF NO WHERE and i was like WHOA and he was like "Bellaaa" and he came over to me and gave me a goodbye hug c: and then the junior guys confronted him about the sweatshirt thing, and Angel was like "she was cold" and yeah. And its so awkward being with aaron in the bus line >_< like it looked like he wanted to come talk to me, but he would like second guess himself >_< and Brianna told me that aaron told her that like him and gianna are just gonna stay friends or something? and she told me that there could be a possibility that he could like me, but im trying not to get too invested cuz i can see the drama thats probly gonna happen so like no. But ughh i really wanna talk to him.

ughh okay idk why i can never remember what happens :I but i had to take a test this morning and i was gonna ask joey if he could tell the homeroom teacher that i wasnt here, but he was acting really distant..like he looked at me and then looked away and so i just asked someone else but i was really upset about it during the first few minutes because like whyy :L but then i went to religion and i showed up like ten minutes late and when i walked in joey called out to me and hes like "someone is lateee" and i just smiled at him and kept walking so then i felt better. so then during lunch i had to make up another test and when i walked in the room i saw joey and this other girl sitting together and i was so upset cause now it really seems like im stalking him omfg :I so i walked up to their table and i forget what i said but they were like "we have to take a test" and they kinda gave me an attitude like okay fawk you too. and i was just like "so do i" and i sat at the table behind me them but then the teacher ended up splitting them up and he put joey at a different table but joey moved to the table right behind me c: and i finished before him so it didnt loook like i was stalking xD. so then we had global and spanish and hes not in my classes for them :L but then after that we had art and me and my friend were walking down to art and joey and mary jumped out at me and scared me so much omfg. and mary and my friend were walking together and joey was walking with me c: so we didnt talk as much as we did yesterday in art cause he was listening to music but mary was like "mollie, joey loves you" and i was like "no he doesnt" and mary was like "yeah he said it last night" and i was like "when" and she said "why are you so interested, cause you love him too?" and i said "yup" and omfg joey didnt even say anything i was just like :O and shes like "he told me at the bonfire" and then shes like "you guys are the same height" and he looked up and we both stared at each other and then hes like "whats that supposed to mean?" and i laughed and shes like "you both love each other" and i said no and then omfg isabella she said "well you both act like it" like aww cx and ugh i cant remember what else happened but i would just like look up at him and he'd look back at me. and then mary hit me with a ruler and then awe joey was like "DONT HIT MY BEST FRIEND" like he called me he called me his best friend c: and then when art was over, they went the different way again and he screamed "MAYBE ITS CAUSE I LIKE MOLLIE BETTER THAN I LIKE YOU" to mary. and i turned around and looked at him and he looked back at me like omgg. and then nothing happened in the last period. but when i was packing my books to leave, he walked by me and he patted my head and i looked up at him and he turned around and he looked at me and we both smirked at each other. so then i tweeted "ughhh" and he favorited it c: And then omg when i got home he left me a message on twitter and he said "whats yo digits" so we've basically been texting each other since then but he just went to bed :c but he was at homecoming while he was texting me and i was like "okay ill talk to you later then" and hes like "noo its alright, im not doing anything" and then i invited him to come to a concert with me in february and i told him i would pay for him and hes like "noo youre not paying for me" like hes so sweet omg. and then a few minutes ago i was like "i wish i was home. im so tired" and he gave me a sad face and i was like "sad mollie :c" and hes like "awe mollie :c" and i said "joeeyyy" and he gave me a happy face like ugh. and i posted a picture on instagram and he liked it. Oh and i also posted a selfie on twitter and he liked it literally one minute after i posted it like omfg. yes. and im pretty sure thats it

Aweee :}. But like ehh :c i feel like i dont like Angel as much anymore :'( ok so lemme tell you what happened. On Wednesday, we had this all school hike which Angel didnt go on >_< so anyway, me and Jalyn's ex are like friends or something? And i asked him which guys liked me, and he told me he would find people, so on wednesday morning he comes up to me and says "isabella i found someone who likes you" and im like "who?" and he says "Aaron" and at first i didnt know who he is, but he was like literally three feet away and omfg Mollie he is the hottest freakin freshman guy....like omg all the girls secretly wanna get with him. Then i was all like mentally sooo happy, but then i remembered he had a upperclassman girlfriend, and i was like "waiittt, doesnt he have a girlfriend??" and then Jahi (jalyns ex) asks him if he's single like right in front of me, and Aaron says "yeah im single" and he kinda looked at me and i was like :3 "ook" and Jahi was all like "are you blushing?!" and i just turned away. But omg i was so happy. Then we started walking, and Aaron and i walked together for like a tiny bit. And during the hike, Jahi came up to me and he was all like "So what do you think about Aaron? do you like him?" and i was like trying to control myself, and i said "well i never talk to him, but yeah i think hes cute." And then he just kept on telling me to try to hang out with him like eekk im scared :$. But like literally everyone was all up on me that day, like my guy friend that i've known since middle school he gave me a really weird hug, then Elmer asked me for a hug, and Jahi was all like "we're best friends now" and just like damn. And Angel texted me on wednesday and i was hinting that i missed him and he made a big deal out of it lol, then he said "love you too" and i said it back, and he said "you better" and i said "i guess...jk i do" and he was like "you better" and he was like "good" and i was like "why good?" AND HE SAID "cuz id be sad if you didnt" HE WOULD BE SAD IF I DIDNT XD. But nothing much happened on thursday with Angel we like hugged a few times and said a few random things to each other, but like really nothing .-. But im looking out for Aaron more, and i catch him looking at me :} kinda a lot but ya know...And today wasnt that great either, like me and Aaron made eye contact, Angel hugged me a few times, and said random sh/t to me. Like its really kinda different now :(. But i was really trying to like Aaron, because theres no point in wasting my time with Angel when hes in a happy relationship. But anyway i was drawing on myself a lot today since it was boring as hell, and Angel saw in geometry, and i wrote Aaron's initials and a heart underneath, and he asked me about it lol, but then he was all like "my turn" and he was all like "but waiitt i dont even know what to write, i would draw a heart, but adie would come out of nowhere and vaporize me, my initials are too boring...i'll draw stick figures" and i was like "i dont want stick figures lol" but he was already drawing it, and he drew two, one was me, and one was him, and he was like "ok we're holding hands" and omg it was so cuteee XD. And the three of us were just laughing about inappropriate things, and then Angel asked me about the antonio story, so i told him. But like even then i felt like i didnt like him anymore :c cuz i thought once we hung out some more, i would like him again but i dont :c. And he said he would text me when he got home today but he didnt ._. and we had that i love you fight like three times today, the third time i actually said it back xD. But then like nothing much we hugged like two more times. But thennn, so Jahi was trying to hook me and Aaron up, and he asked me if i would get s/xual with him cuz apparently hes a "freaky dude" and then i wouldnt really tell him, then after a while he was all like "what if you and aaron arent meant to be?" and i was like "then we arent mean to be. why do you ask?" and he said "he thinks you wont give him any love" and i was like "well why doesnt he talk to me to find out?" and he was like "i just told you why" and i was like ughh >.< then after a little while of argument, he was like "never mind he likes giana again" so he went out with this junior named giana and apparently bad things happened, and i was feeling all bad for him and everything but now this still wants her? And she apparently still wants him? Ughh and i tried to not let it make me feel bad, but it kinda really did. And Jahi gave him my kik, and he didnt even kik me like .-. ok whatever.

OMGG. okay okay so in art i sit with the losers xD and so yesterday i was sitting with my friend and then these two people mary and joey sat across from us and they were actually really nice and we were just laughing and stuff and it was fun and yea.Okay so today i was sitting on the floor in the morning leaning against my locker on my phone and then i felt someone kick my feet and it was joey and mary so i was just like "oh hey guys" and joey's like "its your best friends!" and i was just like "yeap x]" so theyre both in my homeroom(which i just realized today xD) and mary was talking to me in homeroom but idk where joey was. So we had a fieldtrip to go on a boat and look at dolphins or whatever right after that and so i got on the bus and i had to sit in the front with my friend and joey and mary sat across from us. So i ended up getting on the boat after all of them and mary, joey, and their friend dan were all sitting together and me and my friend sat with them. So i was just like talking to them and stuff and they kept saying that i sleep with guys for money xDD. and they called me "mollie the prost" prost for short cause idk if i can say it on herexD so i just kept laughing and then joey got up to go look at something and i saw he had headphones and i was like "joey can i pleasee borrow your headphones c:" and he was like "yeah sure!" so i got to use his headphones and omg i feel like you rn cause you always talk about the headphones but yeah xD. so then him and dan came back and joey sat right across from me this time and i was like aww. So then we ate and he kept breathing into the bag i had brought for my lunch and then he threw it on me and i was like EWW and i threw it back on him. So then i was like "do you have an instagramm" and hes like "whats ur username" and after i told him, i then had to explain to him that i didnt chose my name, and it was given to me at birth xD so then he was going through all pictures, which i was kinda loving tbh. So then he looked at my most recent selfie and hes like "THATS NOT YOU" and im like "oh really? who is it?" and he put his phone up to my face and hes like "that doesnt look like you!" and it didnt look like me cause i was wearing makeup for my concert and i never wear makeup. and i was like "well i dont try to look good for you people at school" xD and then i was like "i took that on friday" and hes like "realllyyy" and then he kept looking at them and you know that one picture of my concert outfit with the snapback and the tights? well he saw it and he looked up at me and then showed me the picture and he nodded his head and said "nice" and smirked. OMFG I WAS DYINGGG. but i was just like "yeap ;]" so then he just kept going through them and hes like "pierce the veil?" and said yupp. so then he followed me and i requested him and hes like "WHY ARENT YOU FOLLOWING ME BACK" and i was like "Youre not accepting me!" and then he finally excepted me and i liked every single one of this pictures xD and hes like "oh really you wanna go there?" and im was like yup. so then he liked most of mine and im like "you only liked like ten!" and hes like "i liked much more than that but you have like a billion pictures!" so then after that which took about twenty minutes, he kept taking pictures of me and he was like "ohh youre so hot" and im like "i know i am" and i grabbed his phone and i was just playing with it i dont even know and hes like "ohh give me ur phone then" and im like noppee. and he tried to grab it and i still had his headphones in my lap and im like "i will literally throw these headphones into the ocean" and ommfg isabella. so i was holding his phone and leaned over across the table and he grabbed onto two of my fingers and like held on to them and i grabbed onto his too and then i finally gave it back to him omg. so then they brought up the "prost mollie" again xD and they were like "how much do you charge?" and im like "depends who the person is" and theyre like "how bout dan?" (the weird one) and im like "a lot" and theyre like "how bout joey?" and im like "im not sure yet" and then everyone else they said i just said no and then joey was like "cause she loves me" and i said "pretty much" and i think dan likes me :I but hes so weird lmao. Because my leg was up on the chair and he kept kicking it and he kept talking to me about random stuff i dont even know. But back to joey.. ;D so then it was time to leave and i was like ughh no ;-; so then i gave him his headphones back and hes like "AWW YAY" and OH YEAH ISABELLA I FORGOT TO SAY THIS. when dan got back from throwing out his trash, joey was like "dan just sit on that side theres no room" and he looked at me and hes like "what you want me to sit next to this?" and joey is like "Mollie is actually really cool" and i had a mini heart attack tbh. Okay but so then we got on the bus and i sat with my friend again and mary was like "lets sit behind our friends" so joey decided to sit right behind me omgg. so then he kept talking to me and i was like loving this. and i was like "all your instagram is are sunsets and your shoes" and he counted his sunset pictures and hes like "i only have four!" and im like "yes cause you probably deleted the other 3000" and then he was showing me selfies he took on his instagram from when his hair was longer and omg isabella he was soo attractive and adorable i was dead. dead. so i was like "it looks so good longer!" and hes like "i know my mom made me cut it" and i was like "grow it out again pleaseee" and hes like "i will" and i took his phone again and i was going through his pictures and he had a picture of this girl and i was like "ohh stalking young women?" and hes like "no shes my ex and my friend wanted to see what she looked like" and i was a little sad cause she was soo pretty ;-; and he might have dated this other girl in my class but shes like scaring looking so that gives me hope xD. so then he got a snapchat from this girl named briana and i opened it for him and it was just her with her friend but omg she was so pretty too ugh. and he was drinking root beer and he was "do you want the rest of this?" and i was like "root beer is so gross" and i think thats all that happened on the bus.. so then we got in the gym again and he sat next to me :D and he kept taking pictures of me again and i was like "are you like stalking me?" and hes like "nahh" so then we went to religion and he went up to me and hes like "i didnt realize how many classes youre in with mee" and then i went to the bathroom and when i walked back in he was looking at me *-* so then after that i was in the hallway and he and mary walked by (he doesnt like mary btw, cause shes not a normal girl.. i thought she was a boy for like two months xD but shes nice) and he walked by me and hes like "hey mollie" and i smirked at him and then another time today i was kneeling on the floor against my locker and he walked by and kicked my feet again and i turned around and he was like halfway down the hall and he was looking at me and i smiled at him. so then last period (which hes not in with me ;-;) co started saying he loved me and i turned around and im like "why do you always say that?" and hes like "i dont know, do you even remember me?" and i was like "you went to my school for like three years" and hes like "did it get shucky when i left" and i was like "it shucked either way" and then we just had this huge conversation about grade school..i dont even know. so then i went back downstairs to pack my books to leave and when i was walking down the hallway to get to my bus mary and joey were at their lockers and they stopped me and joey was like "MOLLIEE" and kicked his feet cause he was kneeling like i was and i just kinda stood on his feet? idk its hard to explain xD so then mary was just telling me about how this weird girl likes dan and i was like "thats great but i cant miss my bus again" and joey was like "you missed your bus once?" and im like "more than once" so then when i get on the bus i looked at my phone and joey liked 70 more of my instagram pictures like an hour before *-* so then i stalked his ask.fm and i think he likes briana :I BUT I CANT CHANGE HIS MIND YA FEEL ME. and tomorrow we have a half day and testing so idk how much ill see him. but on thursday in art, im gonna ask him if he can be mickey mouse with me for halloween dress down xD cause on halloween we have dress down day where we get to wear our costumes and i really need someone to be mickey cause i wanna be minnie and that would be so cute and it just went really well unlike usual today idk

Awwwww ^.^ what if joey likes you then it would be so perfect omg. Omg so today i got in late, so i didnt see Angel until EJ, and he gave me back one of my pencils and i was like ok o_O. And we had to go to this ceremony thing, so me jalyn and angel walked down together. And when it was over and everyone was just standing there, so my friends and i made a cluster, and then angel got lonely so he came over, and we hugged x). when we got back to EJ and like near the end, jalyn left, so me and brianna were fighting over her seat and then i just jumped into it, and since that seat is like..closer to angel, he like saw me jump into it, and he probly got ideas that i just wanted to be closer to him, which i did xD but still. And he got mad at me for not pushing my chair in...multiple times xD and he like got really up close to my face, like OMG HE WAS SO CLOSE, HIS LIPS WERE LIKE SO CLOSE XD. And i had to like back down or just turn my head because it was that close where i got nervous like holy crap dont kiss me in class xD. And in english we were on chat, but it took him forever to chat me like ugh -.- but it was just pointless conversation anyway. So michael sat with us yesterday in geometry. And omg Angel was all up on me in that class too! Like he was constantly resting his head on me, and like we were saying a lot of dirty things, and then he was like putting me on blast like "oh wait you would like that" like whenever certain dirty things were said, even Joel felt bad for me, like this big one happened, i forgot what it was and Joel was shaking his head and he was like "even i wouldnt take it that far" or something like that xD. And somehow we started talking about the freshman girls that i hate, and he asked me something, and i felt like i was kind going into "girlfriend mode" and i wanted to stop myself from answering, but it was already too late, i could tell he wouldnt drop it just like that. But i love Joel lol cuz he hates one of the freshman girls that i hate too, like omg yes thank you! Lol but that class was really good, if i remember anything important then i'll tell you xD. But omg when i had to go to my job, even all the guys there were like all up on me and flirting with me. Like theres this freshman guy, we were washing the eggs together, and Jahi was all like "oohhh i see some chemistry hereeeee" and i was all like "no, he has a girlfriend" and he was like "uhh yeahhh..." cuz im actually kinda "friends" with her so yeah, im not even attracted to him anyway. Then when i was putting the egg trays back in the coop, theres this junior guy and Joe hanging out in front of the coop, and i was like "ew" and the junior got playfully mad, like "oh who you sayin ew to?" and i like tried to look for safety in the chicken yard, but then the both of them came in, but it was like all good at first, but then these other guys were in the coop, and they wouldnt open the door -_- so i was like stuck with the junior and joe, but the junior was more....physical...so i kept on trying to open the door, THEN the junior grabbed me and tried to tickle me!! And im not really ticklish so i wasnt laughing too much, but i wiggled away, but like as i got away, his arm was like....idk how to explain this, but it was apparently like wrapped around me? And i just felt it as i was getting away, and it felt like he didnt wanna let go or something? like ugh do you get it? THEN the other guys finally opened the door, but them mofos wouldnt move so i could put the trays back -.- and one of them like half offered to put them back for me, but i was like unsure? then somehow i was backed into the corner...like whoa...Then Jahi was flirting with me like....ugh. So today during breakfast, i actually got in early, then a little while later Angel came in, and i THINK we made eye contact a few times, but it was like weird cuz we didnt even say hi to each other like ok ._. but awweee he looked so tired :3 then after a while we kinda locked eyes then he waved, so i waved back and that was it .-. but since i had PSAT's today, my schedule was all f//cked up, so i had the same lunch wave as Angel's, and omg it was so embarrassing /.\ cuz as soon as i saw Angel i told crystale cuz she was like the only freshman girl with me, and she like freakin screamed his name /.\ and he looked over, and he noticed me..and he waved....so yeah. Then he touched my arm as he passed by me after he got his lunch. AND THE SAME JUNIOR GUY FROM YESTERDAY WAS IN THE SAME WAVE TOO AND HE TOLD ME TO COME OVER TO HIM AND I WAS LIKE HELLNO so yeah, then at the end of lunch, he chased me around the freakin cafeteria, just to run my neck like rellay -.- and i went to the wrong class again lmao, and aaron was in there, and he looked kinda suprised that i was there, but in like a good way? so i was just like pls stop. But then i got up to geometry like i was supposed to and Angel tried to walk up with me but it was kinda already too late. And joel got like a sh/tload of hershey kisses, and he asked me if i wanted one and he gave me one XD ^.^ and omg just the way he said my name like omg *-* <3. And i forgot to tell you, so my and arianna were talking a couple days ago and she told me that joel likes someone else and she apparently likes him too and she wouldnt tell me -.- but they were talking about it in geo and idk it didnt sound like she liked him cuz he made it sound like he was just trying to wear her down and go out with him? idk, then i was sitting there all confused at the moment, and Angel said something like "hes not after you, if he was you would know it, trust me." And Angel was talking to the girl behind us for a little bit, and apparently he was talking about the adie thing, so then he told me, but he was trying to keep his voice low, so i couldnt hear much, but what i heard was "Adie is mad at me cuz there's this dance going on at her school and she asked me if i wanted to go, and i said no" and this is where i started getting lost, and apparently now theyre mad at each other, and some other guy asked her to this dance/prom? And Angel texted her friend about something, and adie was wondering about what she could and couldnt do when she was at the dance? And then he side tracked and he started talking about going to our school dance in december, he was like "im gonna have to go with a freshman >.<" and joel was like "you might" but Angel made it sound like a bad thing -.- like thinking about it now, i have a strong feeling he would ask me XD, but like the way he said it >_< like i know you would wanna go with either me or adie so dont even try to play it like that. Then, omg im mad at myself now >.< cuz i forgot how angel started talking about it, but he said "we might break up" and joel was like "noo dont take the easy way out, try to make it work, but if it doesnt work, then do it the Joel way, tell her to go fck herself" and Angel was like "im not gonna tell her to go fck herself" and yeah so i THINK they havent talked in like a week? idk. And omg he was being so cute, he moved a piece of hair away from my face xD, and we were playing footsie again :} and he was trying to make me nervous again by putting his hand on my thigh, and i told him about the junior yesterday, and he got a teeny bit mad at me cuz he was all like "you said you weren't ticklish!" then he tried and i kinda smirked, and he was like "maybe he likes you" and i think he said "just dont fck him or something cuz hes an @sshole" and i was like " i know, dont worry i was already warned" and he was like "good".And our legs we just all up on each other like :} we were assuming bf and gf mode. And he leaned on me again, and joel was like "are you confortable." Lol, then there was this snake outside that we all wanted to see, so me and Angel went up, and i couldnt see a thing, so gUESS WHAT HE DID OMG HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME FOR A LITTLE BIT LIKE OMGGGGGG I HAD TO TRY TO REMAIN CALM thennnn when we went back to our seat, he was like "oh shoot i was about to hug you from behind, but then i had to stop myself so i just awkwardly patted your back" and i was like "lol yeahh i know" and then we like linked arms lol and i was like "yeah since she isnt looking" and he was like "psh yeah knowing mrs climis" cuz apparently our teacher is pretty strict about the whole "PDA" thing? whatever lol. So at then end of class we hugged, and we walked out together. Omg it was so awkward when i was waiting for the bus, cuz me and aaron were standing right across from each other, like literally 5 feet away or something. But then Angel came a while later, and we hugged and someone said "awww" -.- and he was with one of his best friends ...thats also a girl, and he asked her to go check if they were gonna take one of those buses and they did :/ and thats it. xD

awe omfg he was gonna hug you from behind cx Not much happened today cause testing and half days and all that. but when i walked in the morning, joey and mary were already there by their lockers and joey said my name and i smiled at him and then mary just came up and started talking to me but i ignored her cause i had to go upstairs. So then after that all the people in my homeroom had to meet in the religion room cause thats where we were taking our tests and i came in late cause i had to talk to a teacher and when i walked in joey look up at me x] So then i sat down in my seat not in the seat next to mary, but the seat behind that. And then joey saw us and omfg he walked over and sat in the desk in front of me and then he leaned over on my desk and just stared at me. and i gave him a face and he laughed. i forget what we were even talking about though. i think we were just talking about how mary thinks i stalk her cause we have all the same classes? idk. So my feet we on the back of joey's chair and he went to put his ipad on the place where my feet were and he looked up and stared at me and the he kept hitting his ipad against my feet xD and i smirked and moved them over for him. but then of course the teacher had to move us and its weird cause i sat on one side of the room and he sat on the exact opposite. so we had like a fifteen minute break after each test and he kept coming up to me after each break awe. and he was just asking me about my bracelets which was awkward af. so then he was like "so youre following me on twitter now too? stalker ;D" and i was like "nope. maggie followed me and then i stalked her followers and saw you" and hes like "who else did you follow" and i said "no one" and he looked at me. and it was cute. i had a moment xD. so then he was going through my instagram again and i was like "oh but you guys say im the stalker." and he laughed and he was going through all my pictures to find the first one and it was a picture of my cousin and he asked me who it was. So then i went to the bathroom and when i came back he was in my seat and i sat in front of him and we literally just stared at each other for like five minutes xD and im like "why are you sitting in my seat" and hes like "why not" but then of course right after that it was time to start testing again. and omfg isabella when he got up to leave he turned around and looked at me and smiled and smiled back. So then after testing was done we had like five more minutes so i went up to them this time and we were talking about the homecoming which is on friday (im not going to it btw cause im going shopping instead xD) and omg mary asked him if he was still talking this girl diana (idek who she is) and hes like "no she said she couldnt go" and he doesnt think hes gonna go anymore anyway. Like who the fawk is diana. At least she cancelled on him ;-; so then after that i was leaving and he like ran up right behind me omg. and i held the door open for him c: so then my friend came up to me and we were talking but there was so many people in the hallway so we were standing there waiting for everyone and joey was right behind me and he kept kicking my shoes over and over again and i turned around and im like "can you stop kicking me?" and he and my friend both laughed. So then after i was done packing my books i got up to go to my bus and of course joey was walking right in front of me so now it really seems like im stalking him when i dont even mean too xD and he held the door open for me but then he realized it was me and he gave me this funny look and we walked down together and then we split up to go to our buses and yeaa

Lmao awe sounds like a day that i would have :). So today like nothing really happened .-. so he came in really late today, so i didnt get to like say hi or anything, but then in EJ, as soon as he put his stuff down at his table, he walked over to me and we hugged :} an he just awkwardly stood next to me for a little bit, but then he left to go give other people hugs and stuff :l. And Joel had to leave, and i wanted to sit with him, but that would've been a baddd idea :/. And he had to like stand up for a majority of the class to try and keep himself awake, and Jalyn was going through my bag, and she was examining my keys, and she giggled about something, and then i guess Angel was watching ;) and he started to smirk and i was like :3. Lol then he left to go splash his face with water, and he got some water on his hair, and at first i was like "da fuqq" cuz he was looking at me as he walked by, ;D but then these girls started talking to him, and then i think they asked why he didnt gel his hair anymore, and he said something about his mom not letting him or something? Like i will buy you gel xD cuz he just looked so goodddd like that but ok :c. And for the rest of that class i feel like he was looking at me but idk. Then in geometry like close to nothing happened cuz he kept on talking to the girl behind us ._. like stop. But like he tried to tickle me, then we ended up like like "holding hands" but it wasnt really holding hands in that cute way ya know? it was like that weird "im just gonna grab onto your and and be weird" type of thing...Then he asked me something but i forgot, and that led to him being all like "i dont know who you like, wait so who else do you like?" and i was like "i dont really like anybody :s" and he was like "oh you dont like anybody?" and he started to pretent to cry, and i put my hand on his shoulder and i had to lie and say "noo dont worry i love you but i just cant like, click with anybody" and he was like "click" and he kept on saying it lol and he tried making a little hand motion for it and idk if he meant that he wanted me to click with him??? Like yeah i did im just sick of wasting my time. And he asked me if i was going to homework center, and i was like "no i have farmtastics today" and he was like "ya know whats really weird? last year when my girlfriend was here she went to farmtastics too" and i made a creeped out face. Then he started going onnnn about her, and he said "you two are exactly alike, but you're a lot taller than her" and then i was like "im not that tall!" and then he disagreed, and then he was like "i have a real bad thing for short girls" like hello impossible how are you .__.
And omg yesterday, i forgot to tell you that him and joel were talking about making out, and they were just like...making the tongue motions? Lol and angel was like "bella do you go lllll?" that llll part is that "L" tongue sound and motion he was doing lol, and i said "not yet" but i didnt realize what he was talking about, and he was like "you've never made out before?" and i was like ignoring him, trying to avoid the question, and he was like "really?" like he was really surprised which surprised me lol. And he asked me about it again today, and i was so uncomfortable, and he was like "I'll know if your lying" so like why are you asking me? lol, but i kept on changing the subject and after a few very hard tries, he finally gave up. And i THINK him and adie are ok again :( cuz he was talking to someone, and i remember him talking about some convo, and he said "i said babe you know were gonna fight sometimes right?" :c sighhhhh. Then i wasnt doing any work whatsoever, so i was just writing down lyrics on my graph paper, and he kept on stealing it -.- but then i wrote down these other lyrics from a dubstep song, and he started reading it, and since i didnt finish, he recognized the song and started singing it XD and he was like "this is why she is awesome and i love her" and he told michael too and he high fived me lol. And at some point he was like "your an @sshole" and i was like "uhh excuse me? why?" and it was something about getting mad at him or something? and i was like "i only got mad at you one time, and it was when we were texting but you didnt know" and then him and joel were talking about how girls like always put the triple dots when they text and they always say "ok" which i kinda do a lot but...whatever. But omfg i got sooo mad, cuz he was just like being annoying with the girl behind us, and he got in trouble -_- cuz that b//tch ripped up a sh/tload of tiny pieces of paper, and dumped it on him >_< and then he did it to her and they both just made a big scene and the sub teacher obv noticed and made them write down their names so they could go explain themselves in the office or some sh/t >_< and the teacher was talking about moving one of their seats, and i swear to f//cking God it better be hers or im seriously gonna kill someone, but i just got so mad and luckily it was at the end of class cuz i just stormed out of there. And hes like not texting me anymore and its p/ssing me off >:(

awe ;-; you two are still adorable though xD. OKay i can barely remember anything from today for some reason.. but today was dress down day and i had ripped jeans and like a flannel thing and i looked pretty decent ;] so i was sitting against my locker and then him and mary came over to me and i forget what were talking about but then he was just like "your feet are small" and im like "theyre bigger than yours!" and hes like "im an 8" and im like "im an 8 and a half" and then he put his foot up to mine and hes like theyre the same size, twins!" and my friend was like "Awee" xD ughh idk why i cant remember anythingg. but nothing happened in homeroom, but then when i left mary thought i was following her and she kept calling me a stalker all day xD and then when joey walked by, he patted my head *-* so then i went to bio and algebra and spanish so i didnt see them ;-; but after that, i had lunch and when i walked by they were both in like and mary was like "see you are following us" and im like "we have the same classes, what do you want me to do xD" and at lunch joey bought homecoming tickets for tomorrow night so thats not good cause i dont want him to dance with anyone and im not gonna know about it .-. then after that we had global but i didnt see them, okay so then we had art which it the best cause all we do is talk and omg. so they went a different way then the rest of us so when i came down stairs to go to art joey met up with me and walked with me to art :') so this girl jenny was in joey's seat and i was like no -.- so we moved down at it was me, and then mary was across from me and then joey was next to mary and my friend was across from him(next to me) if that made any sense. so i was on twitter and joey was like "DID I GET HACKED" but he didnt xD and i was like "yea im pretty upset that you didnt follow me back" and hes like "I thought i did?!" and i was like "noo :c" so then he followed me c: and there was a roll of tap on the table and me and joey were playing this game with it the whole entire period and we kept rolling it back and fourth to each other. so there was a bonfire tonight at the beach but i couldnt go.. and joey asked me if i was going. and now that i think about it, he only asked me. like he didnt ask my friend omfg. cx so i was like "i dont think so" and he was like "whyyy you should go" and i was like "i have confirmation" and then we were just talking about that and hes like "i want you to go so i can throw you in the fire" xDD.and then the teacher was talking to this girl about how her picture was up on the wall and joey was like "good think yours wasnt up there mollie, cause i would have drawn on it" and i was like "im not suprised" so then we started talking about concerts and how he never goes to them and i was like "i will take you to a concert omg yes" and mary is like "im not invited?" and im like "no just joey xD" so then he was just going through all his music and telling me what he likes so i need to go to a concert with him right now okay. so then i got up to put my picture away and i realized i left my phone on the table and i went back and grabbed it real quick and he was like "that was a smart idea xD" so then art was over and we both went different ways again and when i walked out the door to the hallway, they were both standing there and they came up and pretended to hit me and i got scared xD and my shoe was untied and i told joey to tie it for me and hes like "why do you need me to tie your shoe" and i was like "cause im taking you to concerts" and then he said something i dont remember and im like "oh youre replacing me?" and hes like "never" cx so then it was time for religion and joey told me to come their way with me x] so i did, and joey and i were walking together like almost holding hands omfg and mary is like "you guys are the same height" and i was like "no im taller" and joeys like "NOO im actually taller than someone for once wow" and then mary pushed joey into a trash can and blammed me xD and i was like "i would never hurt joey" and joey kept running into me aww c: then we went to religion and he played with my hair before he sat down. so then after that was over, we had an assembly thing and i sat next to mary and joey was on the other side of her. and in religion our teacher was talking about how you never know what people are going through and marys like "mollie, im sorry. i know you cant help it that youre different" lmao xD and joey was like "i was gonna come up to mollie and give her a whole speech about how im sorry but you just ruined it mary xD and then joey kept kicking my foot and hes like "i think i could fit into your shoes" and im like "nahh you couldnt" and he just stared at me again for like five minutes xD and mary whispered something to him and then she turned to me and shes like "joey loves you" and im like "noo" and shes like "yup" and then she said something like "we both hate you" but it was funny lmao and omg joey was like "i dont. i think mollie is really cool" like aww cx and im pretty sure thats it.. and then omg isabella. he posted a picture on instagram and i liked it and right after i liked he re-liked my most recent one and then he liked the picture i posted tonight too c: and omfg. He literally favorited and retweeted like 20 things i tweeted on twitter from like weeks ago xD and i was like omg. and i did the same to his. this means he misses me..omg.

Lmao ok so today i was legit just leaning again the french room's door frame, waiting for Angel, and he came in and we hugged, :}. During break him and his best friend, he calls her Key, and she was trying to tickle him, and he like used me as a human shield HAHA but then i tried tickling him, and yeah x). And in EJ, he hugged me then too XD and jalyn asked/told me something, and i said "tehehe" to it, and she told angel, and he was like "she goes tehehe to anything and everything XD" lmao. And i forgot what happened for the majority of that class >:L but anyway like im starting to get nervous cuz he's been giving brianna a lot of compliments and im just like ;$ noooo ;c. After lunch, i was walking back to guidance, and something kinda bad happened, but it was like solved, but i was still kinda shakey over it, and as i was walking back i passed by Angel but we like stopped to give each other a hug XD, and he asked me something, like "whats up" or something, and i was like "i almost cried lol" and he was like "whyy?" and i was like "i'll tell you later" and he was like "you better" and i meant to tell him in geometry, but i forgot xD. And like a lot happened in geometry, so Joel was talking to Angel about the girl he likes, and apparently now theyre going out .-. and he was talking about how she wanted to make out with him at the bus stop, and Joel was all like "she probably saw" since i was like literally a few feet away, and i was like "ooh yeahh, well i just remember you two like holding hands i didnt see her try and like make out with you." And then we all had to like write our names down on a piece of paper, and he wrote my name down for me cuz i said that it made me uncomfortable lol xD. And he moved like a big piece of hair like to my back, ya know what i mean? lol. And lol he kept on trying to tickle me, which just led to me grabbing his hands and making sure they didnt go near me xD then when i finally let go he was like "im surprised you havent tried to tickle me" and i was like "tehe not yet" and he was like "you dont even know where im ticklish" and i was like "i'll find it" and he was taking it the kinky way ;D, and kept on putting his hand on like my thigh and like knee area? and i was like "do you feel how cold i am?" and he like touched my thigh again and he was like "your not that cold" and i was like "yes i am feel my hand" and i put the back of my hand against his neck, and he was like "damnn" then i think thats when he offered me his sweatshirt XD <3 He was like "here you want my sweatshirt?" and i was like "uhhh suree..." and he started taking it off and its like a pullover, so it was just so se/xy the way he was taking it off ;). And after i put it on, he was playing with the little zipper near the neck, and he was like pulling it up, and idk my initial thought was he cares about me and wants me to be warm :3 so i said "Awwhhhh :3" and he was like "why are you saying awhh?!" and i was like "idk nevermind :3" Then he was like making fun of me for that :} and i was like "shudduppp :}" and he was like "make me!" and i got up to go get a charger for my computer when he said that, and i was like "dont tempt me -.-" lmao and then he kept on talking about "tempting me" or something. and then like we were talking about how he smelled, cuz i was all like "everyone tells me i smell good except for you, i tell you that you smell good" and he was like "you always smell good" :3 <3 and then he talked about how he spends a sh/t load of money on cologne and i started smelling his sweatshirt, and then we hugged just so i can smell the difference of him without his sweatshirt, and like its happening to most of our hugs now, like we dont know where to put our faces, (or at least thats what i feel like) and our faces just get so close and it feels like hes trying to go in for a kiss, but then remembers he cant and its just UGH >.< And like a long time ago he told me he wanted me to use his good headphones so i could hear the difference and how good they are, so he was like "here" and he put them on my head for me lol xD and they were really good :o and then he like said i could use them or something? But i already had his sweatshirt ,and i felt like i was taking all his sh/t so i was all like "naaa" but then a little while later, he like stole my headphones, and replaced them with his XD so i was like umm ok XD and lmao hes so stupid xD he kept on trying to talk to me when he knew i couldnt hear him, but he was only saying "your so weird and odd" lmao smh. And like hes constantly staring at me XD. BUT OMG I FORGOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING, BUT WE WERE LIKE "FIGHTING" OR SOMETHING BUT IT WAS REALLY ONLY LIKE GRABBING OUR HANDS AND HE LICKED ONE OF MY FINGERS. MOLLIE HE LICKED MY FINGER :O lmfao Joel was all like surprised and laughing, and i was like WHOA :O and i wiped my finger on his leg lol so it was all good x). And we were like playing with each others elbows??? Like our elbows were touching, so him, being the weird he is xD he like placed his elbow on top of mine, then i took mine out from under him, and did the same, and we did that for a while lol. Then at some point we were playing footsie again, and he like....took my leg and held it hostage like under his chair and our legs were like intertwined.....lol it was so weird but cute c:
Then he had the nerve to turn my computer off. And he was chatting adie, and she is so weird omg ._. like she even acts like a s/xual 11 year old ._. And Angel and Joel were like play wrestling or something like that? And Joel was talking to adie pretending to be angel, and he was all like "im g@y" and "i like P3NIS" lmfao and then Angel stopped Joel, so Joel was all like "Isabella, type something nasty quick!" and it took me a minute to get over the way he said my name, and lmfao i had no idea what to write, so i was like "d!ckyyyyyyyy" and when Joel saw it he was like dying of laughter, then i started laughing, and Angel was like "sorry that was my friends" and she was all like "lml theyre funnyyy" like uhhh...and Angel was all like "i should tell her that it was you" and i was like 6_6 im not afraid of this b//tch. And like at the end of class, we were talking and i was like "you never text me anymoreee" and he was like "well why dont you start the conversations??" and then like we got all up in each others faces, and fighting over it, and Joel was like "WHY DONT YOU JUST SET AN ALARM TO TEXT EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME" or something lol it was a weird idea XD. And we hugged before we left class, even tho we walked out together too ;) and when we got back downstairs, joseph was right there and he saw me and Angel, and he started walking slow, and i was like "keep walking Joe." And Angel reminded me to bring back the sweatshirt on monday, and i was like "are you sure? i can give it back to you now" and i was just trying to fight it, just cuz i felt bad, and he fought back and he was like "noo, just keep it for now and give it to me on monday, becuase your cold, and you have to walk home and i dont, i have a ride." and i was like oh ok. Then i stayed after school for a while cuz i purposefully missed the first bus, so then i had to wait in the caf with some junior guys that im friends with, and idk i felt like they were totally flirting with me, and one of them called me pretty and cute and stuff. And they were talking about how Angel was trying to "bag" me since i was wearing his sweatshirt, and then after a while, it was like snack time, and all these people like Joel and aaron come out of like no where, and i was like purposefully flirting with the junior guys in front of Joel, AND THEN ANGEL CAME OUT OF NO WHERE and i was like WHOA and he was like "Bellaaa" and he came over to me and gave me a goodbye hug c: and then the junior guys confronted him about the sweatshirt thing, and Angel was like "she was cold" and yeah. And its so awkward being with aaron in the bus line >_< like it looked like he wanted to come talk to me, but he would like second guess himself >_< and Brianna told me that aaron told her that like him and gianna are just gonna stay friends or something? and she told me that there could be a possibility that he could like me, but im trying not to get too invested cuz i can see the drama thats probly gonna happen so like no. But ughh i really wanna talk to him.

ughh okay idk why i can never remember what happens :I but i had to take a test this morning and i was gonna ask joey if he could tell the homeroom teacher that i wasnt here, but he was acting really distant..like he looked at me and then looked away and so i just asked someone else but i was really upset about it during the first few minutes because like whyy :L but then i went to religion and i showed up like ten minutes late and when i walked in joey called out to me and hes like "someone is lateee" and i just smiled at him and kept walking so then i felt better. so then during lunch i had to make up another test and when i walked in the room i saw joey and this other girl sitting together and i was so upset cause now it really seems like im stalking him omfg :I so i walked up to their table and i forget what i said but they were like "we have to take a test" and they kinda gave me an attitude like okay fawk you too. and i was just like "so do i" and i sat at the table behind me them but then the teacher ended up splitting them up and he put joey at a different table but joey moved to the table right behind me c: and i finished before him so it didnt loook like i was stalking xD. so then we had global and spanish and hes not in my classes for them :L but then after that we had art and me and my friend were walking down to art and joey and mary jumped out at me and scared me so much omfg. and mary and my friend were walking together and joey was walking with me c: so we didnt talk as much as we did yesterday in art cause he was listening to music but mary was like "mollie, joey loves you" and i was like "no he doesnt" and mary was like "yeah he said it last night" and i was like "when" and she said "why are you so interested, cause you love him too?" and i said "yup" and omfg joey didnt even say anything i was just like :O and shes like "he told me at the bonfire" and then shes like "you guys are the same height" and he looked up and we both stared at each other and then hes like "whats that supposed to mean?" and i laughed and shes like "you both love each other" and i said no and then omfg isabella she said "well you both act like it" like aww cx and ugh i cant remember what else happened but i would just like look up at him and he'd look back at me. and then mary hit me with a ruler and then awe joey was like "DONT HIT MY BEST FRIEND" like he called me he called me his best friend c: and then when art was over, they went the different way again and he screamed "MAYBE ITS CAUSE I LIKE MOLLIE BETTER THAN I LIKE YOU" to mary. and i turned around and looked at him and he looked back at me like omgg. and then nothing happened in the last period. but when i was packing my books to leave, he walked by me and he patted my head and i looked up at him and he turned around and he looked at me and we both smirked at each other. so then i tweeted "ughhh" and he favorited it c: And then omg when i got home he left me a message on twitter and he said "whats yo digits" so we've basically been texting each other since then but he just went to bed :c but he was at homecoming while he was texting me and i was like "okay ill talk to you later then" and hes like "noo its alright, im not doing anything" and then i invited him to come to a concert with me in february and i told him i would pay for him and hes like "noo youre not paying for me" like hes so sweet omg. and then a few minutes ago i was like "i wish i was home. im so tired" and he gave me a sad face and i was like "sad mollie :c" and hes like "awe mollie :c" and i said "joeeyyy" and he gave me a happy face like ugh. and i posted a picture on instagram and he liked it. Oh and i also posted a selfie on twitter and he liked it literally one minute after i posted it like omfg. yes. and im pretty sure thats it

Whaa Mollie! Today was so insane! So i got in a little bit before the first bell rang, i went around to look for Angel, BUT HE WASNT HERE YET so i was like ughh >_< But then like right before i had to get into class, he came in and i was like "omg hes here" and this guy thats in our food and wellness was like right near us, and he looked at me and kinda laughed lol like shhh :}and then as soon as i turned around, Angel was right by my side, like whoa xD, and we hugged real quick but it was nice, like he actually puts effort into his hugs even when he doesn't have time to. Soo in EJ...tehe :} he comes up to me, and he hugs me, then he's all like "i heard something really interesting this morning, as soon as i walked in, i heard you say 'hes here!' " and omg we were just dyingggg XD lmfao. And then he tells Joel about it and im like omgg /.\. And omg i could tell jalyn was annoying him though, cuz she kept on telling him this useless sh/t and he was just like giving me these "warning looks" and i could tell because we share that same look in geometry when the annoying kid in front of us talks to us. I just felt so bad. Then he went up to get me an opener, like i was about to get one for me and Jalyn, but he was all like "sientate" or lol idk i forgot how to spell sit down in spanish xD. Then he made fun of me again for the "hes coming" thing x) lol buttt...then the teacher got mad or something and he said "Angel and isabella can you step out for a minute" so im all like uh ohh :$. Thennnn omg he gives us this whole talk, where he's literally assuming that we're going out, and he talks about how him and his wife started dating in high school, and Angel is all like "uhh i have a girlfriend" and im just like ohshit now it just sounds like hes cheating on her with me. And idk it was a whole bunch of talk like "class is not the appropriate place to do it" but one that kinda stuck with me was, he said "Angel you interact with people differently than the way you interact with her, and Isabella you interact with him than you do with the rest of the class" like yeah i knew it was kinda obvious, but i like..idk i didnt think it was that obvious where its just blaring in your face. But like omg i dont even talk to the upperclassmen in that class cuz i really dont like most of them. But i forgot most of the talk, like he was basically saying, "yeah love is a beautiful thing, and i support it, just pipe the f//k down in class" but he didnt really accentuate the "pipe the f//ck down in class" part so whatever. But omg i was just so like...torn up after that, like i unconsciously knew that this was gonna be the end of our friendship. It was really awkward and quiet, and i refused to make eye contact with him. Like i felt 75% of what i felt when me and justice had that huge fight, remember? Yeah. AND OMG THOSE UPPERCLASSMAN GIRLS WERE LOOKING AT ME AND ENJOYING MY F//KING PAIN OMFG I WILL END THEIR EXISTANCE. But thankfully i was dead wrong about the "end of our friendship" thing because during break, yeah we didnt really talk for like the first minute, cuz he went to go talk to Joel, BUT THEN he came over to me and he was all like "that was the weirdest, wackest, most awkward talk ever" and then this girl who im supposedly "best friends" with went over to Angel, gave him a hug, gave me a hug, then went back to him to give him a hug, and me and Angel were like staring at each other while she hugged us, cuz he thinks that she likes him. But i mean we were ok, but i still felt really like...on edge...But we walked back to class together, and he asked me if i was gonna go to the mall today, and i was like :L no why? And he just needed to buy something for his gf's birthday .-. like i still wanted to got with him, and i told him i could go at 5 cuz that was when i got out and my mom could drive me, but he was like naa. And at the end of class he wanted to put my computer back for me, but i had guidance immediately after, and i didnt know if i still needed it, and so i was like "i still need it" and he was like "give it to me" and that little flirty fighting thing lasted for a lil bit, BUT THEN the same damn teacher told Angel to talk to him, (thankfully he didnt make him step out) but ugh it was like whatever. Then we had this field trip for EJ, and we all went to go wait outside, and i was f//cking freezinggg, and i was sitting on these stones, and brianna was on my right and i think Angel was next to her, but he wasnt paying attention cuz he was talking to someone else...or so i thought...so i was like "why hasnt anyone given me their sweater yet" and then out of no were Angel was like "here you want my sweater?" and i was like "yesss" XD and he was like right by me, and as soon as he took it off his cologne like swirled around me and i was like "smells so good" and he was like "oh really?" like wow smh lol. And i wore his sweater :3 XD <3. So yeah his other best friend was on the field trip with us, and she's a girl...and i personally like her, she's cool and stuff we have food and wellness together too, but like during the field trip...i dont wanna say they were flirting...buttt...lets just say they were being close...and touchy...and i swear they were talking about me at one point because he was looking at me and talking and smirking ;) he also like waved and smiled at me once or twice . And then we moved away since that part of the trip finished. Angel and I were talking, and jalyn was like "you know justice lives right around here right" and i was like "yeah i would go over but..bad things would happen" and Angel got my reference he was like "ooh bad things would happen? make sure he puts on a cond0m" and his friend punched his arm lol. Then me, brianna, crystale and jalyn just hung out behind this tree while Angel and his friend went to keep Joel company a few yards away. But apparently brianna and crystale were watching me and watching them in the other part of the trip, and they came up to me and they were like "are you ok? cuz we saw Angel and that girl and we saw you look at them then when you look away you looked all sad" but idk i tried not to let it affect me...and omg lol crystale started going off like " she think she cute but she really not" like omg i know she was saying that to make me feel better it was just ughh /.\ and the four of us were standing behind this tree, and Angel and his friend were like "interacting" with me from afar lol it was weird x).
Then we had to move around for the last part of the trip, and XD so i was gonna sit with brianna and my peoples, and Angel and his friend were sitting in front of us, and he sees me, and hes like "Bella" and he stretches out his hand XD and i take it XD and were like holding hands XD and we sat down next to each other, so we're like together XDD. And omg while we were sitting down, he was like leaning on me at times, and like he was just sitting a lot closer to me than his friend and i was just XD. And we didnt talk too much but that was ok. And i was wearing these braided bracelets, and he took one lol XD. But ofc my beautiful moment had to end because i had to go to my job :'(. And i gave him his sweater back and i let him TEMPORARILY keep the bracelet. better bring it back tomorrow xD. But he literally has not texted me for 2 days straight :c. And omg me and jalyn were talking while we were walking away, and she was like "yo i bet if he didnt have a girlfriend he wouldve snatched you uppp" like XD yeahhhh. So ugh yeah i think thats it...

"ugh yeah i think thats it.." are you kidding? do you know what i'd do to have a day like that? xD so pefecttt. but not that much happened this week cause i kinda just shut everyone out cause im actually really trying to do well in school this week for once idk xD. but im like really starting to like ryan..and i really dont want too cause i know that im just gonna end up being disappointed cause theres no chance that it would ever work with us..but hes just so perfect i cant. like everything he does is perfect. and his jawline... oh my god. like okay im done but yea. so like hes one of the few people on my bus and today i got on first and he was right behind me and when i turned around he was looking at me *-* OH and in global i was sleeping and i woke up and looked at him and he was looking at me and then he looked down real quick omfg. today was pajama dress down day and he looked so attractive i could not even deal. and he sits behind me in basically every single class cause it goes in alphabet order and i always have to turn around and give papers to him and today he i turned around to give it to him and our hands like touched it was the best moment of my life. hmm.. and then on the bus yesterday, he always puts his feet on the seat across from him and i get off before him and yesterday his feet were in the way so i stood there and waited for him and he looked up and saw me and hes like "oh my bad" like awe asdfghjkl. and then today when i got off, i was on my phone and i was walking down the middle and i stopped before his feet and he looked up at me and literally moved his whole body omfg and i glanced back at him and then kept walking omg. Oh and btw Co and his girlfriend broke up..heh ;]. and hes been like super super depressed. like this morning he literally skipped classed and went surfing. and hes been crying in like every class and stuff. idk what happened but i think she broke up with him. and today in math he whispered i love you in my ear but i was just so comfortable and out of it.. and tired i just completly did not even like respond to him i dont even know. i didnt even move. oh not much has happened with austin but yesterday i was walking down the hall and he was at his locker and he literally saw me and spun around and walked right next to me omg i was dyingggg. and i seriously dont even understand why i ever liked dylan.. i mean hes adorable but in like a weird way ya feel me xD and im taking off tomorrow so idkk if anything would happen xD

Aweee :}. But like ehh :c i feel like i dont like Angel as much anymore :'( ok so lemme tell you what happened. On Wednesday, we had this all school hike which Angel didnt go on >_< so anyway, me and Jalyn's ex are like friends or something? And i asked him which guys liked me, and he told me he would find people, so on wednesday morning he comes up to me and says "isabella i found someone who likes you" and im like "who?" and he says "Aaron" and at first i didnt know who he is, but he was like literally three feet away and omfg Mollie he is the hottest freakin freshman guy....like omg all the girls secretly wanna get with him. Then i was all like mentally sooo happy, but then i remembered he had a upperclassman girlfriend, and i was like "waiittt, doesnt he have a girlfriend??" and then Jahi (jalyns ex) asks him if he's single like right in front of me, and Aaron says "yeah im single" and he kinda looked at me and i was like :3 "ook" and Jahi was all like "are you blushing?!" and i just turned away. But omg i was so happy. Then we started walking, and Aaron and i walked together for like a tiny bit. And during the hike, Jahi came up to me and he was all like "So what do you think about Aaron? do you like him?" and i was like trying to control myself, and i said "well i never talk to him, but yeah i think hes cute." And then he just kept on telling me to try to hang out with him like eekk im scared :$. But like literally everyone was all up on me that day, like my guy friend that i've known since middle school he gave me a really weird hug, then Elmer asked me for a hug, and Jahi was all like "we're best friends now" and just like damn. And Angel texted me on wednesday and i was hinting that i missed him and he made a big deal out of it lol, then he said "love you too" and i said it back, and he said "you better" and i said "i guess...jk i do" and he was like "you better" and he was like "good" and i was like "why good?" AND HE SAID "cuz id be sad if you didnt" HE WOULD BE SAD IF I DIDNT XD. But nothing much happened on thursday with Angel we like hugged a few times and said a few random things to each other, but like really nothing .-. But im looking out for Aaron more, and i catch him looking at me :} kinda a lot but ya know...And today wasnt that great either, like me and Aaron made eye contact, Angel hugged me a few times, and said random sh/t to me. Like its really kinda different now :(. But i was really trying to like Aaron, because theres no point in wasting my time with Angel when hes in a happy relationship. But anyway i was drawing on myself a lot today since it was boring as hell, and Angel saw in geometry, and i wrote Aaron's initials and a heart underneath, and he asked me about it lol, but then he was all like "my turn" and he was all like "but waiitt i dont even know what to write, i would draw a heart, but adie would come out of nowhere and vaporize me, my initials are too boring...i'll draw stick figures" and i was like "i dont want stick figures lol" but he was already drawing it, and he drew two, one was me, and one was him, and he was like "ok we're holding hands" and omg it was so cuteee XD. And the three of us were just laughing about inappropriate things, and then Angel asked me about the antonio story, so i told him. But like even then i felt like i didnt like him anymore :c cuz i thought once we hung out some more, i would like him again but i dont :c. And he said he would text me when he got home today but he didnt ._. and we had that i love you fight like three times today, the third time i actually said it back xD. But then like nothing much we hugged like two more times. But thennn, so Jahi was trying to hook me and Aaron up, and he asked me if i would get s/xual with him cuz apparently hes a "freaky dude" and then i wouldnt really tell him, then after a while he was all like "what if you and aaron arent meant to be?" and i was like "then we arent mean to be. why do you ask?" and he said "he thinks you wont give him any love" and i was like "well why doesnt he talk to me to find out?" and he was like "i just told you why" and i was like ughh >.< then after a little while of argument, he was like "never mind he likes giana again" so he went out with this junior named giana and apparently bad things happened, and i was feeling all bad for him and everything but now this still wants her? And she apparently still wants him? Ughh and i tried to not let it make me feel bad, but it kinda really did. And Jahi gave him my kik, and he didnt even kik me like .-. ok whatever.

OMGG. okay okay so in art i sit with the losers xD and so yesterday i was sitting with my friend and then these two people mary and joey sat across from us and they were actually really nice and we were just laughing and stuff and it was fun and yea.Okay so today i was sitting on the floor in the morning leaning against my locker on my phone and then i felt someone kick my feet and it was joey and mary so i was just like "oh hey guys" and joey's like "its your best friends!" and i was just like "yeap x]" so theyre both in my homeroom(which i just realized today xD) and mary was talking to me in homeroom but idk where joey was. So we had a fieldtrip to go on a boat and look at dolphins or whatever right after that and so i got on the bus and i had to sit in the front with my friend and joey and mary sat across from us. So i ended up getting on the boat after all of them and mary, joey, and their friend dan were all sitting together and me and my friend sat with them. So i was just like talking to them and stuff and they kept saying that i sleep with guys for money xDD. and they called me "mollie the prost" prost for short cause idk if i can say it on herexD so i just kept laughing and then joey got up to go look at something and i saw he had headphones and i was like "joey can i pleasee borrow your headphones c:" and he was like "yeah sure!" so i got to use his headphones and omg i feel like you rn cause you always talk about the headphones but yeah xD. so then him and dan came back and joey sat right across from me this time and i was like aww. So then we ate and he kept breathing into the bag i had brought for my lunch and then he threw it on me and i was like EWW and i threw it back on him. So then i was like "do you have an instagramm" and hes like "whats ur username" and after i told him, i then had to explain to him that i didnt chose my name, and it was given to me at birth xD so then he was going through all pictures, which i was kinda loving tbh. So then he looked at my most recent selfie and hes like "THATS NOT YOU" and im like "oh really? who is it?" and he put his phone up to my face and hes like "that doesnt look like you!" and it didnt look like me cause i was wearing makeup for my concert and i never wear makeup. and i was like "well i dont try to look good for you people at school" xD and then i was like "i took that on friday" and hes like "realllyyy" and then he kept looking at them and you know that one picture of my concert outfit with the snapback and the tights? well he saw it and he looked up at me and then showed me the picture and he nodded his head and said "nice" and smirked. OMFG I WAS DYINGGG. but i was just like "yeap ;]" so then he just kept going through them and hes like "pierce the veil?" and said yupp. so then he followed me and i requested him and hes like "WHY ARENT YOU FOLLOWING ME BACK" and i was like "Youre not accepting me!" and then he finally excepted me and i liked every single one of this pictures xD and hes like "oh really you wanna go there?" and im was like yup. so then he liked most of mine and im like "you only liked like ten!" and hes like "i liked much more than that but you have like a billion pictures!" so then after that which took about twenty minutes, he kept taking pictures of me and he was like "ohh youre so hot" and im like "i know i am" and i grabbed his phone and i was just playing with it i dont even know and hes like "ohh give me ur phone then" and im like noppee. and he tried to grab it and i still had his headphones in my lap and im like "i will literally throw these headphones into the ocean" and ommfg isabella. so i was holding his phone and leaned over across the table and he grabbed onto two of my fingers and like held on to them and i grabbed onto his too and then i finally gave it back to him omg. so then they brought up the "prost mollie" again xD and they were like "how much do you charge?" and im like "depends who the person is" and theyre like "how bout dan?" (the weird one) and im like "a lot" and theyre like "how bout joey?" and im like "im not sure yet" and then everyone else they said i just said no and then joey was like "cause she loves me" and i said "pretty much" and i think dan likes me :I but hes so weird lmao. Because my leg was up on the chair and he kept kicking it and he kept talking to me about random stuff i dont even know. But back to joey.. ;D so then it was time to leave and i was like ughh no ;-; so then i gave him his headphones back and hes like "AWW YAY" and OH YEAH ISABELLA I FORGOT TO SAY THIS. when dan got back from throwing out his trash, joey was like "dan just sit on that side theres no room" and he looked at me and hes like "what you want me to sit next to this?" and joey is like "Mollie is actually really cool" and i had a mini heart attack tbh. Okay but so then we got on the bus and i sat with my friend again and mary was like "lets sit behind our friends" so joey decided to sit right behind me omgg. so then he kept talking to me and i was like loving this. and i was like "all your instagram is are sunsets and your shoes" and he counted his sunset pictures and hes like "i only have four!" and im like "yes cause you probably deleted the other 3000" and then he was showing me selfies he took on his instagram from when his hair was longer and omg isabella he was soo attractive and adorable i was dead. dead. so i was like "it looks so good longer!" and hes like "i know my mom made me cut it" and i was like "grow it out again pleaseee" and hes like "i will" and i took his phone again and i was going through his pictures and he had a picture of this girl and i was like "ohh stalking young women?" and hes like "no shes my ex and my friend wanted to see what she looked like" and i was a little sad cause she was soo pretty ;-; and he might have dated this other girl in my class but shes like scaring looking so that gives me hope xD. so then he got a snapchat from this girl named briana and i opened it for him and it was just her with her friend but omg she was so pretty too ugh. and he was drinking root beer and he was "do you want the rest of this?" and i was like "root beer is so gross" and i think thats all that happened on the bus.. so then we got in the gym again and he sat next to me :D and he kept taking pictures of me again and i was like "are you like stalking me?" and hes like "nahh" so then we went to religion and he went up to me and hes like "i didnt realize how many classes youre in with mee" and then i went to the bathroom and when i walked back in he was looking at me *-* so then after that i was in the hallway and he and mary walked by (he doesnt like mary btw, cause shes not a normal girl.. i thought she was a boy for like two months xD but shes nice) and he walked by me and hes like "hey mollie" and i smirked at him and then another time today i was kneeling on the floor against my locker and he walked by and kicked my feet again and i turned around and he was like halfway down the hall and he was looking at me and i smiled at him. so then last period (which hes not in with me ;-;) co started saying he loved me and i turned around and im like "why do you always say that?" and hes like "i dont know, do you even remember me?" and i was like "you went to my school for like three years" and hes like "did it get shucky when i left" and i was like "it shucked either way" and then we just had this huge conversation about grade school..i dont even know. so then i went back downstairs to pack my books to leave and when i was walking down the hallway to get to my bus mary and joey were at their lockers and they stopped me and joey was like "MOLLIEE" and kicked his feet cause he was kneeling like i was and i just kinda stood on his feet? idk its hard to explain xD so then mary was just telling me about how this weird girl likes dan and i was like "thats great but i cant miss my bus again" and joey was like "you missed your bus once?" and im like "more than once" so then when i get on the bus i looked at my phone and joey liked 70 more of my instagram pictures like an hour before *-* so then i stalked his ask.fm and i think he likes briana :I BUT I CANT CHANGE HIS MIND YA FEEL ME. and tomorrow we have a half day and testing so idk how much ill see him. but on thursday in art, im gonna ask him if he can be mickey mouse with me for halloween dress down xD cause on halloween we have dress down day where we get to wear our costumes and i really need someone to be mickey cause i wanna be minnie and that would be so cute and it just went really well unlike usual today idk

Awwwww ^.^ what if joey likes you then it would be so perfect omg. Omg so today i got in late, so i didnt see Angel until EJ, and he gave me back one of my pencils and i was like ok o_O. And we had to go to this ceremony thing, so me jalyn and angel walked down together. And when it was over and everyone was just standing there, so my friends and i made a cluster, and then angel got lonely so he came over, and we hugged x). when we got back to EJ and like near the end, jalyn left, so me and brianna were fighting over her seat and then i just jumped into it, and since that seat is like..closer to angel, he like saw me jump into it, and he probly got ideas that i just wanted to be closer to him, which i did xD but still. And he got mad at me for not pushing my chair in...multiple times xD and he like got really up close to my face, like OMG HE WAS SO CLOSE, HIS LIPS WERE LIKE SO CLOSE XD. And i had to like back down or just turn my head because it was that close where i got nervous like holy crap dont kiss me in class xD. And in english we were on chat, but it took him forever to chat me like ugh -.- but it was just pointless conversation anyway. So michael sat with us yesterday in geometry. And omg Angel was all up on me in that class too! Like he was constantly resting his head on me, and like we were saying a lot of dirty things, and then he was like putting me on blast like "oh wait you would like that" like whenever certain dirty things were said, even Joel felt bad for me, like this big one happened, i forgot what it was and Joel was shaking his head and he was like "even i wouldnt take it that far" or something like that xD. And somehow we started talking about the freshman girls that i hate, and he asked me something, and i felt like i was kind going into "girlfriend mode" and i wanted to stop myself from answering, but it was already too late, i could tell he wouldnt drop it just like that. But i love Joel lol cuz he hates one of the freshman girls that i hate too, like omg yes thank you! Lol but that class was really good, if i remember anything important then i'll tell you xD. But omg when i had to go to my job, even all the guys there were like all up on me and flirting with me. Like theres this freshman guy, we were washing the eggs together, and Jahi was all like "oohhh i see some chemistry hereeeee" and i was all like "no, he has a girlfriend" and he was like "uhh yeahhh..." cuz im actually kinda "friends" with her so yeah, im not even attracted to him anyway. Then when i was putting the egg trays back in the coop, theres this junior guy and Joe hanging out in front of the coop, and i was like "ew" and the junior got playfully mad, like "oh who you sayin ew to?" and i like tried to look for safety in the chicken yard, but then the both of them came in, but it was like all good at first, but then these other guys were in the coop, and they wouldnt open the door -_- so i was like stuck with the junior and joe, but the junior was more....physical...so i kept on trying to open the door, THEN the junior grabbed me and tried to tickle me!! And im not really ticklish so i wasnt laughing too much, but i wiggled away, but like as i got away, his arm was like....idk how to explain this, but it was apparently like wrapped around me? And i just felt it as i was getting away, and it felt like he didnt wanna let go or something? like ugh do you get it? THEN the other guys finally opened the door, but them mofos wouldnt move so i could put the trays back -.- and one of them like half offered to put them back for me, but i was like unsure? then somehow i was backed into the corner...like whoa...Then Jahi was flirting with me like....ugh. So today during breakfast, i actually got in early, then a little while later Angel came in, and i THINK we made eye contact a few times, but it was like weird cuz we didnt even say hi to each other like ok ._. but awweee he looked so tired :3 then after a while we kinda locked eyes then he waved, so i waved back and that was it .-. but since i had PSAT's today, my schedule was all f//cked up, so i had the same lunch wave as Angel's, and omg it was so embarrassing /.\ cuz as soon as i saw Angel i told crystale cuz she was like the only freshman girl with me, and she like freakin screamed his name /.\ and he looked over, and he noticed me..and he waved....so yeah. Then he touched my arm as he passed by me after he got his lunch. AND THE SAME JUNIOR GUY FROM YESTERDAY WAS IN THE SAME WAVE TOO AND HE TOLD ME TO COME OVER TO HIM AND I WAS LIKE HELLNO so yeah, then at the end of lunch, he chased me around the freakin cafeteria, just to run my neck like rellay -.- and i went to the wrong class again lmao, and aaron was in there, and he looked kinda suprised that i was there, but in like a good way? so i was just like pls stop. But then i got up to geometry like i was supposed to and Angel tried to walk up with me but it was kinda already too late. And joel got like a sh/tload of hershey kisses, and he asked me if i wanted one and he gave me one XD ^.^ and omg just the way he said my name like omg *-* <3. And i forgot to tell you, so my and arianna were talking a couple days ago and she told me that joel likes someone else and she apparently likes him too and she wouldnt tell me -.- but they were talking about it in geo and idk it didnt sound like she liked him cuz he made it sound like he was just trying to wear her down and go out with him? idk, then i was sitting there all confused at the moment, and Angel said something like "hes not after you, if he was you would know it, trust me." And Angel was talking to the girl behind us for a little bit, and apparently he was talking about the adie thing, so then he told me, but he was trying to keep his voice low, so i couldnt hear much, but what i heard was "Adie is mad at me cuz there's this dance going on at her school and she asked me if i wanted to go, and i said no" and this is where i started getting lost, and apparently now theyre mad at each other, and some other guy asked her to this dance/prom? And Angel texted her friend about something, and adie was wondering about what she could and couldnt do when she was at the dance? And then he side tracked and he started talking about going to our school dance in december, he was like "im gonna have to go with a freshman >.<" and joel was like "you might" but Angel made it sound like a bad thing -.- like thinking about it now, i have a strong feeling he would ask me XD, but like the way he said it >_< like i know you would wanna go with either me or adie so dont even try to play it like that. Then, omg im mad at myself now >.< cuz i forgot how angel started talking about it, but he said "we might break up" and joel was like "noo dont take the easy way out, try to make it work, but if it doesnt work, then do it the Joel way, tell her to go fck herself" and Angel was like "im not gonna tell her to go fck herself" and yeah so i THINK they havent talked in like a week? idk. And omg he was being so cute, he moved a piece of hair away from my face xD, and we were playing footsie again :} and he was trying to make me nervous again by putting his hand on my thigh, and i told him about the junior yesterday, and he got a teeny bit mad at me cuz he was all like "you said you weren't ticklish!" then he tried and i kinda smirked, and he was like "maybe he likes you" and i think he said "just dont fck him or something cuz hes an @sshole" and i was like " i know, dont worry i was already warned" and he was like "good".And our legs we just all up on each other like :} we were assuming bf and gf mode. And he leaned on me again, and joel was like "are you confortable." Lol, then there was this snake outside that we all wanted to see, so me and Angel went up, and i couldnt see a thing, so gUESS WHAT HE DID OMG HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME FOR A LITTLE BIT LIKE OMGGGGGG I HAD TO TRY TO REMAIN CALM thennnn when we went back to our seat, he was like "oh shoot i was about to hug you from behind, but then i had to stop myself so i just awkwardly patted your back" and i was like "lol yeahh i know" and then we like linked arms lol and i was like "yeah since she isnt looking" and he was like "psh yeah knowing mrs climis" cuz apparently our teacher is pretty strict about the whole "PDA" thing? whatever lol. So at then end of class we hugged, and we walked out together. Omg it was so awkward when i was waiting for the bus, cuz me and aaron were standing right across from each other, like literally 5 feet away or something. But then Angel came a while later, and we hugged and someone said "awww" -.- and he was with one of his best friends ...thats also a girl, and he asked her to go check if they were gonna take one of those buses and they did :/ and thats it. xD

awe omfg he was gonna hug you from behind cx Not much happened today cause testing and half days and all that. but when i walked in the morning, joey and mary were already there by their lockers and joey said my name and i smiled at him and then mary just came up and started talking to me but i ignored her cause i had to go upstairs. So then after that all the people in my homeroom had to meet in the religion room cause thats where we were taking our tests and i came in late cause i had to talk to a teacher and when i walked in joey look up at me x] So then i sat down in my seat not in the seat next to mary, but the seat behind that. And then joey saw us and omfg he walked over and sat in the desk in front of me and then he leaned over on my desk and just stared at me. and i gave him a face and he laughed. i forget what we were even talking about though. i think we were just talking about how mary thinks i stalk her cause we have all the same classes? idk. So my feet we on the back of joey's chair and he went to put his ipad on the place where my feet were and he looked up and stared at me and the he kept hitting his ipad against my feet xD and i smirked and moved them over for him. but then of course the teacher had to move us and its weird cause i sat on one side of the room and he sat on the exact opposite. so we had like a fifteen minute break after each test and he kept coming up to me after each break awe. and he was just asking me about my bracelets which was awkward af. so then he was like "so youre following me on twitter now too? stalker ;D" and i was like "nope. maggie followed me and then i stalked her followers and saw you" and hes like "who else did you follow" and i said "no one" and he looked at me. and it was cute. i had a moment xD. so then he was going through my instagram again and i was like "oh but you guys say im the stalker." and he laughed and he was going through all my pictures to find the first one and it was a picture of my cousin and he asked me who it was. So then i went to the bathroom and when i came back he was in my seat and i sat in front of him and we literally just stared at each other for like five minutes xD and im like "why are you sitting in my seat" and hes like "why not" but then of course right after that it was time to start testing again. and omfg isabella when he got up to leave he turned around and looked at me and smiled and smiled back. So then after testing was done we had like five more minutes so i went up to them this time and we were talking about the homecoming which is on friday (im not going to it btw cause im going shopping instead xD) and omg mary asked him if he was still talking this girl diana (idek who she is) and hes like "no she said she couldnt go" and he doesnt think hes gonna go anymore anyway. Like who the fawk is diana. At least she cancelled on him ;-; so then after that i was leaving and he like ran up right behind me omg. and i held the door open for him c: so then my friend came up to me and we were talking but there was so many people in the hallway so we were standing there waiting for everyone and joey was right behind me and he kept kicking my shoes over and over again and i turned around and im like "can you stop kicking me?" and he and my friend both laughed. So then after i was done packing my books i got up to go to my bus and of course joey was walking right in front of me so now it really seems like im stalking him when i dont even mean too xD and he held the door open for me but then he realized it was me and he gave me this funny look and we walked down together and then we split up to go to our buses and yeaa

Lmao awe sounds like a day that i would have :). So today like nothing really happened .-. so he came in really late today, so i didnt get to like say hi or anything, but then in EJ, as soon as he put his stuff down at his table, he walked over to me and we hugged :} an he just awkwardly stood next to me for a little bit, but then he left to go give other people hugs and stuff :l. And Joel had to leave, and i wanted to sit with him, but that would've been a baddd idea :/. And he had to like stand up for a majority of the class to try and keep himself awake, and Jalyn was going through my bag, and she was examining my keys, and she giggled about something, and then i guess Angel was watching ;) and he started to smirk and i was like :3. Lol then he left to go splash his face with water, and he got some water on his hair, and at first i was like "da fuqq" cuz he was looking at me as he walked by, ;D but then these girls started talking to him, and then i think they asked why he didnt gel his hair anymore, and he said something about his mom not letting him or something? Like i will buy you gel xD cuz he just looked so goodddd like that but ok :c. And for the rest of that class i feel like he was looking at me but idk. Then in geometry like close to nothing happened cuz he kept on talking to the girl behind us ._. like stop. But like he tried to tickle me, then we ended up like like "holding hands" but it wasnt really holding hands in that cute way ya know? it was like that weird "im just gonna grab onto your and and be weird" type of thing...Then he asked me something but i forgot, and that led to him being all like "i dont know who you like, wait so who else do you like?" and i was like "i dont really like anybody :s" and he was like "oh you dont like anybody?" and he started to pretent to cry, and i put my hand on his shoulder and i had to lie and say "noo dont worry i love you but i just cant like, click with anybody" and he was like "click" and he kept on saying it lol and he tried making a little hand motion for it and idk if he meant that he wanted me to click with him??? Like yeah i did im just sick of wasting my time. And he asked me if i was going to homework center, and i was like "no i have farmtastics today" and he was like "ya know whats really weird? last year when my girlfriend was here she went to farmtastics too" and i made a creeped out face. Then he started going onnnn about her, and he said "you two are exactly alike, but you're a lot taller than her" and then i was like "im not that tall!" and then he disagreed, and then he was like "i have a real bad thing for short girls" like hello impossible how are you .__.
And omg yesterday, i forgot to tell you that him and joel were talking about making out, and they were just like...making the tongue motions? Lol and angel was like "bella do you go lllll?" that llll part is that "L" tongue sound and motion he was doing lol, and i said "not yet" but i didnt realize what he was talking about, and he was like "you've never made out before?" and i was like ignoring him, trying to avoid the question, and he was like "really?" like he was really surprised which surprised me lol. And he asked me about it again today, and i was so uncomfortable, and he was like "I'll know if your lying" so like why are you asking me? lol, but i kept on changing the subject and after a few very hard tries, he finally gave up. And i THINK him and adie are ok again :( cuz he was talking to someone, and i remember him talking about some convo, and he said "i said babe you know were gonna fight sometimes right?" :c sighhhhh. Then i wasnt doing any work whatsoever, so i was just writing down lyrics on my graph paper, and he kept on stealing it -.- but then i wrote down these other lyrics from a dubstep song, and he started reading it, and since i didnt finish, he recognized the song and started singing it XD and he was like "this is why she is awesome and i love her" and he told michael too and he high fived me lol. And at some point he was like "your an @sshole" and i was like "uhh excuse me? why?" and it was something about getting mad at him or something? and i was like "i only got mad at you one time, and it was when we were texting but you didnt know" and then him and joel were talking about how girls like always put the triple dots when they text and they always say "ok" which i kinda do a lot but...whatever. But omfg i got sooo mad, cuz he was just like being annoying with the girl behind us, and he got in trouble -_- cuz that b//tch ripped up a sh/tload of tiny pieces of paper, and dumped it on him >_< and then he did it to her and they both just made a big scene and the sub teacher obv noticed and made them write down their names so they could go explain themselves in the office or some sh/t >_< and the teacher was talking about moving one of their seats, and i swear to f//cking God it better be hers or im seriously gonna kill someone, but i just got so mad and luckily it was at the end of class cuz i just stormed out of there. And hes like not texting me anymore and its p/ssing me off >:(

awe ;-; you two are still adorable though xD. OKay i can barely remember anything from today for some reason.. but today was dress down day and i had ripped jeans and like a flannel thing and i looked pretty decent ;] so i was sitting against my locker and then him and mary came over to me and i forget what were talking about but then he was just like "your feet are small" and im like "theyre bigger than yours!" and hes like "im an 8" and im like "im an 8 and a half" and then he put his foot up to mine and hes like theyre the same size, twins!" and my friend was like "Awee" xD ughh idk why i cant remember anythingg. but nothing happened in homeroom, but then when i left mary thought i was following her and she kept calling me a stalker all day xD and then when joey walked by, he patted my head *-* so then i went to bio and algebra and spanish so i didnt see them ;-; but after that, i had lunch and when i walked by they were both in like and mary was like "see you are following us" and im like "we have the same classes, what do you want me to do xD" and at lunch joey bought homecoming tickets for tomorrow night so thats not good cause i dont want him to dance with anyone and im not gonna know about it .-. then after that we had global but i didnt see them, okay so then we had art which it the best cause all we do is talk and omg. so they went a different way then the rest of us so when i came down stairs to go to art joey met up with me and walked with me to art :') so this girl jenny was in joey's seat and i was like no -.- so we moved down at it was me, and then mary was across from me and then joey was next to mary and my friend was across from him(next to me) if that made any sense. so i was on twitter and joey was like "DID I GET HACKED" but he didnt xD and i was like "yea im pretty upset that you didnt follow me back" and hes like "I thought i did?!" and i was like "noo :c" so then he followed me c: and there was a roll of tap on the table and me and joey were playing this game with it the whole entire period and we kept rolling it back and fourth to each other. so there was a bonfire tonight at the beach but i couldnt go.. and joey asked me if i was going. and now that i think about it, he only asked me. like he didnt ask my friend omfg. cx so i was like "i dont think so" and he was like "whyyy you should go" and i was like "i have confirmation" and then we were just talking about that and hes like "i want you to go so i can throw you in the fire" xDD.and then the teacher was talking to this girl about how her picture was up on the wall and joey was like "good think yours wasnt up there mollie, cause i would have drawn on it" and i was like "im not suprised" so then we started talking about concerts and how he never goes to them and i was like "i will take you to a concert omg yes" and mary is like "im not invited?" and im like "no just joey xD" so then he was just going through all his music and telling me what he likes so i need to go to a concert with him right now okay. so then i got up to put my picture away and i realized i left my phone on the table and i went back and grabbed it real quick and he was like "that was a smart idea xD" so then art was over and we both went different ways again and when i walked out the door to the hallway, they were both standing there and they came up and pretended to hit me and i got scared xD and my shoe was untied and i told joey to tie it for me and hes like "why do you need me to tie your shoe" and i was like "cause im taking you to concerts" and then he said something i dont remember and im like "oh youre replacing me?" and hes like "never" cx so then it was time for religion and joey told me to come their way with me x] so i did, and joey and i were walking together like almost holding hands omfg and mary is like "you guys are the same height" and i was like "no im taller" and joeys like "NOO im actually taller than someone for once wow" and then mary pushed joey into a trash can and blammed me xD and i was like "i would never hurt joey" and joey kept running into me aww c: then we went to religion and he played with my hair before he sat down. so then after that was over, we had an assembly thing and i sat next to mary and joey was on the other side of her. and in religion our teacher was talking about how you never know what people are going through and marys like "mollie, im sorry. i know you cant help it that youre different" lmao xD and joey was like "i was gonna come up to mollie and give her a whole speech about how im sorry but you just ruined it mary xD and then joey kept kicking my foot and hes like "i think i could fit into your shoes" and im like "nahh you couldnt" and he just stared at me again for like five minutes xD and mary whispered something to him and then she turned to me and shes like "joey loves you" and im like "noo" and shes like "yup" and then she said something like "we both hate you" but it was funny lmao and omg joey was like "i dont. i think mollie is really cool" like aww cx and im pretty sure thats it.. and then omg isabella. he posted a picture on instagram and i liked it and right after i liked he re-liked my most recent one and then he liked the picture i posted tonight too c: and omfg. He literally favorited and retweeted like 20 things i tweeted on twitter from like weeks ago xD and i was like omg. and i did the same to his. this means he misses me..omg.

Lmao ok so today i was legit just leaning again the french room's door frame, waiting for Angel, and he came in and we hugged, :}. During break him and his best friend, he calls her Key, and she was trying to tickle him, and he like used me as a human shield HAHA but then i tried tickling him, and yeah x). And in EJ, he hugged me then too XD and jalyn asked/told me something, and i said "tehehe" to it, and she told angel, and he was like "she goes tehehe to anything and everything XD" lmao. And i forgot what happened for the majority of that class >:L but anyway like im starting to get nervous cuz he's been giving brianna a lot of compliments and im just like ;$ noooo ;c. After lunch, i was walking back to guidance, and something kinda bad happened, but it was like solved, but i was still kinda shakey over it, and as i was walking back i passed by Angel but we like stopped to give each other a hug XD, and he asked me something, like "whats up" or something, and i was like "i almost cried lol" and he was like "whyy?" and i was like "i'll tell you later" and he was like "you better" and i meant to tell him in geometry, but i forgot xD. And like a lot happened in geometry, so Joel was talking to Angel about the girl he likes, and apparently now theyre going out .-. and he was talking about how she wanted to make out with him at the bus stop, and Joel was all like "she probably saw" since i was like literally a few feet away, and i was like "ooh yeahh, well i just remember you two like holding hands i didnt see her try and like make out with you." And then we all had to like write our names down on a piece of paper, and he wrote my name down for me cuz i said that it made me uncomfortable lol xD. And he moved like a big piece of hair like to my back, ya know what i mean? lol. And lol he kept on trying to tickle me, which just led to me grabbing his hands and making sure they didnt go near me xD then when i finally let go he was like "im surprised you havent tried to tickle me" and i was like "tehe not yet" and he was like "you dont even know where im ticklish" and i was like "i'll find it" and he was taking it the kinky way ;D, and kept on putting his hand on like my thigh and like knee area? and i was like "do you feel how cold i am?" and he like touched my thigh again and he was like "your not that cold" and i was like "yes i am feel my hand" and i put the back of my hand against his neck, and he was like "damnn" then i think thats when he offered me his sweatshirt XD <3 He was like "here you want my sweatshirt?" and i was like "uhhh suree..." and he started taking it off and its like a pullover, so it was just so se/xy the way he was taking it off ;). And after i put it on, he was playing with the little zipper near the neck, and he was like pulling it up, and idk my initial thought was he cares about me and wants me to be warm :3 so i said "Awwhhhh :3" and he was like "why are you saying awhh?!" and i was like "idk nevermind :3" Then he was like making fun of me for that :} and i was like "shudduppp :}" and he was like "make me!" and i got up to go get a charger for my computer when he said that, and i was like "dont tempt me -.-" lmao and then he kept on talking about "tempting me" or something. and then like we were talking about how he smelled, cuz i was all like "everyone tells me i smell good except for you, i tell you that you smell good" and he was like "you always smell good" :3 <3 and then he talked about how he spends a sh/t load of money on cologne and i started smelling his sweatshirt, and then we hugged just so i can smell the difference of him without his sweatshirt, and like its happening to most of our hugs now, like we dont know where to put our faces, (or at least thats what i feel like) and our faces just get so close and it feels like hes trying to go in for a kiss, but then remembers he cant and its just UGH >.< And like a long time ago he told me he wanted me to use his good headphones so i could hear the difference and how good they are, so he was like "here" and he put them on my head for me lol xD and they were really good :o and then he like said i could use them or something? But i already had his sweatshirt ,and i felt like i was taking all his sh/t so i was all like "naaa" but then a little while later, he like stole my headphones, and replaced them with his XD so i was like umm ok XD and lmao hes so stupid xD he kept on trying to talk to me when he knew i couldnt hear him, but he was only saying "your so weird and odd" lmao smh. And like hes constantly staring at me XD. BUT OMG I FORGOT WHAT WAS HAPPENING, BUT WE WERE LIKE "FIGHTING" OR SOMETHING BUT IT WAS REALLY ONLY LIKE GRABBING OUR HANDS AND HE LICKED ONE OF MY FINGERS. MOLLIE HE LICKED MY FINGER :O lmfao Joel was all like surprised and laughing, and i was like WHOA :O and i wiped my finger on his leg lol so it was all good x). And we were like playing with each others elbows??? Like our elbows were touching, so him, being the weird he is xD he like placed his elbow on top of mine, then i took mine out from under him, and did the same, and we did that for a while lol. Then at some point we were playing footsie again, and he like....took my leg and held it hostage like under his chair and our legs were like intertwined.....lol it was so weird but cute c:
Then he had the nerve to turn my computer off. And he was chatting adie, and she is so weird omg ._. like she even acts like a s/xual 11 year old ._. And Angel and Joel were like play wrestling or something like that? And Joel was talking to adie pretending to be angel, and he was all like "im g@y" and "i like P3NIS" lmfao and then Angel stopped Joel, so Joel was all like "Isabella, type something nasty quick!" and it took me a minute to get over the way he said my name, and lmfao i had no idea what to write, so i was like "d!ckyyyyyyyy" and when Joel saw it he was like dying of laughter, then i started laughing, and Angel was like "sorry that was my friends" and she was all like "lml theyre funnyyy" like uhhh...and Angel was all like "i should tell her that it was you" and i was like 6_6 im not afraid of this b//tch. And like at the end of class, we were talking and i was like "you never text me anymoreee" and he was like "well why dont you start the conversations??" and then like we got all up in each others faces, and fighting over it, and Joel was like "WHY DONT YOU JUST SET AN ALARM TO TEXT EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME" or something lol it was a weird idea XD. And we hugged before we left class, even tho we walked out together too ;) and when we got back downstairs, joseph was right there and he saw me and Angel, and he started walking slow, and i was like "keep walking Joe." And Angel reminded me to bring back the sweatshirt on monday, and i was like "are you sure? i can give it back to you now" and i was just trying to fight it, just cuz i felt bad, and he fought back and he was like "noo, just keep it for now and give it to me on monday, becuase your cold, and you have to walk home and i dont, i have a ride." and i was like oh ok. Then i stayed after school for a while cuz i purposefully missed the first bus, so then i had to wait in the caf with some junior guys that im friends with, and idk i felt like they were totally flirting with me, and one of them called me pretty and cute and stuff. And they were talking about how Angel was trying to "bag" me since i was wearing his sweatshirt, and then after a while, it was like snack time, and all these people like Joel and aaron come out of like no where, and i was like purposefully flirting with the junior guys in front of Joel, AND THEN ANGEL CAME OUT OF NO WHERE and i was like WHOA and he was like "Bellaaa" and he came over to me and gave me a goodbye hug c: and then the junior guys confronted him about the sweatshirt thing, and Angel was like "she was cold" and yeah. And its so awkward being with aaron in the bus line >_< like it looked like he wanted to come talk to me, but he would like second guess himself >_< and Brianna told me that aaron told her that like him and gianna are just gonna stay friends or something? and she told me that there could be a possibility that he could like me, but im trying not to get too invested cuz i can see the drama thats probly gonna happen so like no. But ughh i really wanna talk to him.

ughh okay idk why i can never remember what happens :I but i had to take a test this morning and i was gonna ask joey if he could tell the homeroom teacher that i wasnt here, but he was acting really distant..like he looked at me and then looked away and so i just asked someone else but i was really upset about it during the first few minutes because like whyy :L but then i went to religion and i showed up like ten minutes late and when i walked in joey called out to me and hes like "someone is lateee" and i just smiled at him and kept walking so then i felt better. so then during lunch i had to make up another test and when i walked in the room i saw joey and this other girl sitting together and i was so upset cause now it really seems like im stalking him omfg :I so i walked up to their table and i forget what i said but they were like "we have to take a test" and they kinda gave me an attitude like okay fawk you too. and i was just like "so do i" and i sat at the table behind me them but then the teacher ended up splitting them up and he put joey at a different table but joey moved to the table right behind me c: and i finished before him so it didnt loook like i was stalking xD. so then we had global and spanish and hes not in my classes for them :L but then after that we had art and me and my friend were walking down to art and joey and mary jumped out at me and scared me so much omfg. and mary and my friend were walking together and joey was walking with me c: so we didnt talk as much as we did yesterday in art cause he was listening to music but mary was like "mollie, joey loves you" and i was like "no he doesnt" and mary was like "yeah he said it last night" and i was like "when" and she said "why are you so interested, cause you love him too?" and i said "yup" and omfg joey didnt even say anything i was just like :O and shes like "he told me at the bonfire" and then shes like "you guys are the same height" and he looked up and we both stared at each other and then hes like "whats that supposed to mean?" and i laughed and shes like "you both love each other" and i said no and then omfg isabella she said "well you both act like it" like aww cx and ugh i cant remember what else happened but i would just like look up at him and he'd look back at me. and then mary hit me with a ruler and then awe joey was like "DONT HIT MY BEST FRIEND" like he called me he called me his best friend c: and then when art was over, they went the different way again and he screamed "MAYBE ITS CAUSE I LIKE MOLLIE BETTER THAN I LIKE YOU" to mary. and i turned around and looked at him and he looked back at me like omgg. and then nothing happened in the last period. but when i was packing my books to leave, he walked by me and he patted my head and i looked up at him and he turned around and he looked at me and we both smirked at each other. so then i tweeted "ughhh" and he favorited it c: And then omg when i got home he left me a message on twitter and he said "whats yo digits" so we've basically been texting each other since then but he just went to bed :c but he was at homecoming while he was texting me and i was like "okay ill talk to you later then" and hes like "noo its alright, im not doing anything" and then i invited him to come to a concert with me in february and i told him i would pay for him and hes like "noo youre not paying for me" like hes so sweet omg. and then a few minutes ago i was like "i wish i was home. im so tired" and he gave me a sad face and i was like "sad mollie :c" and hes like "awe mollie :c" and i said "joeeyyy" and he gave me a happy face like ugh. and i posted a picture on instagram and he liked it. Oh and i also posted a selfie on twitter and he liked it literally one minute after i posted it like omfg. yes. and im pretty sure thats it

Omgg lol well at least you have a new friend haha. Oh and in geometry, me and Angel always have these like little fights where one of us says something dirty then hes like 'i love youuu" and im like "no i dont want your love" yeah ok xD. But like no really this is just like what i was in last year and im not ready to go through it again :L fml

So today me and Brianna walked into the cafeteria to find Angel, cuz crystale said she saw him come in and i was like "i wanna go say hiiiiii" so yeah, when i saw him i was like scared..lol and i was like turning around, but then Brianna was like NO and then he like noticed me, so i just went over. AND OMG OFC jalyn was poking him trying to bother him, and i wanted a f//cking hug and she was all like NO and i was legit about to walk away, but then Angel got away from her and he hugged me :). Then in EJ, not tooo much happened, BUT OMGGG SO ANGEL HAD TO GO SIT WITH THIS OTHER GIRL THAT I HATE FOR THIS PROJECT THINGY, AND OMG WE KEPT LOOKIN AT EACH OTHER, AND THEN HE WINKED AT ME AND OMG I DIED I WAS LEGIT HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING AND EVERYTHIGN OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGM. AND THEN WE WERE MAKING WEIRD FACES AT EACH TOHER. And omg the girl that i hate that was sitting next to him thought i was looking at her omg im going to slit all the upperclassmen girl's throats in EJ they keep on giving me dirty looks i swear. Ok rant over lol. BUT OMG WHEN WE WERE MAKING WEIRD FACES AT EACH OTHER, HE LIKE "KISSED" ME I THINK?! OMGOMGOMGOGM IT WAS LIKE OMG HE JUST LIKE PUCKERED HIS LIPS? AND LIKE AN AIR KISS OMG YOU FEEL ME? XD. And we hugged during break <3. And we were walking back into class, and he was all like "ughh i wish my girlfriend still came here so we can hold hands and stuff during the hike." Cuz were going on this all school hike on wednesday, and Joel said that he would hold his hand and skip wish him during the walk :3 lmfao. So then i reminded him "you have Joel" and he was like "yeah but i cant exactly kiss him and stuff" lol the conversation turned into us talking about Joel's kissing skills omg xD. Omg so these other guys in my emglish class were flirting with me i think? So this senior looked over at me, and i looked over at him, but just cuz idk i felt like it was kinda awkward how we always look at each other? i quickly turned away, and he was all like "oh i see how it is" like um how is it cuz i dont recall us really being "friends" but he was like messing around and went all ghetto lol he was like clapping his hands lol, then this other guy, he was like starting at me, so i looked at him, and he nodded at me, and i nodded back, and then he like smiled or something idk. In geometry, he got me an opener :3 and he told me my nails were pretty :) and he layed his leg on my lap again xD but he knows that i get uncomfortable easily, like you know that gave where someone would put their hand on your thigh? and They would move up and be like "uncomfortable yet?" or something? yeah thats what he did. lol then i like moved back so his leg fell, and Joel was laughing, but then he put his leg back up :) and i think he tried to tickle me, and i was just feeling very uncomfortable about my stomach, and he like poked it, and i like jumped back kinda, and he thought i was ticklish and i was like NO. So then i poked his stomach, and he was like "thats kinky" and i was like -_- lol. AND OMGGG OK SO SOMETHING HAPPENED WHERE I GRABBED HIS HAND (well it was really his finger) and i was just like gently hitting his hand against the table...BUT I WAS HOLDING HIS FINGER. AND JOEL IS GIVING THE BOTH OF US A WEIRD LOOK AND THEN I REALIZE WHAT IM DOING AND OMG it was just so weirdXD /.\ BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?!?!? Lmfao did you notice he didnt stop me?!?!? XD omggg. And Angel kept on looking at me, so i looked at him, and i was like "hazel eyes" cuz he has hazel eyes which i love XD, and he said something like "i cant tell what color your eyes are" and i was like "i thought you said they were like a deep brown, lol" and he was like "yeah, but the color changes, like from a caramel color..." and he didnt really finish his sentence haha, i was like "awesome!" cuz i think its cool when someone's eye color changes xD. AND THENN HERE'S WHERE IT GETS REAL DAMN INTERESTING, so Joel and Angel were talking about something, and i wasnt really paying attention, but then i think Joel looked over at me, and Angel put his hand my back and he like motioned to me or something, and i was all like "whoaaaaa whaaa???" and Joel is like kinda staring at me now, and i kinda forgot what they were talking about, and i THINK Angel said something like "this was unexpected" and i dont remember exactly, but apparently Joel figured out that i liked Angel, which was kinda awkward cuz im still attracted to Joel xD, and i actually worked up the courage to talk to Joel, and i was like "i thought Angel would'e told you..." and he was all like "no i figured it out, no one tells me anything" and yeah. At that point i kinda looked over at Angel and...idk...i just really thought he wouldve told Joel...that was weird. And Angel was like "oh yeah some girl came up to me and was like 'you know bella likes you right?' and i was like yeah" and i flipped out, (internally ofc) and i was like "theres gonna be an exceution today" and Joel chuckled :} and Angel was all like "why? i already know that you like me." Then Angel was talking about Adie, and s/x even though they havent had it together yet, and i was just like omfg stfu i dont care, like i dont wanna hear this, AND OMFG he told her that some freshman like him and she said "tell those thirsty @ss b//ches to stay away" Like first of all honey, you are a white girl, who looks like shes 10 wearing eyeliner obviously trying wayyy too hard to make those big eyes pop even more than they need to, you cannot say 'thirsty', second of all, since this is kinda directed towards me, b//tch you have no idea who you are dealing with. AND OMG this b//tch wants to come 'visit' the school -_- like b//tch you said you left the school cause u didnt like it, why THE would you come back to visit? And Angel tried to like joke around saying "runn! before incinerates youu" and in my mind i was like "uhh yeah no im not afraid of this b//tch." And then Angel was like "you should carry me to food and wellness" and i was like "you think im strong enough for that?!" and he was like "yeah ms. i work out" and i was like "i dont work on my arms, but my legs are really muscualr" and the both of them laughed like whaaa -_- NO. Oh and then we got onto the topic of smoking and drinking and stuff like that?" and i told them not to do it, AND THEN OMG ME AND JOEL STARTED TALKING AGAIN XD <3 so Joel was like "i smoke a little bit cuz its really not bad for you" and i said "noo dont do it, cuz it gives you anger probs," and then he said "oh well i only do it like every 5 months" and that kinda made me feel better, but ...ya know :S. And he said "i dont drink tho" and i was like "really? cuz someone told me that they were talking to you one time, and that your breath reeked of alcohol" and he was like "who?! and i never drink, maybe it was at some sort of family thing, but other than that i dont drink, it tastes horrible." Ok so yeah i guess me and Joel are kinda friends? XD cuz he said something like he was comfortable around the three of us? or something, but i was like "but me and you like never talk...." and i said it in such an innocent way too xD and he was like "cuz i never talk to anyone, people have to talk to me" so now im thinkin, ugh this person is gonna make ME start the convos like ugh .-. Oh and me and Angel got in trouble soo many times cuz "there was too much physical contact" like wow ok. Then food and wellness i felt really clingy with him? :/ like i wanted to stand next to him, but he was messing around with one of his other friends...thats a girl...and he kissed her head and im just like omg. But there was one point where it was getting really windy outside, and i guess he thought i was getting cold? so he tried to wrap me up in his hoodie :3 <3 and he was like "you cold?" and i was like no. But omg i should have lied xD. ugh that it though :c like i was waiting for him so we can walk to the bus together, but then i quickly went to the bathroom and he left, then my friend drove me home cuz there was a storm coming.

WTF THIS IS NOT FAIR. youre seriously like having a relationship here while i just cry and eat xD LIKE NO THIS ISNT OKAY. like im not even kidding, nothing happened. oh you know how i dont like dylan anymore? like that was a one day thing xD but caroline hates him.. HAHA. like i think he really likes her and he was tapping his pencil on her book and shes like "dylan, stop. its seriously not funny. i hate you" and she said it like so rude and seriously. so yea she doesnt like him xD and he liked my selfie on instagram :3 and im still pretty mad that austin didnt follow me back.. like dont lead me on and then not follow me back, like that is not okay. oh and me and caroline are actually really good friends now? idk. like we always sit next to each other and she followed me on instagram a few hours ago and we always talk and stuff. oh and at the end of the day i was packing my books and my locker and im like always late for my bus xD. and this kid tyler's locker is next to me and austin came over to "talk to tyler" and he was literally like right next to me.. like he was on me. and i didnt even realize it till i heard his voice. but i didnt even look at him and i just ran down the hall xDD

Omgg lol well at least you have a new friend haha. Oh and in geometry, me and Angel always have these like little fights where one of us says something dirty then hes like 'i love youuu" and im like "no i dont want your love" yeah ok xD. But like no really this is just like what i was in last year and im not ready to go through it again :L fml

Lmfao she does tho! Like 11 or twelve lmao xD. AWWHHH YOU AND AUSTIN. But dam.n you and co ;) lmfao. So today i didnt see him in breakfast today cuz i had to help Brianna and her boy probs :c. But like theres this guy in my french and he looks at me a lot, and idk o_o. But then in EJ, me and Angel didnt really talk toooo much :/ but like in the beginning of class, he was like "belllaaaaa, bellaaaaa" and i was like "heyyyy" and tbh i think i looked dam.n good today so maybe he was staying away a little bit to control himself ;) and i straightened my hair too, so the first thing he said to me was "bella your hair looks less curly today what did you do to it?" LESS CURLY MOLLIE JUST LET THAT SINK IN FOR A LITTLE BIT OMG. Lmfao hes just smh... :}. And Joel was here today, and i gave him and Angel the notes, and then after a while, Joel comes and gives it to me and he says "thanks" and omg i literally panicked and said "thanks" back D: omg i was so embarrassed. So then Angel had to move seats, so he sat with Connor, and he would glace over at me xD but i feel like i was doing it too often and i felt so creepy. AND THEN OMG HE WAS LIKE FALLING ASLEEP, AND OMG MOLLIE IT WAS SO CUTE I COULDNT. Like omgggg <3 :3. Lmfao and then Connor was ripping tiny pieces of paper and putting them on Angel's shoulder, and omg i was dyinggggg XD cuz he just had this sinister look on his face too like omg xD. And then it was break, and Angel met up with Connor, Jalyn and I, and Angel was drinking from the fountain, and the paper was still on his shoulder, so i just couldnt control myself xD and i rubbed it off while he was drinking, and he wave me this wtf? look lmfao. Ad we hugged ^.^ and i do this thing, where i just kinda lean against this table? where im like practically sitting on it while i look at the lunch menu, and Connor came up and "sat" like superrrr close to me like uhhhh....im sure that he was just trying to be creepy in a friendly way, but lol idk it was still weird xD, and even Angel made another wtf? face lol. And on my way to geometry, i heard Angel in the distance say something about me, so when him and Joel made it up the stairs, i was like "what about bella?" and he was all like talking about how he wanted my cookies lol, and Joel was like "i dont want to take her cookies, she earned them" like awww :} but i was kinda planning on giving them some so.... and they were just talking to each other for a majority of the class, and then Angel pointed at me while they were talking, and i was like "whaaa? im so confused" lol and Angel actually thought i was talking about the work, but i was like "nooo, why were you pointing at me??" and he was like "ooh, do you call Joel babe?" lol like he kept on saying it wrong, and i said "...me and him arent close like that..lol" and me and Joel just made eye contact and it was...idk kinda weird ya know? And Angel finally got his question right, he said "do you call Joel 'Angel's babe?'" and i was like "noooo" and Joel was like "everybody's been calling me that, like i dont even have a name anymore, like in the hallway, ill hear someone say 'oh that's Angel's baby'" Lol like tbh i dont think most of those people even know who Angel is but whateverrrr. And i was like "i bet you jalyn started that too" and angel agreed, and joel was all like "i dont mind it tho." And Angel was acting weird (as usual tho) and he was like "STARE INTO MY EYESSSS" and joel kept on telling him to "please calm down sir" and we said dirty jokes lol. AND OMG he rested his leg on my lap again, and ahh xD and idk he was really all up on me in that class XD. he rubbed his forehead on my arm, he rested his elbow on my arm, and he tried to draw on my hand today, but i thought he was trying to draw a dirty picture (but he wasnt) so i like freaked out and quickly took m hand away, and he was like "what did it hurt?" and i was like no, and he was like oh i was about to feel bad and everything. And we were doing that "arm wrestling" thing and he was like "we're gonna get in trouble for this" and the teacher was watching us and everything too xD. AND OMG I GOT SOOO MAD >.< I SWEAR TO GOD MOLLIE HES TRYING TO GET ME JEALOUS, sO he was talking about the girl i hate, and he was like "shes kinda cute" and i was like "sTOP TELLING ME THIS" omg i got soo mad >_<. But then we found some more things in common with each other and we high fived ^.^. But idk, i definitely think he was unconsciously avoiding me, because near the end of the period, he was literally wandering around the classroom...like ._. ughh. But he did hug me before we left class. And then we walked halfway down the hill together, ARM IN ARM :3 <3 he was like "i thought you had to stay after for something" and i was like "yeah :/." and he like walked me to the chicken yard and we parted :c and he didnt text me at all ._. i think he wants me to start the conversation :$
Butttttt....Justice video called me recently like today...and i answered...and idk it was really weird, he was just talking about how he can get any girl, and blah blah blah, and he asked me what time i was getting out on thursday, and i told him i had a club to go to, and he told me to ditch, like .-. last time you said you were coming over , you never showed. But i didnt say that. And did i tell you he texted me last week on like monday and he was supposed to come over on wednesday, but he never came so whatever. But omg this is so weird, i noticed that whenever Angel isnt like "in my life" justice walks in, and kinda vice versa...omg its so weird :o

Ok so today was kinda beautiful, :)
During breakfast, he came up to me and hugged me and he like stood with me for a while :}. But then i got some bad news near the end first period, so i was like on the verge of tears, and in EJ Angel asked me how i was or something, or i probably asked him if i looked like i was gonna cry or something, and then he was like really worried about me for the rest of the period. Like he got my opener worksheets for me, and he kept on looking at me, and i was sitting next to him cuz Joel wasnt here, and we had to finish that experiement thingy, and he hugged me multiple times, and he started pouting because he felt really bad for me (even though i didnt tell him what happened) and he said "you look like a little sad puppy and i just wanna cuddle with you and i cant and ughhh" lmao. And then he like rubbed my back...and it was just really awkward lol, so i just looked at him like ._. and he was like "what? i wanna make you feel better, but i cant hold your hand, i cant cuddle with you, this is the only thing i can do" omg hes just too perfect XD <33. And Connor was with us too, and he said "you two would be a cute couple" and Angel was all like "dude i have a girlfriend" and connor was all like "sooo? if i had a girlfriend i would still ...flirt with other girls..." and then they just stared at each other like.....like they were talking....through their mindssss lmao, but it was a weird stare. Oh and something happened, where Angel said something, and then to prove his point, he was like "ok so why do you never text me first?" and i was like "idk i dont text people, people text me, plus the last time i texted you first you didnt respond until two hours later'", and he was like "i was probly busy" and i was like "ur always busy" and connor was like "why dont you text me??" and i was like "i dont even have your number" and he was like "you can get it from someone" and then we just started talking about getting peoples numbers from other people. So then the rest of the period was just filled with dirty refrences, and yeah lol. And Angel gave me a little candy thing and i had it after lunch and omg it was so good. Ooohhhh and omg this like made my day, so me and Angel were still sitting together, and he like linked his arm through mine again and it was just so like omg i cant xD. But then our b//tch teacher was all like "um Angel no" like b//tch no. AND OMGGGG OK SO WE HAD TO SWITCH INTO OUR OTHER GROUPS AND BEFORE ME AND ANGEL PARTED HE GAVE ME A HUG, AND OMG HIS HANDS WENT A LITTLE BIT LOWER THAN THEY USUALLY WOULD LIKE WHOA THE FEELS RIGHT THERE XD. And then after snack he gave me another hug, and that girl that accused me of liking Joel and Angel, she was standing behind me, and she gave me a look after me and Angel let go, and i was all like "NO DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT" and i guess she gave a look to Angel too or something cuz he was like "why you lookin at me like that?!" ugh. Then at the end of class he was like "see you in geometryy Bella " and i was like yupp. So in geometry, we talked a lot about dirty things lol, and somehow, he said something about me taking him an keeping him under my bed? lmfao, and i said "ohh yeah you can probably fit too..." and he started dying, and he was like "so you're gonna keep me as your s/x toy?" lmfao and i forgot what i said, but he kept on saying it and i was like omg. And then he wrote his initials on my arm as you saw on insta XD and he said "i was gonna write it in a heart, but i dont wanna get you in trouble with your mom." And after the whole s/x toy thing, he was like "we should change our contact names to that lol and when me gf sees it she'll be like 'WHAT WHOS THIS?!" lmao. But like their relationship is so aggravating, its not even a real relationship if you only get to see each other once a month, and the rest is texting like .-. NO. And apparently i won these cookies...and he was like "you better share them with me" and i was like "ok :}" and we linked arm again for a little bit, and he was all like i cant believe we got in trouble for this. And he smelled my arm...and he said that i smelled really damn good lol. And he put his hand on my thigh, i guess it was one of those test thingies, and i like immediately took it off lol. And he told me about the freshman that he thinks they like him...and one of the girls that i absolutely HATE "possibly" likes him, and i was like "you really shouldnt tell me this" and he said this other girl, whos friends with the girl i hate, and i hate her too he was like "shes kinda cute too" and i got so mad and i was like "stop telling me this "and he was like "yeah i should..."and yeah, pointless things happened like touching and random comments lol. Then at the end of class, this guy was staring at me, and i told Angel and he was like "maybe he was checking you out, you're not bad looking" and i was like -.- plus that guy has a gf too, so uh no. AND OMG Angel showed me a pic of Adie and omg i feel like a b//tch for saying this but omg shes really not even that pretty, she looks like shes twelve or something .-.
ok i think this is it xD

she looks like 12 or something xD even tho thats only like two years younger than us HAHA XD omg nothing really happened and i feel bad cause mine are always so short like ugh but its official, i like austin. *WHOLE AUDIENCE CLAPS* xD like idk, i can literally just imagine myself being with him and taking pictures with him ya know what im sayin. he just reminds me so much of tyler (i hate tyler so thats not good) and idk. like hes friends with everyone..but hes really nice which was tyler too -.- so yesterday he was staring at me a lot and what not. And in math co sat behind me again and hes like "mollieeee" im suprised he actually knows my name lmao. and i turned around and he was so close to me omg and his eyes are so blue and so perfect. and i looked at him and hes like "did you dye your hair?" and i said yeah and hes like "i should dye my hair black too" and i looked at his hair and im like "no it looks good blonde, i like it blonde" AND NOW SAYING THAT I REALIZE HOW MUCH OF FLIRTING THAT SOUNDS LIKE OMFG NO NO. he has a girlfriend anyway and he probably doesnt even know i exist so whatever xD. so then i was just sitting there and hes like "mollie mollie" and i turned around again and hes like "i love you." AND I JUST SMILED AND TURNED BACK AROUND CAUSE I WAS SO CAUGHT OF GUARD LIKE WHAT EVEN. NO BOY HAS EVER SAID THEY LOVED ME, EVEN THO IT WAS A JOKE PROBABLY BUT STILL. and i just kept smiling cause that made my day like a thousand times happier idk. so that was all yesterday. Today when i was walking upstairs to go to my next class, austin came up like RIGHT NEXT TO ME. and he was walking with me omg and then when we got to the doors, i tried to hold it open for him but i had so many books so he grabbed it and held it open for me instead <3 and then at lunch we sit like back to back, so when i got up he got up at the same time and we ran into eachother and it was cute. so then in math -.- co "accidentally" dropped his pencil right under his desk and hes like "mollie mollie mollie" in like the deepest man voice in the world and i turned around and hes like "my pencilllll" and he pointed to it and i picked it up for him and when i gave it to him, our hands felt each other like unf *-* so then i was sitting there and i felt him blowing air out of his mouth onto the back of my neck like omfggg. if that isnt a turn on then i dont know what it is xD but i pretended i didnt notice cause if i turned around to look at him, i probably would have started making out with him idk? xD So then a few minutes later my head was slightly turned to the right and i saw him and he was almost like leaning against my back and he whispered "i love you" and i looked at him and then i looked at his friend next to him and me and her started laughing but i really wanted to cry and marry him idk. oh and the homecoming is the 18th now and we have a half a day tomorrow ;DD

Lmfao she does tho! Like 11 or twelve lmao xD. AWWHHH YOU AND AUSTIN. But dam.n you and co ;) lmfao. So today i didnt see him in breakfast today cuz i had to help Brianna and her boy probs :c. But like theres this guy in my french and he looks at me a lot, and idk o_o. But then in EJ, me and Angel didnt really talk toooo much :/ but like in the beginning of class, he was like "belllaaaaa, bellaaaaa" and i was like "heyyyy" and tbh i think i looked dam.n good today so maybe he was staying away a little bit to control himself ;) and i straightened my hair too, so the first thing he said to me was "bella your hair looks less curly today what did you do to it?" LESS CURLY MOLLIE JUST LET THAT SINK IN FOR A LITTLE BIT OMG. Lmfao hes just smh... :}. And Joel was here today, and i gave him and Angel the notes, and then after a while, Joel comes and gives it to me and he says "thanks" and omg i literally panicked and said "thanks" back D: omg i was so embarrassed. So then Angel had to move seats, so he sat with Connor, and he would glace over at me xD but i feel like i was doing it too often and i felt so creepy. AND THEN OMG HE WAS LIKE FALLING ASLEEP, AND OMG MOLLIE IT WAS SO CUTE I COULDNT. Like omgggg <3 :3. Lmfao and then Connor was ripping tiny pieces of paper and putting them on Angel's shoulder, and omg i was dyinggggg XD cuz he just had this sinister look on his face too like omg xD. And then it was break, and Angel met up with Connor, Jalyn and I, and Angel was drinking from the fountain, and the paper was still on his shoulder, so i just couldnt control myself xD and i rubbed it off while he was drinking, and he wave me this wtf? look lmfao. Ad we hugged ^.^ and i do this thing, where i just kinda lean against this table? where im like practically sitting on it while i look at the lunch menu, and Connor came up and "sat" like superrrr close to me like uhhhh....im sure that he was just trying to be creepy in a friendly way, but lol idk it was still weird xD, and even Angel made another wtf? face lol. And on my way to geometry, i heard Angel in the distance say something about me, so when him and Joel made it up the stairs, i was like "what about bella?" and he was all like talking about how he wanted my cookies lol, and Joel was like "i dont want to take her cookies, she earned them" like awww :} but i was kinda planning on giving them some so.... and they were just talking to each other for a majority of the class, and then Angel pointed at me while they were talking, and i was like "whaaa? im so confused" lol and Angel actually thought i was talking about the work, but i was like "nooo, why were you pointing at me??" and he was like "ooh, do you call Joel babe?" lol like he kept on saying it wrong, and i said "...me and him arent close like that..lol" and me and Joel just made eye contact and it was...idk kinda weird ya know? And Angel finally got his question right, he said "do you call Joel 'Angel's babe?'" and i was like "noooo" and Joel was like "everybody's been calling me that, like i dont even have a name anymore, like in the hallway, ill hear someone say 'oh that's Angel's baby'" Lol like tbh i dont think most of those people even know who Angel is but whateverrrr. And i was like "i bet you jalyn started that too" and angel agreed, and joel was all like "i dont mind it tho." And Angel was acting weird (as usual tho) and he was like "STARE INTO MY EYESSSS" and joel kept on telling him to "please calm down sir" and we said dirty jokes lol. AND OMG he rested his leg on my lap again, and ahh xD and idk he was really all up on me in that class XD. he rubbed his forehead on my arm, he rested his elbow on my arm, and he tried to draw on my hand today, but i thought he was trying to draw a dirty picture (but he wasnt) so i like freaked out and quickly took m hand away, and he was like "what did it hurt?" and i was like no, and he was like oh i was about to feel bad and everything. And we were doing that "arm wrestling" thing and he was like "we're gonna get in trouble for this" and the teacher was watching us and everything too xD. AND OMG I GOT SOOO MAD >.< I SWEAR TO GOD MOLLIE HES TRYING TO GET ME JEALOUS, sO he was talking about the girl i hate, and he was like "shes kinda cute" and i was like "sTOP TELLING ME THIS" omg i got soo mad >_<. But then we found some more things in common with each other and we high fived ^.^. But idk, i definitely think he was unconsciously avoiding me, because near the end of the period, he was literally wandering around the classroom...like ._. ughh. But he did hug me before we left class. And then we walked halfway down the hill together, ARM IN ARM :3 <3 he was like "i thought you had to stay after for something" and i was like "yeah :/." and he like walked me to the chicken yard and we parted :c and he didnt text me at all ._. i think he wants me to start the conversation :$
Butttttt....Justice video called me recently like today...and i answered...and idk it was really weird, he was just talking about how he can get any girl, and blah blah blah, and he asked me what time i was getting out on thursday, and i told him i had a club to go to, and he told me to ditch, like .-. last time you said you were coming over , you never showed. But i didnt say that. And did i tell you he texted me last week on like monday and he was supposed to come over on wednesday, but he never came so whatever. But omg this is so weird, i noticed that whenever Angel isnt like "in my life" justice walks in, and kinda vice versa...omg its so weird :o

Omg i like literally gasped when i read that dylan had a sister xD lmao. Omg i bet austin like secretly waited for you, so he can walk out with you ;D. So jalyn dragged me to first period, and before we even officially got out of the cafeteria, Angel walks in and he says hi to Joel and probably some friends, and and jalyn practically ran to him and hugged him >_< like uhhmmm...and after a little while he gave me a hug, But for some reason i kinda dressed fancy-ish today, and he totally checked me out. It was like a quick 2 second look up and down thing but still xD. And idk i was kinda in a sh/tty mood for the entire day. So we used computers in EJ again, and we chatted, but it was a pointless conversation, and omfg he could tell that i was in a bad mood too, cuz when we were done with our computers, we did this "group discussion" type thing, and we had to go to different sides of the room depending if we agreed or disagreed on something, and me and Angel went to all of the same groups, but when we moved to the second group, one of my friends was pushing me over, to the group Angel was in, and he was totally staring. Then the next group we went to, Then he moved over and stood in front of me, and he was kinda playing around with jalyn first -.- but then he started to like involve me, he was like leaning back, kinda like doing one of those trust falls? and then him and jalyn stopped, so he just leaned back on me, so i crossed my arms, but like put them against his back, and i told him he smelled good xD and omg it was like boyfriend and girlfriend position again XD. And then we both got tired, so he moved over and stood next to me <3. And he was being weird, so he started to rub his left arm on me, (cuz he was on my right) so i started rubbing my right arm on his,so we just started rubbing arms. Lol it was so strange people were staring xD. And then he grabbed my arm and linked it with his <33 like dude ask me out already XD! And i was talking to Brianna, and i forgot what we were talking about, but i was like "oh i know i look bad today" and Angel looked at me like i was crazy or something, and he was like "you look fine" like he always says that -.- And i was starting to slowly notice he was trying to make me feel better, so i tried to cheer up, but didnt work so whatever. And even when we went back to our seats, he tried to talk to me and stuff. But i mean like its weird because i know i like him, but sometimes i just feel like i dont. Like i dont hate him or find him annoying or anything, but it kinda feels like hes just a regular person to me most of the time instead of my crush :'c. In geometry Angel was distracting himself with like everyone >_> so i was like whatever 6_6. But we got to listen to music on our phones since the teacher wasnt here today, and Angel took one of my headphones and listened to it, and he was also listening to Joel's music lol. And he was talking about hopefully seeing Adie today :(. And then he showed me these videos, and one of them was this weird dubstep guy, and the other one was what does the fox say lmfao. And he hugged me, and then he took my hand, and he rubbed it against his chin, because he shaved lmao. And he bit my shoulder lmfao, he said that thats what he does to people when he loves them. And he grabbed my phone and he went to the calendar, and guess what he did next :3 he went to March 2, and added "S/x with Angel day!" and he made it and all day event. AND ALL DAY EVENT XD OMG IM DYING. And he was like "at my house" its a Sunday so i was like "what am i supposed to do? walk around dixwell until i find your house? lmfao and Joel gave me this look like "you know where he lives?!" lmao :) and then the teacher questioned and it was so agg >_< but Angel tried to comfort me? lol. But like we were on computers again, and he was chatting with Adie :'(. And then it was like the end of class, so i was wiping down the table, and Angel was like "didnt you do it last week?" and i was like "noo Joel did" and he was like "oh, i was about to feel bad, i didnt want to make you do all the work." And then we hugged before we "left" but he had rock climbing, and i had to wait forever. So his group was waiting at the bottom of the hill, so i went to chill with them, (cuz crystale and this other guy were there) then Angel noticed me, and he like ran to me and gave me a hug, and then we talked a tiny bit, and then he gave me another hug. And yeah he saw Adie today and he told her he loved her for the first time and she said it back :/ and i dont wanna talk to him anymore, but he like hasn't replied so :/.