when i was younger, id put my arms in my shirt & told people
i lost my arms. I'd restart the video game whenever i
knew i was going to lose. Slept with alll of my stuffed
animals so none of them would feel left out. Had that one pen
with 5 different colors, and tried to push all the buttons at
once. Poured soda into the cap and pretended like i was taking
shots. The hardest decision was choosing which stuffed animal to
take with me somewhere. Waiting behind a door to scare someone,
then leaving because they were taking too long or you had to pee.
Faked being asleep so i could be carried to bed. Used to think
the moon & the sun followed my car. Watching two drops of
rain roll down my car window & pretending it was a race. Went
on the computer just to use Paint. The only thing i had to take
car of was my doll that i pretended was my daughter. The only
'fake' friends i had were my invisible ones. I used to
sing in the shower, and now i make life decisions in there.
Swallowed a watermelon seed once and freaked out because i
thought a tree was going to grow in my stomach. Getting scraped
knees heels faster than a broken heart. Remember when we were
kids and couldnt wait to grow up? what the hell were we thinking?