blondesoccerbabi

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Joined: March 12, 2004
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well ... this blonde is now single .. i fell in love but mabbe too much becuz this is soo hard to get over ... and my "friends" dont help at all ...

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Yea i understand its over, yes i know its through, im telling everyone " yea im over you" but the i think i love him and i really think i do, sometimes i ignore it when i know its true ... we had our good times and our bad times too ... like when i heard u cheated on me at that dance ... but i forgave you and let you get down my pants .. how could you say get out of my life? now look at me im picking up a knife ... and now my blood starts to run and all my troubles are undone .. yes now im gone, im out of your life ... all because i picked up that stupid knife ...

- Julie Dempsey ... 05/27/04
^ this is all by me dont claim as ur own!! pleeze ... this is my life right now ... and all of this poem is based on my relationship with my ex b/f
How can i say goodbye to what we had
The good times that made up laugh
outweighed the bad

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever is gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I thought we'de get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
Neva really new u u were jus another friend but wen i go 2 kno u u let my heart unbend i cudnt help past memories that only make me cry i had to foget my first love n give love another try so ive fallin in love wit u and i'll never let u go i love u more than ne one i jus had to let u kno and if u ever wonder why i dont kno wat to say but i'll never stop lovin u each n every day my feelins 4 u will neva change jus kno my feelins are tru
why am i letting you kill me inside i jus wanna run away and hide but i have to look at you every day wat am i supposed to say tell you how i really feel help my heart to really heal the way i feel bout u will stay the same and ur love for me left as fast as it came but i cant make you want me like before i cant make you love me anymore
YoU wErE aT oNe PoiNt ThE bEsT tHiNg ThAt EvEr HaPpEnEd To me BeCaUsE NoT oNLy wErE yOu My BeSt FriEnD, BuT yOu TaUgHt Me WhAt LoVe WaS aNd NoW wELL yOuR tHe WoRSt ThiNg ThAt HaS eVeR hApPeNeD tO mE bEcAuSe YoU tAuGhT Me WhAt A rEaL hEaRtBrEak iS
Slowing dying inside This pain will not subside I cant believe you did this to my heart Now i must pick up the pieces and start Start trying to believe it really was you But i cant believe wat you want me to So now im here and your gone And im trying so hard to move on But the way i feel hurts so deep Why coudnt you stay mine to keep? Ive never loved like i loved you And youll never b wat i want you to.... Mine
its amazing after all we've been threw ''
the good times n bad - how we can walk
past each other and pretend it never''`
happened and give each other and ' -->
awkward smile[[ ... *and move on* ... ]]
This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart ,I'm gonna be strong & not fall apart .. It'll get better, I'll no longer cry.. In a couple of weeks, I wont want 2 die, I won't want 2 go back, I'll be able 2 sleep, It won't hurt so bad, & it won't feel so deep
I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find some1 new, I won't be alone, & I won't be w/you .. You're waiting 4me,2crawl back to ur side but no..not this time, I'm keeping my pride .. So goodbye 4ever, I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time, but I'll be okay
its those days we were so crazy ppl think we're high and the times we are so bored we laugh untill we cry ll of them inside jokes and remember whens '` -->
[[ the reasons you will always be my best friend* ]]