blunham2oldstn

he's not mine anymore. i'm not going to fall asleep to the feeling of having an hour long phone call with him. i won't wake up to cute texts from him. i'll never feel his face near mine. i'll never feel the fuzziness in my stomach when he says something adorable. i won't feel his body against mine. i'll never hear his voice directed to me. i won't wrap my arms around his small waist. i won't hear him tell me that i smell like strawberries & bananas. i won't hear him say 'sike' ten times in half an hour. i won't get the excitement when i see him walking up my driveway. i won't smile with my face up against his. i won't push his hair out of his face. i'll never have anymore of our conversations to remember even when they weren't important. i won't hear that he likes me & it will be okay. i won't hear that i shouldn't worry because he does still want to be with me.