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but darling, i promise you
that things really do turn out okay.

                       
                                          just promise me, that you'll hang on in there.

self destruction
is a pretty little thing.

everybody is 
a genius.
but if 
you judge a 
fish
by its ability 
to climb 
a tree, it will
live 
its whole life
believing 
that is 
is 
stupid. 
         -(Albert Einstein) 

               Deadly.
      What is more deadly? 
      a gun or a thought? 

      A gun gives you the opportunity 
      But a thought pulls the trigger. 
    

"what is depression like?" 

It's like I'm walking upstream, the current is so strong, that it keeps knocking me over. 
My friends are there too, they stroll across the bank, telling me to "just get out of the water". 
But they never lend a hand in which to help me.

Sometimes I find a rock which is strong enough for me to rest on.
But even the rock gets tired, eventually.
And it throws me 50ft under.

But nothing in the world is harder than standing back up,
when everything inside you in screaming how much easier it would be if you just
let yourself get dragged under. 

 

you just 
       smoke it 
                   snort it 
                         inject it 
                                 cut it 
                                     purge it 
                                           burn it 
                                                 just f//u.ck the pain away.

                            I don't want you to save me 
                            I want you to stand by my side while I save myself.

             I walk the empty streets 
             on the boulevard of broken dreams

                            I can fear death no longer
                            I've died a thousand times.

 





                                     what didn't kill me never made me stronger at all
                                     it took my walls down 
                                     brick by brick 
                                     tore everything apart 
                                     and then it completely destroyed me.