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I LOVE ZAYN MALIK!
My body isn't
perfect.
I don't walk with
confidence.
I get into fights with my parents and friends.
Some nights I'd rather be by myself than out
partying.
I cry over the smallest things sometimes.
There are days that I get through with forced
smiles and fake laughs.
Sometimes I try to convince myself that things
are okay when they're not.
I'm not ugly, but I'm nowhere near beautiful.
I don't look as good in real life as I do in
pictures.
There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep.
I constantly think I'm not good enough.
I'm
imperfect,
But I'm perfectly
me.
You know
that girl who's always lost?
The one with the pretty smile no
one can tell is fake? That girl who seems to be
so strong but daily continues to break? You knoe the girl
who is always there
and seems to have no problems of her own? The one
who always hold back the
tears, until you're off the phone? The girl who's in love
with a guy who tries to
understand? That girl who if you reach out, always pulls back her
hand? Well
what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be.
Maybe is you didn't
realize but that girl.. is me.
Did you know...
Kissing is healthy
Bananas are good for
cramps
Chicken
soup actually makes you feel
better
Guys insult you if they like
you
Having someone rub your stomach when it hurts actually
helps it
89% of
guys want girls to make the first
move
Chocolate makes you feel
better
Guys think it's cute when
you mess up
Sing to me
like Fa La La ~ 18
Brenda's P.O.V
I woke up with Justins head on my chest. His arm around my waist. His bare chest pressed against me. He was wearing grey sweatpants just like the navy ones I was wearing. I ran my fingers through his hair. “Justin” I heard someone say as the door opened. Justin cuddled into me a little more, as Scooter walked through the door. “Shh” I whispered, as I rubbed Justins back calmingly. “I need to tell him something” He said more quietly as I shrugged. “He wakes up early almost every day, he works really hard for you, don't you think you could give him the day off? Just to relax?” I asked as Scooter sighed. “Your right. It can wait till tomorrow. Just keep him in line today” He winked closing the door behind him. I felt Justins lips on my cheek as he rubbed my stomach gently. “How long were you awake?” “Since you started playing with my hair” He laughed and I smiled. “It felt good actually. When you were rubbing my back too” he snuggled into me as I kissed the top of his head. “Guess what today is” He whispered and I laughed. “Thursday?” “Well yes, but something else too!” He explained and I shrugged. “Christmas Eve” He sat up and I groaned, as he frowned. “Your not excited for christmas?” “I am, but you were warm” I laughed as he layed back in the position he was just in. “Were gonna put up the tree. And sing christmas carols, and eat a big dinner, and everything!” He explained as I thought of something. I jumped up to my feet, and looked out the window. “Oh my gosh!” I squealed, as I put on my slippers. “Where are you going?” Justin followed as I ran down the stairs. It was about 2 o'clock in the morning, so everyone was up. “Mom! Daddy!” I squealed as I ran over to them. “oh, I see” Justin said walking over next to me. “Have a nice trip?” Justin asked, and my parents nodded. “Did you guys have fun?” My mom asked and Justin nodded. “We had a lot of fun” “Not too much fun” Justn removed his arm from around my shoulder, and I giggled. “Of course not, sir” Justin corrected, as Danny walked over to him. “Justin I have that thing you wanted” he whispered, and I turned to Justin. “What thing?” “Well Brenda, that's for me and Danny to know, And you to find out, darling” He pecked my lips and walked into the guest bedroom with Danny.