brandychele92

                                                 We make our relationship the way we want it to be.
                                             We could make it so there are regrets and second thoughts.
                                                    We could forgive but not forget, or not forgive at all.
                                                          We can be selfish or we could compromise.
                                                    We can agree or disagree. We could cry or smile.
                                                                   We could make up or break up. 
                                          But at the end of the day everyone just wants to be happy.
                                                          So we do what we could to keep it that way, 
                                                              even if it means sacrificing a little 
                                                  because you know the other would do the same. 
                           I’ve done what I could so now let’s see what you’re capable of.

Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me. Maybe I was asking for you to understand because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it. And maybe it’s bad timing, but maybe I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care, waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, but you haven’t, and maybe you never will. Or maybe you’re too afraid to wait for me the same way I’ve been waiting for you. But it hurts the same. And in the end, I’m the on that’s left broken. I’m the one that’s laying down to go to sleep but crying beforehand. So I’m done with the bad timings, I’m done with the maybes. Because I want someone who knows for sure. I want someone who’ll be understanding. Someone who’ll care about how I’m feeling. Someone who won’t be afraid of what the future holds. I want someone who’s not going to leave me broken, like you did.