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Location: New Jersey
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I refuse to sink


Hi, I'm Bre.

I spend my time watching movies and playing video games.

I'm not interesting and I'm clingy.

I miss you so much Jacob. 2/12/15


Quotes by bre_woof

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Seventy Four♥

I finally called Vic after mustering up the courage.
"Oh, hey Dee!" he said cheerfully on the other side.
I heard someone say, "Why did she call you?"
I frowned and bit my lip, tapping my fingers against the kitchen counter.
"What's up buttercup?" Vic asked, interrupting my thoughts.
"Um. Can you go somewhere alone? I need to tell you something and no one can find out."
He was quiet for a moment before hesitantly agreeing and telling me
to wait just a minute.
I heard him say he was going to run out and buy some alcohol for the guys.
After convincing them everything was alright, and after a few minutes of listening to him panting,
he asked what was going on.
"So you know how when you guys got here, Tony and I uh.. did a thing?" I started.
"Kota I have no idea what you're talking about."
"The birds and the bees..?" I hinted.
"I still don- oh. OH," he sounded embarrassed.
I nodded to myself and took a deep breath before whispering softly,
"I'm late."

--Vic's POV--

Sh*t. Sh*t. Sh*t.
How am I supposed to keep this thing a secret?
This huge f*cking secret?
Dakota didn't want to tell Tony because not only was she scared, but she didn't want
to worry him since he was stressed enough from tour and missing her.
When I walked back into our bus, I forced myself to smile as I made my way to the back lounge
with a few beers and a few other things the guys like.
"Hey man!" Mike greeted me.
I nodded and smiled, setting the bag of drinks down on his lap.
He smirked and searched through the drinks.
Tony was focused on a video game and Jaime was staring intently at me.
My phone buzzed and I looked down, seeing it was from Dakota.
Dee: Thanks for listening and understanding.. remember not to say anything
I mentally frowned and deleted the message so no one would see it.
"You okay?" I looked up to see Mike offering me a beer. He looked worried so I nodded
and grabbed it, chugging it down.
Tony stopped his game and joined in.
Tonight was going to be a long night.


I woke up the next morning feeling slight hungover but I shook the feeling off with
a cold shower and a can of Java Monster.
I slowly made my way to our front room and saw the guys all sitting around either watching
television or texting.
Tony was just staring at his phone as if he were waiting for something.
"Hey Tone, what's going on?"
Mike leaned over and whispered, "He hasn't heard from Dakota."
I nodded slowly and wondered if he somehow knew.


Hello. Feedback would be nice O3O

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Seventy Three♥

--Dakota's POV--

"I love you too."
I smiled into my knee that I had tucked up onto the chair.
The boys had been gone for barely a week and so far it's been absolute hell.
As soon as I hung up with Tony, I found myself pacing around my kitchen.


Later on, I cried myself to sleep.


This cycle went on for about 2 1/2 weeks before I realized something.
I hadn't gotten my 'lady gift' on the proper day.
My heart started racing and I immediately went into panic mode.
I grabbed my keys off the kitchen table and ran to my car as fast as I could,
barely sitting down before I closed the door and put the keys into the ignition.
"Calm down, calm down, calm down," I chanted to myself.
I had to remind myself to shut off my car and lock the doors before I sprinted
across the Walmart parking lot and down the correct aisle.
I grabbed as many tests as I could hold and a gallon of Sunny D.
The cashier gave me a strange look when I dumped all of my items on the belt, but said nothing.
I tapped my foot impatiently while she slowly rang up everything.


--Tony's POV--

"I don't know why you're being so miserable, but it's been almost three weeks
and you'll see her in about 2. Calm down, man."
I rolled my eyes at Vic's idea of 'comforting' words.
All I wanted right now was to be snuggled up in Dakota's bed watching scary movies
that she swore didn't terrify her.
Every time she jumped, I would kissed her shoulder and she would become visibly calmer.
Vic waved a hand infront of my face and shouted, "Hello? Are you even listening to me?"
I shrugged and made my way to my bunk, closing the curtain behind me.

--Dakota's POV--

They're all positive.

Back by popular demand.
So this is a short chapter but um yes hi.

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Seventy Two♥

--Dakota's POV--

"Hey, wake up sleepy-head."
I groaned and swatted at the sounds of someone talking.
Tony chuckled and I stretched my arms and legs before I opened my eyes.
His face was only an inch or two away from mine and when he saw I was awake,
he moved closer until our noses touched.
"You're cute when you sleep," he whispered before kissing me.
I blushed and moved my neck back so I could look at his face.
"You're like Edward from Twilight," I commented.
He smiled but I shook my head.
"That was not a compliment."
He made a dramatic sad face at me which caused me to giggle and hug him closer.
"Why won't you let me sleep?" I asked.
"You sleep too much," he told me. "Plus I'm leaving in less than an hour."
My eyes widened at the information and I buried my nose into his cheek.
"You're not allowed to leave!"
His arms tightened around my shoulder blades as I kissed his jaw.
"You can't leave."
"Dee. You know that if it were up to me I'd never move from this spot."
I frowned and groaned, sadder than I was before he said that.
"I don't like when you leave," I announced.
"Me either."


Jaime's POV

"Tone, come on man." Vic said for about the tenth time.
I sighed and walked out of the room and backstage where Mike was.
"Why can't he just realize it's just a month and a half?"
Mike shrugged and Vic appeared next to me.
"He's such a drama queen," he told us.
I let out a forced laugh and right before we went on stage, Tony walked over and
grabbed his guitar from our guitar tech.
I patted him on the shoulder and he nodded, walking on stage in front of me.
I plastered a smile on my face and ran out to thousands of screaming fans.

--Tony's POV--

I could barely pay any attention after the show when a bunch of fans came up
and asked for pictures and autographs.
"Sorry ladies. It seems Tony's head is back in Illinois," Vic swooped in and shuffled
me away from everyone and onto our bus.
"Tony," Vic said sternly. I glanced at his face, "You're going to see her in less than
two months. Quit pouting and be happy you just got to see her."
I closed my eyes and nodded before walking to my bunk and collapsing inside.
A month and a half.

I'm back now, I'm so sorry guys!
Anyways, I'm seeing PTV and everything on April 27th at the Spring Fever tour :3
I'll update when I can since the only days I get off are Tuesdays and Sundays.

So yesterday I went to the Spring Fever Tour, right?
I saw one song by PTV and then I had to leave because of my friend.
We finally got to the front and I made eye contact with TONY.
The one band I wanted to see and I didn't get to :)))))))))))))

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Seventy One♥

"Go," I ordered Tony the second we walked in my room.
I was pointing to my bathroom door.
"Come with me?" he questioned.
I shook my head and held my nose as I walked over to my closet.
"Hurry up so we can go for a walk."
He sighed but finally gave up.
 I didn't hear when he came back into my room and I nearly jumped out of my skin when he hugged
me from behind.
"Ohmygoshdon'tdothat!" I yelled.
He laughed at my reaction and kissed the back of my ear.
"You're so jumpy lately," he commented.
I turned my head to look at him and he just smiled.
"Are you ready?" I asked.
He nodded and I wiggled out of his grip, grabbing his hand in the process.
"Welp, let's go."
"Where exactly are we going?" he asked once we got outside.
"I dunno, we're just walking."
He didn't respond so we kept going down a couple blocks until
his hand tightened around mine and he stopped dead in his tracks.
"What's wrong?"
Before he answered, I saw what he was looking at.
A guy was stumbling towards us, obviously drunk.
"Let's cross the street," Tony suggested.
I followed him without hesitation and once we were at a safe distance from the stranger, his grip loosened.

--Tony's POV--

"Kota, can we go back now? I'm tired and I have to leave tomorrow," I whined in her ear.
I heard her sigh but she nodded and we started back towards her house.
"I love you," I said into her ear.
She giggled and simply said, "I know."
"Oh, do you?" I teased.
I grabbed her by the waist and threw her over my shoulder.
" TONY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" she squealed.
"Shh, you're gonna wake up the whole neighborhood."
She wriggled in my arms but I wouldn't put her down.
She punched my backside and I walked faster down her street, practically jogging to her door.
I threw the door open and kicked it shut with my foot.
"Can you put me down now?" she asked impatiently.
I dashed up the stairs and into her room, setting her down on her bed.
"Dakota, I'm leaving in the morning."
"I know.."she said sadly.
Without another word, I hugged her close and kissed her.
"Ohhhhhhhhhh, I get it."
"You're going to," I said. 

I apologize for taking two months to update.
I've been busy at crew and such and I never get any days off.
This chapter sucks thanks and goodbye

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Seventy♥

"Sound check in 10!" a voice announced over the speakers in the building.
I glanced up at Tony's face which was hovering mine, and pecked his nose.
I moved my arm out from under his torso and he adjusted his weight on top of me.
"You should probably get going so you'll be ready in time," I told him.
"I think I'll be okay," he assured me.
I rolled my eyes and slowly rolled from under him so we were facing each other on the
couch that was placed in the room backstage.
His fingers tugged at the edge of my v-neck and I swatted them away.
"But Dee," he whined.
"But nothing. Go," I ordered, pointing to the door.
He sighed and quickly gut up. His elbow dug into my hip and I shrieked.
"I'm sorry!" he shrieked back, obviously not meaning to do it.
He hugged me and planted a kiss on my forehead.
"I'll be back after the show okay?" he whispered.
I nodded and watched as he walked out the door.
Maybe I'll just close my eyes for a second..


 "She fell asleep, poor thing."
"Dude, of course she did. She hasn't sleep in 24 hours."
My eyes fluttered open to see the guys sitting by me talking.
They were covered in sweat and I scrunched my nose in disgust.
"You idiots woke her up," Tony barked at them.
"I was just about to get up anyways," I told him.
He sighed and plopped down on the floor by my head, leaning his neck against the couch
so he was looking up at my face.
"You're stinky," I cried out.
Mike chuckled and agreed, "We all smell like crap."
 "I'm gonna hit the shower before we get back on the bus," Jaime said.
Vic claimed the bus shower and Mike and Tony had to wait until Jaime was done.
"When do you guys have to leave?" I asked when they were all back.
Tony frowned and sat next to me, his arm snaking around my waist and pulling me closer.
"We leave tomorrow around 11," he said with a sigh.
I nodded as I realized I only had the night to hang out with them before they left again.
"When's your tour over?" I questioned.
"The end of April."
"UGH!" I screeched. "Why is it every time things are good someone has to leave again?"
I felt tears pricking at the corners of my eyes as I tried to hold my composure.
Jaime came over and plopped his butt in between myself and Tony, forcing him to move over.
Tony huffed under his breath when Jaime pushed his nose into my collar bone.
"You're a butt," I told him.
I ran my fingers through his hair and glanced over at Tony who looked longingly at me.
I kissed Jaime's forehead and slowly got up, stretching my arms and legs out.
I cracked my knuckles and held my hand out to Tony.
He grabbed it and I lightly pulled him up, almost falling myself.
"Let's go hang out at my house," I suggested to him.
"That sounds like a plan," Jaime chimed in.
I looked over at him and shook my head slowly.
"Just me and Tony," I finished.
He frowned and hung his head.
"We'll see you guys in the morning."

So I've been having trouble with the pending moderation lately.
Anyways, do you guys know of any good ways to make and edit gifs using a nikon? c':
So yeah. I hope you all like this story still.
I don't want it to get boring and drone on and on.
It's already chapter 70..
Oh, and I think I'll title my next story "Another Boy Without A Sharper Knife"
Because PTV lyrics seem to make good titles.
It won't be a PTV story though.
This chapter is also really short because it's coming to an end and I went blank.

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Sixty Nine (LOL)♥

"It's about time you two showed up," Mike teased.
I ducked my head into Tony's shoulder and blushed.
I had taken a shower and changed my clothes.
I paused, looking around the room for a certain face that I didn't see.
"His mom called. Apparently he had to go to dinner...?" Mike mentioned.
I nodded thoughtfully at him and pulled Tony to the couch by the guys.
I sat sideways on his lap, my back against Jaime's right arm.
My feet hung over his thight and my toms sat gently on the cushion.
"What are you guys playing?" I questioned, not remembering having that particular game.
"Black Ops 2," Vic whispered in concentration.
I glued my eyes to the screen, watching him and Mike intently.
"Can I try?" I wondered out loud.
The game just ended and Mike handed over his controller.
Vic sighed and gave his up to Jaime and told him he didn't feel like playing anymore.
I scrunched my nose at him and he smirked.
I adjusted myself on Tony's lap so I was sitting indian style and he wrapped his arms around my wait, linking his finger together.
My back was arched forward and I was leaning towards the screen when the game began.
"Let's do this Jaimebear," I told him.


"I really freakin' want french toast and coffee," I whined.
"Kota, it's like 2 in the morning," Jaime said with a sigh.
We were the only two still awake, the rest of the guys fell asleep about 3 hours ago.
We stayed up watching Tim Burton movies together.
"Please," I whispered.
Jaime looked at me with determintation and stood up, stretching his arms in the air.
I made a content squeaking noise and wriggled out of Tony's arms.
I shrugged on one of Tony's many sweaters he lets me wear and slipped out the door with Jaime. The two of us had a race to a 24-hour diner near by.
He beat me and by the time I sat in a booth, my cheeks were bright red and I was
struggling to catch my breath.
Jaime patted my thigh so I woul move over and not lay across the entire booth.
I groaned in protest but sat up and moved over so he could sit next to me.
The second the waitress came to take our orders I nearly screamed, "French toast
and coffee for the both of us!"
She chuckled and nodded to me, obviously recognizing me.
When it got to the table, I squeeled in delight and immediately started eating.
"Damn woman, you really wanted french toast," Jaime said.
I turned, a french toast stick hanging out of my mouth, and nodded.
He laughed at me and started eating his food.
His phone suddenly starting ringing at full volume and I almost choked on my coffee.
"Scared much?"
I glared at him and sipped slowly at my drink.
He answered the phone and his eyes flicked towards me as he handed it over to me.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Bring me french toast," Vic whispered through the phone.
I giggled and asked him why he was whispering.
"I don't want the guys to overhear me and ask for some too. Just do it," he said.
"You're bossy," I informed him.
He scoffed at me and then hung up.
 I tossed Jaime his phone and he looked up at me with a smile.
"We're going to need three more orders of french toast," I told the waitress.


"Breakfast is served," I announced.
It was already 3:17 but Vic had apparently woken up Mike and Tony.
"I get why Tony's tired but I don't know why you two are," Jaime said to them.
My mouth hung in an 'o' shape and Mike burst into laughter.
"Yeah, keep it down next time," Vic said.
"Well they need to get it up if-"
"Okay, that's enough," I shrieked, clamping a hand over Jaime's mouth.
I glanced over at Tony who was looking down at his hands.
I let out a deep breath and sat next to him, lacing my fingers through his and pecking him
on the cheek.
"Get a room." 

Well, uhh.. this is chapter 69 LOOOLLLLL.
So, yeah.
Like I mentioned, I reposted the previous chapter because it came up as pending moderation .__.
So pretty much I got my presale tickets for the Spring Fever Tour but not meet and greet passes.
Hopefully they'll have a free one like last tour c':

Um, why do my quotes keep coming up as pending moderation?

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Sixty Eight♥

I got zero sleep that night after the show.
I just sat in the back lounge and waited until we finally entered Illinois at 6am.
Getting to Chicago also took a bit of time and we found ourselves driving down Dakota's
street at 8:30.. I mean, we also stopped to get some pancakes.
"WE'RE HERE!" I screeched to the guys.
They were all passed out in their bunks and I didn't wait for them to get up before I
flew out the bus door and nearly kissed the ground.
I ran up to Dakota's door and banged the crap out of it.
I heard rustling on the other side along with someone laughing.
That was followed by what sounded like video game sound effects before the
door finally creaked open.
"Dee!" I squeeled, tackling her in the process.
She landed on the ground underneath me with an 'oomph'.
"Well hello to you too," she mumbled under my weight.
I kissed her forehead and got off her, helping her up with me.
She peered over my shoulder and I turned to see what caught her eye.
The guys were sauntering up the walk and I rolled my eyes, ushering her inside the house.
She began to say something but she stopped when I saw what she was most likely
going to mention.
"Hey, Mitch," I said slowly.
He gave a wave and a smile, briefly peeling his eyes away from the screen.
"What's he doing here?" I whispered in her ear.
She shrugged and mouthed 'I'll explain later.'
I nodded and turned as I heard the door click shut.

--Dakota's POV--

I hadn't realized the guys would be here so early.
Jaime tackled me to the ground in a hug along with a few mumbled apologies.
I wasn't really angry with him anymore.. it was dumb in the first place.
He had asked why Mitch was here and I told him I'd tell him later.
That's when I looked behind him and saw Vic moving towards me.
"Hi munchkin!" he said cheerfully.
"Hi.. giant?" I said, my voice raising into a question.
He chuckled and enveloped me in a hug.
Mike said hello to me next, also giving me a small hug.
I bit my cheek as Tony approached me.
"Hi," he whispered, his fingertips brushing against my cheek.
My eyes flicked up to meet his.
His eyes looked like melted chocolate, warm and cheery.
Instead of saying hi back, I laced my fingers through his and began to drag him up the stairs.
The guys whistled behind us but I kept moving forward.
We entered my room and I locked the door behind us.
I turned to face him and he raised his eyebrow curiously at me.
I took a step toward him and then another one until I closed the gap between us.
He brought his hands up to my face and pulled me towards him.
"I love you and I'm sorry," he began.
"Don't be," I whispered out of breath.
I could feel his lips turn up into a smile as he spun us around.
I leaned back and felt the bed behind me with my fingertips.
I slowly sat and crawled backwards, him following along.
Our lips stayed locked the whole way until my head crashed back against the pillows.
My hair was sprawled around me and I ran my fingers through his hair, causing him
to shiver.
I smiled this time and we kept at it until we both broke away to look at each other.
He questioned me with his eyes and I nodded with mine, pulling him close to me again.
"I love you," I whispered.

Okay, sorry....
Oh, and I got my ptv tickets but the meet & greets were sold out so I got my presale tickets.
And I'm reposting this because it said pending or whatever..

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Sixty Seven♥

I knew I shouldn't have been so harsh with Jaime, but I couldn't help but feel it was partly
his fault as well for not calling earlier or making Tony call.
Since I was frustrated, I decided to call Mitch and ask him to drive me to the bar that
was close to his house.
He agreed, relieved that I finally called him back, and within 20 minutes we were at
the bar chugging back a few beers.
"Dakota, you better slow it down," Mitch warned.
I glared at him and he shook his head, laughing at my expression.
"Let's go, you're too wasted to even function."
I didn't resist him leading me towards the door, and I went willingly.
He buckled me into his car and began driving to his house.
"What do you call a cow with no legs?" Mitch asked to break the silence.
"What?" I asked, my head lolling to the side to look at him.
"Ground beef."
Even though it was corny, in my drunken state, I couldn't help but laugh.
And by laugh, I mean screeching and hacking and constantly wiping tears from my eyes.
"Wow, okay.. Yeah, Dee you're really out of it. Let's just get you to bed," he suggested.
He let me grab his arm for support as he led me upstairs to his room and I plopped down
on his bed, patting the space beside me, suggesting him to lay with me.
He layed down next to me and I moved closer, nuzzling my nose into his shoulder.
It reminded me of all the times we used to spend nights at each other's houses.
We layed in comfortable silence and not too much later I fell asleep curled up next to him.
In all honesty, I would rather it be Tony but it is what it is.


--Jaime's POV--

After our show tonight we would be on our way to Chicago to see Dakota the day before
our other concert there.
I frowned at the thought, wondering what was going to happen.
Why did Tony always have to be starting things with her?
Why couldn't he just ignore all the other girls like he usually does and just be with Dee?
She really deserves a hell of a lot more.
I mean, I could be that pe-
No, that's Tony.

"Hey Jaime, you okay?" Mike asked.
I looked up from the floor and over to him sitting next to me in the back lounge with a controller resting in his hands.
He looked concerned so I threw a smile on my face and said, "Just zoned out."
He smirked and turned back to his game.
Just as I relaxed into the couch, Tony walked.
Speak of the devil and the devil shall appear..
Well, in this case think of the devil.

He nodded to me and I just smiled a bit at him as he plopped down next to me.
"Got my new phone," he mentioned.
I just nodded and watched Mike kill zombies.
I propped my feet up on the little table we had by the couch and closed my eyes.
I hope he doesn't mention-
"So, have you heard from Dakota?" Mike asked him.
"Uh, not yet man," he informed us.
"Well, I'm off to get lunch," Mike announced.
I put my fist in the air and he bumped it as he passed me.
I smiled, my eyes still shut firmly, and then got up, popping my eyelids open.
Tony was staring at me so I patted him on the shoulder and walked to my bunk.
Let's see what tomorrow had in store.


I'm contemplating on whether or not to end this soon.
Like officially and properly end it and perhaps start another story.

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Sixty Six♥

I isolated myself the next few days, contemplating what I should do.
I didn't want to seem desperate still, always depending on the guys and especially on Tony.
I didn't answer the door when I heard Mitch calling me and ringing the door bell every time he stopped by and I never turned my phone on.
"DAMN IT WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DIE?" I screamed at my television.
I was doing what I did best, playing Skyrim for the 18th hour in a row trying to slay
yet another dragon.
My controller crashed against the pillows, as I tossed it away, finally giving up.
I inhaled and nearly gagged, realizing I haven't showered in a few days.
"Well that's really attractive," I muttered.
I trudged to my downstairs bathroom and peeled my clothes from my body and stepped into
the tub. I just stood under the stream of water for atleast an hour and finally got out
after washing myself and my hair.
I wrapped a huge towel around myself, and walked up my stairs, feeling the towel drag
behind me and slap against my legs.
I kept dropping 'f bombs' over and over for no apparent reason.
"F*ck, F*ck, F*ck, F*ck.."
I threw on a tanktop and random pants on along with a pair of slipper boots and decided
to venture out to restock on my Arizona.
 My outfit was as casual as possible, including my hair.
Regretting it instantly, I snatched my phone from it's spot on my floor and turned it on.
I waited about 10 minutes before I dared to look at it and I only had a few missed calls,
all from Mitch. Most of my texts were from him too.
Nothing from Tony, which was only expected.
I did get one reminder from Vic.
Vic: Hey, see you in a few days!
I moaned in frustration and quickly went to my car and drove to the nearest Rite Aid to grab
what I wanted and go back to my isolation chamber.
When I walked back in my front door, I realized something was different.
It felt somewhat gloomier since I had left and I didn't like it.
I sighed and stashed my iced tea in the fridge and answered my phone that was vibrating
against the table without looking at who it was.
"Hello?" I mumbled quietly.
"It's Jaime," he said.
I quickly pulled my phone away from my ear and looked at the screen, seeing his name
light it up.
"What's up Jaime?" I asked casually.
"I'm sorry, I just really miss you," he whimpered.
My face softened and I sat on a stool, "I miss you too, poopy."
He told me how excited he was to see me in two days and I nearly fell off my seat when
I realized it was March 15th already.
"Tony says hi by the way," he spoke up.
"Um.. hi."
Jaime sighed on the other end before saying, "His phone broke after you guys hung up."
"Let me guess, the rest of yours broke too, right?" I barked.
He began to speak again but I didn't give him the chance because I hung up.


So I went without internet or my phone for 14 hours today.
I had to go on a religious retreat for my confirmation, although I do not believe in god.
Don't ask.
Anyways, shout out to PierceTheJub for all the notifications xx
And I'm sorry for short chapters.

I Want YoIThMost UnromantiWays
(Alternate Sequel to Thanks For Nothing)
Chapter Sixty Five♥

--Tony's POV--

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Jaime shouted in my ear.
I swatted in the direction of his voice and nearly fell out of my bunk.
He chuckled and walked away.
"It's not my birthday yet, there's still a few days left," I announced.
My eyes popped open and I searched for my phone in my blankets.
When I found it, I saw the date: February 25th.
I groaned and scrolled through my messages from all my friends in bands and everyone else.
Nothing from Dakota, hmm.
I glanced at the time and it was 12 which meant it was 2 in Illinois.
Maybe she was still sleeping.

--Dakota's POV--

Mitch agreed and we both decided to walk around Chicago for awhile.
"I miss hanging out with you," he spoke up after awhile.
"I do too, honestly," I admitted.
"Then why didn't you call or text or something?"
"Why didn't you?" I asked him.
He didn't answer so I assumed it was the same as mine.
We thought the other person would talk first.
We looked at each other at the same time before I realized something.
"F*ck!" I screeched.
I stopped dead in my tracks and whipped my phone out.
My eyes immediately flew to the date: February 25th.
"What is it Dee?" Mitch questioned.
I ignored his question and proceeded to call Tony.
I looked up from the ground to see a bunch of people paused, staring at me.
I sighed and then smiled when I heard Tony cracking up.
"It's no big deal, Kota. Really, it isn't. I love you too, okay?"
I paused as I heard loud screams in the back.
"Um, where are you?" I asked him.
"Just on stage in front of a bunch of people. You're on speaker next to a mic."
I blushed at that even though he couldn't see me.
"You're blushing, aren't you?" he giggled.
My heart stopped at the sound of his laughter and a smile lit up my face.
"Maybe just a tad."
Shortly after that he told me he had to go and that he promises he'd call me later.


He didn't.
Call, that is. Tony never called.

Mitch dropped me back off at my house and left.
I layed in my bed until 4am waiting for him to call and he never did.
I shut my phone off and threw it against the floor and then dragged my Star Wars blanket
downstairs to the couch and slept curled in a ball.
For some reason just him not calling made me feel pathetic.
It made me feel stupid for just waiting. It made me feel really desperate.
Maybe I need him more than he needs me.
Maybe he doesn't need me at all.
He could have any girl he wants, he doesn't need me.

Sorry these chapters are pretty boring, I'm trying to get into the writing zone again.
I have written anything in awhile and I'm kind of out of sync with what I've written so..
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