So, i dont
mean to put another vent up here,
but i just really need to ge this out and i have
noone to talk to
so you can skip over if you'd like,
yesterday i went to my dads for dinner and he told me he
has a massive tumor on his lungs
and that the docors said it was cancerous.
I guess he's known for a month or two now and just
hadnt told me which makes me kind of mad.
my dad hasnt always been there for me but he is still my
dad and i love him regardless.
when he told me he started crying, ive only ever seen my
dad cry once thats when his dad died of cancer.
I dont really know what to say to my dad since we were
never really close.
But i feel like he's drowning his pains with alcohol
now, which makes him mean and brings back memories from
when i was a kid. it makes me not want to be round him,
but nowifeel bad if i stay away, i feel ike id regret it if
something were to ever happen
Even though we arent close i dont know what i would do
without my dad, we've been through alot togther.
i guess i just never thought anything like this would
happen anyone else in my family.
you see people struggling, and you just look at them and
think that will never be me, until one day it is...
Today in school this girl was joking around talking about
cancer and tumors and it just made me so mad.
its not something to joke about, you never know someone
sitting around youcould secretly have someone they love
with this terrible thing. So people dont joke about it
Love you dad<3
&&Thankyou whoever reads